bolibeizazaidalishidimian，suipiansijian，hunzhexinghongdejiuye，xiangxue。
“chaoshenmechao？yigeshengrihuidougaobuanjing？”
wozhanzaixiaojiatiaogaosanceng、shuijingdiaodenghuangderenyanyundeketingzhengzhongyang，duizhegangcaibahongjiupozaiwogangmaidedazhelianyiqunshangdexiaowanqing，yeduizhezhouweineiyiquanyanshenlixiemanbiyihexingzailehuode“jiaren”，shengyinbuda，querangzhenggetingshunjiansiji。
jintianshixiaowanqingershisuishengri。
yeshiwo，xiaonianzhen，beixiaojia“ren”huilaidediyibaitian。
yibaitian，zugouwokanqingchuzheishigeshenmeyangdenitan。
“xiaonianzhen！nifashenmefeng！”xiaowanqingjingzhidezhuangrongliekaiyisijinghuang，henkuaibeigengnongdefennuyangai。taduozhejiao，jianshengzhize，“nizijizoulubuzhangyanzhuangshanglai，poniyishenzenmele？nineishenditanhuozhijigeqian？wozheikeshi**ban！”
tashenbian，woneixueyuanshangdeqinshengmuqinlinwanroulikexintengdilouzhuta，yongkanbingdudeyanshenwanzhewo：“wanqingbieqi，gengemeijiaoyangdeyeyatoujijiaoshenme？zanglequnzimazaijinimaishitiao。”
xueyuanshangdefuqinxiaozhenguo，chenzhelian，weiyanshizu：“nianzhen，ji**meidaoqian！huilaizheimejiu，guijuyidianmeixuehui，piqidaoshijianzhang！”
womingyishangdedagexiaoyunqi，ergexiaoyunfan，yirenduanzhejiubeilengyanpangguan，yirenbunaifandizhoumei，fangfowoshizheichangshengdayanhuishangweiyidebuhexieyinfu，dianwuletamendeshangliushehui。
kan，duozhengqideyijiaren。
weiwozheige“zhenqianjin”jingxinzhunbeide“huanyinghuijia”biaoyan，chixuleyibaitian，zhongyuzaiwozheigebushixiangde“eren”jiaolejiaqianjinshengriyandezheiyike，chedisixialewenqingmaimiandehuapi。
“daoqian？”wochelechezuijiao，meixiaochulai，zhijuedexiongkouneituanbielesangeduoyuedemenqi，mengdishaochengleguntangdeyanjiang。shixiansaoguoxiaowanqingneizhanglihuadaiyudelian，saoguolinwanroukebodezuichun，saoguoxiaozhenguogaogaozaishangdelengmo，zuihouluohuimandidelangjie。“gaidaoqiande，nandaobushita？polewoyishen，haidaodayipa？”
“nihushuo！”xiaowanqingkudegengxiong，fangfoshouletiandadeweiqu，“ba！ma！nikanta！tajiushixianghuilewodeshengri！”
linwanroulikepaizhetadebeianfu：“baobeibuku，majinizuozhu！”tazhuanxiangwo，shengyindouranbagao，jianlicier，“xiaonianzhen！wogaosuni，zheigejia，youwanqingjiumeini！nizijishenmechushenxinlimeishu？yaobushiwomenkelianni，nihaizaineigepodifangjianlajini！rangnizhujinlaishitaijuni，nihaidengbizishanglianle？gun！xianzaijiujiwogunchuqu！”
“gun？”wozhongfuleyibianzheigezi，binglengdeyanjiangliubiansizhibaihai。sangeyueqian，wonazheqinzijiandingshu，daizheyidiandianduiqinqingdeshewangzoujinzheizuohaohualaolongshi，dagaizenmeyexiangbudao，zuihouhuiyizheiyangyige“gun”zishouchang。
“hao。”wodiantou，shengyinchuhuyiliaodipingjing，shenzhidaizheyisiwozijidoumoshengdeqingsong。“wogun。”
zaisuoyourencuoe、biyihuoshibuguanjidemuguangzhong，wowanyao，bushiqujianwoneipojiudefanbubao——tagulinglingditangzaijiaoluo，hezheiligegeburu——ershijianqileyipianzuida、zuifenglidebolisuipian。
“buguo，”wozhiqishen，niezheneipianbianyuanruilideboli，zhijianchuanlaiqingxidecitonggan，rangwohunluandedanaoyichangqingxing。wokanxiangxiaowanqing，tadedeyihaimeilaidejiwanquanzhankai，jiujiangzailelianshang。“zaiwogunzhiqian，youxiezhang，desuanqingchu。”
wobaneipianboli，zaishoulidianledian，xiangdianliangyijianchenshoudexiongqi。muguangsuosixiaowanqing。
“sangeyueqian，woganglai，fangzaichoutilideneigeyufoguazhui，shininazoudeba？zhuantoujiudaizailenizijibozishang，shuoshimamaxinsongnideshengriliwu？”
萧晚晴脸色一白。
linwanroulikefanbo：“hushuobadao！neishiwanqingzijidedongxi！”
womeilita，jixushuo：“lianggeyueqian，wofangzaixiyifangzhunbeixideyundongxie，limianguanmanleqianglijiaoshui，yeshinigandeba？”
“nixuekoupenren！”xiaowanqingjianjiao。
“yigeyueqian，”wodeshengyingengleng，niezhebolideshouyegengjin，“wofangzaishuzhuoshangdefuxiziliao，zenmeneimeqiao，jiudiaojinlehuayuandepenshuichili？laoqilaideshihou，yigezidoukanbuqingle。neitianwanshang，wohaoxiangkandaoninazheshuibeizaierlouyangtai‘xinshang’yejing？”
xiaowanqingdeyanshenkaishihuangluan：“ni……niyouzhengjuma？meizhengjujiushiwuxian！”
“zhengju？”woxiaole，zheidagaishiwohuidaoxiaojiahou，diyicizhenxinshiyidixiao，suiranxiaodeyoudianshenren。“woyaoneiwanyierganma？”
我往前走了一步。
xiaowanqinghedemengdihoutui，gaogenxiechadianweijiao，beilinwanrousisifuzhu。
“xiaonianzhen！nixiangganshenme！”xiaozhenguolishenghedao，shituyongtadajiazhangdeweiyanyazhuwo，“baoan！batajiwo……”
“ba！”wodaduanta，diyiciyongzheigechenghu，quebinglengdemeiyouyisiwendu。“ninjishenme？wozhishigen‘meimei’suandianxiaozhang。bijing，biqitazuodezheixie‘xiaoshi’，”wodemuguangzhuanxianglinwanrou，yousaoguopangbianneilianggesuoweidegege，“biqinimensuoyourenduiwozheigeqinshengnver、qinmeimeide‘houai’，wozheidian‘e’，suandeleshenme？”
datinglisiyibandejijing。shuijingdiaodengdeguangliangdeciyan，zhaozaimeigerenshensegeyidelianshang，xiangyichuguangguailulideyaju。neixiepingriliduanzhejiazidemingliubinke，cikedoupingzhulehuxi，shenzhangbozikanzhezheinandeyijiande“haomenmixin”xianchangzhibo。
woniezheneipianboli，bingliangdechuganjintiezhezhifu，neixiweidetongchuqiyidiyaxialexiongqianglifantengdeyanjiang。sangeyuejizandequru、fennu、bugan，xiangbeiqiangxingsaijinleyigexiaxiaoderongqi，chendiandiandizhuizaixindi。gun？dangranyaogun。zheijinsilongzi，zheixuqingjiayi，zheibichengzhongcunchuzuwuhaibinglengdedifang，woyifenzhongdoubuxiangduodai。
danwobunengjiuzheimehuiliuliudigun。
“linnvshi，”wodemuguangluozailinwanrouneizhangbaoyangdeyiquexiemankebodelianshang，buzaichenghuta“ma”。“ningangcaishuo，rangwogun？xing。buguo，dangchunimenbawocongneige‘jianlaji’dedifang‘taiju’huilai，shuohaodeershiwanbuchangjinni？haiyouzheisangeyuedeshenghuofei，anzhaonimenxiaojiadebiaozhun，zongdejieqingba？xianjinhaishizhuanzhang？woganshijian。”
linwanroudelianshunjianzhangchengzhuganse，tuzhexianhongzhijiayoudeshouzhiqidefadou：“ni……nizheige……haiyaoqian？！nichiwomendezhuwomende……”
“dazhu。”wotaishou，zuolegezantingdeshoushi，dongzuofudubuda，querangxiaowanqingyouwanghousuolesuo。“wochideshinimenjiabaomuzuodefan，zhudeshinimenjiakefang。neiershiwan，shinimenzhudongtichu，yonglai‘mibu’woheyangfumuzheiershinianguroufenlide‘sunshi’。zenme，xianglaizhang？yexing。”
wohuanglehuangshoulidebolipian，fenglidebianyuanzaidengguangxiashanguoyidaohanmang。“zhenghao，woguangjiaodebupachuanxiede。mingtiangedameitidetoutiao，biaotiwodouxianghaole：‘haomenxiaoshirenhuizhenqianjin，bairinvedaijingweilaizhangershiwan’。xiaozong，”wozhuanxiangliansetieqingdexiaozhenguo，“ninshuo，zheixinwengoubugoujingbao？duinimenxiaoshidegujiayingxiangdabuda？”
xiaozhenguodesaibangziyaodesijin，etouqingjinzhitiao。tashigeshangren，zuikanzhongdeshilianmianheliyi。zheidatingli，duoshaoshuangyanjingkanzhe？duoshaoerduotingzhe？jintianyaoshirangwonazhebolipiannaoxiaqu，huozhezhenrangwochuquluanshuo，xiaojialikejiuhuichengweiquanchengdexiaobing！tadiubuqizheigeren。
“goule！”tadihouyisheng，shengyindaizhejiliyayidenuhuo，yanshenxiangcuiledudedaozishexiangwo。“xiaonianzhen，nizhenshi……haoyangde！”tajihushicongyafenglijichuzheijuhua，suijiduipangbianyigeguanjiamoyangderenhoudao：“laozhang！quwoshufangbaoxianju，naershiwanxianjinjita！zainaliangwan！kuai！”
“ba！”xiaowanqinghelinwanroutongshijianjiaochusheng。
“bizui！”xiaozhenguomengdihechi，yanshenxionghendisaoguotamenmunv，daizheburongzhiyidejinggao。linwanrouzhanglezhangzui，zuizhonghaishibuganxindibishangle，zhishilouzhexiaowanqingdeshoushoudegengjin，kanxiangwodemuguanghenbudejiangwoshengtunhuobo。
guanjialaozhangdongzuohenkuai，budaowufenzhong，jiutizheyigechendiandiandeheiseshoutixiangguolai，dangzhesuoyourendemiandakai。limianzhengqimafangzheyitatazhanxindebaiyuandachao，hongdeciyan。
“xiao**，nindiandian。”laozhangbaxiangzifangzaiwojiaobian，yuqidaizhegongshihuadeshuli。
wodunxiashen，meiqudianneihouhoudechaopiao，zhisuiyifandongleyixiazuishangmiandejita。zhanxindezhibiteyoudeyoumoweizuanrubiqiang，daizhejinqianbinglengdeyouhuo。zaisuoyourenfuzadezhushixia，wo“pa”diyishengheshangxiangzi，linqita，lingyizhishouyijiuniezheneipianboli。
“xiele，xiaozong。zhangqing。”wozhanqishen，linzhexiangzi，zoudaojiaoluojianqiwoneixidefabaidefanbubao，suiyidikuazaijianshang。chendiandiandexiangzizhuidewoshoubeifama，queyouyizhongqiyidetashigan。
muguangzuihousaoguozheifulitanghuangdeketing，saoguoneiyizhangzhanghuojinge、huobiyi、huofennu、huoshibuguanjidelian。xueyuan？qinqing？zaixiaojia，zheilianggecilianjiadexiangdishangdebolizha。
“yihou，xiaonianzhenhenimenxiaojia，qiaoguiqiao，luguilu。”wodingzhexiaozhenguo，yiziyijudishuo，“woshicong‘podifang’laide，danwodegutou，meinimenxiangdeneimejian。nimenqianwode，wohuizijinahuilai。bushiyongyanlei，shiyongnimenzuizaihudedongxi。”
shuowan，wozhuanshen，tingzhijibei，meizaikanrenherenyiyan。gaogenxiecaizaidalishidimian，fachuqingcuideshengxiang，yibuyibu，chuanguojijingderenqun，zouxiangneishanchenzhongde、xiangzhengzhecaifuyugejuededamen。
shenhou，shixiaowanqingdaizhekuqiangdekongsu：“ba！ma！nimenjiurangtazheimezoule？taweixiewomen！tahainazhexiongqini！”
linwanroujiankedeshengyinjinsuiqihou：“meiliangxindexiaojianzhong！naleqianjiuxiangpao？baojing！gaotaqiaozha！”
haiyouxiaozhenguoyazhehuodedihou：“doujiwobizui！haixianbugoudiurenma？！”
yijizhouweibinkeyayibuzhudeqieqiesiyu，xiangwushuzhicangyingzaiwengwengzuoxiang。
zheixieshengyin，zaiwolakaineishanhouzhongtongmen，taruwaimianchuxiaweiliangdeyefengshi，shunjianbeigejue。
shenhoushidenghuohuihuangdelaolong。
yanqian，shinihongshanshuoquetongyangbinglengdechengshiconglin。
woshenxiyikouqi，daizheershierwanxianjinheyipianranlezijizhijianxuedebolisuipian，rongruleyese。
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