第一章 我女儿死了

wonversile,siyutasha。

neitiandexijie,suoyouderenheshi,woyibeizidouwangbudiao。

neitianzaoshang,wozhaochangxiansongnverquyoueryuan,lushanghaidayingleta,zhiyaotazheizhoubiaoxianhao,jiudaitaqutapanlehaojiudeyouleyuanwan。

daolebangwan,woyaoqujienverhuijiashi,popoqueturangaosuwobaiweijintianhuilai,huishunbianjiehaizi,rangwobajiashoushiyixia。

dangshibaiweiyijingchuchalezhengzhengyizhou,xiangdaowoweitazhunbeilehaojiudejingxi,wojidongdenanyizichi。

congcongdasaowanfangjianhou,wozhengzhunbeixizao,duanxin**quexiangle。

“你女儿出事了!”

zheizhapianduanxinrangworenbuzhuchixiaoyisheng,diukaishouji,jixuxizao。

kexinliquemomingfahuang,haojicihaichadianshuaidao。

xianglaixiangqu,wohaishijuedingqukankan。

jieguogangdaolouxia,jiujiedaolepopodedianhua:

“tongtongchuchehuole,kuaibuxingle,kuailaizhongxinyiyuanjiantazuihouyimian!”

wodangshifangfobeirenyingmianzaleyilangtou,xianxiezhanbuwen。

woshenzhihuaiyipoposhizaigenwokaiwanxiao。

mingmingzaoshangdeshihouhaihaohaodi,zenmejiuchushierle!

wofengleyiyangdelanchequleyiyuan,jiandaotongtongdeyishunjian,wohunshenxueyedoushilewendu。

taxiaoxiaodeshenzitongkudequansuozhe,youbianlianjiabeimodiaoleyidapianderou,wobuzhidaotadaodizaoshouleshenme,woshenzhibugantaishoupengta。

tongtongkandaowohouyanjingyiliang,chilidebianjiaomamabianshenchuxiaoshou,woganjinwozhu,qiangrenkuqiangshuo:“mamazai,bupaha,bupa。”

tongtonglianzhongdelihai,yijingxiaobuchulaile,danshiwoyijiuzaitadeyanjinglikandaolexiaoxingxing。tashuo:

“mama……tongtonghentong,yehenpa……danshi……tongtongmeikue……”

“mama……shenmeshihounengdaitongtongquyoule……”

tongtonghuahaimeiyoushuowan,xiaoshoujiuwulidechuixia,yanjingliqiwangdeguangmangzhongyuximie。

wozaiyerenbuzhu,haotaodaku。

neiyikewohenbudezhijiegenzhetongtongyiqiqule!

tongtongzouhou,wobugantongzhibama。liangweilaorenshentiyizhibutaihao,wopatamenchengshoubuzhu。

popohebaiweiyizhitanzuozaiyizishang,wuzhelian。

juewangdeqifenlongzhaozhewomen。

danshitongtongdeshitiyizhifangzaitaipingjianyebushigeshi,woqiangchengzhezhenglihaoqingxujibinyiguandadianhua。

dianhuagangdatong,haibudengwoshuohua,gangcaihaitanzaizuoyishangmeizhuyidepopojingrankuaibuchongguolai,yibajiangwodeshoujiduoleguoqu。

“huozangshenmehuozang,shuodegenbuyonghuaqianside,tongtongsile,shigenvhai,yebuyongruzupushade,suibianzhaogedifangmailejiushile,xiaoweiweizheigejialeisileihuodeburongyi,haiyaoyanghuoyijialaoxiaonijiubunengshengzhedianhuama?”

popokanzhewoyizhengyancideshuodao,wobuganzhixindedengdaleyanjing,suiranwozhidaojiupopozhongnanqingnv,danshimeixiangdaotajingranzaizheizhongshiqingshangfanhutu!

“ma,nizenmenengzheiyangshuo,tongtongyeshinindesunnva,wobutongyi……”

wohuahaimeiyoushuowan,popoyigebazhangjiuzhijieshanlexialai。

“youbudenitongyibutongyi,zheigejiahaibushininengshuodesuande,baiyifukusanglianjisheikanni,wokannixianzaishifanletianle,ganduiwodahuxiaojiao,niyaoshikanbuguanzheigejia,nigunchuqusiwaibiansuanle。”popolinglidekanzhewo,yibianshuozheyibianjiuyaozaiyiyuanliduiwodongshou。

wowuzhelianzhenjingdekanzhepopo,yibianwanghouduoshanyibianxiangyaokaikoujieshi。

“够了!”

jiuzaiwokuaiyaobeibidaojiaoluodeshihou,yizhimeiyouchushengdezhangfuquegaohanchulesheng,woxinlidunshiyinuan,jiusuanpopobuxihuanwo,zhiyaojialiyouzhangfuhehuwoyeshinengzhandezhujiaogende。

baiweibubuchaozhewoshenbianzoulai,danshimeixiangdaotadexingweiquerangwogengnanyizhixin,tashouzhijiezhizaiwonaodaishang,yilianbunaifandemoyang。

“linman,nishibushifengle,duimadahuxiaojiaode,wojuedemashuodemeicuo,tongtongsuibianzhaogedifangmaijiuxingle,niyaoshixianghuozangniyexing,zijichuqianqunong,buyaoweinanwohema。”

shuowanbaiweijiuzhijiezhuazhupopodeshoulikai,woxiangyaoquzhui,danshituiruanyi**tanzuozailedishang。

kanzhetamenlengmojueqingdebeiying,wojuewangdeyongshouwuzhulelian。

baiweiyigeshangshigongsidezongjingli,nianxinguobaiwan,zenmekenenglianzijinverdehuozangfeidounabuchulai?

dengwohuanguojingdeshihoupopohebaiweizaojiuyijingxiaoshidewuyingwuzong,wobusixindenachushoujijitamendadianhua,yedoubeizhijieguadiao。

neishihouwoganjuetiandoutale,yiyezhijianlaolehaojisui,toufabaichengyipian。

zuihouzhinengdidiaoweitongtonganpaihoushi,yigerenqusongtongtonghuohua。

tongtongdeguhuihehenxiao,zhiyoubazhangda。wobaozhetadeguhuiheliangliangqiangqiangdezouchuhuozangchangshi,juedezijidelinghunyegenzhetongtongyiqibeishaodeganganjingjing。

huidaojiashi,yijingshidiertianshangwudejiudianduole。womeidaiyaochi,youeyoulei,qiaoleqiaomenhou,bianwulikaozaiqiangshang,jinjindebaozhetongtongdeguhuihe,yanleirenbuzhuyouyonglechulai。

xujiu,meirenkaimen,womolebalian,nachushoujidasuanjipopodadianhua。

turan,weixinbengchulaiyitiaohaoyoushenqing,shiyigejiao“xxiansheng”demoshengren。beizhushi:

wozhidaoninversiwangdezhenxiang。