第5章

haojiaoshengdisancixiangqidechanei,qinjinqiangshiyiqi,lieyanjiaolongzaizhangzhongfantengyupu。kejiuzaitatachuyibudeshunjian,jiaoxiadadimengranyizhen,bushilaizimenwai,ershicongzhenhunbeidizhichongershang。

tatongkongweisuo,qiangyanweisan,queyingshengshengzhizhuqianchongzhishi。zhuanshen,qiangganhengsao,huoyantiedimanyan,jiangjiyaoyuezhoushensanchijinshulongzhao。tahaikaozaibeibian,jiuhutiezhexiongkou,hudiliehenzhengshenchuyilvyinsi,ruhuowubanxiangbeifengyanshen。

qinjinmeizaikanmenwai。neisandaoxueyingsuiweitui,dancikeyifeizuidaweixie。

dimianzhendongjiaju,beitifachudichenwengming,liefengzhongjinguangbaozhang,buzaishixisiyouzou,ershirurongjinbanpenyongerchu。yinsiyujinguangzaikongzhongjiaohui,shunjianchanraochenghuan,xingchengyidaoxuanzhuandeguangwen。

huoyanqiangturanjuliezhenzhan,qiangshenjinwenzixingliuzhuan,jingbushoukongzhidizhixiangshibei。qinjinwuzhijinkouqianggan,queganjuezheiganqiangbuzaishishouzhongbingqi,ershimouzhongchenshuiyijiudegongmingti,zhengbeibeizhonglilianghuanxing。

他松开了半分力道。

guangwenzhourankuozhang,huazuoyidaocudaguangzhu,zibeidingzhichongershang,chuantoujingshiqiongding,xiaoshizaikanbujiandegaochu。guangzhuzhongyang,qinjinyujiyaoyuetongshibeilongzhao。

jiyaoyuemenhengyisheng,shentiyihuang,shuangxifaruan。taxiangtaishouchengzhushibei,quefaxianshouzhangchuanguoleshiti,fangfobeimianyihuaweixuying。tayanzhongyingchudehuamiankaishiniuqu——

fenghuoliantian,dadiguilie。yizuotongtianjubeichulizaifeixuzhongyang,beiqianzhanzheyimingnvzi,yuebaixiujinqunlieliefeiyang,meixinjinwenrurichusheng。tashenhoubanbu,yimingnanzizhiqiangerli,heifashuguan,mouguangrutie。

nvzitaishou,zhangxinfuxianchuyimeihuguzan,qingqingbierufajian。nanziweiweiceshou,qiangjianqingdiandimian,chijinhuoyanshunzheqiangshenpanxuanershang,queweiranqibanfenshayi。

liangrenbingjianerli,wuyan,queqixixianghe,dongzuorujingxiangdaoying。

jiyaoyuehuxiyizhi。neinvzidemianrong,yutawanquanxiangtong。

huamianyizhuan,zhanchangbengta,moyingruchao。nvzihuixiuchengzhen,jiuweizhenxingzaishenhouruoyinruoxian;nanziqiangchurulong,lieyanhuajiao,meiyijidoudaizhefenjinbahuangzhishi。tamenbeikaobeizuozhan,qiangyingyuhuhuojiaozhi,jingxingchengyidaolunhuizhihuan。

“yuanlai……”jiyaoyuezuichunweidong,shengyinqingdejihutingbujian,“wozhendeshita。”

yishibeihuamianlache,taganjuezijizhengyibubuzouruneichangdazhan,erbianxiangqizhangu,bijianmimanzhexueyuhuodeqixi。taxianghoutui,quefaxianshuangjiaoyiwufayidong。

qinjintongyangbeiguangmutunshi。takanjianzijiyiqiangguanchuanmoshenxiongtang,qiangjiandixue,queweishouhui。nvzizhuanshenwangta,yanshenzhongyoupibei,youxinwei,yeyou……juebiezhiyi。

taxintouyizhen,bennengditaiqiangyuzhanduanzheihuanxiang。qiangjiangangchuguangmu,quebeiyiguwuxingzhilidankai,huoyanjiaolongzaikongzhongniuqukuisan。

qiangshenjinwenzixingyunzhuan,chijinfuwenruhuowubanyouzou,jingyubeiwentongpingongzhen。huoyanqiangdiyicikangjutadeyizhi,qiangganzhenzhanbuzhi,fangfozaishuo:zheibushihuanxiang,shijiyi。

guangmuzhongdehuamianturanjuliebodong,nvziyunanzideshenyingkaishisuilie,huazuowushuguangdian。jinjiezhe,zhengfuyingxianghongranzhalie,huazuowanqiansuipianxuanfukongzhong。

meiyipiandouyingzhebutongdechangjing——

yipianzhong,nvziliyuxinghezhidian,shouchiquanzhang,wanlingchaobai;

yipianzhong,nanziguizaixuedi,qiangchayuqian,beishangchamanjianshi,querengtaitouwangzhechenglou;

yipianzhong,nvzibeichainschanrao,jiuweiduanlie,nanzichiqiangchuangruxuehai,qiangyanfenjinwanshi;

yipianzhong,liangrenbingjianzhuirushenyuan,nvzixiaozhesongshou,nanzishenshouquezhizhuazhuyilvfasi……

suipianpiaofu,wushengxuanzhuan,meiyizhendoudaizhechenzhongdelinghunzhongliang。

jiyaoyueliangqianghoutui,etoushenchulenghan。taganjueneixiesuipianzailachetadeshenhun,fangfoyaojiangtasichengwushufen,saijinmeiyiduanlunhui。tabaojinjiuhu,zhijiefabai,hushenliehenbuduanshenchuyinguang,shituyazhitineifanyongdexuemai。

kezheiyici,yinlianmeiyoupenchu。

酒壶在抗拒封印。

qinjinzhanzaiyuandi,muguangsaoguomeiyipiansuipian。tarenchuleqizhongjiduan——neishitafengqiangqianzuihoudejiyi。kegengduodehuamian,tacongweijianguo,quemomingshuxi,rutongchenshuiyijiudebennengzhengzaisuxing。

tazhongyumingbai,zheiganqiangweihenengzizhuhuzhu,weihenengtunshiheiqi,weihehuizaijiandaojiyaoyueshizhenzhan。

它不是兵器。

它是钥匙。

是贯穿轮回的凭证。

menwai,xueyingsanshashoulingdingzheguangzhu,lianseyinqingbuding。tabenyiweizheishipozhan,shiliangrenbeijinzhifanshidezhengzhao。kedangguangmuzhalie,suipianfuxianshi,taganshoudaoyiguyuanchaocishideweiya。

“budui……zheibushifengyinshikong。”tadiyu,“zheishi……jiyifusu。”

tamengrantaitou,yanzhongshanguoshayi。

“jirannimenzijisongshangmen,neijiubieguaiwohuilezheiyishi!”

tabaoqipuchu,shuangmianxuefugaoju,furen“zhuxian”erzixueguangdasheng。tamubiaomingque——jiyaoyuehouxin。

zhiyaoshaleta,yishibiduan!

qinjinchajueshi,yilaibujijiuyuan。tazhinengjiangqianghengshuai,huoyanzaishenqianhuachuhuxian,shitubituilingliangren。

kejiuzaizheishunxizhijian,zuijindeyipianjiyisuipianturanfangda,xuantingzaijiyaoyuebeihou。

suipianzhong,zhengshiqinjinqianshiyiqiangguanchuanmoshendehuamian。

meiyoushengyin,meiyouqixi,kedangxuefupiluodechanei,suipianzhouranshifangchuyidaocancunqiangyi。

wuxing,quefenglirushizhi。

xuefuzhuangshangqiangyi,furenshunjianronghuabanjie,duanliechurubeilieyankenshi。shoulingcanjiaoyisheng,zhenggerenbeizhenfeichuqu,zhuangzaishibishang,koutuheixue。

tataitou,manlianjinghai:“zheibei……zaihuta?!”

qinjinzhanzaiyuandi,muguangluozaineipiansuipianshang。tahuanhuanxuanzhuan,guangyunweiruo,queyijiuzhizhedixuanzaijiyaoyueshenhou。

tadishengkaikou,shengyinpingjing,quedaizhechuantousuiyuedezhongliang:

“不是护她。”

tadunledun,muguangsaoguosuoyoupiaofudesuipian。

“是护‘她们’。”

shoulingchengzheshibi,zhengzhayuqi,yanzhongnuhuoyukongjujiaozhi。tasisidingzheneixiesuipian,huranchajuebudui——

meiyipiandebianyuan,doukaishifuxianchujixideheixian。

xiangshibeishenmedongxi,congneibuqinshi。

tahaimeilaidejifanying,yidaodichendewengmingcongdidichuanlai。bushihaojiao,yebushizhendong,ershiyizhong……guilvdebodong。

如同心跳。

zhenhunbeideliefengzhong,jinguangyijiupenyong,keneiguangmangdejiezou,jingyudidibodongwanquantongbu。

jiyaoyuetaitouwangbei,tongkongweisuo。takanjianbeifengshenchu,youyidaomohudeyingzizhengzaichengxing。

neiyingzi,yutayimoyiyang。

zhishiyanshenbingleng,meixinjinwenfanzheanhong。

qinjinchajuedaotadeyiyang,shunzhetadeshixiankanqu。

jiuzaineiyishun,huoyanqiangturanfachuyishengdiming,qiangshenjinwenquanbuliangqi,chijinhuoyanziqiangweipenyong,zhichongershang,jiangzhengganqiangbaoguo。

tawojinqianggan,zhijieyinyonglierfanbai。

dididexintiaosheng,yuelaiyuekuai。

dididexintiaoshenghaizaichixu,meiyixiadouxiangshicongjiuyoushenchuchuanlai,qiaozairendegutoushang。qinjinwoqiangdeshoumeiyousong,huoyanzaiqiangshenpanxuan,quebuzaibaozhang。tazhidao,gangcaineiyijizhishikaishi。

xueshashoulingtanzaiqiangjiao,banbianshenzijiaohei,koubibuduanshenchuheixue。tataishoumoleyibalian,shouzhizhandouzhezhixiangjiyaoyuebeihoudezhenhunbei。neidaomohudeanhongyingziyijingchengxing,lunkuoyutayimoyiyang,zhishiyanshenkongdong,meixinjinwenfanzhesijidexueguang。

“nitaobudiaode。”takezhexue,shengyinsiya,“zhuxianling……zaoyizhongxia。”

huayinweiluo,tamengdijiangshouzhongduanfuzaxiangdimian。furensuiliedeshunjian,yidaoxuexianziliefengzhongcuanchu,zhichongqiongding。jinjiezhe,simianbafangdekongqikaishiniuqu,wushuxixiaodexuesicongxukongzhongfuxian,jiaozhichengwang,huanhuanchuiluo。

qinjintongkongyisuo。huoyanqiangturanjuliezhenzhan,qiangjianzixingzhuanxiangxuewangzhongyang,jinwennixiangliuzhuan,fuxianchuyizuyuxuewangtongyuanquefangxiangxiangfandefuwen。zheibushigongjizhenfa,ershichouquzhenyan——tazaixi。

jiyaoyuemenhengyisheng,xigaiyiruan,jiuweibennengdichanshangqinjinshouwan。tayaoyachengzhushenti,shengyinyadejidi:“biedong……tazaichouwodebenyuan,bushishani。”

qinjinmeishuohua,danqiangshiweilian。takanchulaile,xuewangbiaomianzhenya,shizerugenxubanzharujiyaoyuetinei,meiyisizhendongdouduiyingtashenhundeyicichouchu。ruoqiangxingpowang,fanshideshita。

kebupo,tachengbuleduojiu。

jiyisuipianrengzaikongzhongpiaofu,guangyunweiruo。qizhongyipianbianyuanyichuxianheixian,xiangshibeishenmefushile。qinjinmuguangsaoguoneixieliehen,huranchajuebudui——suoyousuipiandezhendongpinlv,zhengbeixuewangtonghua。

zheiwangbuzhishichoubenyuan,haizaicuangaijiyi。

tashouqianghuixuan,qiangweiqingdiandimian。dimaiweizhenfankuierlai,xuewangdemaodianbuzaisibi,erzaizhenhunbeidi。neigenlianjiexuewangyushibeidexuesi,xirufasi,queyuanyuanbuduandishusongzhejiyaoyuedeqixi。

不能再等。

qinjinyoujiaohouchebanbu,qiangshentiedihengtuo。chijinhuoyanshunzhedimianmanyan,quebuchuxuewang,zhiyanzhedimaiyouzou,shitanneigen“qidai”degongzhenjiedian。

jiyaoyuechajuedaotadeyitu,dishengdao:“sanxi……zuiduosanxi,tahuiqiehuanchouqujiezou。”

qinjindiantou,qiangjianweitai,huoyanshoulianzhiyidian,xushidaifa。

diyixi,xuewangweiweishousuo,jiyaoyuejiantouyizhan,yilvziqizimeixinyichu,beixuesixizou。

dierxi,jiyisuipianjitizhenzhan,qizhongyipianyingchunvdibeichainsfuzhudehuamian,bianyuanheixianxunsukuosan。

disanxigangkaishi,qinjinzhouranbaoqi。qiangshenbaozhang,huazuoshizhanghuozhu,zhicibeidixuesilianjiechu。zheiyijimeiyoubanfenhuashao,jingzhunderutongjisuanguoqianbaibian。

huozhuyuxuesixiangzhuangdeshunjian,kongjianfachubolisuiliebandeshengxiang。

yidaoliehenzizhuangjidianzhakai,hengguanjingshiqiongding。jinjiezhe,dierdao、disandao……wushuliehenmanyan,xiangshizhengpiantiandidoubeisikailekouzi。

jiyaoyuebeiqilangxiantuishubu,beikaoshibi,shouzhongjiuhugunluozaidi。tataitouwangxiangliehen,tongkongzhousuo——meiyidaofengxizhong,doufuxianchuyishuangchihongdeyanjing。

meiyouyanbai,meiyoubiaoqing,zhiyouchuncuideshayi。

zheixieyanjingjingjingdingzhetamen,fangfozaidengdaishenme。

qinjinzhanzaiyuandi,huozhuweisan,qiangjianrengdizaiduanliedexuesishang。tazhidao,zheibushijieshu。youmingmeidasuanxianzaishatamen,fouzebuhuiyongzhuxianlingzheizhongxuyaoyishichengjiedeshouduan。

这是局。

yigeyitamenweijipindeju。

jiyaoyuefuzheqiangzhanqi,zhijianhuaguochunjiao,yidixuezhushenchu。tataishouyidan,xuezhufeixiangzuijindejiyisuipian。zixuechupengguangmiandechanei,suipianduanzanzhongzu——

huamianzhong,chudainvdiliyujitanzhongyang,shuangshoubeichainssuozhu,jiuweiduanlie。tamianqianxuanfuzheyimeixueling,zhengshizhuxianlingdeyuanxing。lingshangkezhe“fengshan”erzi。

xiayishun,lingsui,guangfenliangban。yibanhuaweijiuhu,luoruxinshengnvyinghuaizhong;lingyibanchenruxuehai,beiyoumingwozaizhangxin。

jiyaoyuehuxiyizhi。tazhongyumingbai,zheilingconglaibushisharenzhiqi,ershifenliezhizheng。rujintazhongxian,bushiweileshata,ershiyaojietayuqinjindegongming,wanchengzuihouderonghe。

takanxiangqinjin,shengyinshaya:“tayaodebushiwomensi,shirangwomenchengweiyaochi。”

qinjinmeihuitou,zhijiangqiangshiyadegengdi。huozhukaishixuanzhuan,xingchengyidaoxiangxiadeluoxuanlichang,zuzhigengduoxuesicongbeidiyongchu。

那些眼睛仍在注视。

huran,zuishenchudeyidaoliehenzhong,yizhishouzhanghuanhuantanchu。bushishiti,ershiyouwushutongkongpincouerchengdexuying,wuzhizhangkai,zhizhuaxiangjiyaoyuemianmen。

qinjinqiangshiweidong,queyichajuebudui——neishoudemubiao,bushitaderen,shitashenhoushangweixiaosandejiyisuipian。

zhiyaoduozousuipian,jiunengcuangailunhuiyinji。

他不能分身。

jiyaoyueyemingbaile。tamengdizhuaqijiuhu,henhenzaxiangdimian。hushenliehendakai,yinguangpenyong,huazuoyidaopingzhangdangzaisuipianqian。

shouzhangzhuangshangyinguang,fachucierdemocasheng。jipiansuipianbeizhenfei,qizhongyipianlveguoqinjinyanqian,yingchutaqianshichiqiangchuangxuehaidehuamian。

jiuzaizheiyike,huoyanqiangturanfachuyishengdiming。qiangshenjinwenquanbuliangqi,chijinhuoyanzixiaershangxijuan,jingzaikongzhongningchengyidaoduanzandexuying——

yiganguanchuantiandidezhangqiang,qiangjianmingke“yongjie”erzi。

虚影一闪即逝。

qinjinwojinqianggan,yanshenbubian。tazhidao,zheiqiangzaoyibuzhishibingqi,ershimouzhonggenggulaodedongxizaisuxing。

kongjianliehenyuelaiyueduo,yanjingdeshuliangyezaizengjia。neizhishoutuilehuiqu,danliehenzhongdezhushimeiyouxiaoshi。tamenzaideng,dengxuewangzhongxinbianzhi,dengxiayigechouqujiediandaolai。

jiyaoyuekaozaiqiangbian,zhijianhaizailiuxue。taditoukanzhejiuhu,hudiliehenzhongshenchudeyinsibuzaizhixiangbeifeng,ershihuanhuanchanshangtadeshouwan。

像是认主。

qinjinzhongyushouhuihuozhu,qiangshenhuifuyuanxing。tazhuanshen,muguangluozaitashouwanshangdeyinsi,yousaoguokongzhongneixiexuanfudesuipian。

“tamenzaipa。”takaikou,shengyindichen。

jiyaoyuetaitou:“shei?”

“neixieyanjing。”tawojinqianggan,“tamenbuganjinlai,shiyinweizheidifang……benjiushifengyinzhidi。”

huayinweiluo,didixintiaozhouranjiakuai。zhenhunbeideliefengzhong,jinguangzaicipenyong,yuxuewangcanyudehongguangjiaozhi,xingchengyidaoniuqudeguangdai。

guangdaizhongyang,neidaoanhongyingzihuanhuantaiqishou,zhixiangjiyaoyue。

jiyaoyuehunshenyijiang。taganjuezijideshenhunbeishenmedongxigouzhule,xiangshiyoulingyiguyishizhengshitucongneibujieguan。

qinjinyibukuadaotamianqian,qiangjiandiandi,huoyanchenghuanxingkuosan,jiangtahuzaizhongxin。

liehenzhongdeyanjingjitishousuo,neizhishouzaicishenchu,zheiyici,wuzhizhangkai,zhangxinfuxianchuyimeicanquedexueling。

lingshang,“zhuxian”erzizhishengyiban。

qinjindingzheneibanmeiling,huranmingbaileyoumingdezhenzhengjihua——

他不是要杀他们。

tashiyaorangzhuxianling,zaitamenshenshangzhongsheng。