neidunshouyan，shiwoyoushengyilaichiguozuimanzhang、zuiruzuozhenzhandeyidunfan。
shanzhenhaiweibaimanhongmuyuanzhuo，gongchoujiaocuo，biaomianrenaofeifan。danmeiyidaotouxiangwohesuqingdemuguang，douguoxiezhehaobuyanshidejiqiao、lianminhekanxidexingfen。woxianggebeibaguangleyifukunzaijuguangdengxiadexiaochou，meiyicijujiaodoujiannanwubi，weilixiangshisaimanlebinglengdeshitou。
suqingquexianggemeishiren。tazuoziyouya，chixiangsiwen，dongzuobujibuxu，duineixiehuominghuoandedaliangwanquanmianyi。oueryoubuzhisihuodeqinqicouguolai，jiaxingxingdiwen“su**zainaergaojiu？”“jialishizuoshenmede？”，tayezhishitaiqineishuanglengchedemouzidandanyipie，lianzuijiaodoulandeqiandongyixia，duifangbianzaitawushengdeyalixiashanshantuikai。
linchengyeshiyanhuishangjueduidezhujiao。taduanzhejiubei，chuansuozaigezhuozhijian，jieshouzhezhongrendegongwei，shibushichaowozheibiantoulaishenglizhebandemieshiyipie。tadagaijuede，woyijingbeitachedicaizaijiaoxia，liantongwozheige“naozibuzhengchang”dezulaidenvyou，douchenglechentuotachenggongdexiaoliao。
“xiaojina，”jiuguosanxun，tahongguangmanmiandiduodaowoshenbian，pailepaiwodejianbang，lidaobuqing，“bushigeshuoni，zuorenyaotashi。biezongxiangxiexutoubanaode，zhaogezhengjinggongzuo，tangekaopudeduixiang，bishenmedouqiang。nikanni，zheinongdeshishenmeshier？”
wodizhetou，dingzhewanlineizhiyouguangfaliangdebaoyu，henbudebataniesui。ren，bixuren。weilenainai，yeweile……wopieleyiyananjingchifandesuqing，xinliwuweizachen。zheinvren，daodishizhengaoren，haishijiushigechenjinzaizijishijielidefengzi？
shouyanzhongyuzaiyizhongguiyideqifenzhongjiejinweisheng。nainainianjida，jingshenbuji，beibaomufuzhexianquxiuxile。qinqimenyeluxugaoci，linzouqian，neiyanshenlideneirongfengfuduocai，zugouwoxiaohuabannian。
worumengdashe，zhixiangganjindaizhesuqinglikaizheigeguidifang。
“dengdeng。”linchengyejiaozhuwo，lianshangguazhexuweidexiao，“xiaojin，zheimewanle，nimenjiubielaihuipaole。xixiangfangneibianxinshoushileliangjiankefang，couhezhuyiwanba。mingtiannainaikendinghaixiangzaikankanni……henizheiweinvpengyou。”tateyijiazhongle“nvpengyou”sangezi。
wobennengxiangjujue，danxiangdaomingtianqueshihaiyaopeinainai，erqiexianzaikaichehuishiquyetaizheteng，zhihaoyingzhetoupidayingxialai：“……xiexiege。”
xixiangfangshiqianliangnianlinchengyezhiyiyaokuojiande，shuoshijijialitiandianxiandaiqixi，zhuangxiudefulitanghuang，danbuzhizende，zoujinquzongrangrenjuedebiemen，kongqiliyouzhongshuobuchudechenjiuweidao。
kefangshixianglindeliangjian。wobashaodaneijianzhijisuqing：“su**，nizhuzheijianba。jinwan……xiexieni。”suiranxiedeyoudianmianqiang，danqimatameizhongtuliaotiaozizouren。
suqingmeiyingsheng，zhishizhanzaikefangmenkou，muguangzaicisaoguofangjiandebuju——chuanghudechaoxiang、jiajudebaifang，shenzhitianhuabanjiaoluoyisibuyichajuedeliewen。tademeitouyouweiweiculeyixia，zheiciwokandegengqingchulexie。
“zheifangzi，”tazhongyukaikou，shengyinzaikongkuangdezoulanglidaizhehuiyin，“butaiganjing。”
woxintouyitiao，qiangxiaodao：“laofangzidouzheiyang，youdianchaoqizhengchang。”
tameifanbo，yemeizaiduoshuo，zhidandandiuxiayiju：“wanshangwuluntingdaoshenmeshengyin，biechulai。”bianzhuanshenjinlefangjian，guanshanglemen。
neishanmenheshang，gejueletaqinglengdeshenying，yebawomanduzideyiwenhebuanguanzailewaimian。biechulai？nengtingdaoshenmeshengyin？laoshu？haishi……
woshuaishuaitou，bazijirengjingebikefangbinglengdechuangpushang。lei，shenxinjupi。wuqiankuaimailaiyichangxiuru，haiyouzheigeshenshentaotao、shuohuanenghesirende“nvyou”。woshibushishangbeizibaolesheijiazufen？
husiluanxiangzhe，jingyemimihuhushuileguoqu。
buzhishuileduojiu，wobeiyizhenjiqixiwei、queyoujianruideshengyinjingxing。
xiangshi……zhijiazaiguanaoshenmeyingwu。
嘶啦——嘶啦——
shengyinduanduanxuxu，shiyoushiwu，laiyuanfangxiang，sihushigebisuqingdefangjian，youhaoxiang……gengyuanyixie，laizizhuwuneibian？
womengdizuoqi，xinzangbushoukongzhidikuangtiao。heianzhong，tingjuebiandeyichangminrui。laozhaideyewansijidekepa，weiyouzheizhongguiyideguacasheng，xiangdusheyiyangzuanjinerduoli。
woxiangqisuqingdehua——“wanshangwuluntingdaoshenmeshengyin，biechulai。”
kongjuxiangbinglengdetengman，chanraozhusizhibaihai。woyanlekoutuomo，qiangpozijitanghuiqu，yongbeizimengzhutou。shilaoshu，yidingshilaoshu！laofangziyoulaoshutaizhengchangle。
keneishengyin，buxiangshilaoshunengnongchulaide。tadaizhemouzhongguilv，mouzhong……eyi。
jiuzaiwobeishoujianaoshi，lingyizhongshengyinjiarule。
shiyizhongjiqingweide、leisikunchongzhenchidewengwengsheng，queyoubineigengchenmen，gengrangrentoupifama。shengyinyouyuanjijin，fangfozhengchuanguoqiangbi，chaowozheibianerlai。
wohunshenhanmaodaoshu，zaiyerenbuzhu，qingshouqingjiaodipaxiachuang，erduotiezaibinglengdemenbanshang，pingxiqingting。
wengwengshenggengqingxile，sihuyijingdaolemenwaizoulang。yuzhixiangbande，haiyouyigunanyixingrongde、dandandexingchouqiwei，congmenfenglishenjinlai。
cao！daodishishenmeguidongxi！
wozhandouzheshou，yidiandianningkaifangmenbashou，lakaiyitiaoxifeng，chaowaiwangqu。
zoulanglimeiyoukaideng，zhiyouqinglengdeyueguangcongjintoudechuanghuxieshejinlai，zaidibanshangtouxiabanbodeguangying。jiuzaineiguangyingjiaojiechu，wokandaolezhongshengnanwangdeyimu——
jizhiquantoudaxiao、xingzhuangguaiyi、tongtiqiheidechongzi，zhengzhendongzhebantoumingdechibang，xuanfuzaibankong！tamenzhangzhemimimamadefuyan，kouqijianrui，sanfazhejinshubandeyouguang，zhengchaozhesuqingfangjiandemenfengzuanqu！neiguxingchouqi，zhengshicongtamenshenshangsanfachulaide！
wohedechadianjiaochusheng，sisiyaozhuzuichun。
jiuzaizheishi，suqingdefangmenwushengwuxidikaile。
tazhanzaimenkou，chuanzheneitaomibaisedexizhuangtaoqun，fangfocongweishuixia。yueguanggoulechutaqingshoudeceying，lianshangyijiumeishenmebiaoqing，zhiyouneishuangyanjing，zaiheianzhongliangdejingren，xiangshicuilehanbing。
mianduineijizhiguiyizhengningdeheichong，tashenzhilianmeitoudoumeizhouyixia。zhishihuanhuantaiqiyoushou，wuzhixuzhang，duizheneixiechongzi。
gengguiyideshiqingfashengle。
neixieyuanbenqishixiongxiongdeheichong，xiangshizhuangshangleyiduwuxingdeqiangbi，zhourantingzhizaibankong，fengkuangzhenchi，fachujiaozaodewengming，quewufazaiqianjinfenhao！
suqingdeshouzhiqingqingshoulong。
kongqizhongchuanlaijishengjiqixiweide、leisibolisuiliede“pipa”sheng。
neijizhiheichong，lianzhengzhadoumeiyou，jiuzaiwoyanqian，beitagekong……niesuile！huazuojilvheiyan，bansuizheyigugengnongliedexingchou，shunjianxiaosanzaikongqizhong，fangfocongweicunzaiguo。
zhenggeguochengbuguoliangsanmiao，kuaidexiangwodehuanjue。
wojiangzaimenfenghou，danaoyipiankongbai，xueyedoudongzhule。
suqingzheishicaihuanhuanzhuanguotou，muguangluozaiwozheitiaomenfengshang，pingjingwubo，fangfozhishipaisilejizhiwenzi。
“kanlai，”taqinglengdeshengyinzaijijingdezoulanglixiangqi，daizheyisibuyichajuedechaofeng，“yourenyijingdengbujile。”
woshuangtuiyiruan，chadianzhijieguizaidishang。kaozhemenbanhuazuodaobinglengdedimian，xinzangxianggepogu，dongdongdongdikuaiyaocongsangziyantiaochulai。erduoliwengwengzuoxiang，yanqianhaicanliuzheneiheichonghuazuofeihuideguiyijingxiang。
bushihuanjue！neijueduibushihuanjue！
zheigesuqing……tadaodishishenmeren？tushou，bu，tu“yinian”niesuichongzi？neishishenmechongzi？zenmehuichuxianzaiwojialaozhai？tashuo“yourendengbujile”shishenmeyisi？
wushugewentixiangfeitengdekaishui，zaiwonaozilifangun，queyigeyindoufabuchulai。jidudekongjujuezhulewo，bimianduilinchengyedediaonanheqinqidechaoxiaoshi，qianglieqianbaibei。
zoulangli，suqingyijingzhuanshenhuilefangjian，menqingqingheshang，fangfogangcaishenmedoumeifasheng。
kewozaiyewufapingjing。wotanzuozaimenhou，beikaozhebinglengdemumen，lenghanjintouleshuiyi，shentibushoukongzhidifadou。neiguiyideguacashengsihuxiaoshile，wengwengshenghexingchouweiyesanle，danlaozhaidesijifanergengrangrenzhixi。meiyisifengsheng，meiyikuaidibanqingweidezhiya，douxiangshicuimingfu。
wojiuzheiyangzhengzheyanjing，zaijidudekongjuhehunluanzhong，aodaoletianseweiliang。
diyilvchenguangtouguochuanghuzhaojinlaishi，wojihuxutuo。shoujiaobingliangmamu，naoziliyituanluanma。wobixuquzhaosuqingwenqingchu！bixu！
zhengzhazhepaqilai，woliangqiangzhechongchufangjian，yonglipaidagebidefangmen。
“su**！suqing！kaimen！！”shengyinsiyadebuxiangwoziji。
menhenkuaikaile。suqingyijingchuandaizhengqi，yijiushineifuqinglengmoyang，lianshangkanbuchusihaoaoyehuoshoujingdehenji。takanzhewolangbeideyangzi，yanshenlilianyisilianmindouqianfeng。
“shenmeshi？”tawen，yuqipingdandexiangzaiwenzaocanchishenme。
“zuowan……zuowanneishishenme？neixiechongzi！ni……ni……”woyuwulunci，zhuazhutadegebo，jiqiedixiangxunqiuyigedaan。
taqingqingzhengkaiwodeshou，lidaobuda，quedaizheburongzhiyideshuli。“jinlaishuo。”
wogenzhetazoujinfangjian。kefangshoushidehenzhengjie，fangfomeirenzhuguoyiyang。