第1章
zhengyan，qiangliedeyunjueganrangliyuejinhenshibushi。
ganjuedaoshenshangxilaideliangyi，jipigedashuqi，rangliyuejinlianmangbashentisuodaolebeiwoli。
shuzhanshenti，gandaozijideshoujiaoshouzu。
“被子里有人。”
zheizhongganjueliyuejinzheibeizizhijingliguoyici，zhongshengnanwang。
tazheiyibeizijiuzhiheyigerenyouguofuqizhishi，baijing。
tashitayibeizideyihan。
weileta，tazhongshenweiqu。
zheishiyichangmeng，shichanraozhetayishengdouhuizhibuqudemengyan。
liyuejinyemeixiangdaozaizijilinsizhiqianhainengzaimengdaobaijing。
jidongdexin，zhandouzheshou。
liyuejinkanzhequansuozaibeiwolidebaijing，taxinlishizaishiyoutaiduodehuaxiangduibaijingshuo。
zheiyibeizitazongshimengjianneigeyewan，ruguobushitadangshidepianzhiheguzhi，
ruguobushitadangshixinlizhixiangzhequwaimiandeshijiechuangdangyifan，jiubuhuifashengzheizhongtianrenlianggedeshiqinglai，yebuhuizaochengtiangeyifangdebeijulai。
tayijingshidaoaiwanqi，xianzaidetayijingliushisan，duiyusuoshengwujideshengmingtabingbuzaiyi。
liyuejinxinlipanwangzheruguozheichangmengyongyuandoubujieshu，ruguotayongyuandounengchenjinzaizheigeshijieli，ruguotanenghemenglidebaijingjiehun，zhenzhengdesishouyisheng，napameiyouyihoushiyeshangdechenggong，jiuzheiyangpeizaijiarenhebaijingshenbiangaiduohao？
guanyuzheiyangdehuanxiangtachixulesishinian。
daizhehuiyi，liyuejinyibianwenzhekangshangdeweidao，chulebaijingshenshangdefangxiangzhiwai，cibidetukangweirangtaganjuedaojintiandemengjingyoudianbuxunchang。
“kenengshilinjinsiwangmenghuigengjiabizhenyidianba！”
yibianzheiyanganweiziji，liyuejinkaishikanxiangzhouwei。
tukangdeweidaojuliliyuejindeshenghuoyijingxiaoshilejishinian。
danshicongxiaodeshenghuohuanjing，rangliyuejinduizheizhongweidaofeichangshuxi。
xinliyijin，liyuejinanzhaoxiguanqumokudouzhaodahuojizhaoming。
kanzhetaochulaidehuochai，liyuejingandaofeichangyihuo。
pobaidefangjian，wulimeishenmezhiqiandebaijian，zheijiushiliyuejincongxiaoshenghuodejia。
liyuejinyonglidiqialeyibaziji。
teng，tengtongdeganjuewubizhenshi，kuanchangdehuokangrangtagengquedingzheiyiqiejiushizhende。
liyuejinkanxiangchuangwai，waimiandetianyijingweiliang。
suizhehuochaihuaguo，liyuejindianranyonglaizhaomingdemeiyoudeng，kanzheqiangshanghuzhedebaozhiliyuejinsixuwanqian。
“1979nian2yue7ri《renminribao》《shikeren，shubukeren》”
zheijuhualiyuejinzaishuxibuguo，zheizhengshijizaileduiyueziweifanjizhankaishidebaodao。
taxianzaisuochudehuanjingsuiranshuxi，danshiquehenjiuyuan。
huokengpangshishuazhehongqidewudouchu，shangmiandeqipiyijingkaishituoluo。
zhihudechuanghu，huisedeqiangshangtiezheweirenyuludehaibaoheteshushiqidehuabao。
yijingdiaoqidezhuozishangfangzhebaicideshuibei，pangbiandebaowenshuihushineizhongyongzhuzibianzhidewaiqiao。
ganggangdejingliyijingzhengmingleyijianshiqing。
tahuidaoleshibasuishihoudekaoshanwanlaojia。
不知是喜是悲。
benlaiyinweishidaoaibingfadengsidetajingranhuidaoleshibasui。
dapinledabanbeizi，liyuejinyoushenmefangbuxiadema？
yinweiyibeizimeiyoujiehun，meiyouzisidetachulejuanchuqudezichanzhiwai，haijijiarenliuxialeshuqianwandeyichan，suoyimeishenmefangbuxiade。
tangzaibingchuangshang，suizhenenggouganjuedaodeshengmingzailiushi，tameiyoukongju。
weilechenggong，tanulileyibeizi，chengleshangshiqiyedelaoban，shiyeshangdechenggongbingmeiyoujitadailaijingshenshangdemanzu。
hunyinshang，yinweitajujuelebaijingjiehundeqingqiu，shidenianqingdebaijingzuizhongzaihuayiyangdenianjilixiangxiaoyuyun，neishidetapianzhidixiangyaoxiahaijingshang，niangchengdacuo，suoyitashigeshibaizhe。
jiating，yinweitahuilebaijingqingbaiyoujujueleta，daozhibaijingtouhezijin，fuqindezhibaijingtouhezijindexiaoxishoubuledajiyibingbuqi，wobingzaichuangbudaoliangnianjiuzoule。
muqinyinweizijidecuowu，fuqindequshizhongriyileiximian，kuxialeyanjing，yaobushilianggejiejielunliuzhaogumuqin，talianmuqindoukenengjianbudao。
sanjiehebaijinggengshiyaohaodejiemei，yaobushizijideyuanyin，yebuzhiyujingchangshujiacongjinchenghuilaitanwangzijidesanjiechoushilezijiyibeizi。
suoyi，jishichenggong，tayijiushigebuzhebukoudeshibaizhe。
shengmingzhongzuihouderizilitamannaozizhiyouxinxinnianniandebaijingheduifumujiarendekuijiu。
zhongsheng，zheiduiyutaeryangengxiangshiyicijiushu，yicilaotianjitajiushudejihui。
tayaohebaijingjiehun，tayaorangfumuguoshanghaorizi。
kanzheyijingbeizijidongjingnongxingdebaijing，liyuejinyayizhexinzhongdexiyue，sheiyebunenglijietacishidexinqing。
liyuejinshensefuzadikanzhebaijingqingshengwendao：
“你恨我吗？”
benlaishenqingdaizhidebaijingtingdaoliyuejindezheijuhua，zaiyerenbuzhuhaotaodakuqilai。
baijingdeleishuirutongchanchanxiliuluoxia，kanzhebaijingdeyangziliyuejinrenbuzhuxinliyinyinzuotong。
huoxushikudeleile，tingzhikuqidebaijinglianshangyijiuliuzheleishuidehenji。
baijingmeiyouhuida，zhishimengdizhuazhebeizililiyuejindegebo，sisiyaozhu。
zuanxindetengtongshideliyuejinyaoyajianchi。
tengtongshizuihaodezhengming，zhengmingzhefashengdeyiqiebushimeng。
tengtongyerangtabacishicikemingjizaixin。
tengtongyeshidetaheguoquderenshengchedigaobie。
kenengshiyaoleile，baijingsongkaikou，kanzhezheigehuitaqingbaidenanrenyijiubuyu，yanshenzhongdehenyirangliyuejindexincongyinyinzuotongbianchenglexinjiaotong。
liangjiu，baijingyuanhendikanzheliyuejin，yongyizhongjinhuchaofengdekouwenshengyingengyandao：
“wohennima？wohenbudeqinshoushaleni，wobabudebanicuoguyanghui，keshiyouyoushenmeyong？nenghaiwoqingbaima？”
liyuejinzhangzhezuibashuobuchushenglai，baijingdehuarangtarugengzaihou。
tashigeyoushouhaoxiandehunhun，fumuyanzhongdehunzhang，cunminyanzhongdeerliuzi。
sheijiadegoudiule，sheijiadiulejizuoweicunzhishudeerbozonghuixianzhaoshangta。
tahebaijingzhijiandeshiqingbingbushitadebenyi，danshitazhidaoxianzaideshehuihuanjingli，xingshiangzang、xiuchide，zijidianwubaijingdeqingbai，buguanbenyiruhe，douyinggaijianfuqizeren。
shangbeizibaijingtamenzheixiekaoshanwandezhiqing，congbaozhishangdezhifanchengzhiqingyijingbaomingcanjiagaokaodexiaoxi，tamenzuihouyipifanchengzhiqingdeshijianlinjin，suoyibumiandejidong。
xuyaozhidaozhenggekaoshanwanzhiyouliyuejinjiayoujiu，zaixuyaodegudongxialiangrenlaidaoliyuejinjiahejiuqingzhu。
jibeijiuxiadu，peizhehejiudeliyuejinnaoziyipianhundun，xinglaizhihouliangrenyijingtanchengxiangdui。
houlaizaierbobenzhedashihuaxiaoxiaoshihualedeyisi，xunwenbaijingdeyijianzhihouerbojianyiliangrenjiehun，danshiguzhideliyuejinxiangquwaimiandeshijiechuangdang，suoyijujuehebaijingjiehun。
yiyuehoubaijingtouhezijin，liyuejinyelikailekaoshanwan。
zheijianshibenshenjiubushitadecuo，zhiyuhoulaitadezhizijihebaijingzhisuoyitongzhenermian，shiyinweixuyaoxihuanbaijingdeqingmeizhumazhangzhiming。
weileburangbaijinghuichenghezhangzhimingjiuqingfuran，caiyonghejiudejiekourangliyuejinhebaijingtongchuyishi。
zhongsheng，yiweizhezhonglai，zhongzoulaishidelu。
kanzhehenzijidebaijing，liyuejinbenlaifuzadeshensebiandeqingming，siqianxianghou，shangyibeizidejiejuhejingliyijinggaosuta，taxinliaizhebaijing，wushucimengdaotamenjiehundechangjingjiushizuihaodezhengming。
liyuejinwangzheyouyulexujiu，zuijiaosongdong，neijuzanglesishiniandehuazhongyushuochukou。
“我喜欢你！”
liyuejinturuqilaidehua，rangbaijingfangxinyizhan。
tingzheliyuejinturuqilaidesigezi，baijingzaiyerenbuzhufangshengkuleqilai。
buzhidaoweishenme，benlaishiliyuejinduozouletadediyici，taqingchu，chulezheiyangdechouwen，xiangyaohuichengyijingbukeneng，jiusuanhuiqutayemeilianjianren，bijingyigeshiquzhenjiedenvren······