第四章断交退婚
wohefuxingweichediduanjiaole。
zhunquelaishuo，shiwodanfangmianhetabuzailaiwangle。
jiulianbuzaihuwodebabazaicanzhuoshangbujingyiditiqita：“hexingweineixiaozinaopiqile？zenmemeijiannimenzaiyiqiwanle？”
我抽了张纸巾擦嘴。
“tayouxihuanderenle，tuihunba。”
zicongmamaqushihou，wohebabazhijiandeguanxijiubianchenglezuishuxidemoshengren。
“你确定？”
“嗯。”
womuguangzhengzhengdikanzhecanzhuoshangmuqincengjingzuiaichidesuchaosanxian，buzhiweiheweiqudexiangku。
ruoshimamahaizai，dinghuixintengdibaozhewohanguainannan。
“buhouhuijiuxing，yihouyoushijiushuo，biezongbiezaixinliyigerennanshou。”
tazhanqishen，bujinbumandizouxiangerlou。
meiyouxiangxunchangfuqinneibanzhuiwenliyou，jiechuhunyueyishijiuxiangshichifanheshuineibandejiandan。
zhishifujiafumukanwodeyanshenbiyiwanggengjiadelianxi。
“yanyana，zhongjiushiwojianeichouxiaozibudongshi，duohaodehaizia。”
tuihunyishibingweiyingxiangwomenliangjiadeguanxi，daoshiyinweiwodebuchaobunao，fumugengshixintengwo。
tajiangwobaozaihuaizhong，wennuanderangwoganjuejiuxiangshihuidaolemuqindehuaibao。
erzheizhongwenxindefenweizaifuxingweidaizhesuniannianhuijiadeneiyike。
“guchuyan，nidaowojialaiganshenme？”
takanxiangwodeyanshendaizheshenshi，dangzaisuniannianmianqiandeyangzijiuxiangshizuizhongchendeqishi。
“xingwei！nizenmeheyanyanshuohuade？”
“ma，nizongshixiangzheta，bujiushimeimama？zhiyubarendangyisuidebolifangzaishoulimianpengzhema？”
“xingwei，nishuoshenme？”
fumukanxiangfuxingweideyanshenzhongjinshibukezhixinyushiwang，erwoquezaitadehuazhongxuesejinshi。
“woshuodeyoucuoma？ziqisuineiniangubomuqushi，ninduitadeguanxinduoguoyuwo，guchuyanzheifudiaozuankebodexingzinandaobushinimenguanchulaidema？”
tasihaobuzaiyizheixiehuaduiwolaishuodaodihuichanshengduodadeyingxiang，lazhesuniannianjiudaolewodemianqian。
“zhenzhengzhidezhenxideyinggaishixiangsuniannianzheiyangshanliangdenvhaizi，erbushijiangbuzuyuenaimaoshuaisideren！”
我缓缓站起身。
ruoshizhiqiandeshiqing，wokeyishizuoshaonianduiairendeweihu，kezheihuiwulunruhewoyebuyuanrenxiaqule。
qingcuidebazhangluozaitadelianshang。
“fuxingwei，nawomeimadeshiqinglaichaofengwo，niyezhenshixiasanlan。”
wokanzheshaonianyanzhongdechayi，zhidiyousheng：“zaozhidaonishizheizhongren，wogenbenbuhuidayinghenidinghun。”
“buguo，wangyangbulao，weishibuwan。”
wokanzheyanjiaomeishaodaizhexiyidesuniannian，taiqishou，luoxiaqingcuidebazhang。
“你！”
tayouxieqijibaihuai，keyougujifuxingweizaichang，zhideweiqubabadihanleibuyu。
“woshenme？lajidoujinile，haiyoushenmebumanyidema？”
rena，zonghuizaizhuangdebiantilinshangdeshihoucaihuimengranjingxing。
shenzhihuizaixinzhongfanwenziji：
值得吗？
yudaosuniannianzhiqiandefuxingwei，napashirangwoweitafuchushengmingdedaijia，neiyeshizhidede。
keyudaosuniannianzhihoudefuxingwei，quezaiwobuzhidaodedifangchedilandiaole。
liuxiadezhiyouwujindeexinyutaoli。