wozenmedoubuganxiangxin，ganggangzaiwomengebibutingfachushengyindenvren，jingranshiguaiguainvyuansangsang。
keshi，tazenmehuichuxianzaizheili？
weilequebaozijibubeiduifangfaxian，wonieshouniejiaodeduozaileyijuyice，ganghao，menwaiderenkanbudaowo，erwokeyitouguomenkoudechuanyijing，wangdaomenkoudezhuangkuang。
cishi，quyuezhenghaobuliuqingdegenyuansangsangduima，quyuedezuibahendu，shenmehuadoushuodechukou，erqie，tamarendeshihou，conglaidoubuzhongyang，bianzhehuayangde，nengbaduifangdezuzongshibadai，doujidaidao。
wobenyiwei，yuansangsanghuibeiquyuemaku，keshi，yuansangsangdefanjinengli，zheshichuhulewodeyiliao。tazhendeshiyidiandoumeibaixiazhenlai，quyuematashenme，tajiufanjihuilai，lianggenvrenniyiyanwoyiyudehuxiangshanghai，jiucha，dongshouhushanbazhangle。
zaiwoyinxiangli，yuansangsangkebushizheizhonghuichukouchengzangderen，wozizhuletazhengzhengwunian，ermeiyiniandexuexiaohuodong，wohezhouziangdouhuiyijiarendeshenfen，peitacanjia。
zheiwunianli，meidaofengnianguojiedeshihou，wohezhouziangdouhuishoudaoyuansangsangqinshouzuodenuomituanheshougongyipin，ermeiyici，tadouhuixiezhangzhangdexinjian，yibiaodataduiwomenfuqiliangdeganxie。
jingguoneiwuniandelejie，woyizhijuede，yuansangsangshigewenroudongshiguniang，woyecongweihuaiyiderenwei，19suideyuansangsang，huibazijideweilai，jingyingdeshunfengshunshui。
zhishi，yanxiadezhuangkuang，shizaishitailingrenchayi。
worenzhexinlidejingqi，yishengbuhangdeduozaiyijupangbian，menkoudezhuangkuangyujiajilie，erzheishi，wohenyiwaidefaxian，yuansangsangshenshangdeneijianbaisechenshan，maosishizhouziangde。
woyiweishizijiyanzhuokancuole，keshijiduquerenzhihou，woxiangwobingmeiyoukancuo，yinweichenshandeyilingxiafang，youyichuhenmingxiandefengheyinji，neishiwoyongqianlansedesixianfengdeyigexiaoxiaode“zhou”zi。
neijianchenshan，shiwodaxuebiyeneiyinian，songjizhouziangdediyifengongzuoliwu。
nandao，zheishishanghaiyoulingyijian，yimoyiyangdeshoufengchenshanma？bingqie，haizheimeqiaohede，chuxianzaileyuansangsangdeshenshang。
woduomexiwang，wokandaodezheiyiqiedoushixuhuande，kewoyishenzhi，zheishizaiziqiqiren。
woxiangwobudebuchengren，ganggangheyuansangsangzaigebifangjianzuo“yundong”deren，jiushizhouziang。
menkou，quyuederumashengyuelaiyuegao，yuansangsangjicixiangyaochushoudaren，doubeiquyuedanglehuiqu。
manmande，wonengganjuedaomenkoujujilehenduoweiguanderen，kewopazijideshenfenbailu，gengpa，zijihuizhendezaigebifangjiankandaozhouziang。
woshoudoudenachushouji，kuaisudeanxialequyuedeshoujihaoma，dangquyuedeshoujilingshengzaiyupaodoulixiangqideyike，taditoukanlekanpingmu，suihou，cetoukanlekanjiaoluolidewo。
tadangranbunenglijie，woweishenmeyaozaizheigeshihoudadianhua，gengbunenglijie，woweishenme，yaoduojinjuzili。
womengliedechongtazuozheshoushi，haozai，quyuemingbailewodeyisi。
tayilianmangrandeanxialejieting，jiangshoujijudaoleerbian。
woxiaoshengerkenqiedechongzhehuatongshuodao：“guanmen，quyue，guanmen！qiunile！”
quyuebukelijiedecetoukanlekanwo，keyanxia，woyijingshuobuchuqitadehualaile，wodeliansezhangdetonghong，yanquanyemanmandebushanglehongxuesi。
quyuetingzhiletademazhan，jiezhe“kuangdang”yisheng，guanshanglefangmen，duliumenwaideyuansangsang，jixugemenruma。
quyuejimangpaodaowoshenbian，jiangwocongyijulilalechulai，tashangshangxiaxiadeguanchazhewodelianse，jiaojidao：“nizenmele？bushufuma？nizenmekulea？”
wozheiyikecaiyishidao，wojingranbuzhengqidekule……
dangquyuecongwodezuilidezhileyuansangsangdeshenfenzhihou，tachadian，chongqugebifangjiansharen。
tamiansezhengningdezaiwuzililaihuiduobu，yaoyaqiechidemadao：“made，paopoxiejingranpaodaowogebilaile！kanwobunongsitayade！”shuozhe，quyuejiukaishihuojihuoliaodehuanyifu，wokanxingshibudui，yibiancayanlei，yibianlazhetadegebo，“niyouyaozuoshenme。”
quyueshunshoucongjutaishangnaqileyigeshiqizhuangshiwu，shuo：“wotemequzasineiduigounannv！”
wosisideanzhetadeshoubei，“nibiequ！wanyibushizhouziangni！wanyishiwogaocuoleni！”
quyuechayidedingzhewo，jiaoxundao：“tangweiwan，nixingxinghaoma？gangcaineigesaohuo，chuandekeshinilaogongdechenshana！nihaijuedezheishiqiaohe？nijiuneimehaipaneilianggejianren？”
mianduiquyuechiluoluodejiechuan，woxiangwobudebuchengren，woduizhouziangheyuansangsangdejianqing，shichongmanlekongjude。
woyidiandoubuxiangchengren，wodezhangfu，beipanwole。
xinlichedijuewangdeyike，womendeerbian，zaicichuanlaileexinrendejiao.chuangsheng，neishengyinyicibiyicijianrui，sihu，jiushizuojiwomentingde。
woshenzhi，nengtingdaoyuansangsangfengsaozhijidekeqiusheng。
“laogong，buyaozheiyangma！nitaoyanlela！”
quyueshiwangdeyaoleyaotou，shenshoubianqiangzoulewodeshouji，tayibianzhaozhezhouziangdedianhuahaoma，yibianshuo：“nibushibusixinme！hao！neiwomenxianzaijiujitadadianhua，nihaohaowenwen，tadaodizaina！”
shuoba，quyuejiubadianhuaboleguoqu，tajiangshoujisaijinwoshouzhong，zhuanerzuozaichuangbianshengmenqi。
zheishi，gebifangjianxiangqileshoujilingsheng，woxiang，zheijianshi，yinggaisuanshizhenxiangdabaile。
zhouziangmeiyoujiewodedianhua，ershizaijifenzhonghouhuifulewoyitiaoduanxin，shuozijizaidanweikaihui，henmang。
woqiangrenzhexiongkoudechenmengan，huifuleyitiaoduanxin：“biewangleshangwuhaiyaoquyiyuan，zuojiancha……”
fawanduanxin，wojiangshoujirengdaoyibian，sisidezhuazhezijidexiongkou，yijuhuadoushuobuchulai。
congwohezhouziangxiangshidaorujin，yijingguoquzhengzhengwunianle，suiranwobuzhidaotashiheshichudegui，danwoxiang，congtadiyitianjiandaoyuansangsangkaishi，zheikezuiedezhongzijiuyijingmailexialai。
还真是可悲又可笑。
quyuezaiwoshenpangtanleliangkouqi，shuo：“nishuoba！dasuanzenmejiaoxunneigezhanan！”
woyaoyaotou，shenmedoushuobuchulai。
quyueziguzidesikaoleyihuier，huran，tazoudaolewodexinglixiangpangbian，dakaixiangzi，jiubangwoshoushixingli，“zheipodierbiezhule！quwojiadailiangtianba！haohaoxiangxiang，nidaodishiyaolihun，haishibagebideneilianggejianrensuishiwanduan！”
wocetoukanlekanquyuedunzaidishangdebeiying，wuyijian，wofaxianlesaizaixinglixiangyicedeyitiaohongseleisineiku。
wodexinhenhendexiangxiazhuileyixia，wozenmehuibujideneitiaoneiku，neishiwozuotiancongjialilikaishi，zaiyijulifandaode。dagaishichumendeshihoutaiji，jiuzhijiesaijinlexiangzili。
erneitiaoneiku，heyuansangsangshenshangdeneijianneiyi，shipeitaode。
yuanlai，yuansangsangzaojiuzhuguowojiale，shenzhi，zaiwodechuangshang，hezhouziang……
xiangdaozhei，wodeweilijiubutingdefanou，woganjuehenexin，exindexiangyaoqinshoushasineiduijianren。
quyuebangwoshoushihaoxinglizhihou，womenliangrenyiqilikailejiudian，buguozailinzouqian，quyueguyizaiqiantaichudouliuleyihuier，bingyongqiantaidezuojibodaleyitongdianhua。
wobuzhidaotayaoganma，qiantaidexiaojiegengbuzhidao。
zhishidengdaodianhuajietongdeshihou，quyuedashenghaoqidejiuchongzhehuatonghanleguoqu：“wei！jingchashushuma？zheilishiwanhaojiudian，wonimingjubao1203fangjianyourenweixieweichengnian！nimenganjinlaizhuarenba！”
dianhuayigua，qiantaidefuwuyuanchedishale，zhenggedatinglideren，yedougenzhexixuleqilai。
quyuexiaosadeshuaileshuaizijidezhangfa，zhuanshenzhuaqiwodeshoushuo：“zouba！woguji，nilaogongkenengyaozaijuzilidunshanggesanwuxiaoshile！”
suihou，wotingdaoshenhouxiangqiyizhenjuliedejiaobusheng，wohuitouwangleyiyan，sanwugebaoanrenyuan，yiqichongjinlediantijian。
woxiang，tamendagaishiyaoquheshiqingkuangba……
congjiudianlikai，wobingmeiyouzhendeququyuejia，ershizaifujindecantingyongguozaocanzhihou，dachehuilezijidejia。
gangjinjiamen，popozhengzaijializuofan，tatingdaoyourenkaimen，jidureqingdejiuyinglechulai，“baobeierzi，nihuilailea！”
buguoyikandaoshiwo，lianselimayousanglexiaqu。
popoyilianxiongshadedengzhewoshuo：“nihuilaizuoshenme？nibushiyaozoume，haihuilaizuoshenme！”
wotuozhexinglixiangjiuwangwuzilimianqu，“zheishiwojiadefangzi，wopingshenmezou？zaishuo，gaizouderenyebushiwo！”
popobeiqideshuobuchuhua，wobenyiweitahuilaizouwode，buguomaosijintianhaitingkezhi。
keshiwoyijinwu，jiubeichuangbiandeyiyangdongxijiheshale。
chuangtoujushang，herandebaizheyibenyanhongsede《ershisixiao》，ershubendepangbian，haifangleyigeyongtuhuangsemianbubaoguodedongxi。
wozhidaopopomixin，danmeixiangdao，tajingranhuizheimemixin！
wogangyaohuitougentalilun，tajiucoudaolewoshenhou，yizhiqishideshuodao：“neibenshushiwoteyimailaijinikande！dengnishuduzhihou，beijiwoting！”
woyilianchayi，“beijiniting？wobushangban，bei《ershisixiao》？”
popoyiliandebuyiweiyi，“jiunizhuandeneidianqiangouganmade！jialiyouwoerzijiuxingle！”
woxiaolexiao，“nierziyigeyuezuiduonabaqiankuaideyuexin，erwochangnianzuoyuyanpeixunban，ouerhaihuijianzhifanyi，guangshibaodinianxinjiunengdadaosanshiwan，zheixienian，ruguobushiwo，niyiweizheigejiaweishenmehuichihaodeyonghaode？”
popoehenhendedenglewoyixia，“nishaoshuoneixiemeiyongde！jirannijiajileziang，nideyiqie，jiudoushiziangde！wolandeguannizhuanduoshao！gangcaiziangjiwodadianhuale，shuonijintianyaoquyiyuanzixunshiguandeshi，wochuyuduinidelijie，juedingpeiniqu！danshi，ruguoyishengshuonilianshiguandouzuobule，nijiubixutongyidaiyun！”
tongyidaiyun？wobujindezaixinlilengxiao，zhouziangtalaozaoyiqianjiuyijingbeipan，gujidaiyundeshi，yebuguoshitashunshuituizhoudejimouba，yidaiyundemingyi，bianzhefaderangdisanzhecanyudaowomendehunyindangzhong，shenzhihaiyaowoyikuijiudexintaiqujienayuansangsang……
zheimexiangxiang，haizhenshixisijikong。
wofangxiaxinglixiang，“hao，neixianzaijiuquyiyuan。”