第4章

重生在17岁这年。

rujin,shitaganghuidaojiangjiadeshihou。

sanbainianguoqu,qianshideshiqing,qishitayijidebushineimeqingchu。

danyouxiedongxi,quekegumingxin,yongyuanwufayiwang。

biru,aiyuhen,kunanyujiaren。

qianshi,tacongxiaoshengzhangzaiyigepinqiong、luohou、zhongnanqingnvdeshancunli,shoujinkuchu。

neishiderizibukanhuishou,meitiantianbuliangjiuyaoqichuangganjiawu,tianheitoulehaizaidiligannonghuo。

jialishenzhibuyuanyirangtashangxuedushu,ruofeitachengjiyouyi,xuexiaojitayixiejiangxuejin,huoxuxiaoxuebiyejiuchuoxuequbangchenjialile。

zongranruci,yeshidamabuduan。

xiaoxiaodetawulifankang,meitiandoukanzhetaiyang,panzheyouchaoyiri,likaizheidiyubandeshenghuo。

yizhipandaoshiqisuizheinian,jiangyuntingfufuzhaoshangmen,shuo,tamencaishitadeqinshengfumu。

jiangyuntingduitashuo,shiqinianqianbuxiaoxinnongdiuleta,xianzaibabamamalaijietahuijia。

takudehencan,faxielebanshengleweiqu。

tasuizheqinshengfumuhuidaojiangjia,kandaolejiazhonghaohuadebieshu,shubuqingdeyifushoushi,yiqiedouneimemingmei。

tayiweizijihuidaoletiantang,yibeizidouhuixingfuxiaqu。

keshi,zheigexingfudejiali,yijingyouleyigenver。

zaoyirongbuxiadiergeyimoyiyangdeshenfen。

manmande,tafaxian,qishibabamamagenbenbuxihuanta。

tamenzhiaijiangluoluo,congmeiyouzhenzhengaiguota。

zheigetashiweijiushudejiating,genbenjiubuhuanyingtadeguilai。

tahenxiangwenyiwen,jiranbuhuanyingta,weishenmehaiyaobatajiehuilai?

bucengqiwangguo,huoxutajiubuhuineimenanguole。

kemeidengwenchukou,tajiusizaileyigeyuye。

beiyigezuihan,kaichezhuangsi,shiguwucun。

jialimeiyourenweitashangxin。

tamenjiangtadeshigumaizanghou,youqilerongrongkaishilexindeshenghuo。

haoxiangshiquyigeta,fanerrangtamendeshenghuo,zhongxinburulezhenggui。

neishihoutaxiang,sileyehao。

此生算是解脱。

buliao,tasihoumeiyouhunguitiandi,ershizailingyigeshijiexinglai。

zaineigeqiangzheweizundexiuxianshijieli,tatianfujuejia,kaozheyishouchushenruhuadefuzhoujiyi,congxiaoxiaolianqidizi,yibuyibuwangshangzou,chengweizuinianqingdejindan、yuanying。

zuzusanbainian,tayishixiuxianjiefuxiudiyiren。

sanbainiandeshijian,zuyilingqianshiguowang,jinweihuichen。

zhidaodachengleijie,tatingdaotiandaodeshengyin,shuotashangyouxinmoweijie。

leijiejiangtapihuicishicidi,zhaoshizhetadexinmoliyingzaici。

jiangcixiangbumingbai,zheigezaoyibeitayiwangdeshijie,haiyoushenmedongxi,nengrangtazhinianchengmo。

xiangbutong,jiangcibianmeizaixiang,zhuanerdingzhezijidezhijian,weiweihuadong,ganshouzhezhijianlingliliudong。

zheigeshijielingqihenruo,ruguobenlingbugouda,wanquanmeifaliyong。

tajiyigaochao,yinciqianshidefuzhouhainengyong,danzhinengfahuichuxiuxianjiebaifenzhiyideweili。

fouze,jintianzheidaojijinjingmiaodezhenyanfuzuandaotinei,jiangluoluojiubuzhishizhishuochuyanhuishangdeshiqingle。

feiderangtabacongxiaodaodadekuixinshi,yijianyijiandouluochulaibuke。

buguo,baifenzhiyi,yezugouyongle。

zaizheishijian,zuyirangtaanwenwuyou,jinxinsiyi。

jiangcitaiqishou,qingqinghualeyidaozhiliaofu,luozaizijishoubeishang。

neiliyuanxianyouyidaozhengningdetangshang,zaifuzhouzuoyongxia,rouyankejianbiandedanlexiaqu。

jiangciningqizhijian,zhunbeizaihuayidaofu,quefaxianzhijiandelingliyuefaxibo。

talengleyixia,henkuaifanyingguolai,zheigeshijiedelinglishizaitaishao,duanzanzhijian,zhigoutayongyicide。

tameizaiqiangqiu,tuosai,xianrulechensi。

shangtianranghuafudejiyipeitahuidaoxianzaideshijie,jiushijitazuidadeyizhang,tayaoxiangbanfa,haohaoliyongcaibugufu。

huoxu,yaoxianggefazi,zhongxinxiulian。

想了想,并无头绪。

jiangcimeizaiweinanziji,shenlegelanyao,zhunbeihaohaoxiuxiyixia。

qitadeshiqing,huitouzaishuo。

sisuojian,qichekaijinlejiangjiadamen。

zhandi6mudezhuangyuanbieshuqishihuihong,kanshangqugaobukepan,angguizhiji。

zheiyangdehuanjing,renshisheidouhuirenbuzhukewang。

jiangciyixiache,quetinglejiaobu,chouchubuqian。

tazhuxiufudao,duifengshuizhixuebingbujingtong,dandaodiyousuoshelie。

jiangjiazheipianbieshuqu,guihuadeshihouyinggaijiuzhaodashikanguo,qianyouhe,houyoushan,shijucaizhidao。

danpianpian,zhulouchuyuheliuzhuanwanbeimian,zhazhashishidefangongsha。

fangongsharongyiqilizisan,xinfeibuping。

jiangyuntingxintingda,yebuduozhaogerenkankan。

yejiushizheifengshuikebuzhuta,fouzetazenmeyedejiaojiangyuntinghuangefangzi。

jiangcimianwubiaoqingzoujinqu。

bieshulideyongrenkanjianta,douqiaowushengxi,xiangmeikanjianyiyang。

congtahuijiadiyitian,tamenjiuxiangshidelefenfu,shizhongduitabaochizheiyangshierbujiandetaidu。

jiangcimianbugaise,huanbuzoujinyiloudefangjianli。

zheishijiangjiajitazhunbeidefangjian,yilouyangmian,ershiduoping,daiweishengjian、yimaojian,fangzaiputongrenjia,shifeichangfeichanghaodetiaojian。

qianshi,jiangciyehenmanzu。

dangenjiangluoluoweiyuerloudedataofangxiangbi,jiuyoudianbugoukanle。

jiangluoluoneigetaojian,tajinquguoyici,henda,xiangwaitoumaideyitaopingcengneimeda。

duliweiyu,duliyimaojian,dulishufang,gongzhufengdewoshi,baimanlelinianlaimengwanyuesongtadezhenguiyuqi。

jiangcizhanzaichuangqian,xiangleyihuier。

zaixiuxianjieshijianjiule,duoshaonianlaizijiduzhanyigeshantou,zheifangjian,xiaodebiequ,tazhubuguan。

zhonghuoyishi,zenmeyebunengweiquziji。

tameirangrenbangmangdexiguan,shenshoujuanqizijidepugai,kangzaijianshang,tashanglouti,zouxiangerlou。

baomuzhangmajingle,lianmanghanzhuta:“xiaoci,nishanglouganshenme?”

“niyaoshaibeizidehua,quyuanzili,loushangbunengqu!”

姜词没搭理她。

tamenshitaweiwuwu,tadangranbuhuidangzheixierenshiren。yixiekanbujiandedongxibale,jiligualashuoleshenme,tingbuqingchu,yebuxiangting。

takangzhepugaizoudaojiangluoluofangjianmenkou,tuikaimen。

rumushiyipianfensedehaiyang。

jiangcilalebayizi,jiangzijidepugaifangzaiyizishang。

bajiangluoluodedongxijuanbajuanbaquanbudoudaochuangdanli,rengdaolemenwai。

rengwanchuangpurengzhuoyi,rengwanzhuoyirengbaijian。

youdakaiyimaojian,bajiangluoluodeyifuzhaixialai,yikuairenglechuqu。

gezhelangan,youxiexiaoyifu,shenzhipiaoluodaoleyilou,luodaoyongrenlianshang。

yizhineiyipiaopiaoyaoyao,luozaizhangmalianshang,gaizhutadeshixian,zhangmashenshoubalaxialai,kanqingchushouzhongdebuliao,zhouranjianjiaoyisheng。