第四章苦涩
yiqiezhunbeihaohou，muguangbuyoudipiexiangshencedeshouji，shangmianhaitingliuzhelianggexiaoshiqianwojijiangyuefadeweixinxiaoxi：【jintianshinishengri，wozuolenixihuanchidecai，wozaijiadengni。】。
xiaoxichichimeiyoudedaohuifu。
qiangshangdeshizhongzhuanleyiquanyouyiquan，chuangwaideludengruzhuizaiyekongzhongdefanxing，shanzheweiruodenuanguang，shineiyipianjijing，woxianruwujindeheianzhizhong。
fangfoguoleyigeshijineimejiu，ketingdedadengbeirendakai，manshenjiuqidejiangyuechuanzhexinggandediaodaiguazaiyigemoshengnanrenshenshang。
tahenkuaizhuyidaoleketingzhongkuzuodewo，milemiyan，suihoumuguangluozaimanzhuozidecaiyao，yijineigegulinglingdexiaoxiongdangaoshang。
tazhengkainanrendiediezhuangzhuangdichaowozouguolai，xiaoxinyiyidipengqiwodelian，chixiaodao：「buhuiba...mufeng，nizheigeshagoujiuzheimedengleyiwanshanga？zezeze...wu...zenmeban...wodouyaoyoudianxintengleni...ge~」，
jiangyuedalegejiuge，xingzhongdezuiyanhuanhuansaoguowodemeiyan，erhouyanshenzhujianbiandebingleng，turantaiqishouyibazhangluozaiwozuolianshang，numadao：
「nixianzaizaizheizhuangshenmeshenqingrenshe？luyibai...nidangchupaoxiawodeshihoubushizoudegancuililuoma，xianzaiyouhuilaizuoshenme？xianzaizhidaoxiangwoditoule？he！wogaosuni，wanle，wanle...woshibuhuiyuanliangnide...juedui！」
「wo...jiangyue、buyaonile，woshenbianyoudaba...dabadenanren...haiyouyitiaozenme...zenmeyeganbuzoudegou...hahaha...」shuozhe，jiangyuedeshenzimengdiyihuang，yanjianzherenjiuyaowangdibanshangzaiqu。
woxunsutanchushouhuanguotadeyaoshen，jiangrendahengbaoqi，yuqidandan：「niheduole，wosongnihuifangjianxiuxi。」，
huaizhongderenturanjuliedizhengzhaqilai，wobudeyijiangtafangxia，zhijiantachaozhemenkoudenanrenpuguoqu，shengyinmanshigourendejiaomei：「ni、jinwangenwoyiqishui。」。
liangrenzouxiangwoshishi，jiangyueturantingxiajiaobu，yanshenlveweiqingxinglejifen，tachaozhewotiantiandikaikou：「mufeng，nijidezaimenkouhaohaotingzhe」。
fangjianliyipianganchailiehuo，erwoxianggejixiedemuoujiangzhuozishangyijingliangtoudecaisongdaokouzhong，younikusedeweidaozaikouqianglimanyankailai，yiruwodexin。
neigeyouzhedadaxiaoliandexiaoxiongdangaokaishimanmanronghua，wozhualeyibasaidaozuili，meixinweicu，zuodebushihenhao，youxieku。
keshijiangyue，womeiyoushijianzuodegenghaole，qiannide，woyeyaohaiqingle。
shiniantaizhang，zhangdaowokuaifenbuqing，duinijiujingshiyizhongshenmeyangdeganqing，shixiguan，shiyilai，haishijuanlian？
qishilianwozijiyeshuobuqing。
congwomuqinzaiyiyuanchedishiquxintiaodeneiyikekaishi，wodeshijiesihuzhishengxialeni。
wohemuqindoushiyileiren，womendouhuozaizijibianzhidehuanjingdangzhong，yiyangdesha，yeyiyangde...mingduan。
neizhangnaoliuwanqizhenduantongzhishujiuzheimeminghuanghuangdibaizaicanzhuodeyijiao，woquemeiyoujihuigennishuoyijuwoyaozoule。
jiangyue，woturanhenxiangzhidao，ruguonizhidaowoyaosile，huishishenmefanying？