第一章
qianshidewoshigelianainao，beizhiqingzhangfuhuayanqiaoyuhongpiandaochengli，meiduojiujiubeitabisile。
wodesiwangrangfuqinyiyebaitou，muqinjihukuxialeyan。
laotianchuilian，wobujinzhongshengle，haizidaishenqidewuzikongjian。
zheiyishi，woxiadingjuexinyuanlizhanan，liyongkongjianhaohaoshenghuo。
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1977年入夏。
tiancaiganggangreqilai，dilidehuoeryijingbuduo。
wozhengzhongdezhengkaiyantangzaikangshang。
bushishuozishaderenxiabeizihaobuhuiyouhaoriziguoma？
zenmewohainenghuidaozuichudeshijian，rangyiqiedoucongtouzailai，haideleyigefeichangshenqidejinshouzhi。
shizhecongshenqidekongjianquchujimeijidan。
jidanluozaishouzhonghaidaizheyisiwenre，rangwochenjidexinyouleshigan。
yanredetongguoyishi，kanzheneigejudakongjianzhongfengfudewuchan。
haizaichangxiangliyongkongjiandewuchangaishanjialihuanjingdeshihou，menwaichuanlaiyidaolingwozuooudenansheng......
“zhenzhen，zhenzhen......”
nanrenzaiwaimianbuduanhuhuanwodemingzi，xinlimengdishengqiyiguwumingdenuhuo，fanzaodecongchuangshangpaqilai，chuanshangtuoxiejiuwangmenwaipao。
“hanshenmehan，buzhidaodehaiyiweinizaihanhunni！”
“wogennihenshuma！？jiaoneimeqinre，buzhidaodehaiyiweiwoheniyoushenmeguanxi！”
“ganjinzouyuandian，biezailaiwojiamenkouxiarangrang，womenbushu。”
mawanpayishengjiujiangdamensuoshang。
menwaidenianqingnanrenyilianmengbi，dailengzaiyuandi，genbenxiangbutongnalidezuilewo。
wopitougailianyitongdamahou，xinzhongyuqidousanlebushao。
waimianzheigenanren，jiushiqianshibisiwodezhangfu。
zhangxiangsiwenbaijing，jiusuanshishanggongdekongxi，yeshichangzuozaishuxiakanshu，yiguzishujuanqi，yindecunlidaguniangxiaoxifucemu。
woshidaduizhangjiadexiaonver，youshicunliweiyiyigegaozhongbiyedenvwa。
dangchuqiuyushujiushikaozheneifuhaopinang，yijiyizhanghuayanqiaoyudezui，jiangwohongdetuantuanzhuan。
zuihouhaibeibidediuleming，rangfumushangxinyujue。
shijishangzheigenanrenjiushigehuajiazi，duzilimoshuibanpingzihuangdang，huyoucunlirenkeyi，zhenbenshishiyidianmeiyou。
qianshiwodaolinsiqiancaizhidaoquanbudeshiqingzhenxiang，yuanbenyiweisilejiuyilebaile。
kerujinwobujinzhongsheng，haidelegeshenqidekongjian，yaoshibuzuochudianshenmechengjilai，douduibuqizhongshengyihuidejihui。
mawanrenxinqingshuchang，wosideshihouyijingshi5nianhou。
zaojiubeishenghuoheqiuyushuzhemodemeilejingqishen，shentibuhao，haishichangjingshenhuanghu。
huiyiqidangshiwotingdaotahetamamouhuayaobiwozijilikaideneixiehua，xinlihairenbuzhuhuifaleng。
“jiusuanyaolihun，woyebunengzuodetaimingxian，buranduiwomingshengbuhao......”
“neijiurangtayizhizaijializhuzhe？youbunengsheng，haishigenongcunren，wodoubuhaoyisidaitachumen，zaizheiyangxiaqu，nishenmeshihoucainengquyanerhuilai？”
“fangxinba，kuaile，woyijinganpaihaole，guojitianyougejihui，zhiyaorangtafaxianneigedongxi，tahuizijilikaizanmenjiade......”
“zuihaoshizheiyang，wokemeizhaoerzhetengtale，nongcunrenjiumingying，guanyaodouzheimeduonianle，zenmebingwaiwaidejiushibusi......”
zhidaozheishihouwocaizhidaozheimeduonian，zhangfuhepoporangwochidezhuyunyaodoushijiade，neixieyaojiushiweilehuaiwoshenzi。
shigeduonianzaicihuidaozijiaxiaoyuan，woduiyiqiedouganjuehenxinxian。
yiqianxianqiyuanlidejiaqinyouzangyouchaonao，xianzaiwanquanbujuedeyouwenti。
houyuandezhuquanshijinniancaikaishishiyong，zhiqianjihuajingjiguandeyan，genbenbugangaoyangzhi。
jinniankaishiqingkuangyousuohaozhuan，cunlidandaderenjia，yijingkaishishitanxinggaoxiexiaoxingdejiaqinyangzhi。
xiangdaowokongjianlidejiaqinhemanyichucangdeliangshi，pansuanzhekeyichangshikuodajialiyangzhiguimo，zhengquzaorizhengdaodiyitongjin。
zaiyuanzilizhuanleyiquan，duizheigeshiqijialiqingkuangxinliyoushu。
liangshidoushiyoushude，zhishishidangtianbuleyixie，duolehuibeifaxian。
jidanneixietongyangshaoliangtianjia，zuihoubashuiganglideshui，yibanhuanchengkongjianliyinchulaidequanshui。
zuowanyiqie，menwaichuanlaishuohuasheng。
tingshengyinshiwomatiqianxiagonghuilaizuofan，hesheizaimenwailiaotian。