第四章

wobairushizunmenxiahou,bingmeiyoucongtaneierxuedaoshenme,tajihujiangwofangyang,zhirangjigeshixiongshijiejiaowoyixierumendeshufa,woxuebugoubianchangchangpaoquzangshugetoushukan,zhidaowobaneierdeshujihudoukanjinleyemeijianshangshizunjimian,shizunchangchangyaobiguan,woyutadejiaowangshenqian,tazaiwoyinxianglizhiyousanjianshi,

yi,jiuwoyushanlinweinanzhijian。

er,wushinianqian,beiguanhanlaoqianbeitapingjia“wanliebukan”。

san,jiushixianzaitagaogaozaishangdeduiwoxialechengfa,“sixingbugai,zaiguanshangsanshinianba。”

五十年前。

woxiulianxiaoyouchengjiu,beiyunxuyutongmenmenyiqixiashanlilian,zaitujingyigexiaocunzhuangshi,faxiancichuyouyaolicanliu。

jingguojiancha,womenfaxianjigenanzidejingqibeiyaoxizoule,tamensuiranmeisi,dangegekanshangqumianshoujihuang,xuruowuli,yifuzongyuguoduhuobujiudeyangzi。

womenzhuizonghenji,zaitaolinlizhuazhulezuikuihuoshou——yizhitaohuayao。

ketaohuayaomaomeijiaorou,xuanranyuqiwangzhezhongrenshi,wurenbuduitashengchulianxizhiyi,tayoubianzhuanleyifanzijiruheruhexiulianxinku,ruheruhebeirenkuangpian,shuodezhongrenduitakelianbuyi。

wozhijuetaohuayaokuqilaideyangzihenshiyanshu,danzheibingbufangaiwotielexinyaoshata。

wozhanzailezhongrendeduilimian,jianjianzhizhitaohuayao,“woyaoshaleni。”

yishijiepinpintingtingzhanchulai,“taohuayaoxiulianbuyi,shimeibianraoletazheiyiciba,tazhishixiledianjingyuan,bingmeiyouzhenzhengdihairen。”

yourenyinghedao:“shiashia,suhuashuofanshiliuyixian,heshimeinijiubiezheimesibanma,dabulewomenfeilezheitaohuayaodexiuwei。”

“shimeinibunengzhangzhebiqingxianzundechongaijiurucixiaozhangbohuba。”

wolengxiaoyisheng,buzaishuohua。

beixilejingyuandenanziduanshijianneibuhuisi,danyehuobuzhang,ruoyuanyouwushinianshouming,beixilezhihoubianzhishengsanshinian,zheixierenbushibuzhidaozheigedaoli,ketamenjiushiyaoyuwozuodui,bijingtamentongchoudikai。

shijiemenyaozhanxiantamendewenroushanjierenyi,shixiongmenyaoxianshitamendekuanhongdaliangpuduzhongsheng,jiuzhihaoxiandewolengxinlengqing。

woyirenzishidibuguotamenshuren,tamenchenggongjiangtaohuayaodaizaishenbian,neitaohuayaohenhuimaiguaitaoqiao,yiribudaobianzhangkougege,bikoujiejie,xiangnuomituanziyibankeai。

taohuayaoshenzhihaixianglaitaohaowo,keyouzongbeiwowozaishoulidejianhepao,zhinengyuanyuandeyongqipandemuguangkanwo,woshibumingbai,mingmingwoshiweiyiyigezhuzhangyaoshataderen,taquezongxiangqinjinwo。

yudaoyaoshou,taohuayaodiyifanyingshipaodaowoshenqianhuzhewo,suiranshucibeiwolakai,danlvjiaobugai。zhaodaoshanlinzhongdeguozi,tayeshixianxijinglezaijiwo,kandejigeshixiongshijiefansuanbuyi。

beisheyaozhuishadeshihou,taohuayaoleiyanlianlian,mingminghaipadeyaosi,haiyaodangzaiwomianqian,“nikuaizou!bieguanwo!”

woanranwuyang,taohuayaoqueshangleshoubei。

kantaxiaoxinyiyididiguozijiwo,woanzitanqi,zuizhonghaishijieguo,“banideshoujiwokankan。”

taohuayaohongleerchui,yigejingbashangshouwangshenhouzang,“bu、buyongle,womeishi。”

yiduanshijianxialai,taohuayaoyuwoguanxijianhao,wodazuodeshihou,tabianshouzaiwoshenbianxiaoyanyingyingdikanzhewo。

“hejiejie,wohuibaohunide。”

wozaichenrumingxiangzhiqian,zonghuitingjiantazheimeshuo。

ouyoujici,yenengtingjiantaohuayaoyuqitatongmenjulilizhengdeshengyin。

“nimenbuyaohushuo!hejiejiecaibushineiyangderen!”

yiri,womenyujianlegaojieyaoshou,yixingrenbeidadeluohualiushui,woziyuanduanhou,beishangdebuqing,dengtaochulaihou,daoshishouhuolejijuganji,quelianyikelingyaodoumeiyou。

woyaoziwoliaoshang,gubushangtaohuayao,shenyeli,wokanjianjigeshixiongweizhetaohuayaoshuoleshenme,taohuayaokanlewoyiyanzhihou,guaiguaidigenzheshixiongmenlikaiduiwu。

neirizhihou,taohuayaojiuxianghuanlegeren,tajiwoshanghaodelingyao,shuoshisizangde,tabuzaiweizhewo,yebuzaixiaomimidijiaoren,zhishiduzizuozaiyuanchu,ouerhuiduizhewofadai。

zhidaowodeshangjianhao,womenbeitaohuayaopianjinleyigemijing,wojingzhundizhuazhuta,zaitadekuqikenqiuxiashaleneijigeshixiong,ertazezifeixiuweichenglewotoushangdefazan。

genzhewobeiguanjinlehanlao。

taohuayaoxiuweiquanfeizhihou,henrongyibeishuitanjidongsi,wojiubatacongtoushangnaxialaisaijinleqiankundai,erwozezhuanxindazuoxiulian。

taohuayaojiuzheimepeilewowushinian。