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zheidunfanchideyichangchenmo，lianyixianghuaduodexiaonandoumeizenmekaikou。
songzhaoyuanjitatiaocaitajiuchi，wentawentitajiuda。
danyebuyuanyiduoshuo，huozhijiezhuanergenwoshuohua。
songzhaoyuanyebuzaiyixiaonanduitadehuibi，zhishaoxianzaikanlai，xiaonannengshaoweilitayixia，jiuyijinghenbucuole。
wanfanzhihou，xiaonanlazhewozaipangbianpinjimu，songzhaoyuandagaizhidao，ruguotayoujiarujinlaidehua，fanerhuipohuaizheizhonghuanshengxiaoyudeqifen，suoyijiuyigerenzuozailingyibian。
dengxiaonanhuifangjianshuizhelezhihou，tahaizuozaineili。
wocaizhuyidaotashoulinazhedeshiyibenxiangce。
songzhaoyuanshoulinazhedeneizhangzhaopian，shitaweishubuduochuxianzaijiatingxiangcelideshenying。
xiaonanganggangxuehuizoulumeiduojiu，baomugenzaihoumianliangzhishouhuzheta，shengpashuaile。danshixiaonansihuhenxihuanbierenzaihoumianzhuita，niyuezhuitayuepao。
zhaopianshangxiaonanxiaodehenkaixin，eryoushangjiaozeyoulianggebuqiyanderenying，shiwogensongzhaoyuanzhengxiaozheshuohua。
kansifeichanghexiedejiatingrichang，danwohaiqingxidijide，bushizheiyangde。
neigeshihou，shisongzhaoyuandiyicigenwotilihun。
xiaonancaizheimedianerda，wodaxinyanlibuyuanyichaisanzheigejiating，danshisongzhaoyuantielexinyaogenzhusiyuezaiyiqi。
woxiaozhegentashuo：“nizhidaoshengxiayigehaiziyouduozaozuima？nizhidaocongguimenguanhuilaiyitangshishenmeganjuema？nizhizhidaoquzhusiyuedechuangzenmezou。”
“wohuirangnimenjiuzheiyangshunshunliliruyuan？chufeiwojiuzheimesile！”
“woshouliyeyougufen，younineixieqiqiguaiguaidezijinliandezhengju，lihunkeyi，wosuishidoukeyirangzhenggegongsihuiyuyidan，buxinjiushishi。”
songzhaoyuanyexiaole：“jiangyanyannixianzaizhendegenfengpozimeishenmeliangyang，nixihuanhaozhe，neijiuzheimehaozheba，duiwolaishuo，meiqubie！”
woshizhendexiangguogentayushijufende。
neigeshihou，wohaimeicongchanhouyiyuliwanquanzouchulai，jueduishishenmedouzuodechu。
真的很像个疯子吧。
fangzaipingchang，woshimeixiangguoyonggongsilaiweixietade。
zheijiagongsikeyishuoshiwomenyiluzoulaidezhengming，womendouweitafuchuletaiduoshijianhexinxue，songzhaoyuanhaidiaokan，zheijiagongsishiwomendiyigehaizi，yihoushengdehaiziyaoconglaoerkaishipaixing。
youciwojiabandaohoubanye，songzhaoyuanzouguolainazheyijianyifupidaowoshenshang。
taconghoumianbaozhewo，sushuotadeweiqu：“yanyan，wodoubuxiwangyouxiaohaile，huibuhuidaoneigeshihou，niyanlijiuchedimeiyouwole？”
neigeshihousongzhaoyuanaiwo，huiyinweiwohulvetaergandaoweiqu，womenzhijiandechaochaonaonaodouzhibuguoshidiaoji。
houlaiwomenzhongyuyouleqidaizhongzhenzhengdexiaohai，danshiyiqieyijingdoudabianyangle。
songzhaoyuanbazheizhangzhaopiannajiwo。
“wozhidaoshuozaiduoyemeiyouyong，woyihouhuigengduocanyujinlai，huixiangniyiyangweizheigejiazuodetongyangduo，haoma？”
wopielepiezui，meijiechaer。
woganshoudaoyiguturuqilaideweiqu，botaoxiongyongerlai。
songzhaoyuanyaogenzhusiyuezaiyiqideshihouwomeiku，woyigerenrenshouzhechanhouyiyudeshihouwomeiku，taweilelihunyongfuyangquanweixiewodeshihouwomeiku。
xianzaitingdaotazheimewenroudiqiqiu，wojuedezijihaoxiangyaokuchulaile。
为什么呢宋昭远？
weishenmenibunenghuidaowozhenzhengxuyaonideneigeshihouquni？
laidezheimechi，erqiehaikenengshiyichangxuhuan。
wodaxinyanerliqiaobushang。
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woshizaibushihenjide，songzhaoyuandaodishenmeshihougenzhusiyuegaozaiyiqide。
haoxiangturanyouneimeyitian，tajiukaishiduiwoyouxielengdan。
woshitanxingdikaiwanxiaowenleyiju，tayanshenshanduoleyixia，suijihuifuzhengchang：“shima？youkenengshizuijintaimang，youdianleile。”
woxiaozhewanqitadeshou，zaitalianshangqinleyixia，woshuozhidaotazuijinxinku，dengzheigedanzitanxialai，womenjiuyiqichuqulvyouba。
zheigeshihouwohaishenmedoubuzhidao，yizhidoumengzaiguli。
yeduokuilezheicilvyou，wocaizhidaosongzhaoyuanjiujingzaimangshenme，leishenme。
shijianshiwodingde，neigeshihouganghaoyouyiduankongxian，jibukeshi。
songzhaoyuansihuyouyidianchiyi，danzuihouhaishigenwoshuo：“hao，jiuyinishuode。”
zaihaidaoshang，xiulidefengjinglingrenxinkuangshenyi，zheiduanshijiandepilaoquandouyibigouxiao。
danshi，songzhaoyuanrengranhuixinbuzaiyan，ouerhaihuiduizheshoujifaxiao。
我都没有说破。
ranerxinlideyuganyijinghenbuhaole。
neitianxiawu，woxiangqushangchang，tatuituoshuoyigedananrenguangshenmeshangchang，tazhixiangzuozhehejibeipijiu，rangwoxiangmaishenmejiujinguanmai。
wojieguotanajiwodexinyongka，xiaodao：“zheimedafang？”
tashuo：“duilaopodangrandafang。”
wodaizhekazaishangchangliguangleyiquan，yuelaiyueganjuebushiziwei。
shishizhengming，wodezhijueshihenzhunde。
wozaihuiqudelushangchaletadexinyongkazhangdan，shechipindexiaofei，jiudiandedingdan，ganjuexindouchenlexiaqu。
kongpabushilaopo，tayekeyizheimedafangba。
jiusuanshiyouxinlizhunbei，dangwodakaijiudianfangmen，kandaoneiyimuzhihouwohaishishenglixingdikaishifanwei。
woshangqujiujilezhusiyueyierguang，ranhoubataliangdeyifuquanburengchulechuangwai。
songzhaoyuanguolailawo，zhusiyuejiuhenhendibaneiyierguanghailehuilai。
woshijingzhengtuotadeshou，zaizhengzhadeguochengzhong，tamenlianggecubujifangdoubeiwodezhijiazhuashang，wochenzheigejihuipaochulefangjian。
paodaozheicengloudedatingzhongjian，wonachushoujikaishidadianhua，songzhaoyuanchuanlejianyuyipaodaowomianqian：“jiangyanyan——”
woshijingdakaitadeshou，ranhouhuranjuedeyizhenxuanyun，zhijiejiudaolexiaqu。
chedishiquyishizhiqian，neishenbaisedepaozijiezhulewo，songzhaoyuanzhejidihan：“jiangyanyan！zenmele？genwoshuohua，yanyan！”
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我查出来怀孕了。
两个月。
yishengshuoyundaobushidawenti，jiushizaiwaimianzhongleshu，ranhouyixiaqijigongxindaozhi，xiuyangyiduanshijianjiuxingle。
songzhaoyuanjianwoxingle，paoguolaiwenwo：“yanyan，nixianzainalibushufu？”
wobalianzhuandaopangbianqu，bishangyanjing。
guobuyihuier，songzhaoyuandemamajurandalaoyuanpaoguolaile。
yishengguolaigenjiashujiaodaiyixieshiqing，wowenyisheng：“haizihaihaoma？”
yishengshuo：“nifangxinha，haizihenhao。”
wojixuwen：“keyidadiaoma？”
fangjianlideyihuhebingrendouchenmole。
songmamaxiaozhebayishengsonglechuqu，shuoxiaoliangkounaomaodunni，quanquandouxingle，fuqinayougeyechoude。
tazhuazhewodeshousiquan，shuowogensongzhaoyuanganqingduohao，dapindaoxianzaiyouduoburongyi，zheigehaizishiwomenganqingdejiejing，woshedefangxiama？
yifanhuashuodewoyanleizhidazhuan。
woqiangrenlehuiqu，kanzhesongzhaoyuan。
congwoxinglaikaishi，wonengganshoudaotaduiwodedanyouhaiyoukuijiu，tadebiaoqingshuomingleyiqie。
songmamashijingpailetajixia，shuojiwoxiefen，tayemeiyousihaoshanduohuozhebunai。
tazaizheilichengnuo，zaiwo、tamamahetahaizimianqianchengnuo，huigenzhusiyueduanjuewanglai，zaiyebuhuizuozheizhongshi。
tazaimianqianjizhusiyuedadianhua，rangtacizhi，shoushidongxizouren，renpingtaruhekunaoyehaobuxinruan。
woliuxialezheigehaizi，yuanyizaijitayicijihui。
woconglaimeiyouhouhuiguobaozhuxiaonan，tababayexushiyigehunqiu，danbukefourentashiwodetianshi。
zhishiwoyoushihouhuixiang，weilehaizibulihun，jianzhijiushiyigecuowuzhongshengdejueding。
zheizhongshiqing，youdiyicijiuhuiyoudierci，jiuruyehuoshaobujin。
zuikaishiyinweikuijiu，songzhaoyuanhuiduiwobaiyibaishun，chanjianzheixiejibendeshiqing，yicidoumeiyouluoxiaguo。
houlaiwobufangbianqugongsile，jiudaizaijialixiuyang。youyitiantaconggongsiwangui，wohaimeiyoushuizhe，tashenqingmoran，genwodejiaoliuyuelaiyueshaole。
wozhuyidaotashenshangdeyanweihunzazheyiguxiangshuiwei，suoyinazheyifuwenta。
songzhaoyuanjiweibunaifan：“wodoumeigenzhusiyuezaiyiqile，nihaixiangzenyang？”
congneigeshihoukaishi，wogensongzhaoyuanjiukaishipinfandichaojia，bingqiezaiyemeiyoulianaishixiaodaxiaonaoneizhongqingxingle。
shenglexiaonanzhihoumeiduojiu，womingxianchajuezijiqingxubutaiduijing。
wochangshiguozhaosongzhaoyuanqiuzhu，tashuo：“gennishuolewohenmang，nibuyaoduoshixingbuxing，niyiweiwoyuanyigennichao？”
wodeqingxudiluodaojidian，songzhaoyuanmamapaoguolaigenwoshuo，kexile，ruguonishengdeshiyigenanhai，yexujiubuhuizheiyangle，meishide，nimenhaiyoujihui，chennianqingzaiyaoyige。
tazaiwoerbiandiediebuxiu，najiayishengyoupianfang，naxiezhongyaoyouxiaoguo。
wozhijiebatamaganlechuqu。
ranhousongzhaoyuanyouguolaigenwonaoyichang。
wojiushizheigeshihou，shoudaolezhusiyuejiwofalaideyunjianzhaopian。