第4章 只是不爱我

zhouboqingxintoumomingyijin,shunjianbuzhuodaoxiaoyihuazhongdeguanjianci。

zoule?qunaer?lvyousanxin?

zhouboqingfanzaodizhualezhuatoufa,xinzhongjuedebiemen。

tayiqianzenmemeifaxianshenjiayinzheimexiaoxinyan,shiqingdouguoquzheimejiule,tajuranhaizaiweishengrineijianshizhiqi。

“音音要去哪儿?”

tazhuangsisuiyidiwendao,muguangquebuyouzizhudipiaoxiangjinbidefangmen。

xiaoyigangyaotuokouerchu“chuguoliuxue”,mengdiyishidaoshenjiayinsihubingmeiyougaosuzhouboqing,daozuibiandehuayingshengshengyanlehuiqu,hanhudao:“a,jiu……chuquyitang。”

jiuzaizheishi,shenjiayintuimenerchu,shoushangniezhejizhanglingqian,“meiquna,chuqumaiyaneryi。”

xiaoyikankanshenjiayin,youkankanzhouboqing,momingjuedeliangrenzhijianmimanzheyizhongqiguaidefenwei。

mofei,zheiliangrenchaojiale?

xiaoyidemuguangzailiangrenshenshangliuzhuan,zuihouqingqingtanlekouqi。

“nimenlianga,nianjiyebuxiaole,bielaoshichaojia,youshenmeshihaohaoshuo。”

shenjiayinyuqipingjing,meiyouyisibolan。

“没有吵架。”

takanxiangzhouboqingdeyanshen,jiuxiangzaikanyigemoshengren,shulierdanmo。

cengjingdechireyuqipan,rujindangranwucun,zhishengxiawujindehuangliang。

zhouboqingxinsibaizhuanqianhui,lengbudingkaikoudao,“wozhidaole。”

takanzheshenjiayin,juedezijidongxiletadexiaoxinsi,yiweitazhishizaiyonglikailaishitanziji。

taxindidebuanshaoshaopingxi,querdaizhideshiyisibuyichajuededeyi。

tashenzhikaishipansuan,denghuigaizenmehongtakaixin。

shenjiayinmeizaikanta,jingzhizoudaoxiaoyishenbian,fuzhuxiaoyidejianbangjiangrenwanglimiantui。

“xiaoyi,nihuiquba,yanwozijiqumaijiuhao。”

tabuxiangzaihezhouboqingdaizaitongyigekongjianli,meiyimiaodourangtajuedezhixi。

kanzheshenjiayinliqudebeiying,zhouboqingxinzhongyongqiyigumomingdefanzao。

shenjiayinzouchuxiaoyijia,shenxiyikouqi。

liangfengfuguolianjia,quechuibusanxintoujijudehanyi。

zhouboqingkuaibuzhuishangqianqu,shenshouzhuazhuletadeshouwan。

shenjiayindeshentiweiweiyizhen,danmeiyouhuitou。

“nidaodiyaozheiyanglengzhandaoshenmeshihou?”zhouboqingshengyinlitouzhepibeihebujie,“wozhishiguanxinyigeshengbingdereneryi,weishenmenijiubunenglijieyixia?”

shenjiayinlenglengdichouhuizijideshou,lakailiangrenzhijiandejuli。

“niguanxinsheigenwomeiguanxi,yihouyetongyangmeiguanxi。”

tadeshengyinpingjing,rangrenganjuebudaorenheqingxubodong,xiangshiyiwanghantansishui,zaiyexianbuqibandianbolan。

zhouboqingzhoumei,jiantazheifuyangzi,tagengjiaquexinshenjiayinshizaichicu。

“dengxiashuhaoxiezhihou,wojiubuzaiguantale。”

tatanlekouqi,fangfozuochujidaderangbu,yesihuxiangyaoyongxuwupiaomiaodechengnuo,zanshianfuzhuta。

ranershenjiayinzhishidandandizhuanguoshenlai,muguangpingjingwubo。

“niguantayufou,yuwowuguan。”

shuowanzheijuhuahou,tabianjingzhixiangqianzouqu,liuxiazhouboqingzhanzaiyuandi。

zhouboqingganjueyouxiewulihecuobai。

takanzheshenjiayinlikaidebeiying,zhijuedewubimosheng,neigecengjingmanyandoushitadenvhaidaodiqunale。

shoujilingshengtuwudixiangqi,dapoleningzhidekongqi。

zhouboqingfanzaoditaochushouji,kandaopingmushangshanshuode“xiashu”erzi,xintougengtianfanmen。

“boqing,xiexienizheiduanshijiandezhaogu……”xiashudeshengyinxuruozhongdaizhehuabukaidetianni,“woxiangqingnichigefan,biaoshiganxie。yeshunbianxianggenjiayinjieshiyixia,rangtabiewuhuile。”

zhouboqingxiayishidikanxiangshenjiayindebeiying。

tayijingzouyuanle,beiyingxiandegewaiguji。

tashouhuimuguang,dandankaikou,daizhezijidoumeichajuedaodefuyan。

“buyongle,tazhishizainaopiqi,guoliangtianjiuhaole,nibuyongtaidanxin。”

dianhuaneitouchenmolepianke,liangjiuxiashudeshengyincaizhongxinxiangqi。

“neihaoba,jinitianmafanle。”

guaduandianhua,zhouboqingwozheshoujideshoujinlejin。

tanengganjuedaoxiashuyuqilideshiluo,ketaxianzaitamannaozidoushishenjiayinlengmodeyanshen,nahaiyouxinsiquxiangbiede。

xiashuhenhendiyaozhexiachun,shoujipingmudeliangguangyingzhaozaitalianshang,xiandeliansegengjiacangbai。

zhouboqingduishenjiayindezaiyi,jibianshigezheshouji,tayetingdeqingqingchuchu。

yiguduhuozaitaxiongqiangliranshao,jihuyaojiangtatunshi。

“he……”talengxiaoyisheng,jiangshoujihenhendishuaizaichuangshang。

yiqianzhouboqinggentabiaobaideshihou,tabingbuzhidaotashizhoujiadedashaoye,zhidangtashigeputongdenansheng。

houlaidezhitadeshenfenhou,tacaiyishidaozijicuoguoleshenme。

zaicihuilai,tafashiyidingyaonaxiazhouboqing,chengweizhoujiadeshaonainai!

taxianxideshouzhijinjinzuanzhechuangdan,zhijiefanbai。

“shenjiayin……”xiashudishengnianzhezheigemingzi,yanshenlishanguoyisihenli。

“nibukenengshiwodeduishou!zhiyaojiejueleni,boqingjiushiwode!”

……

wancandeqifenlvexianyayi,xiaoyizuoleyidazhuozihaochide,danshenjiayinzhishiwujingdacaidituizhewanlidemifan。

xiaoyichajuedaoletaxinshizhongzhongdemoyang,renbuzhuguanqiekaikou。

“nizheishizenmele?genboqingchaojiale?”

“boqingzheihaizipingrilikanzhequeshishilengdanledian,keshuodaodiyeshigehaohaizi,erqietaduinideguanxinwomendoushikanzaiyanlide。”

shenjiayintingwanzheihua,huanhuantaitou,muguangyouxiemili。

“tahenhao……zhishibuaiwo。”

takuxiaoyixia,naohaizhongfuxianchuxiashudeshenying,xintoufanqikuse。

“erqietadebaiyueguanghuilaile。”

小姨皱起了眉头。

白月光?

zhouboqingxinliyouqitaderen?

zheigexiangfarangxiaoyiyanshendunshichenlexiaqu。

nanguaizheijitianshenjiayindeqingxubudui,nanguaitaturandayingyaochuguoliuxue,doushiyinweizheigeturanchuxiandebaiyueguangba?

“shenmebaiyueguang?boqingneixiaozixinliyourenle?”tashengyinbagao。

shenjiayinjianzhuang,xinliyijin,lianmangfangxiawankuai。

“xiaoyi,zhendemeishi,nibiedanxin。”tamianqiangjichuyisixiaorong,yanlidekusequezenmeyeyangaibuzhu。

“ganqingdeshi,mianqiangbulai,tabuaiwo,zheishishishi。yuqizaizheilijiuchanbuqing,burufangshou,jizijiyitiaoxindechulu。”

“yinyin,bienanguole!”xiaoyixintengdilouzheshenjiayindejianbang,“mingtianxiaoyidainiquguangjie,ganghaoniyaochuguo,kankanhaiyoumeiyoushenmexiangyaodaizoude。”

次日一早。

xiaoyidaizheshenjiayinchulemen。

congshehuadebaobaodaojingzhidexiezi,zaidaogezhonghufupinhuazhuangpin,xiaoyimaiqilaihaobushouruan。

shenjiayinxinqinghaolebushao,quepianpianzaishangchangyudaolexiashu。