haomenqianjintangxinzaijunxunshitufayanzhongguomin，xiukedaodi。wogangxiangchongshangqushijiu，
jiubeidangjiaoguandenanyougaomingyibalanzhu。tashenbiandeshiyoulijingyinyangguaiqidishuo：「shenwei，bieyanle，
bujiushixiangzaitangxinmianqianmaigehao，haoduolaodianhaochuma？」
woneizailaojiakaozhibomaican、zhaganwoshenghuofeideqinmeimeishenyue，gengshilikekaibo，
kudelihuadaiyu：「wojiejieweiletaohaoyouqianren，lianqinmeimeidesihuodoubuguan，wohaojitianmeichifanle，
taquezaidaxuelifengguangwuxian……」shangyishi，wojiushizheiyangbeitamenlianshouwumie。wopinjinquanlijiuletangxin，
quebeimeimeiheshiyouwangbaochengle「xinjilaonv」。nanyougaomingyechenjijiangwotuixialouti，shuaichengzhongshang。
taduiwaixuanchengshi「yiwai」，bingyizhaoguwoweiyou，boquletangxinfuqindetongqinghezizhu，fengshengshuiqi。erwo，
quezaiwujindetongkuhewumiezhong，gududisizaileyiyuandebingchuangshang。zaizhengyan，
wohuidaoletangxinbingfadeneiyike。zheiyici，woxiaole。nimendejuben，gaihuanwolaixiele。01.jiuyue，
lieriruhuo。caochangshangdesujiaopaodaobeikaodesanfachucibideqiwei。micaifunianzaishenshang，
hanshuixiangchongziyiyangpaguopifu，nongdehunshenbuzizai。「tangxin！」yishengjinghucipolechenmendekongqi。
duiwuli，neigejiashixianhe、rongmaochuzhongdenvhaitangxin，zhitingtingdidaolexiaqu。lianseqingzi，huxiweiruo。
shijixingguominxingxiuke。qianshidejiyiyongruwodedanao，meiyigexijiedouqingxiwubi。wo，shenwei，zhongshengle。
huidaoleworenshengbeijudekaiduan。wodeshentixianyulizhizuochufanying，gangxiangchongshangqianshijiu，
yizhishouturanzhuazhulewodegebo。「shenwei，niganshenmequ？」shiwodenanyou，zheicijunxundejiaoguan，gaoming。
tachuanzhebitingdejiaoguanfu，meitoujinsuo，yanshenlimanshijinggaohebunai。tashenpang，
wodeshiyoulijinglikeyongbudabuxiaodeshengyinyinyangguaiqidikailekou：「shenwei，bieyanle，
bujiushixiangzaitangxinmianqianmaigehao，haoduolaodianhaochuma？yebukankanzijishenmeshenfen。」
zhouweidetongxuetoulaiyiyangdemuguang，qieqiesiyu。yucitongshi，wokoudailideshoujifengkuangzhendongqilai。
buyongkanyezhidao，shiwoneiyuanzailaojiadeqinmeimeishenyue，youzaikaizhibole。
tacikeyidingzhengduizhejingtoukudelihuadaiyu，kongsuzhewode「zuixing」。「wojiejieweiletaohaoyouqianren，
lianqinmeimeidesihuodoubuguan，wohaojitianmeichifanle，taquezaidaxuelifengguangwuxian……」shangyishi，
jiushizheiyang。yimoyiyangdechangjing，yimoyiyangderen，yimoyiyangdewumie。wopinjinquanlijiuletangxin，
quebeitamenlianshoudingzaile「xinjilaonv」dechiruzhushang。meimeiheshiyouzaiwangshangshanfengdianhuo，
bawowangbaodaoyiyu。ergaoming，wocengshenaidenanren，quezaiwozuijuewangdeshihou，qinshoujiangwotuixialouti。
taduiwaixuanchengshi「yiwai」，bingyi「shenqing」zhaoguwodemingyi，boquletangxinfuqindetongqinghejuezizhu，
congcipingbuqingyun。erwo，zaiwujindetongkuhewumiezhong，gududisizaileyiyuanbinglengdebingchuangshang。
neishenrugusuidetengtonghejuewang，fangfojiuzaizuotian。zaizhengyan，wohuidaoletangxinbingfazheiyike。zheiyici，
wokanzheyanqianzheijigemailibiaoyandetiaoliangxiaochou，huranxiaole。zhenhao。nimendejuben，gaihuanwolaixiele。
woyaxiaxindifanyongdehenyi，lianshangluchuqiadaohaochudejinghuangyuwucuo。woqiaoqiaoceguoshen，
yongshentidangzhugaomingdeshixian，shouzhizaikoudailideshoujipingmushangqingqingyidian。luyinkaiqi。「gaoming，
tangxinta……tahaoxiangbunenghuxile！」woshengyinzhandou，daizhekuqiang。gaomingyanedikanlewoyiyan，
tazuifanwozheifushangbuletaimiandeyangzi。「huangshenme！woziyoufencun！」tahechidao，
yizhengciyandiduizhezhouweidahan。「suoyouren，baochiyuandibudong！buyaoluan！zheishimingling！」
lijingzaiyipangbangqiang：「jiushi，jiaoguanshizhuanyede，binidongdeduo！nibiezaizheiertianluanle！」
wokanzhetamenyichangyihe，xinzhonglengxiao。zhuanyede？zhuanyedituoyanshijian，
haorangtazijiyoujihuishangyanyichu「liwankuanglan」deximama？qianshi，jiushiyinweitadezulan，
tangxincuoguolezuijiaqiangjiushijian。suiranjiulehuilai，queliuxialeyanzhongdehouyizheng。wobuzaizhengbian，
faneryongyizhongdaizhechongbaiheyilaideyanshenkanzhegaoming。「ni……nishuodedui，nishijiaoguan，
nikendingzhidaogaizenmeban。」
woqiaomiaodiyindaozhezhouweitongxuedeqingxu：「keshi……keshitangxintongxuekanqilaihaoyanzhong，
yaobu……womenhaishixiandage120ba？wanyini？」
yigedanzidadenanshenglikefuhe：「duiajiaoguan，haishidagejijiudianhuabaoxianyidian！」「dashenmeda！
woshuolewonengchuli！」gaominglishenghezhi，taxuyaodeshiyigerangtabiaoxiandewutai，
erbushirangjiuhuchelaiqiangzoutadegonglao。wodixiatou，yanquyandidebingleng。jiushixianzai。wotaiqitou，
leiyanposuodikanzheta，fangfobeitadeweiyanhezhu，chedifangqiledikang。「hao，jiaoguan，woxiangxinnidepanduan。
」woshuncongdihoutuiyibu，jiangsuoyoudezeren，ganganjingjingdipaohuijileta。gaoming，nibushixiangyanma？
wojinidatai，rangniyangegou。02.wode「shuncong」ranggaominglengleyixia。tadagaimeixiangdao，
yixiangduitayantingjicong、cikeyoujizhexiang「biaoxian」dewo，huizheimeqingyidifangqi。
tazhunbeihaodeyiduzixunchidehua，quandouduzailehoulongli。zhouweideyilunshengyuelaiyueda，
suoyourendemuguangdoujujiaozaitashenshang，daizheshenshihehuaiyi。gaomingqihunanxia，zhinengyingzhetoupiweichizhixu。
zuilihanzhetaneitaobutongbuyangdejijiukouling，quejuekoubutidajijiudianhuadeshi。meiyimiaodetuoyan，
douzaiweitarihoudezuize，zengtianyimeichenzhongdefama。erlingyichangfengbao，zhengzaiwangluoshangfengkuangyunniang。
「neigejiaoshenweideyetaiexinleba？meimeidoukuaiesile，tahaiyouxinqingzaidaxueligoudafuerdai？」
「zheizhongrenzenmekaoshangdaxuede？jianyixuexiaoyancha！」
「rangzheigeweiletaohaofujianvbugumeimeisihuodejiejiechongshangresou！」shenyuezaizhibojianlitianyoujiacu，
jiangwocongxiaodaodasuzaochengyigedamata、qiangtadongxi、shitaweileizhuideedujiejie。tashengleijuxiadebiaoyan，
peishangtaneizhangchuchukeliandelian，qingyijiuboqulehailiangdetongqing。henkuai，diyibowangbaoresouxingchengle。
jiuzaizheishi，wofuqindedianhuadalejinlai。wozoudaoduiwudejiaoluo，anxialejietingjian，
yetongshianxialetonghualuyin。「nizheigemeiliangxindedongxi！**meidouyaoesilenizhibuzhidao！
wozenmeyanglenizheimegebaiyanlang！」dianhuayijietong，jiushifuqinpitougailiandetongma。meiyouyijuwenhou，
meiyouyisiguanxin，zhiyouduiwodezhizeheduilingyigenverdexinteng。「nishibushiyoubaqiannaquluanhuale？
wogaosunishenwei，**meiyaoshiyougesanzhangliangduan，woraobuleni！ganjinjitadawuqiankuaiqianguoqu！like！
mashang！」wowozheshouji，zhijiefanbai。qianshi，wojiushizaizheiyangdedianhuahongzhaxia，yicicituoxie，
yicicibazijideshenghuofei、jiangxuejin、**xinshui，quanbuzhagan，tianjinneigewudidong。
woshenzhiweilejilandudefuqinhaizhai，qushenqinglezhuxuedaikuan。ertamen，quebawodefuchudangchenglisuodangran。
「ba，」woshengyinpingjing。「woshanggeyuecaijijialidaguosanqian，neishiwoquanbudeshenghuofeile。」「sanqian？
sanqiankuaiqiangouganshenmede！**meixiangmaigexinshouji，xiangmaijijianxinyifu，nandaobuyinggaima？nidangjiejiede，
jiubunengduoweitazhexiangyixiama？」「tayijingchengnianle，keyizijiqugongzuo。」「nirangtaqugongzuo？
niandeshenmexin！tashentineimeruo，nengzuoshenmegongzuo！nijiushijiduta！wogaosunishenwei，
niyaoshihairenwozheigeba，jiuganjindaqian！」dianhuaneitouchuanlaishenyueweiruodekusheng：「ba，nibiemajiejiele，
doushiwobuhao，wobugaituoleijiejiede……yaobuwohaishibunianshule，chuqudagongba……」
fuqinlikexintengdebuxing：「hushuo！younijiezai，nalundedaonichuqudagong！shenwei！nitingjianmeiyou！
zaibudaqian，nijiuyongyuanbiehuizheigejia！」woshenxiyikouqi，guaduanledianhua。tongshi，
woyonglingyibubeiyongshouji，jianglinianlaijijialidezhuanzhangjilu、yinxingliushui，yijitifuqinhaiduzhaidepingzheng，
yizhangzhangjietu，baocun。zheixie，doushitamentandewuyandetiezheng。zhongyu，yuanchuchuanlailejiuhuchedemingdisheng。
buzhidaoshinaweitongxue，zhongjiuhaishiqiaoqiaobotongledianhua。gaominghelijingdelianseshunjianbianle。tamenduishiyiyan，
likeqiangzhechongdaodaodidetangxinshenbian。yigejiazhuangzaizuoxinfeifusu，
yigedashengdizhihuizhezhouweitongxuerangkaitongdao。neifujiqie、zhuanyedemoyang，fangfotamencaishizhenzhengdeyingxiong。
yihurenyuantaizhedanjiachongguolaishi，kandaodejiushizheiyangyimu。erzheiyiqie，doubeiwoshoujideshexiangtou，
wanzheng、qingxidijilulexialai。gaoming，lijing。nimenqiangzheyaodegonglao，wojinimen。
nimenfeijinxinjixiangbanyandejiaose，wobangnimenxuanchuan。dangjuguangdengdazainimenshenshangshi，
xiwangnimennengchengshoudezhuneifenzhuore。03.yiyuandezoulangli，xiaodushuideqiweinongzhongdelingrenzhixi。
tangxinbeisongjinleqiangjiushi，liangqidehongdengxiangyizhishixuedeyanjing。
gaominghelijingzhengweizaijigekanqilaiqidubufandezhongnianrenshenbian，jilidibiaoxianzheziji。neijiwei，
shitangxindejiaren。「shushuayi，nimenfangxin，tangxintongxueyidinghuimeishide。」gaomingyilianchentonghezize。
「douguaiwo，dangshimeinengdiyishijianfaxiantadeyichang。xinghaowofanyingkuai，likezuzhilexianchangjijiu，
caimeiniangchengdahuo。」lijingzaiyipanglianliandiantou，haibuwangwangwoshenshangpozangshui：「shiashia，
dangshikehesiwole。womenjiaoguantebielengjing，yizhizaizhihui。buxiangyouderen，jiuzhidaochuzaineierbudong，
haixiangguoqutianluan，yebuzhidaoandeshenmexin。」tayiyousuozhidipielewoyiyan，shengyinbuda，
quezuyirangtangxindejiarentingjian。woanjingdizhanzaizoulangdelingyitou，xiangyigejuwairen，
lengyankanzhetamenzhuoliedebiaoyan。jiuzaizheishi，
yigechuanzheheisexizhuang、qichangqiangdadezhongniannanrenzaiyiqunrendecuyongxia，kuaibuzouleguolai。
tajiushitangxindefuqin，shangyejue，tangjianhong。qianshi，tabeigaomingdeweishanmengbi，
jilegaomingwushudeziyuanhejihui。zheiyishi，woyaorangtaqinyankankan，tasuo「shangshi」deren，
shizenyangyifuchouedezuilian。tangjianhongdezhulizaitaerbiandiyulejiju，taruilidemuguanglikesaoxianglewo。
neiyanshenbingleng、shenshi，daizheshangweizhetianshengdeyapogan。henxianran，
tayijingkandaolewangluoshangneixieguanyuwodexinwen。xingshiduiwojiweibuli。gaominghelijingkandaotangjianhongdeyanshen，
lianshangdouluchuledeyidexiaorong。tamenyiwei，wowanle。woyingzhetangjianhongdemuguang，meiyouduoshan，
yemeiyoubianjie。wozhishipingjingdichaotazouleguoqu，zaitamianqianzhanding。「tangshushu，ninhao。」wodelengjing，
rangsuoyourendouyouxieyiwai。tangjianhongmeitouweizhou，meiyoushuohua，zhishiyongyanshenshiyiwojixu。
womeiyouduoyudefeihua，zhijienachulewodeshouji。「tangshushu，wozhidaoninxianzaikenengduiwoyouhenduowuhui。」
「zaijieshizhiqian，ninhuoxukeyixiankankanzheige。」wodiankaileshipinbofang。shoujipingmushang，
junxuncaochangdehunluanjingxiangqingxizaixian。shipindediyigehuamian，jiushiwojiaojidixiangchongxiangtangxin，
quebeigaomingyibasisizhuaizhu。「shenwei，niganshenmequ？」gaomingneizhangxiemanbunaifandelian，
beijingtoupaideyiqingerchu。jinjiezhe，shilijingneijuyinyangguaiqidewumie。「shenwei，bieyanle，
bujiushixiangzaitangxinmianqianmaigehaoma？」shipinli，wojiaojidiqingqiuxianda120，quebeigaominglishenghezhi。
「dashenmeda！woshuolewonengchuli！」tatuoyanshijiandemeiyimiao，taaomanzidademeiyigezi，
doubeiwanzhengdijilulexialai。shipinzuihou，shijiuhuchegandaoshi，tahelijingshiruhecongwusuoshishi，
shunjianqiehuancheng「jiurenyingxiong」dehuajimoyang。zoulanglisiyibandejijing。gaominghelijingdelianse，
congdeyidaocuoe，zaidaojingkong，zuihouhuaweiyipiansihui。tangjianhongdelianse，zeyirouyankejiandesudu，
biandetieqing。04.「jiade！zheishijiade！」gaomingxiangbeicaileweibademaoyiyang，shunjianjianjiaoqilai。
tazhizhewodeshouji，miansecanbai，yanshenfengkuang。「tangshushu！ninbiexinta！zheishipinshitaeyijianjide！
shitahechengde！tajiushixiangxianhaiwo！」lijingyefanyingguolai，likefuhedao：「dui！jiushitajianjide！
tadongzheixie！tajiushijidutangxin，xianghaitangxin，ranhoujiahuojiwomen！」tamendejiaobiancangbaierwuli，
xiangliangzhizaijuejingzhongfengkuangputengdeluoshuigou。tangjianhongmeiyoulihuitamen，tazhishisisididingzhewodeshoujipingmu。
shipinyijingbofangwanbi，huamiandinggezaigaomingneizhangxuweiyoujiqiedelianshang。tashenshangdehanyi，
jihuyaojiangzhenggezoulangdekongqidongjie。woshouqishouji，pingjingdikanzheta，yekanzhezhuangruofengdiandegaominghelijing。
「shibushijianjide，henjiandan。」「caochangshangyoujiankong，xuexiaoliyouneimeduotongxuezuozheng，yichabianzhi。」
wodeshengyinbuda，quexiangyijizhongchui，henhendizazaigaominghelijingdexinshang。tamenlianshangdexueseshunjiantunjin。
shia，jiankong，renzheng……tamenhenbudeshanzijiyibazhang，zenmebazheigejiwangle。tamensuoyoudebiaoyan，
suoyoudehuangyan，zaijueduidezhengjumianqian，douchenglexiaohua。jiuzaizheishi，qiangjiushidehongdeng「pa」
deyishengximiele。menbeituikai，yiweihushizhangzoulechulai，zhaixiakouzhao，shenqingyansu。
suoyourenlikeweileshangqu。「yisheng，wonverzenmeyangle？」tangjianhongdeshengyindaizheyisibuyichajuedezhandou。
hushizhangkanlekanta，yousaoshileyiquanzhongren，yuqilidaizhemingxiandehoupaheyisinuqi。
「bingrenshiyanzhongdejianguoleiguominyinfadehoutoushuizhonghexiuke，qingkuangfeichangweixian。」tadunledun，
muguangbianderuiliqilai。「xinghaosonglaidehaisuanjishi，zaiwanwufenzhong，houtouwanquandusi，
shenxianyejiubuhuilaile。」hushizhanghuanshisizhou，shengyindouranbagao：「wowenyixia，bingrenbingfadeshihou，
shisheizhiqianyizhilanzheburangjiu，burangdajijiudianhuade？zheijianzhishicaojianrenming！」zheizuihouyijuhua，
rutongyidaojinglei，zaizoulanglizhaxiang。suoyourendemuguang，「shua」diyixia，
quandoujujiaozailegaominghelijingdeshenshang。gaomingshuangtuiyiruan，jihuzhanlibuwen。lijinggengshizhijietanruanzaidi，
mianrusihui。wanle。chediwanle。tangjianhongkanzhetamen，neiyanshen，buzaibingleng。ershibianchengcuiledudedaozi，