第一章

“ninengbunengdongdianshier?**meibenjiuyinweiguakeyanbishangxin,nihaizhuanmennabaoyanlai**ta?”

“nipingshizaijiashenmedouzuobuhao,zheinaozinengkaoshangyan?sheixina,zuobideba!silezhenghao!yebupaxuexiaolaichale!”

zhizhiwobashuxidenuhoushengchuanlai,wocaiyishidaowozhongshengle。

zhongshengzaiwobasisuiwoluqutongzhishudeneigewanshang。

“jiejie,nibienanguole,wobushiyemeikaoshangyanma!”

yipangjiangnuannuanxiaoxindilazhulewodegebo,shengpawozuochushenmeshanghaibabadejudong。

shia,nihezhimeikaoshangyan,nilianbiyedouchengwenti。

erwoqueyaoweilebaohunidezizunxinfangqiduyan,zhenkexiao。

shangyishi,jiangnuannuanzaibabadegulishijiaoyuxiachengweileyigexingfukailangdenvhai,shenbianyongyuanyouhenduorenxihuanta。

erwozebeifoudingshijiaoyutuduchengleyigezibei、mingan、pianzhideren,yizhidaosidoumeiyoushenmepengyou。

yezhengshiyinweiwodezibei,wopinmingdexuexi,zhidaonadaolebaoyandeminge。

woyuanbenmanxinhuanxideyiweibabazhongyukeyikendingyiciwodenenglile,meixiangdaotapajiangnuannuankandaoshangxin,zhijiesile。

woershisinianlaidenulijiuzheimebeiwobaqingeryijudesisui、jianta。

beifenjiaojiadewochongjinyuyelixiangyaoquxuexiaobubanziliao,jieguobeijichidekachezhuangsi。

zheiyishi,womeiyouxuanzejiliefankang,ershimomodiantoulezhihouzhuanshenhuilefangjian。

yinweishangyishizaiwosiqian,wofaxianleyigemimi。

yigekenenghuigaibianwoyishengdemimi。

huidaofangjianhou,wojiangbeisichengsuipiandeluqutongzhishushoujiqilaidiudaolelajitongli,jiezhecongshubaolinachuleyifenziliao。

neishiwomamadeshenfenxinxi。

congxiao,wobajiuyizhigaosuwohenuannuan,womendemamayijingbuzaile。

zhidaowobaoyanshixuexiaocanyulebeijingdiaocha,wocaicongdaoyuandeshoulikandaolewomamadexiaoxi。

wenqing,dongzhouxinlixueyanjiuyuanyuanshi。

和我爸在一个单位。

“嘎吱——”

meimeijiangnuannuantuimenjinlai,wobudongshengsejiangziliaoyazaileshubenxia。

“jiejie,nihaizaishengqima?”

woweixiaokanzheta,“bushengqile,nuannuan。duile,ni……”

takaixindidaduanwo,“neitaihaole,mingtianbabayaojiwobanbiyeqingdian,niyeyiqilaiba。”

shuobatabianyibengyitiaodihuidaolezijifangjian,lianmendoumeiyoubangwodaishang。

jiangnuannuanjiushizheiyang,congxiaojiubeiwobachongchengleyigegongzhu,daozhitasihaobuhuizaiyibierendeqingxu。

woyoushihouzhendetingxianmutade。

woxiang,ruguomamahewomenzaiyiqi,tahuibuhuiyexiangbabachongnuannuanneiyangchongwo,jiwoyigezixindeweilai。

diertian,chenzhetamenfunvliangquleyanhuiting,wotizhexinglixiangqiaokailegebixiaoquyihurenjiademen。

yigemianrongheshandenvrendakailemen,jiandaowodediyiyanjiujingyadiwuzhulezui,suijiyanleiduokuangerchu。

yanqianzheigeren,wojihuhetashiyigemozilikechulaide。

wohenqueding,tajiushiwodemama。

mamasihubutaixiangrangwojinmen,bantiandoumeiyouzhudongshuoyijuhua。

liangjiu,woshenxiyikouqi,ziguzidijiangxinglibanjintajia,zhidaotagenzhejinlefangjianwocaizhuanshendaduantadeyuyanyouzhi。

“nirenshiwo,jiushuomingnizhidaowoshininver,queweishenmeconglaibulaikanwomen?”

mamasishiburendipieguoletou。

“yinweiwobuhuanyingni。xiaoxue,nizouba,yihoubuyaolaiwojiale。”

shuxidedajiganrangwoxiayishijiuxiangzhaozuo,danwohaishiqiangrenzhezhanzaileyuandi。

我有太多疑问了。