第一章 重回1978

“我没死?”

conghunmizhongxinglai,xuguoqingjingxidefaxian,tacongshanyashangdiaoxialaibujinmeisi,shenshanggengshiyidianshangdoumeiyou。

“zuzongbaoyou,daozhubaoyou,pusabaoyou。”

xuguoqingmalidezhanqishen,shuangshouheshibaisifang,dananbusi,biyouhoufua。

tashiyimingdengshanaihaozhe,qiantiantazijiadaowushideqingshizhen,dengshangyixianjunzhumingdeerlongshan。

dengshangerlongshanhou,xuguoqingyuanbenxiangzhanzaixuanyabianyikuaituqideshitoushang,yongxiangjijiluzijizhengfuxianfengdechangmian。

meixiangdaoneikuaishitoubingbuwendang,xuguoqinggangcaishangqu,shitoujiugunluoshanya。

liandaitayeyiqishuailexiaqu,xinglaijiufaxianzijijuranhaofawushang,zheikebudehaohaobaibaigelushenfoma……

“我的包呢?”

baiwanshenfo,xuguoqingfaxianzijidedengshanbaobujianle,sichuzhaoleyibiandoumeiyouzhaodao,zhikandaolejikunbanghaodechaihuo。

zheishitayiditoucaifaxianshenshangdeyifubushizijide,ershiyijiandamanbudingdecubuyi。

bumingbaiqingkuangdexuguoqingnaolenaotou,zheishiqingyouxiexiqiao。

xianzaitaiyangyiweiweixixie,xuguoqingyegubushangbaole,zaibuzhuadianjinxiashan,jiuyoudezaishangshanguoyiye。

taxianzaikemeiyourenhefangshengongju,zheiyaoyudaoyezhu,huozheroushixingdongwuneijiuhaowanle。

danmeizouchujibu,xuguoqingjiufaxianzijimilule,zheilidezhibeimaomichengdu,yutashangshanqiankandaodewanquanbuyiyang。

buguoxianzaitayeguanbuleneimeduo,tianseyankanjiuyaoanle,yitadejingyanbuzhiyumishifangxiang,yushiditoujiuwangshanxiamang。

zhongyuzairiluoshantouqianchuleshan,zheikebataleidegouqiang,neixinyeyufayihuo,yizijidetizhizenmekenenghuizheiyang?

erqietaxianzaiganjuejichanglulu,jianzhixianghaojitianmeichifanyiyang……

chuanguoshanjiaoxiadetitian,zhongyukandaocunzi,xuguoqingyoukaishihuaiyirenshengle。

tashangshanshikandaodejiushizheipiantitian,tianmeiwenti,jianzhuquechuwentile。

jiyizhongdexujiacunshiyipaipaixiaoyanglou,zenmexianzaidoushinipileiqidemaocaowu?

“guoqing,haibuhuijiazuofanni,bushishuoshangshandachaihuoquma,chaini?”

yimingdashenkangzhebachutouchaoxuguoqingwendao,kanyangzishigangmangwannonghuo,zhengzhunbeihuijiani。

“你认识我?”

xuguoqingyilianmeng,tasuiranyexingxu,danqueshidiyicilaierlongshan,yeburenshixujiacundeshenmeren。

shiqingyuelaiyueliqi,xuguoqingyouzhongbumiaodeganjue,nandaoshuo……

“xujiatunsheiburenshinia,haochilanzuo,douershihaojiderenle,xifudoutaobushangyige,buliaole,shenyaohuijiazuofanle。”

dashendehuafeichangbukeqi,dangengduodeshihentiebuchenggang。

xujiatunderenganhuodoushiyibahaoshou,zenmejiuchulezheimeyigelanren,meiniandaogongshejiaogongliang,biecundeshengchanduidounazheigelaixiaohuatamen。

“shen,zheilishixujiacunma?”

dashendehuatingdexuguoqingyilianmomingqimiao,ganmanglanxiata,zhizheqianfangcunziwendao。

“shangshanyitangrenshale?shenmeikonglini,wohaiyaohuijiajijigeyaerzhufanni。”

dashenjuedexuguoqingshiguyizhuangde,dengletayiyan,kangqichutoujiuzou,bijingzheixiaozikeshiyouqiankede,zijikebuchinengtazheiyitao。

……

“buhuishichuanyueleba?”

xuguoqingneixinanxiang,taiqishoukanleyanmanshibudingdeyifu,yijiganshoudeshouzhang,suiranmeiyoujingzikanbudaolian,dantaxianzaishifenqueding,zheijueduibushizijiyuanlaideshenti!

weilegaoqingchuqingkuang,xuguoqinglianmangyanzhetianbachaoneimingdashenzhuileguoqu。

“shen,wogangzaishanshangshuaileyijiao,hunguoqule,xianzaishenmedoubujide,woshixujiacunrenma?”

“zhenshuaihuainaozile?”neidashenwenyantingxiajiaobu,zhuanguotouwendao。

xuguoqingyaobushichachejishi,lianjiuzhuangzaichutoushangle。

“ng,zhenbujidele。”

xuguoqingdiantou,buganluanshuohua,youxieshishuochuquyebuyidingyourenxin,daoburuxiandatingqingchuqingkuangzaishuo。

“neinijibujidewoshishei?”

dashenyilianjingqidekanzhexuguoqing,zhizhezijidelianwendao。

xuguoqingmangyaotou,tajiandoumeijianguozheiweidashen,zenmekenengrenshi。

“woshimeishena,niaiguoshudexifu,zhenburendele?”dashenyilianrenzhendexunwenxuguoqing。

xuguoqingyilianmangran,haishiyaotou,busishuojiademoyang。

“neinigenwohuijiarangnishukankan,kebieluoxiashenmemaobingle。”

meishenkanxuguoqingbusijiazhuangde,kenengshizhendeshuaihuainaozi,yushijuedingdaixuhuijiarangzijialaogongkankan。

tadelaogongshixuaiguo,xujiatundisanshengchanxiaoduiduizhang,tongshiyeshicunliweiyidongyidianzhongyidechijiaoyisheng,pingshidahuotoutengganmaodedoushizhaotakandebing。

“aiguo,aiguo,xuguoqingneiwaershuaihuainaozile,nikuaichulaikankan。”

genzhemeishenhuidaojia,haimeijinmenneidasangmenjiuchaowuneihan,lushanggengshifengrenjiushuoxuguoqingshuaihuailenaozi,yinlailecunlirenyiyangdemuguang。

xuguoqingshiyigerendouburenshi,mianduizhongrenxianqi、haoqi、kexidemuguang,zhinengyilianpeixiaozhegenzaimeishenshenhou。

“啥?”

xuaiguocongwuneichulai,kandaoyuanziliyilianpanghuangdexuguoqing。

“zhendeshenmedoubujidele?jiazainahaijidema,shentiyoumeiyounabushufude?”

yuanzili,xuaiguojixuguoqingbalemai,maixiangmeiwenti,ranhouyouwenlexuguoqingjigewenti,xinshuozheibingtayemeiyudaoguoa,dunshiyouxiemazhua。

“bujidele,meiyounabushufu,jiushishenmedouxiangbuqilaile。”

xuguoqinglianlianyaotou,yiwensanbuzhi。

“zheiyanga,zheidaoshinanbanle,niyoumeizaishengchanduishanggong,duilikebuhuichuqianjinikanbing……”

xuaiguowenyanmeitoujinsuo,zheixiaozihaochilanzuo,zitadiequshihoujiumeidaoduilishangguogong,sheinatadoumeibanfa。

ruobushitaneidaboyijiadingletadegong,haijingchangjieji,shuobudingzaoesile。

“nixianhuijiaba,wozhaonidaboshuoshuoqingkuang。”

xuaiguozhoumeichoulekouhanyan,xuguoqingdabojiariziguodeyejincou,gujiyenabuchuduoshaoqianjitakanbing。

“buyongmafan,xiexieniaiguoshu,nikanwozheibushitinghaodema,zhenmeishi,nixianzaidaiwohuijiajiuxing,buyongmafanwodabo。”

xuguoqingjimangzhanqishenjujue,tanayoushenmebing,zheishimeibanfacaijiazhuangshiyi,zhiyuxuaiguoshuodedabo,tagengbuzhidaoshisheile。

dantacongxuaiguohuazhongtingdaoleyigezhongyaodeziyan,neijiushishengchandui。

shengchanduizaixuguoqingjiyili,neikeshiliuqishiniandaideshiqingle。

“aiguoshu,xianzaishijijiniana。”

zaixuaiguodaixuguoqinghuijiatuzhong,xuguoqingjiazhuangbujingyidewendao。

“yijiuqibanian,siyuenianwu。”

xuaiguonazheyanganzouzaiqiantou,youyikoumeiyikoudechouzhe,suikouhuidadao。

dedaoxuaiguodehuida,guoranruzijisuocaiceyiban,haizhendeshi70niandaimo。

luguoyikelizishuqian,yiqundashudashengezidouduanlegewandunzaishuxiachifan,zheiniantouwanfandouchidewan。

zhuyaoyuanyinshichidetaixi,qingtangguashuidechizaole,wanshangshuijuerongyie。

“aiguo,xuguoqingneixiaozishibushiyouqutoukanlincunliguafuxizaole?”

xuaiguodaizhexuguoqingcongshuqianjingguo,limajiuyouyigeshencaibugao,zhangxiangyouxieweisuodezhongniandashukaikouwendao,zheihualimayindeshuxianannvlaoshaoyizhendaxiao。

“xiaoshenmexiao,bieluanshuohua!”

xuaiguoyanganyidou,huiduileneiren,tazheizhengfanzheni。

napaxuaiguoshishengchanduixiaoduizhang,zaicunliyouxieweiwang,danrengjiuyabuzhushuxiazhongrendexiaosheng。

zheiniandaicunlirenyulexiangmushao,chuleshanggong,shuijue,dahaiziwai,jiushijuzaiyiqiliaojiazhangliduan,gejiabaguashenmede。

“zheigeshinizhangpingshu,neigeshinilingshenshen……”

xuaiguozhizheshudixiadecunminaigejieshaoleyibian,bashuxiayiqunrenjizhengmengle,zheishishaqingkuang?

“geweishushushenshenhao。”

xuguoqingchulaizhadao,mianduizhongrendexixiao,tabingbuzaiyi,yebuzhidaoyuanyou,xuanjikaikouxiangzhongrenwenhao。

cunzilishenmezuizhongyao,neikendingshilinliguanxia!

ketazheiyishengshushushenshenhao,zhijierangzhongcunmindexiaoshengjiaranerzhi,doushiyilianbukesiyidekanzhexuguoqing。

zaitamenyinxiangli,xuguoqingkeconglaidoubuhuihanrende……