lijunsuiranyeqiguai，danbingmeiyoubazhehuozheijianshiwanglijiaojiaoshenshangcaice，fanerduiwodianlediantou：“jiaojiaoyesuanshimingyunduochuan，zheixialaofangzizhehuole，tamenzusunliangzhenmeichukequle。”
是啊。
tamenzusunliangmeidifangqu，bujiuzhinengzhuzaiwojiama?
zheixiawoshizhendebudebuhuaiyizheichanghuozaishilijiaojiaoguyidadesuanpan。
wodeshuangshouwuzhuxinzang，jiujiubunengpingfuxinqing。
lijiaojiaoshouyaolunyihuanhuanhuadaiwomenmianqian，tajiaoxiadeyanjingdengde**，sisididingzhewokan，lianshangshanguoshizaibidedexiaorong。
chuyukongju，wolianshoudouzaizhandou。
lijiaojiaoshenpangzhanzaizhengzailejiejibenqingkuangdejingcha，tawanquanbujinzhang，zhishibutingdimozheyanlei：“woyuanbenxiangjinainaizhudianmian，danshizhongtujializhaobudaomianle，suoyiwolinshichuqumaimian，woquexinwochumenqianrangnainaiguanhuoele!”
“keshiwomeiyouxiangdaonainaizheimegangchiguoanmianyaozaishuijue，dengwomaiwanmianhuilaideshihoujialiyijingzhehuole，nimendouzhidaowozuozhelunyi，woxingdongbushihenfangbian。”
taweiqudikuhanchusheng：“doushiwodecuo，shiwohailenainai，wojiushiqianguzuiren!”
yizhengduanhuadoumeiyouloudong。
完全可以自圆其说。
houxudagaiyemeiyoubanfadiaochachushenme，bijingbingmeiyourenyuanshangwang。
danwohenbudedangchangjianglijiaojiaosuishiwanduan，youhuozheshiduizhejingchajubaotadezuixing，danshiwobuneng，yinweiwomeiyourenhezhengju。
下一秒她看向我，
“shenshen，jiabeishaomeile，nainaihaiyaozhuyuan，qiuqiunimenbangbangwohaobuhao?wobuxiangliuluojietou。”
“婶婶，求求你。”
“jiusuannizaitaoyanwoyebuyaobuguanwohaobuhao?woxianzaikeyigenzhenainaizhuzaiyiyuan，keshinainaizongyouyitianyaochuyuande，daoshihouwomenzusunliangshibushizhiyousiluyitiao?”
“nihebobomingmingjiuzhuzaibieshuli，nimenhaikaizhedagongsi，neimeyouqiangenbenjiubuchawohenainaizheiliangzhangzui，womenbuhuiremafande，jiusuanjinidangniuzuomawodouyuanyi。”
纯粹的道德绑架。
cishicikeyoubushaokanrenaodeweiguanqunzhong，jianzuozhelunyidelijiaojiaozheimetongkudourenbuzhudongleceyinzhixin，kanxiangwodeyanshendoubianlewei，
renqunzhonghenkuaijiuchuanlaixixisusudeyilunsheng，
“bushi，zheinvdezenmedoubushuohua?youbuchaqianhebini?zenmeshuoyeshizijideqinzhinva，yaoshizhenbuguanbuguyetaihenxinleba。”
“shia，zheixiaonvhaihaicanjini，yikanjiushikuchushen，zheiyaoshibeijujuewodoubuganxiangxiangtayihoujiujinggaizenmehuo。”
“kongpazhinengdengsileba。”
我不停地深呼吸。
qingjizhixia，lijunjiuzhunbeidayingrangtazhujinwojia。