第四章 赔罪

dengtazoujinle,liyumingchukoudediyijuhuajiushi,“qujijianipeizui。”

“peizui?peishenmezui?woyoumeiyoufancuo,pingshenmepeizui?”yanjiamengyouxiebukezhixin。

“yanjiameng,buzhixiuchidipashangwodechuang,youguyirangtazhuangjianzheicaihaitachulechehuo,nihaiyoulianshuonimeicuo?”

tadexinliyuanfengengjianannai,“liyuming,weishenmemeicinidoubuxinwo?bierenshuoshenmenidouxin,weishenmebuxinwoni!”

“nizheiyangzisizilidenvren,peirangwoxinma?”nanrenneijifengdemouzikanleguolai,xiangshiyibaliren,zaitadexinkoulingchizhe。

talengxiaoyisheng,zisizili?tahenbudebayiqiedoujita,ketani,meicidoushixuanzexinbieren!

liyumingyanshenyilin,yuqisenleng,“kanlainishijingshenbingyuanmeidaigou!haixiangzaihuiqudaijinianba?”

tadeyanshenbinglengshixue,rangrenganjueruzhuibingjiao。

yanjiamengdunshiruzaoleiji,yanjiaduiwaishuotaquguowaiyangbingle,meirenzhidaotabeisongqujingshenbingyuanle,tashiruhedezhide?

“ni,nizenmezhidao?”tashuohuadoubiandeyouxiejiebale。

taniezhetadexiaba,bukeqidichaofengdao,“yanjianeidianshi,niyiweinengmandezhuwo?”

tazhijuedehuxiyizhi,shengyinwenruandishuo,“duibuqilishao,gangcaishiwochongdongle,woqupeizui,nirangwozenmezuodouxing。”

tabuxiangzaihuijingshenbingyuanle,neixierengenbenbubabingrendangrenkan,quandajiaotidoushiqingde,oueryourenbeinongsiledoushichangshi。

tazhendepajilebeisonghuiqu。

liyuminglenghengyisheng,zhuanshenquleyanjianidebingfang。

yanjiamengshenxiyikouqi,yegenleshangqu。

kandaoyanjiameng,yanjianiyanlidedeyiyishanerguo,henkuaijiubeijingyasuofugai,tazhuantouwenliyuming,yiliandejinzhang,“ayu,jiejiezaizheizuoshenme?”

tachushenganweidao,“biepa,worangtalaijinipeizui。”

yanjianijingjiaochusheng,“ayu,buyongde,jiejieyeshitaiainile,qingnanzizhi,wobuguaita。”

liyumingmeizaiduoyan,suijikanxiangyanjiameng,yanshenshiyitadaoqian。

tadizhetou,quanchengmeiyoukanguoliangrenyiyan,yuqishengyingdishuo,“duibuqi,shiwofangbuxialiyuming,suoyicaibuzeshouduanshejileta,rangniyincishouleqianlian。”

yanjianichouzhemianqiandimeishunyandeyanjiameng,xinqingdahao,“jiejie,zhiyaonizhicuonenggai,wobuhuiguainide,bijingayuzheimeyouxiu,niwangbuletawoyenenglijie。”

tadeshengyinwanzhuandongting,ruoshizhitingshengyin,yidinghuijuedetashiyigewenroushanliangdeguniang。

keyanjiamengconglaimeiyouzheimejuede,tagangcaidezuihouyiju,keyitigaolefenbei,henbudequanshijiejiyuliyumingderendoutingdao。

tazheishizaixiangtashiwei,xuanyaoliyumingduitadeyuzhongbutong。

yanjiamengmeiyoulihuitajiaxingxingdizuoxiu,lengmodichaozheliyumingshuodao,“wopeizuile,keyizouleba?”

liyuminggangxiangshuohua,yanjianijiulazhetadeshou,yilianwenrou,“ayu,yaoburangjiejieliuxiazhaoguwoba,niyigerenzaiyiyuanhegongsilaihuibenbo,wohenxinteng,burujiurangjiejiezhaoguwoba,bijing,”tadunledun,zhuantoukanxiangta,“womenshiqinjiemeia。”

“bukeneng!”yanjianidehuayingangluo,tajiuhaobuyouyudejujuedao。

yanjianichuizhetoumolei,weiqudeshuo,“jiejie,womeibiedeyisi,bijingwomenshijiemei,woshixiangxinni,ruguonibuyuanyiyemeiguanxi。”

yanjiamengtingdedouxiangjitaguzhangle,tongyiwuyanxiashenghuoleshiduonian,tadaoxianzaicaikanqingchuzheigenvrendiandaoheibaidenengliyouduoqiang。

tataidujianjue,“wobukenengzhaoguni!”

shuowanzhuanshenjiuyaolikai,kemeizouliangbu,beihoujiuchuanlaihenlideshengyin,“yanjiameng,nigantachufangmenbanbu,houguozifu!”

yijuhouguozifu,rangtayingshengshengmeilekuachuqudeyongqi。

tazhidao,yidantahetazuodui,liyumingyidinghuibatasonghuijingshenbingyuan,daoshihou,dengdaitade,zhiyouwuqiongwujindezhemo。

shuobudingnatiansiledoubuweirenzhi。

tazhuanguoshenzi,shengyinweizhan,“nidaodixiangzenyang?”

“liuzaizheizhaoguta,yaoshiyoubandianshanshi,nizhidaohuiyoushenmexiachangde。”liyumingjueduiminglingshidekouwen,yuqigengshiburongzhihui。

yanjiamengmeiyoujujuedequanli,zhihaodiantoudaying。

tayizou,yanjianiyebuzaiyanshizijideneixin,kaishisiyichaofeng,“yanjiameng,zuowoyongrendeganjuezenmeyang?”

yanjiamenghaidingzheneishanbingfangmenchushen,wenyanhuitoupieletayiyan,meilihuita。

yanjianiquedecunjinchi,“nidagaitingshuolezheiyinianliayuduiwoyouduohaoba?”

tayizhishouyouxiandijiaozhesuifa,ziyousanmandishuo,“tajiwomaileche,shengrideshihouhaihaoqidisonglewoyoutingni,taduizuodezheixie,jiejiezheimeduoniandoumeitiyanguoba。”

“那又如何?”

yanjianijuedetazaiguzuojianqiang,guyishuoxietamenzhijiandeshilai**ta,“buruhe,zheixie,doushijiejienimeidedaoguode,xianglai,nizuoleayushiduoniandeweihunqi,dagaijiumeijianguotawenroudeyangziba?yeshi,ayuduiniyanezhiji,zenmekenengduiniyouyidiandiandewenqingzai。”

“jiejiedagaihaibuzhidao,wonengheayuyoujiechu,zheidouduokuilenini。”shuozhetataimoukanxiangta,yanlishiwujindechaofeng。

“shenmeyisi?”yanjiamengyouxiebumingsuoyi,muguangzaicifangdaotadeshenshang。

“dangchuyaobushijiejieshalesuhaozhe,wonalaideliyoujiejinliyuming?”takanzheta,yanlibengchuhenladeguang,“wobuguoshixiangrangtahuileni,rangnimingshengsaodi,kemeixiangdao,nijuranbatatuixiaqule,zhenshitianzhuwoye。

buguo,xinghaotasile,buranayuzenmehuitongqingwo,rangwoyoujihuijiuzaitashenbianni。”

“dangchushinirangsuhaozhedaoyangtaihewopengmiande?”tabukezhixindikanzheta,naozilideyihuozaizheiyiketuranyouledaan。

tajiushuo,lijiabandejiuyan,putongrensheiganfangsi,yuanlaishitagaodegui。

yanjianideyiyixiao,“jiejiekebunengzheimeshuo,wozhishibatalingdaotiantai,jiexialaideshi,doushitazijigande,yuwoyouyouhegan?”

“pa——”yanjiamengnubukee,chongshangqianzhijieshuailetayibazhang。

sheizhitahuafengtubian,wuzheliankelianxixididuitashuo,“jiejie,duibuqiwocuole,woyihoubuchanzhelishaole,wolitayuanyuande,qiunibiedawole。”

tazhoumei,haimeikaikou,jiubeirenyibatuidaozaidi,meilaidejifanying,yigebazhangjiuhuxiaoerzhi,tadebanbianlianshunjiangaozhong。

taiyanwangqu,heranshijimuchenxuexia......