lujingcichuguihouchulechehuo，shiyile。yishengshuotadejiyitingliuzaishinianqian，yejiushitashibasuideshihou。
wozhanzaibingchuangqian，kanzhetamangrandeyanshen，turanxiaole。"jingci，nihairenshiwoma？"tayaoyaotou。
wowozhutadeshou，wenroudishuo："woshinimama。
"hushizaipangbianzhenjingdikanzhewo——tazhidaowoshilujingcideqizi。danwoduitazuolegejinshengdeshoushi。
lujingcilenglejimiao，ranhoujiaoleyisheng："ma……？""ai，"woxiaozheyingle，"baobei，nizhongyuxingle。
"01xiaodushuideweidaoxiangyizhangwuxingdewang，longzhaozhezheijiasiliyiyuandevipbingfang。wozhanzaibingchuangqian，
kanzhechuangshangneigenanren。tatoushangchanzhehouhoudeshabu，liansecangbaidexiangyizhangxuanzhi，
cengjingneishuangzongshichongmanzhejiqiaohelengmodeyanjing，cikezhengmangrandidaliangzhezheigemoshengdeshijie。lujingci，
wojiehunsanniandezhangfu，lushijituangaogaozaishangdezongcai，chuguihou，zaiqujitadexiaosanlinyiyiqingshengdelushang，
chulechehuo。zhenshibaoying，bushima？yishenggangganggaosuwo，tanaobushoudaozhongchuang，suiranmeiyoushengmingweixian，
danchuxianleyanzhongdejiyizhangai。tadejiyi，tingliuzaileshinianqian，yejiushitashibasui，
haizaishanggaosandeshihou。wojingjingdikanzheta，neixinhaowubolan，shenzhilianyisikuaiyidouganjuebudao。wodexin，
zaojiuzairifuyiridezhemohexiuruzhong，bianchengleyipianbinglengdehuangyuan。tazhongyuzhuyidaolewo，
neishuangpiaoliangdetaohuayanlidaizheshaonianrendedanqiehehaoqi。“ni……shishei？”tadeshengyinyouxieshaya，
xiangshihenjiumeiyoushuoguohua。zheigewenti，zaiguoqudesannianli，woyewenguozijiwushuci。woshishei？
shineigeweiletafangqishiye，ganyuanxishouzuogengtangdeqizi？shineigezaitawanguishi，
qiangchengzhekunyidengdaideshagua？haishineigezaitahelinyiyidechaoxiaoshengzhong，
beidangchengchongwuyiyanghulaihequdewanwu？xianzai，wozhongyuyouledaan。wohuanhuandi，huanhuandi，
luchuleyigexiaorong。neiyinggaishiwosannianlai，fazineixindediyigexiaorong。“jingci，nihairenshiwoma？
”wodeshengyinwenroudenengqiachushuilai。tachiyidiyaoleyaotou，xiangyizhishoujingdexiaolu。wozoushangqian，shenchushou，
qingqingwozhutaneizhimeiyoudadiandideshou。tadeshouhenwennuan，buxiangguoquneiyang，zongshidaizhecigudehanyi。
wojiangtadeshoutiezaiwodelianjiashang，yongyizhongjinhubeimindeyuqi，roushengshuo：“woshinimama。
”zhanzaiwoshenhoudehushi，yigeershichutoudexiaoguniang，daoxileyikouliangqi。
tashoulidejiluban“pa”diyishengdiaozaidishang。tadangranzhidaowoshishei，lujingcideruyuanshouxushiwobande，
jiashulanshang，woqinshouqianxiale“jiangweiwei”sangezi，guanxishi“qizi”。womeiyouhuitou，
zhishiduitabileyige“xu”deshoushi，yanshenpingjingerjianding。xiaohushihedewuzhuzui，lianliandiantou，
jianqijiluban，taoyesidetuilechuqu。bingchuangshangdelujingci，
zheigeyongyouzhesanshisuishentiheshibasuilinghunde“shaonian”，chedilengzhule。takanzhewo，
yanshenlichongmanlenanyizhixindekunhuo。tadagaishizainulisousuoneipiankongbaidejiyi，
xiangzhaochuguanyu“mama”derenhezhusimaji。jimiaozhonghou，yexushiwodeyanshentaiguowenrou，
yexushiwodebiaoyantaiguobizhen，taneizhangyingjundelianshang，fuxianchuyisicuiruodeyilai。tabochunweiqi，
shitanxingdi，jiaoleyisheng：“ma……？”zheilianggezi，xiangyibayaochi，
dakailewoxinzhongneizuochenfengyijiudediyu。woxiangqichehuoqiandeneiyiwan，womendejiehunsanzhounianjinianri。
wohualeyizhengtian，qinshouzuoletazuiaichidecai，dianshanglazhu，chuanzhetasongwodediyitiaoqunzi，
manxinhuanxididengtahuijia。tahuilaile，quebushiyigeren。tadaizhelinyiyi，
neigenianqing、piaoliang、yanjiaomeishaodoudaizheshenglizhezitaidenvhai。linyiyiwanzhetadegebo，
saoleyiyanmanzhuodecai，kuazhangdixiaodao：“jingci，nitaitaizhenxianhuia，haihuizuofanni。buxiangwo，
zhihuihuanideqian。”lujingcidelianshangmeiyouyisikuijiu，tazhishidandandikanzhewo，
fangfozaikanyigeaishidebaishe。“sheirangnizuozheixiede？daoweikou。”ranhou，tadangzhelinyiyidemian，
jiangzhuobuliantongwoyitiandexinku，mengdixianfanzaidi。panzisuiliedeshengyin，tangzhifeijiandelangjie，
hewoposuidexin，yiqishuaidefenshensuigu。linyiyixiaodehuazhiluanzhan，kaozaitahuailishuo：“aiya，jingci，
nitaitaihaoxiangbugaoxingleni。nikankanta，zhenkelian。”lujingciqiazhuwodexiaba，biwokanzheta，
yanshenbinglengdexiangxiboliyadehanfeng。“kelian？tayoushenmezigebugaoxing？jiangweiwei，renqingnizijideshenfen，
nibuguoshiwolujiayangdeyitiaogou。zhurenbugaoxingle，chuainiyijiao，nidoudejiwoyaoweiba。”neitianwanshang，
taweilechengfawode“bugaoxing”，bawosuozailebieshudelutianyangtaishang。
chudongdeyefengxiangdaoziyiyangguazaiwoshenshang，wochuanzhedanbodequnzi，dongdesesefadou。wopaimen，wokuhan，
woqiurao，huiyingwode，zhiyouketinglichuanlaide，tahelinyiyisiwujidandexiaosheng。neiyiye，
wogaoshaodaosishidu，delejixingfeiyan，chadiansidiao。erxianzai，zheigebawodanggouyiyangduidaidenanren，
zhengyongyizhongquanranyilaideyanshenkanzhewo，jiaowo“ma”。diyudemenkaile，danzheiyici，
woshishouwoyaochidepanguan。woxiaozhe，yanjiaoshenzhijichuleyidixiyuedeleishui。woyonglididiandiantou，
yingdao：“ai，wodehaoerzi，wodebaobei，nizhongyuxingle。”02woweilujingcibanlilechuyuanshouxu。
taxianggezuocuoshidehaizi，yibuyiqudigenzaiwoshenhou。cengjingneidongrangwoganjuerutonglaolongdebieshu，
cikezaiwoyanzhong，queyoulexindeyiyi。huidaojiadediyijianshi，womeishouletadeshouji、qianbao、cheyaochi，
yijishufanglisuoyoukenengxielutazhenshishenfendedongxi。wogaosuta，yishengshuole，taxianzaixuyaojingyang，
bunengbeiwaijiedarao，youqishidianzichanpin，fusheduidanaohuifubuhao。tayouxiebuqingyuan，tebieshiduishouji，
shuyushibasuishaoniandewangyinyijingchujianduanmiao。“ma，jiurangwowanyihuier，haobuhao？jiuyihuier。
”talazhewodeyijiao，sazhejiao。wobanqilian，yongyizhongburongzhihuideyuqishuo：“buxing。lujingci，
niwangleniweishenmehuitangzaiyiyuanma？jiushiyinweinichenmishouji，guomaludoubukanche！nixiangzaichuyicichehuo，
rangnimawobaifarensongheifarenma？”woba“chehuo”deyuanyin，qiaomiaodijinxingleercichuangzuo。
tabeiwodehuahezhule，liansefabai，likesongkaileshou，dizhetou，xianggebeixunchidexiaoxuesheng。“ma，
wocuole，wozaiyebuwanle。”“zhidaocuojiuhao。”womanyididiandiantou，
ranhoucongshufanglibaochuyiduizhanxinde《wuniangaokaosannianmoni》hegekejiaocai，fangzaitamianqian。“congjintianqi，
niyaobaluoxiadegongkebuhuilai。mingnianjiuyaogaokaole，nibixukaoshangqinghuabeida，zhidaoma？
zheishinibashengqianduinizuidadeqiwang。”shunbianyiti，wohaijitaanpaileyigeyingnianzaoshide“fuqin”，
fanzhengtayebujidele。lujingcikanzheneiduibizhuantouhaihoudefuxiziliao，zhengzhangliandoukualexialai。
taneisanshisuideshentili，shibasuidelinghunzhengzaifachutongkudeaihao。“ma……zheimeduo？”“duoma？
”wotiaoletiaomei，“nihunmilezheimejiu，zaibunuli，jiuchedibeitongxueluoxiale。
nandaonixiangqushangsanliudaxue，yibeizibeirenkanbuqima？”woweitaliangshendingzuoleyitaozuoxishijianbiao，
jingquedaofenzhong，tiezailetafangjianzuixianyandeweizhi。zaoshangliudian：qichuang，chenpaowugongli。
qidian：chizaofan（bixuchiwanwozuodesuoyoushiwu，buxutiaoshi）。badiandaoshierdian：shangwuxuexishijian，
zuoyitaolizongjuanzi。shierdiandaoyidian：wufanjiwuxiu。yidiandaowudian：xiawuxuexishijian，
zuoyitaoshuxueheyingyujuanzi。wudiandaoliudian：ziyouhuodong（jinxianzaiyuanzili）。liudiandaoqidian：wanfan。
qidiandaojiudian：wanjianxuexi，beisongyishoutangshi、yishousongci，lianzitieyiye。jiudianban：zhunshishangchuangshuijue。
“tiana……”takanzheneizhangmimimamadebiaoge，fachulejuewangde**。wopailepaitadejianbang，
yong“cimu”dekouwengulita：“erzi，chidekuzhongku，fangweirenshangren。mamadoushiweinihao。
”jihuashishidediyitian，tajiujilewoyigexiamawei。zaoshangliudian，wojiaotaqichuangpaobu，talaizaichuangshang，
yongbeizimengzhutou，dunangzhe：“ma，wozaishuiwufenzhong……”womeiyoushuohua，
zhijiequweishengjianjieleyipenlengshui，duizhetadebeizijiaolexiaqu。“a！”taxiangyitiaobeitangdaodeyu，
mengdicongchuangshangdanleqilai，nanyizhixindikanzhewo。womianwubiaoqingdijuzhekongpenzi：“wufenzhongdaole。
jinishifenzhongchuanhaoyifuxialou，buranzaofanjiuquxiaole。”takanzhewo，yanshenliyouzhenjing，youweiqu，
danzuizhonghaishiqufule。tabuganxiangxin，neigezaiyiyuanliwenrousishuide“mama”，huibianderuciyanli。
chenpaowugongli，duiyuyigechangnianyangzunchuyoudezongcailaishuo，jianzhishikuxing。tapaodaoyibanjiuchuandexiangtiaosigou，
laizaidishangbukenqilai。wogenzaitashenhou，shoulinazheyigenconghuayuanlizhexialaidexizhangshuzhi，
xuezhewoxiaoshihouwomaguanjiaowodeyangzi。“qilai，lujingci。zheidiankudouchibule，nihaisuanshenmenanren？
”“ma，wozhendepaobudongle……”taaihaozhe。“paobudong？”wolengxiaoyisheng，
“dangchunibawoguanzaiyangtaiyiyedeshihou，zenmemeixiangguowohuibuhuileng？huibuhuishengbing？”dangran，
houbanjushiwozaixinlishuode。woyangqishuzhi，qingqingchouleyixiatadexiaotui。“qilai！”tabeidadeyiduosuo，
weiqudikanzhewo，yanquandouhongle。danzuizhong，haishiyaozheya，congdishangpaleqilai，yiqueyiguaidijixupao。
neitianwanshang，tazuotizuodetouhunyanhua，nazhetaxiedegoupayiyangdezijiwokan，
haidaizheyisitaohaodeyiwei：“ma，nikan，wojintiandezixiedehaokanma？”wojieguolai，zhipieleyiyan，
jiudangzhetademian，“shua”diyisheng，sichengleliangban。“zhongxie。”wolenglengdishuo，“xiedezheimechou，
xiangqiuyinpayiyang，wanfanbuyongchile。”tadeyanleishunjianjiuzaiyankuanglidazhuan，zuichunduosuozhe，xiangshuoshenme，
queyoubugan。taneifuyangzi，xiangjileguoqudewo，zaitamianqian，lianhuxidouxiaoxinyiyi，shengparetabukuai。
zhenshifengshuilunliuzhuan。tachoulechoubizi，yanleiwangwangdikanzhewo，danzuizhonghaishimeiganfankang，guaiguaidinaqibi，
tankaixindezitie，yibiyihuadizhongxinxieqilai。wozuozaishafashang，yibianyouxiandihezhecha，
yibiankanzhetafuanxiezidekelianbeiying，xinzhongyongqiyiguniuqude**。lujingci，zheizhishigekaishi。
niqianwode，wohuirangniyonglingyizhongfangshi，yidianyidian，quanbuhaihuilai。
03pingjingderiziguoledayueyigeyue，
lujingcisihuyijingjianjianxiguanlezheizhonggaosanxuezibande“qingku”shenghuo。tabuzailaichuang，buzaibaoyuanzuoyeduo，
suiranmeitianyijiuchoumeikulian，danzhishaozaixingdongshang，yijingshigehegede“guaierzi”。raner，
zongyoubusuzhike，xiangyaodapozheifenwojingxinweichidepingjing。neitianxiawu，
wozhengzaiketinglizhidaolujingcigongkeyidaofuzadehanshuti，menlingturanbeirenandezhentianxiang，
neijiashibuxiangshilaibaifang，daoxiangshilaizachangde。wotouguokeshimenlingyikan，
pingmushangchuxianleyizhanghuazhejingzhizhuangrong，queyinfennuerxiandeyouxieniuqudelian。linyiyi。
wozuijiaogouqiyimolengxiao，gailaide，zhongjiuhaishilaile。woranglujingcidaizaiketingbuxudong，
ranhouzouguoqudakailemen。menyikai，linyiyijiuxiangyizhenfengsidechonglejinlai，
gaogenxiezaidibanshangcaichujicuerfennudeshengxiang。tayiyanjiukandaolezuozaishafashang，
chuanzheyishengaozhongshengyundongfu，zhengyilianmangrankanzhetadelujingci。“lujingci！”tajianjiaoqilai，
shengyincierdexiangzhijiahuaguoboli，“nizaizheilizhuangshenmezhuang？！nigenbenmeishiyiduibudui？！
nijiushixiangyongzheizhongfangfashuaidiaowo！”lujingcibeitazheifupofumajiedeyangziheleyitiao，
shentixiayishidiwanghousuolesuo，mangrandikanzheta，youkankanwo，xiaoshengwen：“ma，tashisheia？
”zheiyisheng“ma”，xiangshiyitongqiyou，shunjianjiaozailelinyiyidenuhuoshang。tazhenggerendoukuaizhale，
zhizhewodebizi，youzhuanxianglujingci，xiesidilidihoudao：“ma？nijiaotama？！lujingcinifenglema！
woshininvpengyoua！woshilinyiyi！”woyizhilengyanpangguan，zhidaotashuochuzheijuhua，wocaihuanhuanzoushangqian。
“nvpengyou？”woqingxiaoyisheng，shengyinbuda，quedaizheshizudeyapogan。linyiyibeiwodeqishizhenshezhu，
yishijianwanglejixupaoxiao。wozoudaotamianqian，yangqishou，meiyousihaoyouyu，yongjinquanshenliqi，
yibazhanghenhendishuaizailetalianshang。“pa！”qingcuidexiangsheng，zaikongkuangdeketinglihuidang。linyiyibeidamengle，
tawuzhexunsuhongzhongqilaidelianjia，nanyizhixindikanzhewo。tadagaizuomengyexiangbudao，
neigeguoquzaitahelujingcimianqian，wenshundexiangzhimianyang，liandashengshuohuadoubugandejiangweiwei，
jingrangandongshoudata。“fangsi！”wolishenghedao，yanshenbinglengrudao，“nisuangeshenmedongxi，
yeganpaodaowojialaidahuxiaojiao？woerzicaishibasui，zhengzaizhunbeigaokaodeguanjianshiqi，
zenmekenenghuiyounizheizhongbusanbusidenvrendangnvpengyou？！”wozhizhemenkou，
haobuliuqingdimadao：“nikankannizheishendaban，yaoliyaoqi，chuandegengesaohuliside，
yikanjiubushishenmezhengjingrenjiadenvhai！wogaosuni，biexianglaihuohaiwoerzi！xianzai，like，jiwogunchuqu！
”linyiyideyanleihefennuyiqiyongleshanglai，taqidehunshenfadou：“ni……nizheigefengnvren！
jiangweiweinigandawo！jingci，nikuaikana，tadawo！tacaishifengzi！”tashituxianglujingciqiuzhu，
kecikedelujingci，yijingbeizheituruqilaidebianguheshale。taxiangyizhishoujingdetuzi，
wanquanduozailewodeshenhou，zhitanchubangenaodai，jingkongdikanzheyanqianzheigemoshengde、xiongedenvren。
“ma……tahaoxionga……”taxiaoshengdi，daizhekuqiangduiwoshuo。zheifuchangjing，
wuyishiduilinyiyizuidadefengcihedaji。taxinxinnianniandenanren，bujinburendeta，
haibatadangchenglehongshuimengshou，duozailingyigenvrendeshenhouxunqiubaohu。womanyidimolemolujingcidetou，
yongzuiwenroudeshengyinanfuta：“meishi，baobei，biepa，mamazaizheili，mamabaohuni。”ranhou，
wozhuanguotou，lianshangdewenroushunjianxiaoshi，querdaidaideshichegudehanyi。wonaqidianhua，
zhijiebotonglewuyebaoandehaoma。“wei，baoanshima？wojiashiadong1201，yougefengnvrenchuangjinlaile，
mafannimenpailianggerenguolaibatatuozou。”linyiyichedibengkuile，tajianjiaozhe，zhengzhazhe，zhoumazhe，
danzuizhonghaishibeilianggegaodadebaoanyibianyige，xiangtuoyitiaosigouyiyangtuolechuqu。
ketinglizhongyuhuifuleanjing。lujingcihaiduozaiwoshenhou，shentiweiweifadou。wozhuanguoshen，dunxialai，
pengzhetadelian，qingshengshuo：“haole，meishile，huairenbeiganzoule。”takanzhewo，yanlimanshiyilaihechongbai，
fangfowoshineigedabaileelong，zhengjiuletadegongzhudeyongshi。tadianlediantou，
ranhouyongyizhongjinhuchongjingdeyuqishuo：“ma，nigangcai……haolihai。”woxiaole。shia，wohaolihai。
lihaidaokeyibacengjingqizaiwotoushangzuoweizuofuderen，henhendicaizaijiaoxia。zheicijiaofeng，
bujinchedijikuilelinyiyidexiaozhangqiyan，yeranglujingciduiwode“muqin”shenfen，zaiwuhuaiyi。
takaishixiangxin，woshizheigeshijieshangweiyikeyibaohuta、zhidetaxinlaideren。wodebaolei，
yinweizheiciwaidideruqin，fanerbiandegengjiajianbukecui。
04rizizaihanshu、gongshi、gushihecipaizhongyitiantianliushi。linyiyidenaojuxiangyiketouruhumiandeshizi，
jiqiyizhenlianyihou，bianchenruleshuidi。tahuoxushibuganxin，youlaiguojici，
dandoubeiwojiaolaidebaoandangzailemenwai，jicizhihou，tayebianxiaotingle。raner，wojingxingoujiandezheigeshijie，
zhongjiubushimibutoufengde。huaiyidezhongzi，haishizailujingcidexinli，qiaoqiaodifaleya。
disangeyuedemouyitian，tanazheyibenxiangce，shenseningzhongdizhaodaolewo。neishiwoshuhule，
yibenbeiyiwangzaishufangjiaoluolidejiuxiangce。“ma，”tazhizhexiangcelideyizhangzhaopian，meitoujinsuo，
“zheigeren……shiwoma？”zhaopianshang，shisannianqian，wohetaqumaerdaifudumiyueshipaide。
tachuanzheshatanku，**zheshangshen，louzhexiaoyeruhuadewo，yingjundelianshangdaizhechengshunanrendezixinhezhangyang。
woxinligedengyixia，danlianshangyijiubudongshengse。“shia，zenmele？
”“keshi……”tazhilezhizhaopianshangdewo，“zheigenvrenshishei？weishenme……wogennizhangdeyidiandoubuxiang，
quegentazheimeqinmi？”wonaguoxiangce，guzuohuainianditanlekouqi，kaishilewozaojiuzhunbeihaodeshuoci。
“shahaizi，zheishinixiaoyia。niwangle？nicongxiaojiugennixiaoyiguanxizuihao。”“xiaoyi？”tajiangxinjiangyi。
“shia，”womianbugaisedijixubianzao，“nixiaoyishigeyanyuan，zheishinimenzhiqianweilepaiyibuweidianying，
quhaibianqudejing。nikan，zheibujiushiyanqinglvma。”tayoufanlejiye，kandaolewomendejiehunzhao。
neizhangfangdade、guazaichuangtoudehunshazhao，beiwoshoujinlechuzangshi，danwowanglezheibenxiangcelihaiyouxiaode。
“neizheigeni？”tazhizhezhaopianlichuanzhebaisehunshadewo，yanshenlidekunhuogengshenle，“zheiyeshizaiyanxima？
”“dangranle。”wolianbuhongxinbutiao，“nixiaoyiyizhimeijiehun，zheishitapaihunshaxidejuzhao，
dangshinizhenghaoqutanban，jiugenzheyiqipaileyizhangzuojinian。nizheihaizi，zenmeshenmedouwangle。
”wodejieshitianyiwufeng，dantaxinzhongdeyiyunbingmeiyouwanquansanqu。jitianhou，tachenwochumenmaicaidegongfu，
toutouliujinlewodewoshi，fanchulewodeqianbao，zhaodaoletadeshenfenzheng。wohuilaideshihou，
tazhengzuozaiketingdeshafashang，shouliniezheneizhangxiaoxiaodekapian，liansecangbaididengzhewo。“ma，”tataiqitou，
shengyindaizheyisizhandou，“ninengbunenggaosuwo，zheidaodishizenmehuishi？”tajiangshenfenzhengjudaowomianqian，
shangmiandechushengriqiqingqingchuchudixiezhe：xxxxnianxxyuexxri。anzhaozheigeriqi，tajinnian，
yijingsanshisuile。“weishenmewodeshenfenzhengshangxiezhewoyijingsanshisuile？”wokanzhetajinghuangshicuodeyanjing，
zhidaozheiyici，jiandandehuangyanyijingwufaqingyiguoguan。wobixujitayigegengjuchongjili，
yegengnengrangtajieshoude“zhenxiang”。wochenmolepianke，lianshangluchubeishangyouwunaideshenqing。
wozoudaotashenbianzuoxia，wozhutadeshou，qingshengshuo：“erzi，benlaimamabuxianggaosunide，panichengshoubuzhu。
danjiranniyijingfaxianle，neimamajiugennishuoshihuaba。”tajinzhangdikanzhewo，dengdaizhewodepanci。
“qishi……nichushengdeshihou，yinweiyixie……teshudeyuanyin，yiyuanbanidechushengriqibaocuole。
houlaijialishiduo，woyeyizhiwanglequpaichusuogaiguolai。”woyibianshuo，yibianguanchazhetadefanying，“suoyi，
nidezhenshinianling，jiushishibasui。shenfenzhengshangde，shicuode。”“baocuole？”zheigeliyouyouxieqianqiang，
taxianranmeiyouwanquanxiangxin。“shia。”wotanlekouqi，jixujiama，“erqie，nizheicishengbing，
bujinjinshishiyineimejiandan。yishengshuo，chehuoduinideshentijinengzaochenglehendadeyingxiang，
suoyinidewaibiao……huibitonglingrenxiandechengshuyixie。”wopengzhetadelian，xintengdifumozhetayanjiaodexiwen。
“nikanni，kanqilaijiuxianggexiaolaotou……zheidoushiyinweishengbingdeyuangu。suoyimamacairangnimeitianpaobu，
haohaochifan，jiushixiangrangnibashentiyanghao，zaodianhuifuchengyigeshibasuishaoniangaiyoudeyangzi。
”wozhilezhijingzilideta，youzhilezhiziji：“nizaikankanmama，weilezhaoguni，caoxindetoufadoubaile，
kanqilaixiangbuxiangninainai？”wodehua，banzhenbanjia，quezhenghaojizhongletaneixinzuishendekongju。
duizijiwaimaoxianlaodekunhuo，duizijishentizhuangkuangdedanyou，yiji……duiwozheige“mama”dekuijiu。
takanzhejingzilizijineizhangbuzainianqingdelian，youkankanwobinjiaoqueshiyinweilaoxinlaoliershengchudejigenbaifa，
yanzhongdehuaiyi，jianjianbeikonghuanghezizesuoqudai。“ma……”tadixiatou，shengyinlidaizhekuqiang，“duibuqi，
doushiwobuhao，hainidanxinle。”wobataloujinhuaili，qingqingpaizhetadebei，xianganfuyigezhenzhengdehaizi。
“shaerzi，genmashuoshenmeduibuqi。zhiyaonihaohaode，mazenmeyangdouwusuowei。yihoubiehusiluanxiangle，
haohaochiyao，haohaoduanlian，yiqiedouhuihaoqilaide。”tabatoumaizaiwodejianbangshang，yonglididianlediantou。
wozhidao，zheichangxinrenweiji，woyouyicihuaxianweiyi。woliyongletaduizijishentideweizhihekongju，
chenggongdijiangsuoyoudebuheli，douguijieyu“shengbing”zheigewannengdeliyou。erwo，
zeshineigeweiyinengzhengjiuta、yindaotazouchu“bingtong”decimu。congneiyihou，tazaiyemeiyouhuaiyiguowodehua。
tagengjianulididuanlian，gengjiarenzhendixuexi，gengjiayilaidigenzaiwoshenbian。yinweizaitaneishibasuiderenzhili，
zhiyouzheiyang，tacainengbaituo“xianlao”debingtai，bianhuiyigezhenzhengdeshaonian。
05zaiwoduilujingcijinxing“jiatingzaijiaoyu”detongshi，lingyitiaozhanxian，yezaoyiqiaoranlakai。zheitian，
shenyanruyuelaidaobieshu。tashiwodaxueshizuihaodepengyou，yeshirujinguoneizuidingjiandelihunlvshi。
tachuanzheyishenjiancaidetidexizhuang，jinsiyanjinghoudeyanshenruilierlengjing。tayijinmen，
jiukandaolechuanzheyundongfu，zhengzaiketingdibanshangzuofuwochengdelujingci。lujingcimantoudahan，
qichuanyuyudihanzhe：“ma，nikan，wojintiannengzuowushigele！”shenyandezuijiaochoulechou，
jingpianhoudemuguangchongmanlefuzananyandeqingxu。tatuiletuiyanjing，dishengduiwodao：“jiangweiwei，
nizhei……wandeyetaidale。”wobataqingjinshufang，guanshangmen，gejueleketinglineige“erzi”decunzai。
“buda，zenmenengrangtajizhujiaoxun？”wojitadaolebeicha，shensepingjing。shenyantanlekouqi，
conggongwenbaolinachuyidiewenjian。“nirangwochadedongxi，douyoujieguole。lujingcizheijinian，
beizhenizhuanyilebushaohunneigongtongcaichan。dabufendouyigezhongmingyi，zhuandaolelinyiyihetajiarendemingxia。
zheilishitasuoyouyinxingzhanghudeliushui，haiyoujichuyilinyiyimingzigoumaidefangchanheshangpudezhengju。
”wojieguowenjian，yiyeyedifankanzhe。shangmiandemeiyigeshuzi，meiyibijiaoyi，douxiangyigengenzhen，
zhazaiwozaoyimamudexinshang。wocengjingyiwei，tajiusuanbuaiwo，zhishaoduizheigejiahaiyouyifenzeren。
xianzaikanlai，shiwotaitianzhenle。zaitayanli，wobuguoshiyigekeyisuishidiuqidegongju，erwomendehunyin，
zhishitayonglaiyanrenermudehuangmu。“chulezheixie，wohaichadaoleyixiegengyouyisidedongxi。
”shenyandeyuqibiandeyansuqilai，“lushijituanzuijinzaijingbiaoyigehaiwaidedaxiangmu，weilenadaozheigexiangmu，
lujingcidongyongleyixie……butaiganjingdeshouduan，baokuoshangyehuilu。zheishiwotuorengaodaodebufenzhengju，
suiranhaibuzuyirangtazuolao，danyidanpuguang，zuyiranglushijituandegujiabaodie，
bingchedishiquzheicijingbiaozige。”wokanzheneixiewenjian，yanzhongshanguoyisihanguang。zheicaishiwodezuizhongmude。
wobujinjinyaocongjingshenshangcuihuitadejiaoao，wohaiyaoconggenbenshang，
duozoutazuiyinyiweiaodeyiqie——tadecaifu，tadediguo。“weiwei，”shenyankanzhewo，youxiedanyou，
“nizhendexianghaolema？batabidaojuelu，takenenghuizuochuyixiefengkuangdeshiqing。”“woxianghaole。
”wotaiqitou，yingshangtademuguang，yanshenjiandingdemeiyouyisidongyao，“tarangwozhuirudiyudeshihou，
kecengxiangguowoshifoufengkuang？shenyan，wobushizaiwanguojiajiadeyouxi，woshizaifuchou。
woyaonahuishuyuwodeyiqie，woyaorangtaweitaduiwozuoguodemeiyijianshi，fuchuzuicantongdedaijia。
”wozhilezhizijishenshangdejichuchenjiuxingshangba，neishizhiqianbeitatuisangzhuangdaojiajuliuxiade。“zheixie，
haiyouneixiekanbujiandeshang，woyitiandoumeiyouwangjiguo。”shenyanchenmole。tashiwotongkudejianzhengzhe。