第6章 心理转变

aileyibazhangdedaijiasijizheigeshihoucaifaxiantadejudongyouduoyuchun,yanjianxiaofenglengyankanta,tazhiganjueshenziyizhibuzhudezhandou,youyizhongbeisishendianjishangledeganjue。

jihushizaishunjian,tajiusongle。

“扑通。”

tazhijieguidaozaidi,yiliankonghuangdekanzhexiaofeng,gubudeshangtong,mangqiuraodao:“dage,qiuninfangguowo,dage。”

jianxiaofengbushuohua,tagengjiayonglideketou,lianlianqiuraodao:“woshidiyicizuozheizhongshiqing,yishichongdong,yihouzaiyebuganle,yihouzaiyebuganle。”

“qiuninfangguowo,woshangyoulaoxiayouxiao,qiuqiuninfangguowo……”

toukezaidishangshengshengzuoxiang,daijiasijiquexiangshibuzhidaotengyiyang。

zheigeshihoutacaixiangdaohouguo,yuexiangxiaquyuehaipa。

ruguojiazhongdeqizizhidaotazuochuzheiyangdeshiqing,yidinghuihetanaolihun。

qinpenghaoyougairuhekanta?

同事该如何看他?

xiaofengyaoyaotou,meiyouyisiyuanliangdaijiasijidedasuan。

“chongdongshiyaofuchudaijiade。”

lenglengdiuxiazheiyiju,tatifandaijiasiji,zhijieshangqiantuodiaodaijiasijidechenyi。

“niyaoganshenme?nibiedongwo……”

daijiakonghuangdezaidishangdagun,qitufankang,tabumingbaixiaofengdasuanzuoshenme,xinzhonghaipajile。

zhishi,tadeliliangzaixiaofengmianqianheqimiaoxiao,xiaofengshouyitan,jiudanshoutiqileta。

suihou,xiaofengmaliudebodiaodaijiasijishenshangdechenyi,rutongtizheyizhixiaojiziban,tizhedaijiasijilaidaogonglupangbian。

erhou,xiaofengyongshouzhongdechenyijiangdaijiasijikunbangzaiyikeshushanghou,caitingzhidongzuo。

zheiyiguochengzhongdaijiasijijinghuangluanjiao,zhishiwujiyushi,beixiaofengbangzaishushanghou,tazhongyuxianrulejuewang。

他知道,他要完了!

paipaishou,xiaofengkanzhezijidejiezuo,manyidediandiantou,ranhoutaochushouji,zaidaijiasijidemianqianbotongbaojingdianhua。

wangzhedaijiasijijuewangjingkongdeyanshen,taxuanzewushi。

dengdaidianhuajietonghou,tajiangyanqiandeqingkuanggaozhi。

“ziyuanfurenqujiaochalukouxiyibaimifashengleyiqiqiangjieshijian,daituxianyijingbeiwokongzhi,qingmashangguolai。”

xiaofengparushishuodehua,huiduisuxuelindemingshengyouyingxiang,yincihuanleyigezuiming。

youhejingchajiaodailejiju,tagualedianhua。

jiangshoujisuishouzhuangzaikoudaizhong,taduizhebuyuanchudesuxuelinkanyiyan,chenyinyixia,zouleguoqu。

cikedesuxuelinhaichuzaifamengzhuangtai,congxiaofenglanjiedaitudaozhifudaitu,zheiyiqiefashengdetaikuai,kuaidaotahaimeiyoufanyingguolaijiuyijingjieshu。

zhidaoxiaofengzoujintashenqian,tacaihuiguoshen。

yanjiandebeizijiliangleyixiawudeweihunfuzhanzaishenqian,haijiulezijiyiming。suxuelinzhanglezhangzui,duizhexiaofengkan,tajuedezheigeshihouyinggaishuoxieshenme。

keshi……taquezenmeyeshuobuchukou。

taxinzhonghenjinzhang,tongshiyoujifenhaipa。

zheishitongguoduiwankuxiaofenglejiehou,xiayishichanshengdefanying。tabuzhidaoyinggaizenmemianduixiaofeng。

“zheimewan,niyouhelejiu,zhaodaijiataiweixian,yinggairangsijiqujienihuilaide。”

jiuzaisuxuelinbuzhidaogaizenmebanshi,xiaofengxiankaikoule。

tadeshengyinhenwenrou,xiangshizaiduidaizijideairen,duiyusuxuelingmeiyouhuijiachifan,duozhetadeshiqingzhiziweiti。

suxuelinwenyan,youxiefaleng,tayiweiyizhaotaduichuanwenzhongneigexiaofengdelejie,beiyigenvrenliangleyixiawu,xiaofengzenmeshuoyeyinggaibaotiaorulei,xiemanfennu。

keyanqiandexiaofengbiaoxiandetaibuzhengchangle,juranmianseruchang,shuohuadekouwenhaizheibanwenrou。

fangfo,tabingzaiyineijianshi……

keshi,yizhaotaduiwankuxiaofengderenzhi,zheizenmekeneng?!

haipajinzhangdeqingxuzaizheiyikebeiyihuoqudai,suxuelinduixiaofengqingqingdao:“ng,woyihouhuizhuyide。”

shuowan,taanzhongguanchaqixiaofenglai……

zheiyiguancha,faxianlexierangtajingyadedongxi。

doushuoxiangyouxinsheng,tazaigongsidalizheimeduonian,jiechuguohenduoren,tamendadoufuhezheiyishuofa。

ciketakanxiaofengdemianrong,zhiyoujianyi、zhengzhi、wenzhong,bujianyidianwankugaiyoudeqingfu、bukeyishi、ziaomoyang。

zheibiaoxiang,yuchuanwenbufua……

……

henkuai,jingchehuxiaoerlai。

xiaofengzhaoshou,lantingjingche。

congjingcheshangxialaiyiduijingcha。

daiduideren,yishenzhifu,yingzisashuang,daizhejifenyingqi。

heranshisuxuelindehaoguimi,linan。

kandaosuxuelindediyiyan,linanjiulianseyibian,tashunjianxiangdaoleshenme,mangkuaibuzoudaosuxuelinshenbian,jinzhangwendao:“xuelin,nizenmeyang?”

shuozhe,zhuazhesuxuelinlaihuikan。

suxuelinyaoyaotou,paipailinandeshoushiyimeishi,jianxiaofengzaizuobilu,lazhelinanqiaoshengdao:“guanjianshikebeitajiule。”

zhizhixiaofeng,jianlinankanguoqu,suxuelinyouxiaoshengbuchongyiju:“tajiushiwodeweihunfu,xiaofeng……”

“tashixiaofeng?shitajiuxiadeni?!”

paizhexiongfuhoupaqingxingzhongdelinan,tingdaosuxuelindehua,minruideyishidaoleshenme,wenchusheng。

genjucongsuxuelinchudezhideyouguanyuxiaofengdeshiji,taxiayishijiangzheijianshiqingyuxiaofenglianxiqilai。

“xuelin,zheihuoxushixiaofengweilehuodenidehaogan,guyishexiadejimou!”

jiangzheigecaicegaosulesuxuelin,linandunshiqifendewoquan,jiuzhunbeijiaoxunxiaofeng。

nazheizhongshiqingyanyingxiongjiumeidexi,bujuedehenexinme!

“等一下,楠楠。”

suxuelinxiayishiderenweibukeneng。

ruguoshiyanxidehua,xiaofengzaijiejuewandaitudeshihou,jiuyinggaifangledaitu,erbushidadianhuatongzhijingchalai。

erqiejiaodaijiayeshitalinshiqiyi,xiaofengzenmekenenghedaijiazaizheiduanduandeshijiannei,chanshenglianxi。

“wojuedebuxiangshi……”

duilinanyaoyaotou,suxuelindao。

zheigeshihou,xiaofengzhenghaozuowanlebiluxiangliangrenzheibianzoulai,tatingdaoleliangrenyadishengyindejiaoliu,buyouzhoumei。

laidaosuxuelindeshenbian,tabuzijuejiubeilinanneiaorendeshangweixiyinlemuguang,kanleyiyan。

zheiyijudongbeilinankanzaiyanli,talianselishibuhaodelenghengdao:“kanshenmekan!”

“胸大。”

xiaofengyaoyaotou,huidadao。

“什么?”

linanbeizheiyijudonggaodeyouxiemeng,renbuzhukanxiangsuxuelin。

conghuidesuxuelinzhidaoxiaofengdasuanshuoshenme,tagangaweiguimijieshidao:“wunao。”

pangbiandexiaofengrenbuzhuduisuxuelinkanqu,zheisudaxiaojiehaimanyouyoumoxibaode……

“你讨打!”

tingdaosuxuelindejieshi,linanquezhijiebaofale。

qifenxia,yijifenquanjiuzaxiangxiaofeng。

xiaofengmangshanduokaizaguolaidequantou,jinggaodao:“jingguan,wokemeifanzui,nizheiyangdejudong,woyouquanligaonilanyongzhiquan!”

linantingdaozheihua,yuejiaqifen,dengzhexiaofeng:“niqugaoa!”

yanjianliangrennaoqilai,suxuelinkanxiangxiaofeng,quanjiedao:“xiaofeng,nishaoshuoyijuba。”

“haoba,jisudaxiaojieyigemianzi。”

xiaofengbuzhikefoudediandiantou,songkaileshou。

“xuelin,nizenmekeyizheiyang!”

linanpiqishanglai,dengzhexiaofeng,dayouzaicichushoudejixiang。

kandaozheili,suxuelinmangshangqianyibu,dangzhulinan,zhizhidao:“nannan,bienaole。”

jilelinanyigeyanshen,taanziyaotou。

“我闹?!”

linanbukezhixindedengzhesuxuelin,jianguimihaidangzaixiaofengshenqianbudasuanrangkai,xiayimiao,tanianlexialai。

“好,我走。”

duizhexiaofengshenkanyiyan,talenghengyisheng,zhuantoudaizuifanhuijingju。

“dengwochachuzhenxiang,kanwozenmejiechuannidechouezuilian!”

tazaixinzhongananfahenxiangdao。

jingchelikaihou,xiaofengzhuantouduisuxuelindao:“wosongnihuiquba。”

“好。”

jiangchemendakai,dengsuxuelinshangchehou,xiaofengzuoshanglejiashiwei。

lushang,suxuelinanzhongguanchazhexiaofengdeyijuyidong,zheiyikan,tayuefajuedexiaofengyuchuanshuozhongde**dexingxiangbufu。

“daodi,nagecaishizhenzhengdexiaofeng?”

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