第一章
chujiaqianyiwan，jiaqianjingouxianwodiezaofan，yixizhijian，shangshufunandingbeiliufang，nvjuanbeisongjiaosifang。
xiangfugongzidangjituihun，zhuantouweijiaqianjindaishangfengguan。
wodangtangzhuanggaojiaqianjin，quebeizhitumoubugui，darutianlao。
xingxingneiri，zhumachumolvshiwantieqitapochengmen，guidiqiuqu，shiyaohuwoyishizhouquan，tiwodiefanan。
womanshenxianxue，zhandouzhekaoxiangta。
tashuojiaqianjinshoudaoleyancheng，beiliufang、beisongjiaofangsidejiarenhenkuaijiunenghuijiale。
woxinle，yutabenfubianguan。
kehunhouwunian，queyiwaitingdaotatongxinfudetanhua：
“jiangjundangchuweinadaofurenshouzhongchanyi**gouxianzhengju，buxiweikanghuangming，zuizhongbeibianzhenshoubianguan，ninmingzhifurenshigeyinhuan，weihehaiyaojiangrenliuzaishenbian？”
“zhiyouqudesongchaoyandexinren，cainengnadaotashouzhongdezhengju，quebaochanyideanwei。”
“zhiyuwo......jiusuanyibeiziliuzaibianguan，youyouhefang？”
yuanlai，taweiwofeideneixiexin，buguoshitakuxinbianzhidehuangyan。
erwopengchumanqiangzhenxinrentayuquyuqiu，taquenawohaowubaoliudexinren，quhusongchanyizhouquan。
zheiyangdeai，buyaoyeba！
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yingzhangnei，chumoxiaoxinyiyidedakaisongchanyidedanqingtu，zuijiaochechuyimoxiaoyi。
“zhiyaotaanhao，guodexingfu，napapeizaitashenbianderen，bushiwo。”
xinfuzhangmingquehaishimianbuledanyou，“haozailaibianguandezheiwunian，furencongweitiguohuidouchengtanqindeshi，buran......”
“bijinggouxiansongshangshudezhengju，queshichuzichanyi**zhishou。huangshangnianjijiangjunlixiahanmagonglao，shemianjiangjundezui，rujinwunianqiman，jiangjunshouzhaohuidoucheng，yaoshifurenzhidaosongshangshuhesonggongzicansideshi，jiangjundasuanruhejifurenjieshi？”
chumoshouqidanqingtu，shuochukoudehuayouhanyoudu，“tazhidaoyounengruhe？meileyikao，meilezhengju，jiusuanzhidaoyiqiedoushiyichangpianju，jiupingtayiren，nengxianqishenmebolan。”
“zaishuole，woyijingmingrenhaohaoanzanglesongbofuhesongdage，yesuanshirenzhiyijin。”
zhangmingchenmolepianke，“jiangjunzheixienianzaizhanchangshangpinsisisha，jiangongliye，nandaozhendeyaoweileyigecongweibajiangjunfangzaiyanlideren，huilexianzaideyiqiema？”
chumobinglengcigudeshengyinxiangqi，“ruofeishangshufububujinbi，chanyibukenengzuozheiyangdeshi，wobuhuijisongchaoyanshanghaichanyidejihui。”
“weilechanyi，wokeyibuxiyiqiedaijia。”
tadeshengyinbiandeyouxiebunaifanle，“xingle，zheixieshiwanghoububizaishuo，huiquhaohaozhenglixingzhuang，jiriqichenghuidoucheng。”
zhangmingyouxiewunai，“shuxiagensuijiangjunduonian，shuxiazhishibuxiwangjiangjunjianglaihouhui。”
wozhandoudeshousisiwuzhuzuiba，zhijiashenshenqianrulianjia，quezenmeyeyizhizhuyanleiyongchu。
tingjianzhangmingxiangyingzhangwaikaojindejiaobusheng，woruyigechoujiao，tiqishihe，canghuangertao。
zhengzhengwunianguoqule，wocaizhidaochumomeiyouweiwodiefanan。
songchanyimeiyourutasuoshuoshoudaoyancheng，wodejiarenmeiyouhuijia，ershicansiyixiang。
woyiweitaaiwo，suoyiweikanghuangming，beibianzhibeiguan。
ranertasuozuodeyiqie，buguoshiweilejisongchanyizhefengdangyu。
woquejiangtashiweijiumingdaocao，duitaxincunkuijiu，duokexiao。
wodiediezhuangzhuangdehuidaomacheshang，renyouleishuihuaguolianjia。
zhidaotingjianyingweijichumodazhaohudeshengyin，wocaijiangleishuishiqu。
tashanglemache，hanzhexiaokanwo，youziranerrandetuoxiazijideqiuyijiwopishang。
“zheidalengtiande，furenweihebuzaijiadengzhe？”
wunianlai，tajiushizheibanyongshenqingdeyanshen，wenroudeyuqi，wuweibuzhidezhaogu，rangwojianxintaduiwoaideshenchen。
kesikaizhenxiangcaijingjue，zheibuguoshitaweilehusongchanyideyichangpianju。
womianqiangchechumoxiao，“gangaohaodetang，paliangle。”
chumomanyanxintengdewozhuwodeshou，“huijiazaiheyeshiyiyangde，tianqizheimeliang，niyaoshishoulefenghan，weifugaidanxinle。”
tadeshoumingminghennuanhe，kecishidewoquejuedebinglengcigu。
huijiadelushang，tajiangshouzhaohuidouchengdeshigaosuwo。
woyangzhuangneijiu，“yaobushiyinweiwo，fujunyebuhuilaizheikuhanzhidi，yidaijiushiwunian。”
taganjinfourenanfuwo，“yiqiedouguoqule，wobuxunizaishuozheixie。”
genzhetayoushitanbandekaikou，“chanyiweinuwuniandechengfayejieshule，nimenbijingjiemeiyichang，ruoshihuidaodoucheng，nimenerrenzaicixiangyu......”
“jirandienianghexiongzhangwuaile，wogentazhijiandeshijiusuanguoqule。”wodaduantadehua。
chumodemeitoulimajiushuzhanle，ranhouyibajiangwolanruhuaizhong，“decixianqi，naiweifuzhixing。”
**zaitahuaili，jinzuanchengquantou，zhijiaxianruxuerouli。
shidaorujin，tajinghainengrucixinanlidegenwoshuozheixie。
楚墨，你好狠的心。