第5章 真的不容易

dongshenggeliangjialiyiban,lianggerenyizhiqiaobuqiziji,chenfanshizhidaode。

zhishimeixiangdaotamenerrenjingshiruciqiangtoucao。

daxuesanniandeshiyoujiubale,youxiexiaomocahenzhengchang,zongguishiyigewuyanxiashenghuolesannian。jintianyudaozheishier,jingranjiangwangriqingyipaoqidechechedidi,fangforenshiziji,jiuhuishoudaosunjiaoshoudechengfayiban。

“ninhao,zheilifashengleshenmeshiqingma?”

chenfanzhiqianjiandaodeneigefuwushengcouleguolai,miandaijifentante。

“ninhaosunjiaoshou。”fuwushengjiandaosunjiaoshouhou,weiweijuleyigong,suihoumiansebushandekanzhechenfan,zaitaxianglai,yidingshizheigeqiongbiredaolebugairederen。

“zade,nineigeyanshenkanwomenganma?!xiangzhaoshier?”

yangyongbieleyiduzidehuo,duishangfuwushengdeyanshen,zheiyixiazijiuranleqilai。

“haole,zheilimeishi,jiushiyoudianwuhui,nixianhuiquba。”

wangjiaoshoulianmangshuodao,yankanzhefuwushengjiuyaohanbaoanguolai,takebuxiangrangtaiduorenlejiecishi。xianfangguozheichenfanyima,denghuilexuexiaochayicha,youdeshishouduanshoushita!

“ng,neiwoxianhuiqule。”fuwushengbuyiyouta,huidaoleqiantai,linzouqian,buwangjikanyiyanchenfan,yanshenjiuhaoxiangzaishuo‘nixiaoziqingxingba,sunjiaoshoubuhenijijiao’。

“xianzaiyebuzaole,woyedehuixuexiaozhengliyixiaziliao,chenfan,shiba?”sunjiaoshoushenshenkanletayiyandao,“henhaotongxue,wojuedejinwanshichangwuhui,xiwangninengqingchu。chenfantongxue,wojizhunile。”

“sunjiaoshouwoliangsongsongnin。”

dongshengdongchenggentiaotiangouyiyang,wanyaohaqishuodao。

jirenyuanqu,xianzaizhishengxialechenfanyangyong,yijishensefuzadedushiyu。

“chenfan。nishuoni。”dushiyutanlekouqi,“sunjiaoshoukeshizanmenxuexiaonengpaideshangminghaodejiaoshou,shengwanghengao,nijintianbanglewo,wozhendehenganxie…danshi…”

“haole,dulaoshinijiubuyaodanxinle。zenmeyang,shibushigangcaiguangguzhezhuomizangle,fandoumeizenmechi?”

chenfanxiaozheyaoleyaotou,zhiqianzijijialiqiong,yushixiangzhebanfaqingongjianxue,fengfuzishen,suihaimeibiye,queyijingzaishehuizhongmopagundaleyiquan。

duizheiyangdeshiqingyijingshijianguaibuguaile,genghekuangtayijingjuedingchiruanfan,suoyijiugenbenbujupazheigedaomaoanrandesunjiaoshou。

guishishenchade,chenfanjiushenchushouzaidushiyuneixiaonaodaishangroucuolejixia。

yimibasandegetou,dushiyuzhimianqianggoudedaotaxiongtang。zheiyimotousha,neiyishunjianchaomengdeshengaochajiuxianlechulai。

yiguaimeidekongqisihuzaikongzhongdangyang。

“wo…cao。”yangyongdaoxileyikouliangqi。

“ni…”dushiyumiansecengdeyixiajiuhongle,momingxiangdaolegangdakaimenshi,zijipulegemanhuaidechangjing。

taqingyaozuichun,yanshenbuzirandefeisulveguoneidaoxuebandegangyimianrong,youjiduohongxiapashangletadelianpang。

“ai,woturanxiangqilaiwohaiyougebaogaoyaozuo。jiubuduoliule。chenzhetianhaimeiquanan,woxianhuiqulea。”

dushiyuyouxiehuangluandeshuodao。

gaisi,tajingranganjuezijixianglexiebugaixiangde。

kendingshihedeneijikouhongjiudezuoyong!ng,yidingshizheiyangde!

huifangjiannaqibao,dushiyucongcongliqu。

sihushijuedezheimezuobutailimao,tajiaobuyidun,dao,“jintian,zhendexiexienile。”

“ni…wo…”yangyongmianrongguaiyi,buduandizaichenfanshenshangdaliang。

liangrenjindaodinghaodebaojiandangzhong,jiuzheiyihuiershijian,chenfanbeidaliangdehunshenbuzizai。

“woshuo,nizhendeshifenshoule?haishishuo…zheijiuyouxindemubiaole?”

“pu,nalaidexinmubiaoa?”chenfanwunaishuodao。

tazheimeshuo,yangyongshensegengjiaguaiyile,zhizhejiaoluofangzhedeyiduidongxi,“zheixiekedoububianyi,nixiaozibuhuianzhongdayinglemougefupoba?haishishuoniyouqujielewangdai?”

“nihaibieshuo,zhenjiuyougefupoyaobaowo,zheixiedoushitasongjiwode。”chenfanshenmideyixiao,henkuaibianzhuanyihuatidao,“nishibuzhidao,neigesunjiaoshoudemianmukezhenshiexin。kuiwozhiqianhaiyiweitashideyishuangxindelaojiaoshouni,sheizhidaojingranshizheizhongren。”

“dui。haiyoudongchengneiliangwangbadan!”yangyongyaoyaqiechideshuodao,“zhiqianjiuyizhibutaixihuantaliang,jintiansuanshizhendekanqingchuletamendemianmu,made,shenmewanyier!”

“haole,fanzhengzheihaiyouyinianzanjiubiyele,genghekuangdoudechuqushixile,suanleba,yihoubulianxijiushile。”

“ai,wodaoshidanxinni,sunjiaoshouneilaotouzi,yikanjiubushishenmehaoren,huiquzhibudingyaozuoxieshenme…”

“suitaba,wusuowei。”

chenfansonglesongjian,biaoqingdanran,。zuichadejiushirangtabibuleye,zheixiedouyijingbuzuweijule。

“nixintaidaoshiyirujiwangdehao,zhenbudanxintagaoni?”yangyongyanzhongfanqijifenyouchou。

takeshizhidaochenfandejialiqingkuang,huahaidaxuedeguanlixue,shihenbangdezhuanye,keruguosunjiaoshouxiangyaogaota,zaigerendanganzhongjiage:‘muzhongwuren’‘muwuzunzhang’‘dandawangwei’zhileidebiaoqian,neizaihaodezhuanyekongpadoumeiyoudanweiganluyong。

tamenrenyanshiwei,liangxuesheng,yigegangbiyemeijiniandenianqingxiaolaoshi,shuochuqudehuasheinengxin?

zhibudingdaoshihousunjiaoshoufandayipa,laiyigewuxianfeibangdezuiming,zaizhaosheishuoliqu?

zheihaimeijinshehuini,yangyongjiuganjueguaixinsuande。

zijizheigeshiyou,shizhendeburongyia。