雨巷叩门时
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yuxiadegenlaotianyepolefangside。
shenyanbajingchetingzaixiangkouneikewaiboziwutongxia,houzuodedangandaibeiyushuiyinchugesanjiaoxingdeshihen。tadingzhexiangziliqingshibanshangdeshuiwa,ganjuezijixianggebeidaohangkengledewaimaiyuan——ditushangmingmingbiaozhe“tingyunshudian”,keyanqianzheipoxiangziliankuaizhengjingzhaopaidoumeiyou,zhiyouqianggenchucongshengdeqingtaizaiyulifanzheyouguang,huoxiangsheimeicaganjingdebiti。
“gaoshenmeazheishi,”tamochuyanhefaxianshikongde,fanzaodihaolebatoufa,“chageanzihaidechuang**muliyingditu?”
santianqianchengxilaochengquneichanghuo,shaodegenfangyanhuaside。xiaofangduiyuanbakaifeixushi,zaijiaoheidefangliangxiafaxianbanzhangshaojiaodegoushuxiaopiao,taitouyinzhe“tingyunshudian”sigezi。gengxiemendeshi,xianchangtiqudezhiwenkuli,youyimeijingranshuyusannianqiangueryuanzonghuoande“youlingzhiwen”——neigezaihuozaixianchanglaiquwuzong,zhijinmeibeisuodingdexianyiren。
shenyanniezheneimeitoumingzhengwudai,zhifucengguoxiaopiaoshangmohudedizhi。yunchengdeyujiuzheidianbudidao,xiaqilaigenbaoyueside,baqingshibanpaodegenfeizaosidehua。tashenyijiaoqianyijiaowanglinuo,pixiegenkezaishibanfengli,fachu“kada”yishengmenxiang,jingdeqiangtoushangyizhiheimaogongqibei,lvyingyingdeyanjingzaiyumuligenliangzhanxiaoshedengside。
“dage,jieguo。”tachongheimaotailetaixiaba,jieguoneichusheng“miao”diyishengcuanjinlepangbiandeqiangdong,weibajiansaoguoyikuaiboluodeqiangpi,luchudixiaanhongsedezhuan——kanzhebitayeyesuishudouda。
xiangzizoudaotou,guoranyoushanqianzailaoqianglidemumen。bushishuazhehongqideneizhongyangqikuan,shizuilaoshidesunmaojiegou,mutoufenglikazhejingnianleiyuedenigou,menhuanshizhitongzhidehulitou,erduobeimodefaliang,yanzhuquemengzhecenglvxiu,chouzherenshiyouzhongshuobuchudeguiyi。
shenyanshenshouqukoumen,zhijiangangpengdaohulibizi,yuturanjiuxiaole。bushijianjianbianxiao,shigenyourenzaitianshanganlezantingjianside,shunjianshouzhu。talengleliangmiao,ditoukanlekanzijideshou——zongbunengshitazheizhangshuailianzidaiqingyuzhuanhuangongnengba?
“咔啦。”
menconglimiankailedaofeng,yiguhunzazhejiuzhizhanghetanxiangdeweidaozuanchulai,bayuxingqichongdeqilingbaluo。shenyangangyaoshuohua,jiujianmenfengligunchulaigetongzhideshuqian,“danglang”yishengzazaitajiaobiandeshuiwali。
shuqianshangkezhexingxiaozi:“yutingshi,shuziyingren。”
“gaofengjianmixina?”tawanyaojianshuqian,zhijiangangpengdaobingliangdetongmian,shenhouturanchuanlaiyizhenjicudejiaobusheng。shenyantiaojianfanshedimoxiangyaohou——dangranmeidaiqiang,tajintianshibianyi——zhuanshenjiukanjiangeguniangbaozhegefanbubao,caizheshuangbaisefanbuxiezaishuiwalikuangben,toufashidegengangcongyongchilaochulaiside。
“rangrangrangrang!”guniangzuilihanzhe,renyijingchongdaolemenbian,chadianzhuangshangshenyandehoubei。tatoufashangdeshuizhushuaileshenyanyibozi,liangsousoude,daizhegudandandemoxiang。
“woshuonizheiguniang……”shenyangangyaokaikou,jiujianneiguniangduizhemenfenglihan:“zhoulaoban!wozhao《yuxiangjinian》!shangcishuohaoliuzhede!”
menlimeidongjing。guniangjidezhiduojiao,fanbubaoshangdelalianmeilahao,luchulimianluchubanbenxianzhuangshu,fengpidoumojuanbianle。shenyansaoleyiyan,renchuneishibenminguobande《gujixiufuyaojue》,shujishanghaitiezhezhangbianlitie,xiezhe“yanqiudebaobei,toukanduanshou”。
“niyeshilaimaishude?”shenyanbashuqianchuaijinkudou,zhuyidaoguniangdefanbuxieshangzhanzheni,xiegenchumodekuaipingle,kanqilaipaolebushaolu。
linyanqiuzheicaizhengyandaliangta。nanrenchuanjianheisechongfengyi,xiukoujuandaoshouzhou,luchuxiaobeishangdaoqianqiandeba,kujiaozhanzhenidianzi,yanshenlidaizhegushenshidejinger,xiangchaoshilizhuaxiaotoudebaoan。tawanghoutuilebanbu,bafanbubaowanghuailijinlejin:“nisheia?”
“jingcha。”shenyantaochuzhengjianhuanglehuang,“chaanzi。nini?laimai《yuxiangjinian》?”
linyanqiudelianseshunjianbianle,genbeicaileweibademaoside:“nichaanzigenwomaishenmeshuyoushenmeguanxi?”tashuohuashi,fanbubaoliluchudeneiben《gujixiufuyaojue》turan“pada”yishengdiaozaidishang,shuyesankai,luchulimianjiazhedeyizhangzhaopian——lianggezhangdehenxiangdeguniangzhanzaishudianmenkou,zuobianneigexiaoqilaiyoulianggejiuwo,youbiandezhengshilinyanqiu,zhishibixianzaipangdian,lianshanghaidaizheyingerfei。
shenyandemuguangzaizhaopianshangdunledun。zuobianneigeguniangdemeiyan,momingyoudianyanshu。
“biekan!”linyanqiuhuangmangqujianshu,shouzhiquebeiyizhangturancongshuyelidiaochulaidebianqianzhihualexia。xuezhugangmaochulai,jiujianneibianqianzhishangdezijituranniuquqilai,yuanbenxiezhe“jiezaitingyunshudiandengni”,zhayanjianbianchengle“jiebeishukunzhule”。
linyanqiudelian“shua”dibaile,genzhiyiyang。tazuichunduosuozhe,turantaijiaojiuwangmenlichuang:“zhoulaoban!nichulai!wojiedaodizenmele?”
men“zhiya”yishengquankaile。shenyanzheicaikanqinglimiandejingxiang,dunshiwanglezijiyaowenshenme。
yuqishuoshishudian,burushuoshigebeishuyanmeidedongku。congdimiandaotianhuaban,saimanlegezhongyangshideshujia,mutoude、tiepide、shenzhihaiyoujigejiuxinglixianggaide。shuduidemeishenmezhangfa,xianzhuanggujihexiandaichangxiaoshujizaiyiqi,youdeshujichaoshang,youdetankaizhe,yejiaojuandegenlanghuaside。zuilipudeshiqiangjiaoneipaishujia,shangmianbaizhedeshujingranmeiyoufengmian,luozhefanhuangdezhiye,kanzhexiangqunmeichuanyifudelaotou。
kongqilipiaozheguqiguaidetianwei,xiangshiyourenzaizhuhongtangjiangcha,youhunzhedianjiumodexingqi。shenyandemuguangsaoguoshujia,turanfaxianneixieshudeshujihaoxiangzaidong——bushifengchuideneizhongdong,shigenyouxintiaoside,weiweiqifuzhe。
“huanjueba。”taroulerouyanjing,zuijinchaanziaotaiduoye,gujishichuxianleshipilao。
“zhoulaoban?”linyanqiudeshengyindaizhezhanyin,tazoudaozuilimiandejutaiqian,neilibaizhegelaoshisuanpan,zhuziyouguangzengliang,pangbianzuozhegechuanqingbuguazidelaotou,beiduizhemenkou,zhengnazhekuairongbucashuqian。
laotoumeihuitou,shouliderongbuzaitongshuqianshanglaihuicengzhe,fachu“shasha”deqingxiang:“《yuxiangjinian》zaidisanpaidiergeshujia,zijiquna。”tadeshengyingenshazhimomutouside,tingzherangrenyasuan。
linyanqiuyinglesheng,zhuanshenjiuwangshujiazou。shenyanzhuyidaotazoulushizuojiaoyoudianbo,fanbuxiedexiegenchumodetebielihai,xiangshizhangshijiandianzhejiaozoululiuxiadehenji。
“laorenjia,”shenyanzouguoqu,taochuneizhangshaojiaodexiaopiao,“woxiangwenxia,santianqianyoumeiyourenmaiguozheibenshu?”tazhizhexiaopiaoshangmohudeshuming——《hushangxiaofangzhi》,1943nianban。
laotouzheicaimanmanzhuanguolai。shenyankanqingtadelian,xinligedengyixia。bushiyinweizhangdeheren,shiyinweitaiputongle,putongdaorengjinrenduilisanmiaozhongjiuzhaobuzhe。dantadeyanjinghentebie,tongkongyansehenqian,xiangmengzhecengwu,kanrendeshihouxiangshizaikankongqi。
“shudiandeshu,zhijiduzhe,bujirizi。”laotoubacahaodeshuqianfangjinjutailidemuhe,limianyijingduilemanmanyihe,gegedoukezhebutongdetuan,“niyaozhaodeshu,zaidiwupaizuilimian。”
shenyanzhoulezhoumei。zheilaotoushuohuagendamiyuside,nandaoshilaonianchidai?tagangyaozhuiwen,jiutingjianlinyanqiu“a”dijiaoleyisheng。
xunshengwangqu,zhijianlinyanqiuzhanzaishujiaqian,shoulipengzhebenshenlansefengpideshu,shuyezhengyirouyankejiandesudubianhei,xiangshibeimozhijintoule。tahedeshouyidou,shu“pada”diaozaidishang,sankaideshuyelidiaochujizhangzhaopian——zhengshitahezhaopianshangneigeguniangdeheying,zhishimeizhangzhaopianli,youjiuwodeguniangdeliandoubeimozhitudiaole。
“zenmehuishi?”linyanqiudeshengyindoupichale,tadunxiaqujianzhaopian,shouzhipengdaoshuyedeshunjian,neixieheiseturanxianghuoguolaiside,shunzhetadezhijianwangshangpa,zaishouwanshangxingchenggemohudeyinji,kanzhexiangge“mo”zi。
“biedong!”shenyanjibuchongguoqu,zhuazhutadeshouwanwanghuizhuai。jiuzaitadezhijianpengdaoneipianheiseyinjishi,zhengjianshudianturanhuangleyixia,suoyoudeshujiadoufachu“gazhi”de**,xiangshiyoushenmedongxizaidixiafanlegeshen。
zuilipudeshineixieshu。yuanbendongdaoxiwaideshuturanzijizhanzhile,shuye“hualala”difandongzhe,xiangshizaiguzhang。shenyanshenzhikanjianyiben《xiandaihanyucidian》congshujiashangtiaoxialai,“pa”dipaizailinyanqiudiaozaidishangdeneiben《yuxiangjinian》pangbian,fankaideyemianshang,suoyoude“mo”zidouzaiwangwaishenheizhi。
“zheishi……dizhenle?”linyanqiuhedeshengyinfapiao,zhuazheshenyandegebobufang,zhijiedouniebaile。tadefanbuxiezaigangcaidehuangdongzhongdiaoleyizhi,guangzhedejiaoyacaizaidibanshang,nengganjuedaomutouzaiweiweifatang。
shenyanmeishuohua,tademuguangbeijutaihoudeqiangxiyinle。gangcaihaiguangtutudeqiangshang,buzhiheshifuxianchuyifubihua,huazhegechuanqipaodenvrenzuozaishuzhuoqianxiezi,bijiandixiademoshuizaidishanghuichengyitiaohe,helipiaofuzhewushubenshu,meibenshudefengmianshangdouxiezhetongyigezi:“mi”。
“biedingzhekan。”laotoubuzhishenmeshihouzhandaoletamenshenhou,shoulinazhekuairongbu,manyouyoudicazhegangcaigunchumendeneimeitongshuqian,“shuyoushudeguiju,kanlebugaikande,huibeijixialaide。”
linyanqiumengdizhuanguotou,toufashuaidaoshenyanlianshang,daizheguxifashuideqingxiang。“zhoulaoban,zheidaodishizenmehuishi?wojiedeshuzenmehuibianchengzheiyang?”tazhizhedishangneibenhaizaishenmode《yuxiangjinian》,yanleizaiyankuanglidazhuan,“tashibushichushile?”
laotoumeihuida,zhishibatongshuqiandijishenyan:“nideshuzaidiwupai,qukankanba。youshihou,shubirenhuishuoshihua。”
shenyanjieguoshuqian,bingliangdejinshutiezhezhangxin,turanxiangqisannianqianneichanghuo。huoguangli,tahaoxiangyekandaoguoleisidetongshuqian,zaijiaoheidefeixulishanzheweiruodeguang。
linyanqiuhaizaigenlaotoujiuchan,shenyanquejuedexiongkouyoudianmen,xiangshiyoushenmedongxizaiwangxiazhui。taanleanmeixin,zhuanshenzouxiangdiwupaishujia。neiliguoranfangzhebenshenlansefengpideshu,genlinyanqiushoulineiben《yuxiangjinian》deyanseyimoyiyang,fengmianshangxiezhe《hushangxiaofangzhi》,1943nianban。
shubixiangxiangzhongchen。shenyangangbashuchouchulai,jiutingjian“huala”yisheng,jiazaishulidejizhanglaozhaopiandiaolechulai。zhaopianshiheibaide,paideshijishinianqiandehuozaixianchang,xiaofangyuantaizhedanjiaconghuochanglichulai,danjiashanggaizhebaibu,zhiluchuyishuangchuanzhexiaopixiedejiao。
shenyandehuxituranbiandekunnan。neishuangxie,tarende。shizongsedexiaoniupixie,xietouyougejinshukou——gentashiersuineinian,zaigueryuancangkulitoutoushaodiaodeneishuang,yimoyiyang。
tamengdifankaishu。yuanbenyinggaijizaizhexiaofanglishideshuyeshang,jingrantiezhezhangfanhuangdezhi,shangmianyongqianbixiezhejixingzi,zijiwaiwainiuniu,xianggehaizixiede:
“jintianyoubeiqifule。tamenshuowoshimeirenyaodeyezhong,haibawodexierengjinlelajitong。”
“cangkuliyouhaoduojiubaozhi,shaoqilaiyidinghennuanhe。”
“huohaoda,yanhaoqiang。wohaoxiangtingdaoyourenzaiku……”
zuihouyijuhuadehoumian,beirenyonghongmoshuihualegewaiwainiuniudexiaolian。
shenyandeshouzhikaishifadou,shuyebeitazuandebianlexing。tamingmingjide,neitiancangkulimeirende。tamingmingquerenguode。
“喂,你没事吧?”
linyanqiubuzhishenmeshihouzouleguolai,shoulihainazheneiben《yuxiangjinian》。tadeliansehaishihenbai,danyanjingliduoledianhaoqi。“nideshu……yehuibianneirongma?”
shenyantaitoukanta,turanfaxiantashouwanshangneige“mo”ziyinji,yansehaoxiangbianshenle。erzijishoulide《hushangxiaofangzhi》,pageszhengzaizidongfandong,fandaomouyiyeshiturantingzhu,shangmianyonghongsedemoshuixiezhegedizhi:
“yunchenglaochengqu,yuxiang37hao。”
linyanqiudehuximengdidunzhu。taditoukanlekanzijishoulideshu,tongyixingdizhi,zhengcongshuyelimanmanshenchulai,hongsedezijixiangshigangninggudexue。
“zheishi……wojieshizongqianzhudedifang。”tadeshengyindaizhezhanyin,turanzhuazhushenyandegebo,“nineibenshu,haixieleshenme?”
shenyanhaimeilaidejishuohua,jiutingjianjutaineibianchuanlailaotoudeshengyin,yijiushishazhimomutousidediaozi:
“liangwei,dianlideshuyougeguiju——”
“kandaodemimi,bunengsuibianshuochuque。”
huayingangluo,zhengjianshudiandedengturanmiele。chuangwaideyubuzhishenmeshihouyouxialeqilai,yudiandazaibolishang,fachu“papa”deshengxiang,xiangshiyouwushuzhishouzaiwaimianpaimen。
heianzhong,shenyanganjuedaoshoulide《hushangxiaofangzhi》kaishifatang,erlinyanqiudeshouzhuadeyuelaiyuejin,zhijiajihuyaoqianjintaderouli。
“nitingdaolema?”linyanqiudeshengyintiezaitaerbian,daizhekuqiang,“shuzaishuohua。”
shenyanpingzhuhuxi。guoran,zaiyudianqiaochuangdeshengyinli,youwushuxisuide“shasha”shengcongsimianbafangyonglai,xiangshiyouwushubenshuzhengzaiheianzhong,toutoufankaixindeyiye。
ertashouwanshang,neimeitongshuqianluodepifushengteng,xiangshiyaokejingutouliqu。