第四章 选择

第四章选择

guchengfengshuokanzaiwoshigeyunfudefenshang,tazhiyaosanbaihaoshengxue。

keshibaiyuyandeminghaizaisishenshoushangzhengzha。

woyankanzhezijidexueyidiandiancongshentilichouli。

yibai,liangbai,sanbaihaosheng....wubaihaosheng。

chouxuechoudaozuihoushi,wodeduzitengleqilai,tengdaowozhenggerenquansuoqilai。

woxiangguchengfengqiuzhu,qiutaliuxiahaizi,qiutabangbangwo。

guchengfengmeiyouliwo,tazhishiyigejingdewenbaiyuyanzenmeyangle,youmeiyoushengmingweixian。

wodeyishikaishimohu,zhijiehunleguoqu。

hunmiqiankandaodezuihouyimushihushishuoqiangjiujishi,baiyuyanbaozhuleming,danshizheishuangtuizuihounengbunenghaojiuyaokanzaohuale。

haiyouguchengfengmanliandeqingxingdeyangzi。

......

dengwozaicixingguolaideshihou,yijingtangzailebingchuangshang。

mayaodejinghaimeiyouguo,woganshoubudaotengtong,duzigenzhiqianyiyang,danwohenqingchudezhidaolimiandexintiaoyijingmeiyoule。

孩子没能保住。

suiranzhiyouwoyigerenzaihu,haizidefuqinzhengpeizhelingyigenvren。

huoxushixindidekuijiu,guchengfengshifennandedeguolaikanlewoyiyan。

tatuikaimenzoujinlai,zuozaibingchuangpang,tingzhileyaoban,xiemizheyankanwo。

“mingtianyoushijianma?quminzhengjubangeshouxu。”

woxinlidengshimingbaiguolaile,guchengfengzheizhongrenzenmehuixinhuaikuijiu,guolaikanwoyezhishiweilerangwozaoxiejitadebaiyueguangtengweizhibale。

“zenme,xianwobazhanleniqizideweizi。”wolengxiaozhehuileyiju。

guchengfengzhoumei,“bienaole,zhouyuanyuan,zanmenlianggelileduisheidouhao。”

duisheidouhao,shizhendeduisheidouhaoma?

lihun,jineigenvrentengweizhi,shiwoliuxiahaizidejiaohuantiaojian。

keshiwodehaizimeiyoulea!

“woyizhizhinanidangmeimeikan。”

meimei,zheihuashuodegengjiakexiaole。

shiwobipotaquwodema?shiwoqiangpotarangwohuaiyundema?

woqueshixihuanta,shenzhiyuaita。

keshiyikaishixiangwoqiuhundemingmingshita!

是他顾成风!

“lihunkeyi,nijingshenchuhu!”

woxianzaibuxianglihunle,woyaozhanzhezheigeweizhi,woyaobaiyuyanzuoyibeizidexiaosan。

wojuebuyunxuguchengfengnazhewodeqianquyangbiedenvren,neihuirangwoexindaoxiangtu。

guchengfengaicaiaiquan,tazenmekenengdiuxiazhoushizheikeyaoqianshu。

tazheixienianhuademeiyifenqian,doushiwode,wodefumuliuxiade!

guchengfengzhouqilemeitou,kanzheyouxieweinandeyangzi。

haimeidengguchengfengkaikoushuohua,baiyuyanjiubeirentuilejinlai。

“yuanyuanmeimei,chengfengtazheixienianweilebaozhunibamadechanye,meiyougonglaoyeyoukulaoa!”

“jiusuanshianzhaofalvlaipan,zheicaichanyegaiyirenyiban,zenmenengshijingshenchuhuni!”

baiyuyancuzhemei,zuozheyifubingruoyangzikaikoudao。

“zheishuochuquyebuhaotinga!”

kanzhebeirentuijinlaidebaiyuyan,guchengfenglianshangduolejifenjiaojideshense,manyandexinteng。

“nishentibuhao,jiugaizaichuangshanghaohaoxiuxi,chulaizuoshenme。”

“biejiaowomeimei,woxianexin。”

guchengfengzhouzhemeitouhuidao,“nizenmenengzheimeshuohua。”

“congqianniwenshunguaiqiao,xianzaishizenmele,yidianguijudoumeiyou。”

wenshunguaiqiao,wohaiyinggaizenmeyangquwenshunguaiqiao,womeileyigehaizibugou,nanbuchenghaiyaoguizaitamenliangmianqian,zhufutamenbaitouxielao,zaoshengguizima。

guchengfengmanlianjuandai,“wozhidaohaizideshishiwoduibuqini,danshizheigenyanyanmeiyouguanxi。”

“dangshideqingkuangneimejinji,wozhishizuoleyigezuihaodexuanze,yaoshiyanyansile,nidexinlinandaojiubuhuikuijiuma?”

“yigehaimeichushengdehaizi,heyigedahuoren,nirangwozenmexuan!”