夜晚。
“laopo?wohuilaile。nirenni?”
chenmingdeshengyincongxuanguanchuchuanlai,tadakaideng,zuihouzhaodaoyangtaishang,yihuodao:“nizenmezhanzaizheilichuifeng。”
woshuangshoubaobei,mangrandekanzhegaochudefengjing,zheilikeyifukanbangebshi,fangjiaguidaolipu,zheidongfangzishiyongwodeqianmaide,weileburangchenmingyoujiedi,fangchanzhengshangjialetademingzi。
“shibushituranxiujiabushiyingle?”chenmingjixuzhuiwen。
womeixinqingyingfuta,xianzailiantabaozhewowodoujuedeexin。
“chenming,qianliangniannididitonglebierenyidao,jinlejuzi,yiyaofeihualeshijiwan,shiwojide,renyeshiwobaochulaide,nihaijideba?”
chenmingbianse:“haoduanduantizheigeganshenme?”
“wozhishixianggaosuni,womenliangzheishinian,shiguomingdebanlv。”zheigejiatingbingbushizhiyoutazaifuchu,haiyouwoyiqizhicheng!
chenmingtanlekouqi,“wodoujidede,nijintiandaodizenmele?”
“wokeyixiangxinnima?”
chenmingtianyanmiyu,“dangran,nikeyiwanquanxiangxinwo。”
woniutoukanzheta,fengbawodetoufachuiqi。
wozhijuedekexiao,tazheizhanglianwokanleshinian,congweijuederucimoshengguo。ertalianshangneifumianjuyiyangwenroudezuilian,gengshirangwozuoou。
然后我就真的吐了。
wopaodaoweishengjian,baozhematongganou,yitianmeichidongxi,tudedoushikushui。
kushuizaihoulonglifanfu,meiyouwoxinliwanfenzhiyiku。
chenminghehuaile,paoqianpaohoudedaoshuinamaojin,shengpawoyouyidianshi。
woyiduhuaiyi,tadehaoshizhenshidema?
这十年是一场梦吗?
“laopo,shuohuaa,wodainiquyiyuan!”
wojiannanqishen,tuikaita,“meishi,jiushimeixiuxihaoeryi,woqushuiyijue。”
zaineigenvrenmianqian,tashibushiyeshizheigezitai,huozheshuo,gengaita,fouzezenmehuiweiletabeipanwo?
worenbuzhuleiliumanmian,gaoaoruqinshu,jingranyehuiyoubeipaoqideyitian!
zheijianshiduiwodedajitaida,wowufazaijialidaixiaqu,zuizhonghaishiquzhaoleliuhongbing。
woxiangyaoquerenyixieshiqing。
jitianbujian,neishubaimeiguiyijingjianjiankuweile。
liuhongbingdezhushoushuotazailijianmang,wobianzaiwaibianzuoxialaidengzheta。
tadeshoujifangzaizhuoshang,youxiaoxibuduandanjinlai,wochuimoukanleyiyan,ranhoujiangzhu。
对方没有备注。
“baobei,nizairenyiren,womashangjiugentatifenkai。”
“zhuyaoshiwomenzaiyiqitaijiulebuhaokaikoua。”
“我爱的是你。”
“……”
wobiaoqingyibian,zheijiushiliuhongbingshuodeneigezhuiqiuzhema,tayoujiating?
woxinliyigedeng,mingandedairuleziji。
xiangleyouxiang,woqiaoshenglikai,fangfomeiyoulaiguo。
wotiaoletiaomei,xiangqineigebaimeiguidingdan,hechuxianzailiuhongbinggongzuoshidebaimeigui,zheishiqiaohema?
neigenvren……shiliuhongbingma?
我握紧手指。
youqingaiqingqinqingzaiwoxinzhonglunfanhongzha,yadewokuaiyaotoubuguoqile,ruguoquanshijiedoulianheqilaipianwo,wohuozhedeyiyishishenme?
haozaiduonianzhichangshengyasuzaolelixingdewo,wozhidaozijihaimeishijianbengkui。
woyongrenmaiziyuanzhaodaoleyiweibshizuichumingdelihunlvshi。
zheiweilvshixingzhao,tatingwanwodemiaoshukuaisujiwojiejuefangan。
“qinxiaojie,ruguonixiangyaohaizidefuyangquan,nijibenshangshimeiyoushengsuande,falvhuiyouxiankaolvhaizidechengzhanghuanjing,xiangnisuoshuo,nanfangmeitiandoupeizaihaizishenbian,tanadaofuyangquandegailvshi80%。”
woxinliyikong,yiliaozhizhong。
“zhiyucaichanfenge,nimenjiehunzhihoudoushifuqigongtongcaichan,baokuoneitaofangzi,duinieryanmeiyourenhehaochu。”
wobuganxin,zheimeduoniandenuliyaoyinweilihunerqianjinsanjin,wogengbuganxin,yaobahaizijineigechusheng!
“zhaolvshi,wogaizenmeban?”
zhaolvshichenyinhou,dao:“hefasoujidaotachuguidezhengju,zheiduinihuiqidaoguanjianxingdebangzhu。”
wolijiedewendao:“yisijiushiwoxianzaihaibunenglihun?”
“dangran,bingqiebunengrangtazhidaoniyijingchajuele。wodejianyishinizuihaozaijialihuozheshichelizhuangyigeshexiangtou。”
“qinxiaojie,wodaguozheimeduochanglihunguansi,wozhinenggaosuni,niyijingbiewutaxuanle。”
“……我知道。”