第四章
chuyuduiwozishendefuze，worangmeimeipeiwoquyiyuanzuoleyigequanshentijian。
haoxiaoxishiwobingmeiyoubeichuanrandaokebudeaizimeidu。
huaixiaoxishiheguzeyantongfangduoduoshaoshaohaishiyingxiangdaolewo，woranshangleyixiebuganjingdefukebing。
yishengguliwo：「zhiyaojijizhiliaojiukeyile，buyongtaidanxin，danshiduzilidehaizi......wojianyishibuliude。」
wodiandiantou：「ninrangwokaolvyixia。」
chuleyiyuan，meimeiwenwo：「jie，nidasuanzenmeban？」
「zenmeban？guzeyanganshuawo，woyaorangtafuchudaijia。」
从哪里开始呢？
wohuranxiangqi，woheguzeyanjiehundeshihou，luyuhetadeguanxiturandieluogudi，houlaizhijiesipolelian。
dangshiguzeyangaosuwo，shiluyuliyongzhiwubianlinuoyonglegongsiyibizijinbeitafaxian，tabaluyuganchulegongsi。
suoyiliandaizhewodouduiluyuyouhendadeyijian，xujiudoubuzaihetalaiwang。
zhongxinlianxiluyudeshihou，tahenyiwai，danhaishitongyilehewojianmian。
jianmianhou，wodandaozhirudiwenta：「guzeyanyiqianhenishibushiyidui？」
luyuliansebianlebian，quemeiyoufouren：「nizenmezhidao？」
「guoranshizheiyang......suoyiguzeyanyizhizaipianwo？」
他低着头。
「womenliangyijinxuexiaojiuzaiyiqile，houlaitayaojingxuanxueshenghuizhuxi，shuobunengrangbierenzhidaotadequxiang，neigeshihouganghaonijiuchuxianle。」
「woquanguotabuyaopianren，tashuotabuzhannibianyijiubusuanpian，biyezhihoufenshouleniyemeishenmesunshi。」
「keshibiyezhihoumeiduojiu，tashuotayaohenijiehun。wojilizuzhita，gaosutazheishizaipianhun，zheiduinibugongping，tashuowomenliangshibukenengzaiyiqide，zheigeshehuibuhuiyunxude，tadebamayebuhuiyunxude，nidejiatingtiaojianhenhao，keyibangtahenduo。」
「wobutongyi，tajiujiwodeyinxingkadaleyibiqian，dengwofaxiandeshihou，talianheqitarenshuowotanwugongkuan，bawoganchulegongsi。woxiangbazhenxianggaosuni，danshitanawohetazhiqianzaiyiqideshipinweixiewo。」
「婷婷，对不起。」
jinguanzaojiuzuohaolexinlizhunbei，danshitingdaoluyubazhenxiangyidianyidianpoukaijiwoting，wodexinjiuxiangshibeirenyongdaohenhendetongpo，ranhouzailimianyitonghujiao。
wowenta：「ninengduinishuodehuafuzema？」
tadiantou：「guzeyanyoupaishipincunqilaidexiguan，niruguobuxinwodehua，keyiquzhaozhao，woweiyideqingqiujiushiqiunibuyaopuguang。」
「wobuhuipuguangnideshipin，niyeshishouhaizhe。」wozhizhidikanzheta，「luyu，nibuhentama？」
tanazhebeizideshoujinlejin：「zenmebuhenni。」
「tagufuleni，yougufulewo，buruwomenhezuo，yiqirangguzeyanshenbaiminglieba。」