第一章重生
naodaihunchen，quanshensuantong，zhenggerenxiangshixutuoleyiyang，dongdoubunengdongyixia。
zuowanshangzheishiheleduoshaoa？
qinfengzhengkaibumanxuesideshuangyan，qiangrenzhehoulonglifanqideexin。
jiuzaiqinfengxiangyaopaqilaideshihou，kanjianyougebeizhepojiuyangwawadexiaonvhaizaitoutoumomodefanzhezijidekoudai。
“你是谁？”
“mama，mama！”xiaonvhaihuitouyikan，diaotoujiupao，fendududexiaolianshunjianbianchenglekongju，fangfojiandaoleemoyiyang。
“pao？”qinfengshunshouwangqianyizhua，suiranmeizhuazhuxiaonvhai，danquechezhuleyangwawa。
zheimepojiuhaibeizaishenshang，kendinghenaixi，zheibudingdaoshifengdebucuo。
“nipao，yangwawahaiyaobuyaole？”qinfengnazheshoulideyangwawahuangzhe。
xiaonvhaiyijingpaochumenwai，tingdaoqinfengdehua，youzhelehuilai，menkoutanchubangexiaonaodai，luchudeneiyizhiyanjingchongmanbushe。
“过来！”
xiaonvhaiyouyuleyixia，wangqianmanmantuntundezouleyibu，jiaohaimeiluodi，yousuolehuiqu。
“wohuirongle？youneimekepama？”qinfengwangchuanghushangkanleyiyan，daoyingchuderenlianquerangtachedishayan。
yigetoufazaluan，mianrongkushoudenanziheranchuxianzaiqinfengdeyanli。
这是我？
qinfengyiguliufanxiachuang，haibudengkanzijiyiyan，chuangwaidejingxiangrangtanaodaihongdeyishengzhaxiang。
rumubuzaishigaoloudasha，fandaoshimaozhebaiyandeshugegongchang，dajieshangmeiyouyiliangche，zhiyoulinglingsansandelaoerbadazhexisuidecheling。
jiuzaizheishi，danaoyizhencitong，yuanbenxuruodetaliangqiangyibuchadiandaozaidishang.jinjiezhe，yixiehunluandejiyiyefuxianyanqian。
qinfeng，ershisansui，xiaoxuechuoxue，jiehunsinian，laopojiaotangcaining，yougehaizi，wuye，youshouhaoxian，haodu，yishuqianyihejiujiudalaopohaizi。
“这不是我！”
qinfengyaozheya，bunengjieshouzijijingranhuibianchengzheiyangderen，zijikeshihafodaxuebiye，liuxueguilaidehaigui，shouxiayouliangjiagongsi，doushishijiewubaiqiang，zuotianganggangruxuanfubusizuinianqingqiyejia，shenjiayiqiansibaiduoyi。
zheibukeneng，woyidingshizaizuomeng！
qinfengzhanqishenlai，zhiqianmeiyouzhuyidefangjianhuanjingquejiletazuihouyiji。
baichidengsanfazhehunandedengguang，laojiudechuangdanshanghuazheyigeyijingtunsedehongseshizi，xiamianhaiyouyixingbeimomeidexiaozi。
chuangtoushangguazheyigejianchabingfangderiqijilu！
qinfeng，1984nian3yue2rizhuyuan，zuijiu，huanzhezhuangtaiwending。
jianjiande，qinfengnaohaizhongdejiyiyeronghewanbi。
ruguofangzaichuanyueqian，qinfengxiangxin，zheigegushizuyirangyipiyouyipidewenqingfengweijingdian。
yuanzhurenqinfenghetangcainingshixiangqinrenshide。
zheigeniandai，jiajiahuhudejingjitiaojianyezhigoujiejuegewenbaode。
tangcainingshigenvxing，zaijiashangzheigeshidainongcunzhongnanqingnvdesixiangyanzhong，yushibeijialibichulaixiangqin，shizeshixiangrangtangcaininglikaijiali，shaoyizhangzuichifan。
tangcainingzheiyichulaijiuyudaoleqinfeng，yinweibeiganchulai，poqiedexuyaoyifenwendingdeshenghuo。
jialimeiyoufendijita，meiyoushourulaiyuan，zaijiashangqinfengyizhixiangyaohetatongfang，tangcainingchenzhezheigejihuibitadaochengli，yiqizhaogegongchangdagong。
keshitawanwanmeiyouxiangdao，rizihaimeihaoqilai，qinfengjiubianle，buzhidaozainalijieshileyibanghupenggouyouzaigongchangtoudongxibeifaxiancitui，ziciyihou，meitianchulechihepiaodu，jiushiyaoqiutongfang，butongyijiushiyidunquandajiaoti。
tangcainingjibianaida，yeconglaimeiyoutuoxie，tazhidaoruguojiagehaizi，niangliangbushibeiesijiushibeidasi。
rizizheimexiaquyebushibanfa，weilerangqinfenghuixinzhuanyi，tangcainingzhuanmenlingyangleyigehaizi，xiwangnengrangtachedigaibian。
keshizheizhijiejinuleqinfeng，bujindaziji，lianhaiziyegenzheaida，tabuzhiyicixiangguolihun，zhishishidaideguannianjiangtashufudesiside，meiciniantouyishengqi，youshunjianyaxiaqu。
zuowanqinfenghezuihuijiadahaizi，tangcainingqingjizhixiatuiletayiba，kedaolenaodai，shengpatayoushi，dabanyejieqiansongtalaileyiyuan。
zhibuguozheiyijuexinglaixianzaideqinfenglaidaolezheigeniandai。
“xiaojiahuo，nikuaijinlai，yangwawajini。”qinfengjiangyangwawarengzailechuangshang，zijihoutuileliangbu。
xiaonvhaiduozaimenkou，kanleqinfengyiyan，youkanleyiyanyangwawa，nieshouniejiaodezoulejinlai。
dezhimianqiandenvhaishizijinverdeshihou，qinfengxindifanqiwuxianderouruan，keshikanzhetabenzhuodemoyang，xinliyoushiyongxianwushusuanchu。
chuanyueqianqinfengshigeguer，yizhidouxiangyougejiating，zhishimangyugongzuowufatuoshen，denghuiguoshenlai，yijingnianjinsishi。
yuanbenxianghuiguishenghuozujianjiating，danqinfengfaxianyiqiedoubianle，shenbianmeiyigekaojinderendoushitumouzijideqiancaierlai。
zuotianganggangruxuanfubusi，qinfengmeiyougandaokaixin，ershiyayi。
chenzheyanhui，duoheleliangbei，zhishizheiyizui，zijisuochudeshidaifashenglegaibian。
“小小，回来！”
jiuzaixiaonvhainadaoyangwawadeshihou，menkouturanchuxianyidaoqianying。
“mama！”xiaonvhaibaoqiyangwawa，wadeyishengkulechulai。
qinfengdeyanshenyeluozailenvrendeshenshang，raoshiqianshitajianguoneimeduoxiandaimeinv，haishibeiyanqianzheibushifendai，chuanzheposudenvrenjingyanleyanqiu。
出淤泥而不染！
zhibuguonvrenyanshenzhongdekongjuhebujingyizhandoudequti，rangtademeiyoulexiaci。
xiangduiwuyan，chuyutongqing，qinfengxiangjieyongyuanzhurendeshenfenduitangcainingshuoyijubaoqian。
zhishinulenuzuibingmeiyoushuochulai，tazhidaozijibingbushuyuzheigeshidai，wanyizhaodaohuiqudebanfa，tamendeshenghuoyoujiangbianhuicongqian，zijidezheiyijubaoqianjiubianchengleshanghai。
“niyoudatale？”tangcaininglianseyibian，zaiyerenshoubuzhu，cheqichuangshangdezhentoubeizijiudiuxiangleqinfeng。
qinfengmeiyoushanduo，jiudangshitizhiqiande**haiyidianzhai，yerangzheiyayixujiudenvrenchuyikoueqi。
“**liangfengongzuo，haoburongyizanleneimedianxuefei，niquannaqudubo，nizhidaohaiziwusuilelianxuedoushangbuqi，daoxianzailianziyeburenshi，yuanzilidehaizidouxianqitachengshenmeyanglema？”tangcainingkuzhe，niudazheqinfeng。
xiaoxiaohuangzhangdediuxiayangwawa，baozheqinfengdedatuiyizhizaiku，shengpatadongshoudamama。
“buyaodamama，huairen！”xiaoxiaohenhenyaozhuleqinfengdedatui。
juliedetengtongrangqinfengmeitouyizhou，tangcainingkandaozheibianhua，jimangjiangxiaoxiaobaozaihuailihuzhu，bizheyanjing，qiaolianshangningchengleyituan。
zheigebiaoqing，shiqinfengdarenqiandedongzuo。