第二章
woxintouyijin，ganmangjiangshitituojinwunei。
dakouchuanxilejisheng，wohuifulebushaotili。wohaizhuyidaoshufangneideyixiexijie，rushujiashangdeshujibeikeyifandongguo，yixiechoutiyebeilakaiguo，danlimianbingmeiyouliuxiamingxiandehenji。kanlai，xiongshouzaixingxionghoucengshituyangaizijidexingzong，danzuizhonghaishiliuxialepozhan，shitaijilema…
buganzaishufangneiguoduotingliu，wosuohaomenchuanghoucongcongxialou，xunzhaoshengyindelaiyuan。
「笔录一」
「wen：niweishenmerendinghuiyourenshanini？」
「liyuan：woshentibuhao，yetinglelvshijianyilixialeyizhu。keziwoliyizhuzhihou，jiulianxuchuxianlehenduoqiguaideshi，keliyizhuzheijianshishijueduibaomide，neirongjueduibuhuixieluchuqu......chenyu，woxianzaizhinengxiangxinnile！qingniyidingyaobangbangwo！」
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02
tuikaifangmen，woyishidaoxianzaizijizhengchuyuyidongbieshuneideerlou，xunzhecaozadeshengyinlaiyuan，wohuanbuzouxianglouti。
tongwangyiloudeshiyiquanxuanzhuanlouti，fushoushangdujindediaohuazaiweiguangzhongshanshuo，xiandeshehuazhiji。xiadaoyilou，wokanjianjigerenjujizaiyigefulitanghuangdecantingnei，tamenhuoshijingkongbuan，huoshilengmodanran，meigerendelianshangdouxiemanlefuzadeqingxu。
yigechuanzheguanjiafudezhongniannanrenzuixianfaxianlewo，tashangxiadalianglewoyifan，zuizhongjiangmuguangtingliuzaiwoshiluludeyifushang，wendao：
「zhengxiansheng，ninmeishiba？」
wolengleyixia，caiyishidaotakouzhongde“zhengxiansheng”yinggaishizhiwo。wonulihuiyi，quefaxianzijiduizheilideyiqiejihuyiwusuozhi。wogangadixiaolexiao，huidadao：「wo......womeishi，zhishiyouxieyiwai。」
guanjiameiyouzaiduowen，zhishizuolegeshoushi，shiyidajiajixudengdai。wohuangusizhou，faxianchuleguanjiazhiwai，haiyouyiduinianqingnannv，nvhaikudelihuadaiyu，nanhaizeyilianlengmodilouzheta；bataibianzuozheyiweifeipangdezhongniannanzi，tadizhetoubawanzheshouzhongdekafeibei，yanshenzhongtouluchujifenjiaoxia；buyuanchu，yigenvpuzhengmangliudizhunbeizhewancan，sihuduizhouweideyiqiedoubuyiweiyi。
woxinzhonganzijingti，zheichangturuqilaidejuhuibeihou，sihuyinzangzhebukegaorendemimi。
naohaizhongrengranhuidangzhezhiqianneishengjianruidejianjiao，wobuyouzizhudiwendao：「ganggang，shiyoushenmeshiqingfashenglema？」
「xinxin，tayizhiyoudianhaipadaleisheng。」nanhaidemeitoujinsuo，yuqizhongdaizhejifenbunai，fangfomeiduoshuoyigezidoushiewaidefudan。
guanjiashishiditaiqishouwan，muguanglveguojingzhidehuaibiao，suihouyiyigeyouyade“qing”deshoushishiyi：「shaoye，geweizunguidekeren，qingxianruzuoshaohou。woxianqutongbaolaoye，wanyanshaohoujiukaishi，haiqingdajiashaoanwuzao。」shuowan，taqingqingxiangnvyongshiyi，suihouzhuanshen，bufawenjiandimaixianglouti。
woxinzhonganziyijing，yigebuxiangdeyuganyouranersheng——loushangdeneijushiti，zhumingqiyejialiyuan，mofeizhengshi“laoye”bucheng？
raner，cikejieluzhenxiangwuyiyujiangzijizhiyufengkoulangjian，woxuanzelejianmo，renyouhanshuizaieqianhuijuchengzhu，huanhuanhualuo。
woqiaoqiaoyizhicanzhuoyiyu，benxiangchouyizhangzhijinyijiezheituruqilaidezaore，buliaozaifanzhaojian，yifengzhedieqilaideshuxinqueqiaorancongshangyineidouzhonghualuozhizhangxin。xinfengshang，yinyinyouxieshuxidezijiyueranzhishang：
「shoujianren：wodezhiyou，zhengchenyu」
womobuzuoshengdeguanchazhecantingzhongqitarendedongxiang，querentamendoumeiyouzhuyidaozijizheibian，bianyongcanzhuozheyanzhe，qiaoranzhankaileshouzhongdexinjian。