第二章 主动放弃

dantakanxiangsuyunweideshihou,yanshenquegewaidewenrou。

suyunweirourouruoruodedianlexiatou,shixianqueyizhigenzhehanxiaoyue。

“zheigechunhuoyizhidoushizhichangzi,conglaidouzhihuizhijienaochulaide,zenmejintianzheimeanjing?kanlaiwohaidezaijiabajing。”

yihuidaofangjian,hanxiaoyuebianbahansuijituizoule。

kanzhezheigeshuxidefangjian,hanxiaoyuezhijuedehuangrugeshi。

qianshisuyunweigangchengweihanjiadenver,meiduojiu,gegemenjiuzizuozhuzhang,bazheijianzuihaodewofangrangjilesuyunwei。

erzijiyinweiyaoshangdaxuedeyuangu,dagetamenyoumeiqimingyue,yaopeiyangzijidedulixing,jiuyingshiyaoqiuhanxiaoyuezhuzaixuexiaosushe,buxuhuijia,。

dengdaofangjiahuijiadeshihou,hanxiaoyuecaizhongyufaxian,yuanlaitamenbazijituichuqu,shiyinweigenbenmeidasuanzaijialijizijiliufangjian。

zuihouneigejiaqi,hanxiaoyueyewanquanshijizaiyongrendefanglishuide。

mingmingxuexiaojulijiali,yezhiyouershifenzhongdechecheng。

mingmingjializheimedajianbieshu,guangfangjiandouyoujishige,quemeiyouyijianshishuyuzijizheigezhengpaidehanjianverde。

hanxiaoyuexinyoubugan,meimeiyaohetamenlilunshi,gegemenyouhuibanchuneifanlaoshengchangtan。

“yunweidebabaweilejiunidoudiuleming,nirangtayijianfangjianzenmele?zheikeshijiumingzhien,nibuhuibao,gegementinibaodale,nizenmehainengzuochuzheixieqiangdiaolai,womenhanjiameiyounizheiyangwangenfuyidenver!”

meicitingdaozheiyangdehua,hanxiaoyuedoubeihedezaiyebuganfanbo。

erxiongzhangmenweilechengfazijidebutinghua,yeshiyiranjuerande,lianxuduanlezijizhengzhengyigexueqideshenghuofei。

weilebubeiesi,hanxiaoyuejiuzhinengheqitajiajingpinkundetongxuemen,yiqiwaichujianzhidalinggong。

kexuexiaoli,shiyourenzhidaohanjiademingtou,yezhidaozijishenfende。

meimeikandaohanxiaoyuezaiwaimianjirenduanchasongshui,zheixiehaoshidetongxuejiuhuitiaochulaiyidunchaofeng。

shuotangtanghanjiadeqianjin,zenmehuilunluodaozheizhongdibu?guoranhanxiaoyuewangrichuixuzijishihanjiadenver,kendingdoushijiade。

yezhiyouxiangsuyunweizheiyangmeitianchuanjindaiyin,tantuluoluodafangde,caikenengshiqianjinxiaojie。

yinweizheiyangdeneiyouwaihuan,bayuanbenmingmeiyangguanghuopodehanxiaoyue,jiyingshengshengbichuleyiyuzheng。

tadaxuehaimeibiye,jiuyinweixinlihejingshenshangdegezhongjibing,huanghuanghuhudelaidaolehaibian,ranhouzhanzaidalujiadebianyuan,jiangzijitoushendaolehaidizuishenchu。

zijidouyijingfangqidikang,shenzhiweicizangsonglexingming,weishenmemingyunfeideyaozijizaizhonglaiyici。

hanxiaoyuezhiyaoshaoweixiangxiang,jiujuedexintongdaowuyifujia。

tajinjindejiuzhuxinkoudeyishang,piankehouzhengkaiyanjing,shenzhizhongyuqingxinglexuduo。

“jirantaotuobudiao,neizijijiubixudezuochuyixiegaibianle。”

“fanzhenggegemenhenzijirugu,yemeibiyaozaizaitamenmianqianjinxiaoshenweile。zheisuyunweijiranneimexiangyaochengweihanjiaxiaojie,neijiurangtazuozheiweiyidedaxiaojieba。”

xiangba,hanxiaoyueshenxiyikouqi,jiangyijudakai,balimianyixiezhiqiandedongxi,quandouzhuangzaiyiqizangleqilai。

weileyihoushangdaxue,buhuiyinshenghuofeidewentiershouzhiyuren,zijibixudetiqianzuohaodasuan。

zaishoushideshihou,tawuyijianpiejianleyixieyanshudewanyier。dunleyixiahou,hanxiaoyuebianbazheixiedongxiquanbudaizaileshenshang。

louxia,huanyingsuyunweichengweihanjiaqianjindeyanhuiganggangkaishi。

dagehananyinweichuchazanshihuibulai,jiuyoushanzhangyishudesangehanshunfuzezuzhihezhuchi。

“hao,huanyingdajialaicanjiajinwandeyanhui。xianzaijiuyouqingwomenjinwandehanxiaoyuerengong,yunweixiaojielaiqiedangaoba。”

hanshunshuozhe,yibianjiangqiedangaodedao,xiaoxindidaosuyunweideshoushang。

takanzhesuyunweideyanshen,shifendeciai,fangfoduifangcaishitadeqinshengmeimei。

“buduiya,haishaoyigerenya,hanxiaojie,hanxiaoyuehaimeidaoni,zenmejiukaishiqiedangaole?”

“biezhisheng,guantani,fanzhengshitamenhanjianeibudeshiqing,womenyezhishilaizuogejianzheng,cougeshubale。”

zuoweidangdisandalongtouqiyezhiyi,ziranbuhuiyousheiganqingyizhihuihanjiadeshiqing。

dengdaodangaodoufenwanle,hanxiaoyuedecaikeyicaizhedian,manyouyoucongloushangxialai。

zhongrentingdaotaxialoudeshengyin,wenshengkanqu,shunjianxuduorendouanzifachuledishengdechaoxiao。

“tianna,zheijiushisuoweidehanjiadaxiaojieya,zenmechuanyidabanzheimedemeipinwei,zheiyaoshichuanchuqu,kedebarenxiaohuasi。”

“jiushishuoya,haishizheiweiyunweixiaojieqizhigaogui,dabanjingli,caigengxiangzhenzhengdeqianjinxiaojie。”

jishizaixiang,tayebingbushiya。

zheixierenzhiguzhechaofengquewangjisikao,weishenmesuyunweiyigegangrendeganmeimei,huichuandebihanxiaoyuehaihao。

“niguolaizuoshenme?haichuanchengzheigeyangzi,shixiangrangrenbawomenhanjiaxiaohuasima?”

neibianhankangdelianse,yijingyinchendaobuxingle。

hanshunyaozhuchichoubukaishen,hansuibuhuiguan,jiuzhiyouhanweiqifenbuyidezouguolai,henhenzhuailehanxiaoyueyiba。

“jiranjintiandezhujiaoshisuyunwei,neiwodangranbunenggouqiangtadefengtoule,zhiyuzheixiedongxi,shiwojingxinzhunbeihaode——”

meidehanxiaoyuebahuashuowan,suyunweijiuxiaoyiyingyingdeduanlekuaidangaozouguolai。

“xiexiejiejie,haiyuanyicanjiawodeyanhui,wohaiyiweijiejieshengwodeqi,buhuilaileni,wugeniyezhenshide,jiejiehaishigenvhaizi,nizenmenengzheimeculudeduitani?”

“ganghao,wozheilihaishengxialeyikuaidangao,jiuqingjiejiechileba,yesuanshiwodeyidianxinyi。”

suyunweiduanzheyizhangxiaolian,shuochulaidehuaquejiaqiangdaibangde,juranhaizhezhongqiangdiaole“shengxia”zheilianggezi。

erqietayibianshuo,haiyibiancongshoushangtunxialeyitiaoxiangqianzhefenzuandebaijinshoulian。

“haiyouzheige,suiranshiergesongwode,danshiwojuedetataiguizhongle,wopashipeibushang,jiuzhihaojiehuaxianfosongjijiejiele。xiwangnengjiezheigedongxi,rangwohejiejiedeguanxihuanheruchu。zhishi,jiushibuzhidaoergedabudayingni。”

zheitiaoshouliankanzhedaoshishifenyanshuya。

qunianzijizaizazhishangxiangzhongle,xiangrangergejiangtasongjizijizuoshengriliwu,jiudangshihaizijibangtatouzichenggongdexielile。