第四章 破而后立

zhengzhiyoushoubeicongwanbuqieduan,duankouchushifenqizheng,jiuxiangjiangyoushoucongwanbuzhaixia,jihubushangduankouzhouweidejingluoyuguge。

zheizhongkanshoudefangshifeitongyiban,jibianshizhuanyedewaikeyisheng,yehennanzuodao。

wokanzheershu,yilianbujie。

wobumingbaizheigeduanshounengjiwodailaishenmejiyuan,gengbulijiezhaojiaweishenmeyaorangzhaoxuejiangzheizhiduanshou,daijiershu。

erqie,duifanghenduding,zhiyaoershukandaozheizhiduanshou,jiuyidinghuichushanbangmang。

ershuchensilexujiu,banshang,kaikouwenwo:“xiaofan,niyoumeiyoucongzhaoxuedemianxiangshangkanchuxieshenme?”

zhaoxueyuanbenetoukuanguang,bilianggaoting,meimuxiuli,youceliuyewanmeiweiyuzhongtingqicun,zheishidianxingdezhangshouxilezhixiang。

kejintianzaoshang,zhaoxueetouzhongxinmaochuyikeheidou,zhijiedapolezhangshoudegeju,jiazhizhaoxueshenshangyinyinfuxiandesensenguiqi。

wojihunengduanyan,tazhanranshangbuhaodedongxile。

worushishuochulezijidefenxi,ershutingwan,weiweidiantou。

ershukanleyanlouxia,chiyipianke,kaikoudao。

“zheizhiyoushou,shiwotongmenshidide。”

“yourenkanxiawoshidideyoushou,rangzhaoquezijiaojiwo,biwochushou。”

woyiting,dunshiyouxiejile,mangwenershujiranruci,taweishenmehaiyaodayingchushoubangmang。

“xiaofan,nihaijidewozhiqianshuodema,putianzhixia,nengjiunixingmingde,zhiyouwoshifu。”ershutanlekouqi:“zhaojiacicidehuoluanfeitongyiban,wozuoyesuanleyigua,meixiangdaocishijingguanhunideyinguo。wogangcaihongzhaoxuezou,shuodeshiqihua。jibianzhaoxuebudailaizheizhiduanshou,shihoudaole,woyebudebuguan……”

wotingwan,yanlekoutuomo:“ershu,neiwomengaizenmeban?”

ershukanzhewo,turanxiaole:“xiaofan,zanmenbingfenlianglu,zhaojiadeshi,youniqujiejue。dengwozhaodaoshifu、shidi,shundainongqingjiujingshisheirangzhaoquezibazheizhiduanshoudaijiwo,jiulikequzhaojiatongnihuihe。”

“可是....”

woyouxiangqizhaoxuedemianxiang,zhaojiazheicifashengdeshifeitongxiaoke,zhiyouwoyigeren,zhennengpingxishiduanma?

ershukanchuwoxinzhongdeyihuo,yigaiwenhedetaidu,chongwolishengshuodao:“xiaofan,jirannibuxiangsi,neimezheiyitang,nifeiqubuke。

jizhu,yimingeryunsanfengshui,wonengtuiyanmingshu,quebunenggaibianmingshu。nideming,zhangwozainizijishouli。”

wotingwan,sikaopianke,suihouguixia,jiershukoulesangetou。

woxinliqingchu,ershushiyoudabenshideren。

kezheishinianlai,taweilejiuwo,zaizheixiaoxianchenglikaileyijiansangzangpu,jiannanduri,wanquanfangqilezijiderensheng。

ershujiuwoxingming,chuanwobenling,jiaowozuoren。

zheifenenqing,wowuyiweibao。

taitouzaikan,ershudeyankuangyijingshirun,talaqiwo,jiangzhaoxuejiaoshangerlou。

zhaoxuekanzheershu,wendao:“baishu,zanmenshenmeshihouchufa?”

“我不去。”

“zenme,ningangbushihaidaying....”

“zheiyitang,youtaqu。”shuowan,ershuzhilezhiwo。

zhaoxuekanzhewo,jiqidai,youyouxiedanyou:“baishu,wozhidaoxiaofangegegenlenihaoduonian,ketazhenneng……”

“nifangxin,yefanshiwoweiyidechuanren,wohuidebenshi,tadouhui。”

“taihaole,jiranbaishunizheimeshuole,jiuxinkuxiaofangegehewozouyitangle,zanmenyilushangzhenghaoxuxujiu。”

zhaoxuexingfendijiangshoudazaiwojianbangshang,youjijizhazhashuoleyiduihua。

zhishi,zhaoxuedeshougangpengdaowojianbangshunjian,yizhencigudehanyishunjianxijuanquanshen。

wotaitoukanleyanzhaoxue,faxiantashenshangdeguiqigengzhongle。

zheishixiesharutidezhengzhao。

zhaoxueciqianfanfuqiangdiaorangershujiutabiaojieyijia,keruguolianzhaoxuedoushoudaoruciyanzhongdeyingxiang,neimetabiaojieyijiadeqingkuangzhikenenggengzaogao。

“jizhu!”ershuturankaikou,duiwoshuodao:“poerhouli,juechufengsheng,yefan,nidemingyun,zhangwozainizijishouzhong!”

wotingba,shenxiyikouqi,jinwushoushihaodongxi,biangenzhezhaoxueyiqichufa。

zheishiwodiyicilikaiershuduzichuyuanmen,xinlinanmiantante。

wozoudetaiji,zhixiangzheganjinjiejuewenti,zaizhaojiatongershuhuihe。

dan,musongwoyilulikaideershu,zaoyizaifangjianlikuchengleiren。

womeixiangdao,zheiyibie,jingshiyongbie。

xiacizaijianershudeshihou,yishitianrenyongge。