第三章无所谓
“wozhidaoma，jiushibeiwobamaqiangsaidaosongjiadenvrenbale，tanmuxurongyoushenmezigezuosongjiadetaitaini？”
“jirannijuedewozheimebushihezuosongtaitai，neimexianzailihunyebushibuxing，zhiyaonibacaichanfenwoyiban，woyaodeyebuduo。
bieshuhehaochedeshuliangfenwoyibanjiuxing，zhiyugongsidegufen，woyaobaifenzhiliu，buguofenba？”
songyanzejiushitingdaoleshenmetiandadexiaohuayiban，takanwodeyanshendaizheshizudeqingmie，chaofengdeshuochang。
“nipabushimeibaiqingchuzijideshenfenba？”
“bushiwomeibaiqingchuwodeshenfen，shiniwanglewohenizaijiehunzhengshangshihefadefuqi。
kuangqiejiehundeshihouzanliangyemeiqianshenmehunqianxieyi，suoyizhiyaowomenlihuncaichan，nibixudefenwoyiban！”
wodehuayichukou，songyanzedeliansedunshibiandetieqing，tabumandekanzhewo。
“nibamaniyebuguanlema？niyaoshizaizheimexiaozhang，xinbuxinnibamahenineigedidideshenghuobuhuihaoguole！”
keshitazheihuaquezhenghewoxinyi，wowusuoweidebailebaishou，yuqiqingkuai。
“suibianni，nixiangzenmeduitamenzenmeduitamen，guanwopishier！”
“meilewobamazuoyaoxie，nixianzaihaiyoushenmebenshikeyiweixiedaowode？meiyoujiujiwoguaiguaidebishangzuiba！”
songyanzeyouxienanyizhixindekanzhewo，wanquanmeiyouliaodaowohuiyizheizhongbailandetaidu，bijingyiqiantayongbamayaoxiewodeshihou，wodouhuiguaiguaidetinghua，tashuodongwobuganwangxi。
xianzaiwoturandegaibian，tadaoshibuzhidaogaishuoshenmehuale。
buguogenwoyoushenmeguanxi？hesongyanzetongzhuzaiyigewuyanxia，jiurangwojuededaoweikou！
shuowanhuahouwobiantouyebuhuile，huifangjianxishushuijuele，tazheigezongcaiaizhunaerzhunaerba，biepengzhewojiuxing！
dangransongyanzeduiwoyemeiduodaxingqu，suoyihewoshuowanhuameiduojiu，tabianrangsijidaitaquqitadedifangzhule，fanzhengtaqixiadebieshuzheimeduo，nataobushizhu？
zheizhonglaogongbuhuijiaderiziyerangwoledeqingxian。
qilegedaqingzao，meimeidezouxialou。
woduixiarenqishibingbukeke，zuotianneiyangshiweilezaitamenxinlilixiawodeweiyan，erjintianwodetaidubianhehuanlehenduo。
bijingdoushinaqianbanshier，tamenyebuguoshilinggongzi，zaisongjiazuoshiqingbale，meigerenderengedoushipingdengde，meishenmezhuzihenucaidefenbie。
guanjianshizheisongjiazhiyouwoyigerenshangzhuochifandehua，shizaishitailengqingle，wosuoxingrangchushiduozuolejifenzaocan，daizheguanjiatamenyiqichi。
qichuguanjiahexiarenpengjianzheizhongchangmian，haihuiganjuedaoweiju，kezaiwoyifandequanshuozhixia，jirenzhongyushituoxiezuoshanglefanzhuo。
tamenzheishihouyemingbai，wozuoweisongtaitaiduitamenbingmeiyoushenmekanbuqideyisi。
gengxiangshibatamendangpengyou，suoyizhenggesongjiaxianzaiyeshihuanshengxiaoyu。
wohaishihenxihuanzuozheizhongshiqingde，zheixierenkedoushisongyanzederen，sanyanliangyujiubeiwolalongdaolewodezhenying。
bujinruci，wozaishangchangdeshihou，shenzhihaijimeigerendoumailetaoangguidehufupin，rujinbieshulidexiarengegeduiwodoushixiangdangdezunjing。
woxinliyeshihengaoxing，bijingzheimeqingsongjiurangsuoyourenzhuanbianlezhenying，kuangqiehuadehaishisongyanzedeqian，shuadeshisongyanzedeka。
xiangyongwanlejingzhidezaocan。
jiexialaixuyaoduifudejiushiwoneixirenxuedemahuangbamale！
congzuotianwanshangkaishi，zheiliangrenjiuzailunfandejiwohongzhadianhuaheduanxin，dagaideyisiyejiushirangwojitamendashenghuofei。
budebupeifuzheiliangrenhuaqiandesudushizhendekuai，pingchangdeshenghuofeidoushiyizhouyiji，meizhoujideqianbushuowuwanyeyouliangsanwanle。
kemeiyicidoubugouyong，haihuihuanzhehuayangdezaiwozheilizhaoqianyong。
zhenshikexiaoa，shangyiciwozaisongjiashebudehuayifenqian，keshizheisuoweidebamaquexiangshigewudidongyiban。rangwoyibiyouyibidechaolidaqian，songyanzeduiworuciyanedeyuanyinzhiyi，yezhengshiyinweizheiyangdebama。
buguocongqiandewonianzaiyangyuzhien，buluntamenshuoshenme，wodouhuizhaozuo。
rujinwoquebutongle，tamennengzaiwolihunyihouxiazhongshoubawojidashangrengzailubian，genbenbuguowodesihuo，wohebizaigujizheimeduo？
haohaodeshuzhuangdabanleyifan，sijikaichedaiwolaidaoleyidongbieshudixia。
zheigebieshushisongyanzezaijiehunneihuierjiwode，jiudangzuoshibanyantasongtaitaidechoulao，keshihaimeidengwoqubieshulikanyiyan，wozheibamalimajiubanlejinqu。
美名其曰的告诉我。
“nixianzaidoujiarenle，danglesongjiadetaitai，zainaerdoushihaochebieshude，nihebizaiyizheimeyigexiaodifang？
zheigebieshuyihouyaonajinididanghunfangde，nikebieguolaizhanlehuiqi！”
xianzaidewoxiangdaodangshidechangjing，zhijuedetamenheixin，nazhewodefangzi，wodeqian，yangnimenneigebaobeierzijiusuanle，haishuowohuiqi？
wopingfuzhezijideqingxu，rangrenquqiaoxianglebieshudemen。
jiajisongyanzedezheiduanrizi，wojitamenqianqianhouhoudadeqianyezugoutamenzaizheigebieshulimianhuodeyoushengyousele，zaiqiaomendeshihoushenzhihaishixiarenguolaikaidemen。
xiarenkanjianwolaile，ganmangqutongzhineilianggeren，keshidangwozoujinbieshudeneiyike，wobianzhidaoyingjiewodeshishenme。
womademashenglimajiucongbieshulimianchuanleguolai，neishengyindadexiangshiwofanleshenmeshiebushedezuieyiban。
“nihaiyoulianguolaia，zuotianjinidalezheimeduotongdianhuarangnidaqian，niganshenmechidequle？
wogaosuni，zheizhounideqiandadetaishaole，genbenjiubugouhua！nixianzaijiujiwobaqiandaguolai，yao5wankuai！”
woyibianlingzhefanbaiyandechongdongyibianzoujinlebieshu。
shenzhihaimeidengwozhanwen，jiuyouyigedaizheguntangchashuidechabeichaowolianshangrengleguolai，yaobushiwojishiduoshan，jintianwozheizhanglianpashiyaohuizaizheierle。
“nixianzaihaiganjiwoduole？”
shuohuaderenzhengshiwoba，tazheigerenbujindananzizhuyihaijiabao，pingchangjiuxiangshihuangdiyiyang，tashuodehuagenshengzhisheidoubunengfanbo。
zuikexiaodeshi，xiaoshihoutadejiabaobujindawohaidawoma，daohoulaimanmandewozhangdale，suoyoudejiabaojiuluozailewoyigerendeshenshang。
wobazhiyaoxiangduiwomadongshou，womadouhuibamaodundianzhuanyidaowozheili。
“nida**shenme？haibushiyinweijialimianyanglezheimegepeiqianhuo？！yaodadataqu！”
“niyaoshibawodale，meirenjinihebaobeierzizuofan！”
wokanzhemianqianzheigemianseningzhongdenanrenjiurenbuzhufaxiao。
jiulianwojiarenle，tayerenweiwoshijialidegongju，zhiyaoshixiangfaxiele，suishinengduiwoquanjiaoxiangjia。
zhongnanqingnvdeguanniankeyishuoshikezaitamenguzilide，jiuxiangshiyigenshenciyiyang，yongyuanbukenengbachuganjing。
tamenconglaibubanverdangren，juedenverjiushijiarenjitamenhuanqiandegongjubale，zhiyouerzicainengjichengtamenneigebairimenglimiandehuangwei。
woyixiazibianxiangqileshangyishidezijizaizheigejialishoudaodedudajiujingyouduoshao？
bieshuoshizheigechabeile，zheigenanrenyongjiandaohuapopifu，yongyanhuiganghenhendezazhewodenaodai，yonggunbangchouzhewodequanshen，zheixiedoushixiyiweichangdeshiqingle。
fangfowoshaoyouyisisidebuman，jiushizaigongrantiaozhantazaizheigejiadequanwei，tashizheigejialishuoyibuerdehuangshangyiban，redaotadexiachangjiuzhiyousi。
erqiezheigenanrenhaihuijiangshenghuozhongsuoyoudebuganquandoufaxiezaiwodeshenshang，fangfotasuoyoudekankedoushiwodailaideyiyang。
zheiduisuoweidefumuquanranbawodangzuojialidechuqitong，bawodangzuojialideshabaoyiban，conglaibuhuigujiwodeganshou。
jiuxiangshixianzaiwoshenzhizhishiwanlebantianjitamendaqian，zheiguntangdechabeijiuchaoworengleguolai。
xiangdaozheiliwoqingxubiandejidongqilai，rengchabeideliduyebiandedalexuduo。
wodangranbuhuizaiguanzheta，wojianqidishangdechabei，chaozhetatoushangzaleguoqu，zhengzhongnaomen！
zheigezhongniannanrenkeyishuoshiqijile，tayilianfennudedengzhewo，nanyizhixindehouzhe。
“nidanzifeileshiba？gandanidie！”
tashuozhejiuzhunbeichaowodongshou，zhishiwosihaomeijitafanjidejihui，naqizhuoshangdeshuiguodaodizhetadebozi，ehenhendeshuozhe。
“youbenshinizaidongyigeshishi？”
wodezheigejudongkeweishibawoneisuoweidediemajijingdaile，tamenyiliankongjudekanzhewo，youqishiwodie，beidaojiazhebozi，wanquanbuganqingjuwangdong。
womazaipangbiankanjianzheiyimu，ganmangduiwohouzhe。
“liqingyuenishichilexiongxinbaozidandeshiba？nigaoqingchumianqianzheigerenshiniqindie，nizenmeganbadaojiazaitabozishang，gankuaijiwofangxialai！”
“niyaoshizaibufangxiadao，xiaoxindenghuiernidiebanidadezhandouzhanbuqilai！”
wodeyanlijiuzhiyouchaofengzhiyi，zuijiaoweiweidegouqi，shoulideliduyoujiadalexie，shuiguodaofenglidehuapoletadebozi。
“dadewozhandouzhanbuqilai？”
“wusuowei，zhiyaoninengcongwoshoulimianzhengtuochuqu，buguowomendudukan，shinixianduiwodongshou，haishiwozheigedaodedongzuohuikuaiyixie？”
bozibeidaohuapodetengtonggan，bawobajihehuaile，tayuqilidaizhexiezhandou。
“你要干什么！”
womayezaiyipangfuhezhezhiwenwo。
“shia，bujiushirangninadianshenghuofei！genyaolenimingyiyang！nihebiyaozheimeduinibani？womenkeshiniqinbama！”
kezheiliangrenjiusuanshishuoshenmeyezuzhibulewoshoulidedongzuo，wodandandekanzhetamen。
“亲生爸妈？”
woconglaimeijianguonageqinshengbamahuiduizijidenverquanjiaoxiangxiang，bawodangchengjiarendegongju，haiduolewodefangzi！