【diyizhang：zanglishangdeyanhuigang】wojiaolinwan。jintianshiwozhangfuchenmodezangli。lingtangliyipiansumu，
heiyayaderenqundishengchuoqi，kongqilimimanzhexiangzhuhebaihehuahunhede、lingrenzhixideweidao。
wochuanzheyishenjiancaililuodeheiseyangrongqun，zhanzaijiashudaliquzuixianyandeweizhi，lianshangmeiyouleihen，
zhiyouyizhongjinhulengmodepingjing。woshenzhi……dianleyizhiyan。xizhangdenvshixiangyanjiazaizhijian，
xinghongdehuodianzailiaoraodeyanwuzhongmingmingmiemie。zheizaizanglishangwuyishijiqishilidejudong，danwohaobuzaiyi。
zhouweitoulaihuojingcha、huobiyi、huolianmindemuguang，xiangximidezhen，zhazaiwo**depifushang，
danwoganjuebudaoteng。xinzaojiubeitaokongle，zhishengxiayipianbinglengdefeixu。“wanwan……”womahongzheyankuang，
qiaoqiaochelechewodeyixiu，shengyindaizhegengyanheaiqiu，“biechoule，
zheimeduorenkanzheni……”woqingqingfukaitadeshou，shenxileyikou，rangneixinladeyanwuzaifeilizhuanleyiquan，
caihuanhuantuchu。shixianchuanguoniaoniaoqingyan，luozailingtangzhengzhongyangneizhangjudadeheibaiyizhaoshang。zhaopianlidechenmo，
jianmeixingmu，xiaorongwenrun，yirudangnianzaidaxuetushuguandechuangbian，yangguangluozaitashenshang，
tadijiwoyiben《nuoweidesenlin》shi，neiganjingmeihaodemoyang。sheinengxiangdaoni？
zheigecengjingxunuoyaoaiwoyishengyishi、huwoyishizhouquandenanren，zuihouhuiyizheiyangyizhonglangbeiyoukexiaodefangshi，
sizaiwomenjiehunqizhouniandejinianridangtian。siyuyichangjingxincehuade“yiwai”。siyu……wodeshouli。
zhijiandeyanhuisusuluoxia，zhenghaodiaozaifangzaiwomianqiandeneigeshuijingyanhuigangli。yanhuiganghenpiaoliang，
qiegemianzaidengguangxiazheshechubinglengdeguang。zheishichenmoqunianshengrishi，
taneigesuoweide“hongyanzhiji”suqingsongjitadeliwu。dangshitaxiaodeyiliantanran：“wanwan，nikan，
xiaoqingsongde，shuoshizhuhewoshengzhi。xiaoguniangtingyouxinde。”shia，zhenyouxin。xindaobujinsongyanhuigang，
haibazijiyesongshangletadechuang。zanglideailedichendihuixiang，xiangdundaozigezherendeshenjing。jiuzaizheishi，
lingtangrukouchuchuanlaiyizhenxiaoxiaodesaodong。renqunzidongfenkaiyitiaodao。talaile。suqing。
chuanzheyishensubaidelianyiqun，duziyijinghenmingxiandilongqi，dagaiyouwuliugeyuele。tacangbaizheyizhanglian，
yanquanhongzhong，beiyigezhongnianfurenchanfuzhe，liangliangqiangqiangdizoujinlai。neifuruoliufufeng、wojianyouliandezitai，
shunjianxiyinlequanchangdemuguang。tajingzhizoudaoyixiangqian，putongyishengguixia，weiyuleixianliu。
“moge……mogenizenmenengdiuxiawohehaizi……”tadekushengqiqieaiwan，daizheyizhongsixinliefeidejuewang，
“nishuoguoyaokanzhewomendehaizichushengde……nishuoguoyaojiwomenyigejiade……moge……”zizijuju，
xiangcuiledudezhen，jingzhundizhajinzaichangmeiyigerendeerduoli。lingtanglideqifenshunjianbiandeguiyiqilai。
qieqiesiyushengrutongchaoshuibanyongqi，neixieyuanbenluozaiwoshenshangdemuguang，
cikechongmanlegengjiafuzadeqingxu——zhenjing、leran、tongqing（jisuqingde）、yijikanxiangwoshi，
neihaobuyanshide、kan“qifu”he“shibaizhe”deshenshi。womaqidehunshenfadou，xiangyaochongshangqu，
beiwosisilazhu。suqingdemuqin，neigechanfutadefuren，cikeyetaiqileiyan，beifendikanxiangwo，
shengyinbuda，quezuyirangqianpaiderentingqing：“linwan！wozhidaonihenxiaoqing，hentahuailechenmodehaizi！
kechenmoyijingsile！rensiweida！ninandaolianzuihouyidiantimiandoubujitama？
feiyaorangtazaijiuquanzhixiayebudeanning？！”haoyizhaoyituiweijin，daodayipa。woqiamieleyandi，
suishoudiujinneigeshuijingyanhuigangli，fachu“ding”deyishengcuixiang。ranhou，
zaisuoyourenhuojingehuobujiedemuguangzhong，wohuanhuanzhanqishen，
yibubuzouxiangguizaiyixiangqiankudelihuadaiyudesuqing。gaogenxieqiaojizheguangjiededalishidimian，
fachuqingcuierguilvdeshengxiang，zaizheipianyayidejijingzhong，xiandegewaituwu。wotingzaitamianqian，
jugaolinxiadikanzheta。tataiqileiyanmenglongdelian，neishuangcengrangchenmowubilianxidexingyanli，cikechulebeishang，
haifeikuaidilveguoyisibuyichajuededeyihetiaoxin。“linwanjie……”taqieshengshengdikaikou，shengyindaizhekuqiang，
“duibuqi……wozhidaoshiwobuhao……kehaizishiwugude……qiuqiuni……”“qiuwoshenme？”wokaikou，
shengyinpingjingdemeiyouyisibolan，shenzhidaizheyisiqiyidewenhe，“qiuwoyuanliangni？
haishiqiuworenxianiduzilizheige，buzhidaofuqinshisheideyezhong？”“hong——”lingtangchedizhakaileguo！
“yezhong”lianggezi，xiangyiketourupingjinghumiandejushi，jiqileqiancenglang！suqingdelianseshunjiancanbairuzhi，
shentihuanglehuang，jihuyaoyunjueguoqu。tamuqinjianjiaoqilai：“linwan！nixuekoupenren！nijidu！nifengle！
chenmoshengqianjiushuoguo，zheihaizishitade！shitade！”“shima？”woweiweigouqichunjiao，
neixiaorongquelengdemeiyouyisiwendu。wodemuguangsaoguosuqinglongqidexiaofu，youhuanhuantaiqi，
zaicikanxiangyixiangshangchenmoneizhangyingjundelian。“chenmoyoumeiyougaosuguonimen，”wodeshengyinbuda，
queqingxidigaiguolesuoyoudecaoza，“tazaozaisannianqian，jiuyinweiyichangyiwai，chedishiquleshengyunengli？
”siyibandejijing。shijianfangfozaizheiyikeninggule。suoyoudekuqi、yilun、zhize，
douxiangbeianxialezantingjian。wushudaomuguang，jingyibudingdizaiwo、suqinghetamuqinzhijianlaihuisaoshi。
suqingmengditaiqitou，neishuangxingyanlichongmanlenanyizhixindejingkong，xuesecongtalianshangcheditunqu，
lianzuichundouzaiduosuo：“bu……bukeneng……nihushuo！mogeta……tamingming……”“tamingmingshenme？
”wobijinyibu，yanshenruilirudao，“tamingminggennishanglechuang，rangnihuaileyun？suqing，
niquedinggennishangchuangdeneigeren，zhendeshichenmoma？haishi……mougeniweilebangzhuta，huozheweilebiedemude，
erjingxintiaoxuande、hetayoujifenxiangside……tidaipin？”“weng——”gengdadehuaran！
suqingdemuqinchedishayanle，zhangzhezui，queyigeziyeshuobuchulai。suqinghunshenjuliedizhandouqilai，
taxiayishidihuzhuzijideduzi，yanshenhuangluandisichuduoshan，
zuilinannanzhe：“bushide……bushide……nipianren……nijiduwo……”“jiduni？”woqingxiaochusheng，
neixiaoshengzaikongkuangdelingtanglixiandeyouxieshenren，“jidunishenme？jidunichuxinjilvdijiejinyigeyoufuzhifu？
jiduniyongjinshouduanpashangtadechuang？haishijiduni……zuizhongzhulandashuiyichangkong，
lianduzilizheigeyonglaishangweidechouma，douchengleyigetiandadexiaohua？”wowanxiayao，coujintaerbian，
yongzhiyouwomenliangrennengtingdaodeshengyin，yiziyiju，binglengdishuodao：“suqing，niyiweiniyingle？
niyiweinihuailetadehaizi，jiunengqudaiwo？kexia，laotianyedoukanbuguoyan。tasile。erqie，
niduzilidezheige……yongyuanyejianbudeguang。yinweitadecunzai，benshenjiushini**heyuchundetiezheng！
”shuowan，wozhiqishen，buzaikantashunjianbengkuiniuqudelian。wozhuanguoshen，
muguangsaoguolingtangliyizhangzhanghuozhenjing、huomangran、huoxiukuidelian。zuihou，
wodeshixianluozaileneigeshuijingyanhuigangshang。wozouguoqu，naqita。henchen，henliang。ranhou，
zaisuoyourenjinghaidemuguangzhong，wogaogaojuqishoubei，yongjinquanshenliqi，
henhendijiangneigeyanhuigangzaxiangchenmodeyixiang！“peng——huala——！
”judadezhuangjishengbansuizhebolisuiliedeciershengxiangchezhenggelingtang！chenmoneizhangyingjunhanxiaodeheibaizhaopian，
shunjianbeizadefensui！bolisuipianheshuijingsuizhasisanfeijian！“a——！”jianjiaoshengciqibifu。
wozhanzaiyuandi，xiongkoujulieqifu，kanzheneiposuidexiangkuanghoumianluchudecanbaiqiangbi，
xiangyizhangkongdongerchaofengdezui。jieshule。chenmo。zheichangyouniqinshoudaoyande、zhangdasanniandebeipanyuqipian，
liantongnineixuweidemianjuhekexiaode“aiqing”，dousuizhezheishengjuxiang，chedifensuile。lingtangliluanchengyituan。
suqingdekuhao，tamuqindejiaoma，qinyoudejinghu，
baoanchongjinlaidejiaobusheng……suoyoudeshengyindouxianggezheyicenghouhoudemaoboli，mohueryaoyuan。wozhanzaineili，
zaiyipianlangjiehehunluandezhongxin，ganjueqiansuoweiyoudepibei，queyegandaoyizhongniuqudekuaiyi。zheizhishikaishi。
chenmo。niyiweisilejiuyilebaile？niqianwode，nihenixinaide“baiyueguang”qianwode，wohuiyidianyidian，
lianbendailiditaohuilai。yongwodefangshi。wowanyao，zaiyipianlangjiezhong，
jianqileyikuaizuidade、bianyuanfenglideyixiangbolisuipian。bingliangdechugantouguozhijianchuanlai，
daizheyizhongweixiandeyouhuo。wowojinleta。zhangxinchuanlaiyizhenxiweidecitong。henhao。zheitongganrangwoqingxing。
rangwojide，congjintianqi，linwanbuzaishineigeweileaiqingweiquqiuquandeshagua。
tashicongdiyulipahuilaidefuchouzhe。zanglizaiyipianhunluanhezhenjingzhongcaocaoshouchang。
wowushilesuoyoushitushangqiananweihuozhiwenderen，baokuowoyuyanyouzhi、manliandanyoudefumu。
woduziyirenkaichelikailebinyiguan。meiyouhuijia。
neigecengjingchengzailewushutianmihehoulaiwujintongkude“jia”，wolianyimiaodoubuxiangduodai。
chezimanwumudedixingshizaibangwandechengshijiedaoshang。huadengchushang，nihongshanshuo，cheshuimalong，xuanxiaofanhua。
zheiyiqiedouyuwowuguan。wodeshijie，zaichenmosideneiyike，bu，huoxugengzao，
zaitadiyicibeipanwodeshihou，jiuyijingtantachengleyipiansijidehuangyuan。zuizhong，
chezitingzaileyigepojiuxiaoqufujindeyijiaxiaojiubamenkou。jiubamingzihensuqi，jiao“wangyou”。
yiqianchenmoyingchouduo，ouerhuilaizheiliheliangbei，haicengxiaozhegenwoshuozheilidelaobandiaojiuhenyoutese。
wotinghaoche，zoulejinqu。limianguangxianhunan，yanwuliaorao，fangzheyonglandejueshile。renbuduo，sansanliangliang。
wojingzhizoudaobataizuijiaoluodeweizhizuoxia。“yibeiweishiji，chunde，bujiabing。”wodeshengyinyouxieshaya。
jiubaoshigenianqingxiaohuozi，kanlewoyiyan，meiduowen，henkuaijiangyibeihuposedeyetituidaowomianqian。
xinladeyetihuaguohoulong，zhuoshaozheshidao，dailaiyizhenduanzandemabigan。wobishangyan，
shitujianglingtangshangneihunluandeyimumucongnaohaizhongquzhuchuqu，dansuqingneizhangcanbaide、chongmanjingkongdelian，
chenmoyixiangsuiliedeshunjian，haiyouneixiehuotongqinghuobiyidemuguang，quexiangfuguzhiqu，huizhibuqu。
“yigerenhemenjiu？”yigelvedaicixingdenanshengzaipangbianxiangqi。wozhengkaiyan，cetoukanqu。
pangbiandegaojiaodengshangbuzhiheshizuoleyigenanren。chuanzhejiandandeheisechenshan，xiuzisuiyiwandaoshouzhou，
luchujieshidexiaobei。tashouliyeduanzheyibeiweishiji，zhengceshenkanzhewo。
jiubahunandeguangxiangoulechutalengjiaofenmingdecelian，bilianggaoting，xiahexianqingxililuo。tadeyanshenhenchenjing，
daizheyizhongdongxishishideleran，haiyouyizhong……nanyiyanyudexiyinli。henyingjun。
butongyuchenmoneizhongwenrundeyingjun，tadeyingjundaizheyizhongyexingheqinlvexing。woshouhuimuguang，meilita，
yangtouyouguanleyidakoujiu。**deganjuezhichongtouding。“zanglishangzachangzideneiwei？”tahurankaikou，
yuqipingdandexiangzaitanluntianqi。wodedongzuomengdidunzhu，wozhejiubeideshouzhishunjianshoujin。woshudizhuantou，
ruilidemuguangzhizhishexiangta：“nirenshiwo？”tahuanglehuangshouzhongdejiubei，
bingkuaizhuangjibeibifachuqingcuideshengxiang。tazuijiaogouqiyimojidandehudu，sixiaofeixiao：“neimejingcaidechangmian，
xiangburangrenjizhudounan。linwan，duiba？”tabujinrenshiwo，haizhidaowodemingzi！
yiguhanyishunzhejizhuipashanglai。tashishei？chenmodepengyou？suqingdebangxiong？haishi……biedeshenmeren？
“nishishei？”wodeshengyinlenglexialai，daizhejiebei。“biejinzhang。”tasihukanchulewodejingti，
shentiweiweihoukao，zitaifangsonglexie，“yige……ouranluguodeguanzhong。shunbian，”tadunledun，
muguangluozaiwojinwojiubei、zhijiefabaideshoushang，“xiangtixingniyiju。”“shenme？”“chouhenshibashuangrenjian。
”tazhishizhewodeyanjing，neishuangshensuidemouzilifangfoyouxuanwozaixuanzhuan，“shangrendetongshi，gengrongyishangji。
erqie，”taweiweiqingshen，shengyinyadilejifen，daizheyizhongguhuorenxindeliliang，“niqueding，
zasuiyigesirendeyixiang，jiushizuihaodebaofuma？”wodexinmengdiyitiao。tadaodizhidaoduoshao？
“nidaodixiangshuoshenme？”wodeshengyinyouxiefajin。tameiyouzhijiehuida，ershicongkoudailitaochuyizhangmingpian，
tuidaowomianqiandebataishang。mingpianshichunheisede，meiyourenhehuashaodezhuangshi，
zhiyinzheyigetangyindemingziheyigedianhuahaoma。——shenyu。“ruguo，”takanzhewo，yanshenshensui，
“ruguonizhendexiangrangmouxierenfuchudaijia，bujinjinshifaxiefennu，ershirangtamenzhenzhengganshoudaoqiefuzhitong，
ganshoudaojuewang……huoxu，wokeyibangni。”bangwo？yigemoshengren？wonaqineizhangmingpian，
zhijianchuanlaijinshubandebingliangchugan。heisedekapianzaihunandedengguangxiafanzheyoulengdeguangze。“weishenmebangwo？
”wodingzheta，shitucongtalianshangzhaochurenheyisiweizhuangdehenji。shenyuxiaole，neixiaorongdaizhejifenwanshibugong，
yandiqueshiyipianshenbujiandidehantan。“yinwei，”tamantiaosilidiminleyikoujiu，“wotaoyanxuwei，
gengtaoyan……qifunvrendezhazi。erqie，”tadunledun，muguangzaiwolianshangqunxun，“nideyanshen，henyouqu。
xiangyitoushoushangde、quesuishizhunbeisisuiliewudemulang。”tafangxiajiubei，zhanqishen，
gaodadeshenyingzaiwomianqiantouxiayipianyinying。“mingpianshouhao。xiangtongle，dajiwo。”tadiuxiazheijuhua，
zhuanshenbianzou，meiyousihaotuonidaishui，henkuaixiaoshizaijiubamenkouhunandeguangyingli。
woniezheneizhangbinglengdeheisemingpian，kanzhebeizilishengxiadehuposeyeti。bangwo？
shenyu……yigeshenmimoce、turanchuxiandenanren。taxiangyigeweixiandemituan，daizhezhimingdeyouhuo。wozhidao，
zheihenkenengshiyigexianjing。dancike，beichouhenhejuewangcheditunshidewo，xiangjijiangnibideren，
napakandaoyigendaizhedaocidedaocao，yehuibuguyiqiedixiangyaozhuazhu。woduanqijiubei，
jiangshengxiadeweishijiyiyinerjin。xinladeyetizhuoshaozhehoulong，yedianranleyandizuihouyisiyouyudehuijin。
chenmo，suqing。nimendengzhe。youxi，caiganggangkaishi。wojiangneizhangyinzhe“shenyu”mingzideheisemingpian，
jinjinzuanzailezhangxin。fenglidebianyuanluozhepirou，dailaiyisijianruidetonggan。henhao。zheitonggantixingzhewo，
huozhe。【dierzhang：zhushazhiyuwenzixue】jiubalineibeiliejiudehoujinghenda，jiashanglianrilaidexinlijiaocui，
wojihushipingzhezuihouyidianyizhilicaibachekaihuileneigecengjingbeichengwei“jia”dedifang。
zhiwensuofachu“di”deyishengqingxiang，menkaile。pumianerlaide，bushishuxidejiadeqixi，
ershiyizhonghunhezhehuichen、xiaodushuihemouzhong……moshengxiangshuiweidebinglengkongqi。kongkuang，siji。
judadeluodichuangwai，chengshidedenghuocuicanyijiu，quezaiyezhaobujinzheisuoshiqule“renqi”defangzili。
woshuaidiaogaogenxie，chijiaocaizaibingliangdedalishidibanshang，yibuyibuzouxiangketing。
zheilicengjingshiwohechenmojingxinbuzhideaichao。beioufengdeshafa，tatiaode；qiangshangdechouxianghua，
womenyiqixuande；yangtaishangdelvzhi，
womeitianjingxindali……meiyigejiaoluodoucengchongmanlehuanshengxiaoyuhetianmidehuiyi。rujin，
yiqiedoumengshangleyicenghuiandelvjing。wodemuguangluozaishafajiaoluo。
neilicengjingfangzheyigejudadetaidixiongwanou，shichenmozaiwomenlianaiyizhounianshisongde，
tashuoyaorangtadaititabuzaijiashipeibanwo。houlaini？houlaitahuijiadeshijianyuelaiyueshao，
taidixiongyebeitaxianzhandifang，saijinlechuwujian。querdaizhide，shisuqingsongdeneigeshuijingyanhuigang。
wozoudaoshafaqian，huanhuanzuoxia。shentixianjinrouruandekaodianli，queganjuebudaosihaowennuan。
pibeixiangchaoshuibanyonglai，jihuyaojiangwoyanmei。bishangyan，jiubalineigejiaoshenyudenanrendehua，
youqingxidihuixiangzaierbian。“chouhenshibashuangrenjian……”“niquedingzasuiyigesirendeyixiang，
jiushizuihaodebaofuma？”“ruguonixiangrangtamenzhenzhengganshoudaoqiefuzhitong……”qiefuzhitong……he。
chenmosile，tajietuole。liuxiayigelantanzi，heyigehuaizhe“yezhong”、mingyusaodidesuqing。zheigoutongma？
duisuqinglaishuo，huoxushi。shiquleyikao，shiqulemingyu，haiyaomianduiyigeshenfengangadehaizi。
danduiwolaishuo，bugou。yuanyuanbugou。chenmoqianwode，bushiyitiaomingjiunenghaiqingde。
tatouzoulewoqiniandeqingchun，jiantalewoquanxinquanyidexinren，bawobianchengyigechetoucheweidexiaohua！
tapingshenmekeyiyisilezhi？tayinggaizaihuozhedeshihou，jiuqingqingchuchu、mingmingbaibaidiganshoudao，
shiquyiqie、zhongpanqinli、beicaijinnilideziwei！haiyousuqing，neigekansirouruowugudebailianhua。
tapingshenmekeyiduozai“aiqing”he“haizi”dehuangzihoumian，xinanlidedixiangshoutoulaideguoshi？
tayinggaishenbaiminglie，yinggaiweitachuxinjilvdechazufuchuzuicantongdedaijia！
yiguqiangliedehenyizaicichongshangtouding，shaodewotaiyangxuetutuzhitiao。womengdizhengkaiyan，shixianluozaichajishang。
neilifangzheyigehouhoudewenjiandai。shichenmodezhulixiaowangzaizanglihoutoutousaijiwode。tashuo：“linwanjie，
zheishichenzong……chushiqianrangwozhenglideyixiedongxi，tajiaodaiguo，ruguota……jiujiaojini。”chushiqian？
chenmosiqianjiaodaide？woshenchushou，zhijianyouxiezhandoudijiekailewenjiandaishangderaoxian。limianshihouhouyitawenjian。
zuishangmian，shiyifenbaoxiandan。toubaoren：chenmo。beibaoxianren：chenmo。shouyiren：linwan。baoe……yiqianwan。
riqi，shitasiqianyigeyue。wodexinmengdiyichen。tamaizheifenbaoxiandeshihou，zaixiangshenme？
shizhongyuliangxinfaxian，xiangjiwoyidianbuchang？haishi……tayugandaoleshenme？woyaxiaxintoudejidong，
jixuwangxiafan。xiamianshiyixiegongsidecaiwubaobiao、xiangmuhetongfuyinjian。
chenmozijijingyingzheyijiabudabuxiaodeguanggaogongsi，zheijinianfazhandehaibucuo。wocongbuchashoutadeshiye，
zhizhidaotatingmang。zaiwangxiafan……wodeshouzhidunzhule。neishiyifengoufanghetong。goufangren：chenmo。
didian：chengnanyigeyihuanjingyoumei、simixinggaozhuchengdegaodangxiaoqu。mianjibuda，danhenjingzhi。qianyueriqi，
bannianqian。bannianqian……neizhengshichenmokaishipinfanjiaban、chucha，duiwoyuelaiyuelengdandeshihou。yuanlai，
tazaojiuweitahesuqingdeaichao，zhunbeihaoledifang。wosisiniezheneifenhetong，
zhizhangdebianyuanjihuyaoqianjinrouli。binglengdefennuxiangdusheyiyangchanraozhewodexinzang，jihurangwozhixi。
wojixufan。jizhangyinxingkaliushuidan。chenmomingxiadejizhangzhuyaoyinxingka。liushuixianshi，congyinianqiankaishi，
jiuluxuyoudaezijinzhuanchu，shoukuanfangshiyigemoshengdegerenzhanghu。leijijine，dadejingren。zuihou，
zaiwenjiandaidezuidiceng，womodaoleyigeyingyingdedongxi。nachulaiyikan，shiyigeupan。chunheisede，
meiyourenhebiaoshi。chenmosiqianteyijiaodaiyaojiaojiwodedongxi……huishishenme？wonazheupan，zoudaoshufang，
dakaidiannao。chashang。upanlizhiyouyigewenjianjia，mingzijiao——“jiwanwan”。wodehuxiyizhi。diankai。
limianshijiduanluyinwenjian，haiyouyigejiamidewendang。wozhandouzhediankailezuizaoriqideneiduanluyin。
zizidedianliushenghou，xiangqilechenmoshuxideshengyin，
daizheyizhongwocongweitingguode、jinhubeiweidekenqiu：“……qingqing，nitingwoshuo，neibiqianwozhendebunengdong！
neishigongsixiagejidudetuiguangyusuan！nuoyonglehuichudawentide！”jiezhe，
shisuqingjiaodiaquedaizhelengyideshengyin：“chenmo！nishaohunongwo！wobuguan！wokanzhongneitaofeicuishoushihenjiule！
caibashiduowan！nigongsineimeda，suibianyigexiangmudoubuzhizheidianqian！nishibushibuaiwole？
shibushihaixiangzhenijialineigehuanglianpo？”“qingqing！nizenmenengzheimeshuo！wogenlinwanzaojiumeiganqingle！
woxinlizhiyouni！keshi……”“keshishenme？chenmo，woduzilihuaidekeshinideerzi！
ninandaoxiangrangwomenniangliangyizhizhuzaineigepochuzuwuli？lianjianxiangyangdeshoushidoumeiyou？wobuguan！
wojiuyaoneitaoshoushi！nibujiwomai，wojiuquyiyuanbahaizidale！”luyinlichuanlaisuqingweiqudekusheng。
chenmodeshengyinlikehuangle：“bie！qingqingnibiechongdong！womai！wojinimai！woxiangbanfa！nibiedongqi，
duihaizibuhao……”luyindaocijieshu。wozuozaidiannaoqian，hunshenbingleng，xueyefangfodouninggule。yuanlairuci。
yuanlaitaneixiesuoweide“jiaban”、“yingchou”，suoweide“gongsi**kunnan”，suoweide“yalida”，
doushiweilemanzusuqingyuelaiyuedadeweikou！woxianggeshaziyiyang，xintengtagongzuoxinku，shengchijianyong，
liankanzhongyitiaoliangqiankuaidequnzidoushebudemai，xiangzhetitafendanyali。jieguoni？wodejiesheng，
shiweilerangtabaqiannaqujilingyigenvrenmaibashiduowandefeicuishoushi？！wodiankailedierduanluyin，
riqishisangeyueqian。zheici，suqingdeshengyingengjiajianrui：“chenmo！nidayingwodefangzini？！zheidouduojiule！
nishibushizaipianwo？！wogaosuni，womakeshuole，meifangzi，zheihaizishengxialailianhukoudoushangbule！
nidaodiyoumeiyouweiwomenniangliangkaolvguo？！”chenmodeshengyinchongmanlepibeihejiaozao：“qingqing，nijiangdiandaoli！
neifangzibushiyijingfuleshoufulema？daikuanshouxuzhengzaiban！xianzaichadeyan，
womingxiaturanduotaofangzihuiyinqihuaiyide！zaidengdeng……”“deng？dengdaoshenmeshihou？
dengdaowoduzidadaozhebuzhuma？chenmo，nishibushigenbenmeidasuanlihun？shibushihaishebudelinwanneige**？
！”“suqing！nizuibafangganjingdian！woshuolehuilijiuyidinghuili！nijiwodianshijian！”“shijian？
wojinideshijianhaibugouduoma？congwogenlenineitianqi，nijiushuohuilihun！jieguoni？sannianle！chenmo，