第四章
「guanjia：buhaoyisi，zhengxiansheng，wogaiquzhunbeiwanyanle，shipeile。」
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loushang，yizhentuwuercierdebeipanluodishengzhouranxiangqi，zaizheikongkuangdezhaidizhonghuidang，fangfomeiyishengdouzhijirenxin，rangrenbuhanerli。canzhuopangdejirenliansezhoubian，jihutongshiyueqi，rutongbeiwuxingdeliliangqianyinbanyiqicongcongbenxiangloushang。
tashangerloudemuzhidiban，yanqiandejingxianglingrenxinjing：guanjiaxianshengtandaozaishufangmenkou，mianrongniuqu，manshijingkongyuwuzhu，neifenjuewangdemoyang，zaihunhuangdedengguangxiaxiandegewaiqiliang，yeyinyueyingzhaochujifenzhongqianwomengongtongdehuangluanyuwucuo——wofangfokandaolejifenzhongqianshenzaishufangshouzuwucuodewoziji。
lishiningjihushibennengdichongshangqianqu，jiqiedixunwenguanjiajiujingfashengleshenme。guanjiazhandouzheshouzhixiangshufangshenchu，neishuangbumanleihendeyanjingli，jiyoukongjuyeyounanyizhixin，fangfoganggangcongyichangemengzhongjingxing。lishiningshunzheneifangxiangwangqu，zhiyiyan，bianyewulididiezuozaidi，fangfobeiwuxingdeliliangchoukonglesuoyouliqi。
xiangbizhixia，lidajiangdefanyingquexiandeyichanglengjing，tahuanhuanburushufang，muguangzaimeiyicunkongjianzhongyouzou，sihuzaixunzhaozheshenmexiansuo。
wodunxiashen，qingshenganfuzheyijingkaozheqiangtileihengliudelaoguanjia：「guanjiaxiansheng，qingjieai。」
guanjiawenyan，qingxuquegengjiajidong，buguanbugudixiangzhongxinzhanqilai，kouzhongnannanziyu：「laoye，wopeileninjishinian，ninzenmehaizouzaiwolaotouziqianmianleya......dangshininyaoliyizhu，wojiuyinggailanzhuninde，houhuiya！......」
buxiangshiyande，buranzheiyanjidounengqudangaosikayingdile。
wolianmangfuzhuta：「lixianshengyidingbuxiwangkandaoninzheiyangzize，xiangbitayexiwangninlaonenghaohaohuoxiaqu。」
anfuhaoguanjiahou，woganjinfenfudailiyipangdenvyongbaojing，suihouzhuanshenjinrushufang。
keyibuzhijian，jiaoxiaquechuanlailexiweideshengxiang。ditoujianqilaiyikan，jingshiyibenjingguanzheng，shouyeshangneigechuanzhejingfudetouxiangfangfozaiwushengdisushuozhewodezhenshishenfen。
woxunsujiangqishiqi，zangruyidoushenchu，xinzhonganzisiliang：yuanlaiwoshiyimingjingcha！nanguailiyuanhuijiangzijideanquantuofuyuwo。xingkuishiwozijifaxianlezheidongxi，buranwodejingguanzhengdiaozaixionganxianchang，zhipaquanshendoushizuiyeshuobuqingle。
lidajiangrengzaishufangneifanxiangdaoju，tadelengmoyuxianchangdejinzhangfenweigegeburu。worenbuzhukaikouxunwen：「nizaizhaoshenme？nigegequshile，nijiuzheimelengmo？haizaitashufangliluanfanluanzhao？」
talenglengdihuileyiju：「guannipishi。」
「笔录三」
「wen：nijiushililaobandedidi？zhiqianzongshitingtatiqini，zhenshibaiwenburuyijiana。nimen......haoxiangzhangdebutaixianga」
「lidajiang：......」
「wen：tingshuonimenhaoxienianmeiyoulaiwangle，weishenmeqianjitianhuituranguolaini？」
「lidajiang：......」
「wen：zuihouyigewenti，duiyunigegelianxushoudaodeneixiekonghexin，nishibushiyoushenmejianjie？」
「lidajiang：......」
「wen：lixiansheng，niyouzaitingwoshuohuama？」
「lidajiang：guannipishi。」
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hulvelidajiangdeyanxing，wohuanhuandunxiashen，muguangjujiaozaineijuyijingjingmodequtishang。woxixishenshizhetajingbudelehen，neishiyidaochumujingxindehuanxingzigan，fangfozaiwushengdisushuozhezheiweizhumingqiyejiazuihoudezhengzha。
qiangrenzheweizhongfantengdebushigan，woxiaoxinyiyidimosuozheliyuandeshenti，xiwangtazaisiqiannengjiwoliuxiayixiexiansuo。