倔强挣扎的情感

qinyeshizhendexintengzijiazhuzide。

yankanzhezhuzidouxiaosanshiderenle,yebulianai、bujiehun,chengtianshouzhexinlideweichengguorizi。

tamingbairongshaodouyijingjujuehuiguole,yinweitabuxiangcanjiaguxihonggenqindoukoudehunli。

danshi,dangtamennadaodeqinjiujiudeziliaoshang,xianshicongqinjiujiunianxiaoxueyinianjikaishi,quanbudexuefei、shenghuofeidoushilimuyouzizhudezhihou,shiqingjiufashenglebianhua。

limuyouyigongzizhuguo20gefuliyuandehaizi,yizhicongxiaoxuezizhudaoshibazhousui。

pianpianzheiqinjiujiushiqizhongyige,pianpianqinmoshengzhaorongshaobaqinjiujiusonghuiqu。

yushi,zhangqingdemouren,bukansengmiankanfomian,weilexinlideneigeta,qinzipaolezheiyitang。

qinyebupasidikaikou:“rongshao,furenzuorijieshaodezhouxiaojiejiutinghaode,ninhaodaijirenjiayigebiaoxiandejihui,jiechujiechubei!”

jinrongbiyan,enzhetaiyangxue:“huiqule。”

翌日。清晨。

zheibushijinrongdiyicizainvshengsushedelouxiadengzhe。

zhongxueshidai,tajiuzheiyangdengguolimuyou。

neishihou,tamenhaishixuexiaozhumingdeqinglv,zhishitadangshidemingzibujiaojinrong,yinweijiarenpatataiguorerenzhumu,suoyijitaqilegehuamingqunianshu。

zheishishanghenshaoyourenzhidaotazhenzhengdeshenfen。

youshijinrongnazhezhongxueshidaideqingsezhaopian,genxianzaizijideyangmaojinxingduibi,budebuchengren,jingguoleshiduoniandechendian,tadouyouxierenbuchuzijile。

cike,tazhanzaiyangguangxia,chuanleyijianchunheisedeyangrongdayi,zhangkuande,jiangtazhenggerenjinguitingbadeshenxingxiushichulai,ruyuandaibanwenzhongdemeifeng,lingrenkanlejiujuedetebieanxin。

niuyuehoubanyexiazhefenfenyangyangdexuehua,tiandijianweiyumangmang,weitayixiheisetebiexingmu。

qinjiujiuyizheyuedingdeshijianzhunshixialou,paodaotamianqianduizhetazhanyanyixiao:“jinrongshushu!”

qinjiujiuquejuedezhendezheinanrenzhangdezhenshihaokan,erqiezheimianbuwuguandechuxingsihuzainalijianguo。

tapinxiaojian,chaoqipengbozhongdaizhexiexudeqingchun,moyangqingxinkeren。

youqiyijianxuebaideyurongfu,peizheshenlansedeniuziku,yishuangjiandandemisexuedixue,henxueshengdezhuangban。

jinrongwangzheta,sixubuyouhuizhuandaolemoushimoudimoujing。

limuyoudongtiandeshihouyexihuanchuanbaisedeyurongfu、shenlanseniuziku,haiyouzheizhongjiandandexuedixue;daoleqiutianjiushibaisechenyi,shenlanseniuziku,jiandandeqiuxie。

xinzhongderouruanbeichudong,tahuershenshoujieguoletadexinglixiang。

很轻。

“jiuzheixiele?”taqingmiaodanxiediwenzhe,kouzhongtuchudeqixiyinichengyan。

qinjiujiudianlegetou,xiaozhedao:“ng,wodongtianjiuliangjianbaisedeyurongfuyixiyihuan,yifuduolemeiyong,hailangfeiqian。”

tayibenzhengjingdekanzheta。

sihaobulinsejiangzijidepinkunzhanluzaitadeyanqian。

bijingtashineiyanggaogaozaishangderen,yebuchaneijiqianmeiyuan,ruguotadafacibeibugentajijiao,tadewaizhaijiukeyiquanbuhaiqing。

jinrongshensuidemouguangzaitazhiqidexiaolianshangsaoleyiyan,erhouxiaole:“meiguanxi,nikeyifenqifukuan。”

mingmingzhongmouzhongganjuejueqiangdizhengzhazhe,tabuxiangtaikuaigentapieqingguanxi。