sihesile,sizaizuixinrendelianggerenshouli,yigeshitadeairen,yigeshitadehaoyou。
yuanlaitamenzaojiuanduchencanggoudazaiyiqi,quexinanlidedexiangshousihedefuchu,zaitameiyouliyongjiazhideshihoujiangtapianshangshantuixiashanyazhisi,zaitasihoudediernianjiujieweifuqi。
sihesihoulinghunyizhigensuitamen,kantamenxiangqinxiangaigongchengmingjiuhaizishengleyigeyouyige。
xushisihedeyuanniantaishen,rangtazhongshenghuidaozuikaishihaimeixiaxiangdeshihou。
zheiyishi,meiyouletadeanzhongbangzhu,meiyoutabangmangganhuojiejiwuzi,jiukantamenhainengbunengshoudezhufanzhongdenonghuole。
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1968nianquanguoshangxiaxiangyingguojiahaozhao,qingnianbiyeshengzhishifenzishangshanxiashanyuanfupianyuanxiangcun,jieshoupinxiazhongnongzaijiaoyu。
yigejiatingzuiduozhinengliuxiayigezinvzaishenbian。
zaineigeduoziduofudeniandai,yijiatingzuishaodoushengyousangehaizi,duozeqibageshenzhishijigehaizidoushizhengchang。
meigejiatingdoumianlinzhesheiqusheiliudejiannandexuanze,sijiayeshiqizhongzhiyi,tamenjiayijingtuoleliangnianduole,haizinianlingyedaole,buxiaxiangbuxingle。
zhiqingbanyijingshangmendongyuanhaojicile,tamenyebeichanglidelingdaojiaoqutanhuale,doushizaiquanshuoranghaizixiaxiangdeshi。
jializhengtangyanwuliaorao,zuozaizhuweidezhongniannanrenchouzheyangan,meitoujinzhoumanlianchourong,tapangbiangentanianjixiangdangdenvrenyeshiyilianchouyuncandan。
zhengshisijiadeyijiazhizhujiazhongdedingliangzhusixiangbeisifu,haiyousimu。
zheigeshihousifuhunzhuopibeideyanshenwangxiangjigezinvkaikou,“zhiqingbantongzhiyijingxialaile,womenjiayousangeminge,aiguo、xiaofenghaiyousihe。”
sijiawugehaizi,sannanliangnv,sihepaizaidisi。
dagesiaidangershiyisuiyijingchengjiahaiyouzijidegongzuo,buzaixiaxiangdemingdanli。
ergesanjiesiaiguohesifengshishuangbaotailiangrenjinnianshibasuiyijinggaozhongbiyeyinianle,zheigeshihoudaxuetingkeyijingmeiyougaokaole。
sihejinniangangmanshiqi,haiyougexiaodijinnianshisisui,tahaiyaobannianhoucaichuzhongbiye,daoneishitayaoshihaimeiyougongzuoyehuibeidongyuanxiaxiang。
butongyuqitasangenanhai,haiyoulongfengtaidejiejie,sihezaijiajiushigebubeiguanzhudeneige,jiejienengshuohuidaojiangjialirenhongdexinhuanufang。
youshixiangzhengzhejixiangdelongfengtaideqizhongyigezaijiayeshibeishouchongaide,dangranyaoshuozuishouchongdedangranshilaoyaosijianye。
sihexingzichenmenbuaishuohua,jialidoudangshihuangniujikoufanchiebusi,nengganhuojiuxing。
tingdaozheihuasifengdiyigebuleyi,jiaoshengdao“die,wobuxiangxiaxiang,xiaxiangtiaojianneimejiankuganhuohaineimeleizheibushiyaowodemingma?”
sifusimuduishiyiyan,doukanchuduifangyanlidechouxu,tamendangranzhidaojianku,yebuxiangranghaiziquneimeyuandexiangxiadifang。
keshizhengcedouxialaile,youjiyoukuaibushitamennengjuedingde。
“womenjiadeqingkuangnimenyezhidao,yinweiqiannianjinimendagemaigongzuohaiqianlewubaiduokuaiqiandewaizhaiyigeyueyaohaishibakuaiqian,xianzaidagaihaiyouliangbaiersaoshizheiyangmeihaiwan。”
“woxianzaidegongzishangmantianshujiashangbutieshiwushierkuaiqian,wogennimenniangshangliangguole,tagongzimeigesanshijiukuaiqian,banlibingtuigongzuorangchulairangnimenqizhongyigequdingtigongzuo,sheiqusheiliunimenzijijuedingba。”
shuowantademuguangzaishuangbaotaishenshanglaihuizhuandong,sheiqutamenshebude。
zhiyuweishenmebushilianggerendouliuxia,tamenlianglaobingtuini,dingtigongzuoshiyaocongxuetukaishisuangongzi,sannianxuetuyigeyuejiushiqibakuaiqian。
jialihaiziduo,kaizhida,qianliangnianjilaodajiehunhualebushaojiadi,laodadegongzuoyeshicongtamenjiamaide。
jiulianggerenshangban,yigegongzijiaqilaihaibudaoyibaikuaiqian,meinianmeiyuegezhonghuaxiao,genbencunbuleduoshaojiadi。
yaoshilianggerendoubingtuile,chulehaizhai,meigeyuesanshiduokuaiqiandegongzigenbenbugouchifande,guangshimeinianxuyaodemaimeiqiandoubugou,dongtianzhendehuidongsirende。
haiyaojiyigexiaxiangderenbushijiquwuzishenmede,liangrenquantuishizhenbuxing。
jirenyezhidaozheidian,neijiuzhiyouyigeminge,shuangbaotainikankanwowokankanni,yishijiandoumeirenshuohua。
sifengshitandewen“erge,woshinvhaizi,liqixiaoganbuleduoshaononghuo,haiyoukenengbeirenqifu,wokebukeyiliujiali。”
siaiguoyanshenduoshan,meiyoulijihuidatadehua,dixiatousikao。tayebuxiangxiaxiang,buxianggenyiqunnituizixiatianganhuo。
zaozaihenjiuzhiqianjiuyouxiaxiangderenle,neigeshihouhaishiziyuanbaomingxiaxiangde。
qulejinianhuilaiderenwuyibushiyoushouyouhei,shentiyanzhongyingyangbuliang,yifubeicuomoguodeyangziguangkanzhejingshenmianmaojiuhenbuduijing。
siaiguobizhongjiuqinghuida,“nifangxin,gelinglegongzikendingjinijiqianguoqu。”
zheishiyebuxiangrangdeyisile,sifengbukezhixindedengdaleyanjing,tameixiangdaoyizhitengaizijideshuangbaotaigegehuijujueta。
“ergenihaishibushinanrenle,juranrangwoyigenvhaizixiaxiangjiubupawoesi,huozhebeineixiexiangbalaoqifuma?”
“mingezhiyouyige,sheizhidaoniyihoujiarenlehuibuhuibagongzuodaiqupojia,xiaodidouhaizaini,zuiduodenggeyiliangniantayedaodongyuandenianji,rangtazenmeban。”
“nijiushijiekou,die,niangnimenguanguanerge,nayougegeburangmeimeide。”
“sheidoubuxiangxiaxiang,woweizijizhengquyixiazenmele,erqiewoyejiubinidajifenzhongpingshenmeyaorangzheni,yiqianrangdehaibugouduoma?”
“wojiushibuxiangxiaxiangninengbawozenyang……”
sihelengyanpangguan,kanzhexiriganqingyaohaodeshuangbaotaiweilesheinengliuxialaierchaojia。
dageduozaiyipangbuganchushengnulijiangdizijidecunzaigan。yinweitashishouyizhe,congmingdexuanzemingzhebaoshenburangyinhuoshangshen,tameigeyuedegongzidouyonglaihaizhai。
haiyaohaiyinianduodeshijiancaiyoushouru,chulechonggongdebufentamenhaikeyicunxialaiyidian。
dasaohuaiyunle,yuefendaledourangtazaifangjianxiuxi,buyongchulai。
pingshichaochaonaonaodexiaodijintianyetebiechenmo,dizhetoubuzhidaozaixiangshenme,shizaixiangjintiandenaojuhaishiweizijideweilaidanxin,sheidoubuzhidao。
mingmingshisangerenyaoxiaxiangsiheyezaiqizhongyeshisijiadehaizi,tamendouzijimorenlveguosihele,yinweitazhudingshiyaoxiaxiangdeneige。
shangbeiziyeshizheiyang,chaochaonaonaoeyuxiangxiangdouwangduifangxinwozichuo,zheichangnaojudaozuihouyemeichaochulaijieguo。
haishidaolewanshanglaoliangkoutichuchouqiandefangshijuedinglianggehaiziquliudewenticaiyijiejue。
zhiyousihezhidao,kansigongpingdejuedingqishilaoliangkougengpianxinerge,tiqiangaosutayaoxuannagenhuochai,choudaoduandeneigenjiuyaoxiaxiang。
zaiyijiarendejianzhengxia,shuangbaoxiongmeiliangyiqichouleqian。
“woxianlai,wodiyigechou。”sifengpafumupianxin,yaodiyigechou。
simuhenshidanding,jiangzhuangyoulianggenqianzidebeizifangdaotamianqian,rangtachou。
siaiguofeichangjinzhang,shengpatachoudaobeizuolebiaojideneigen,youbuganjiangmuguangfangdaobeizishangpaluxian。
fangxigaishangdeshuangshouzhuaizhekuzidebuliaojinjinde,etougengshiyinweijinzhangdouyinyinmaozhexihan,shengpashiyuyuanwei,chuanlaiduitabuhaoxiaoxi。