第1章
“dajiakuailaikana！wangjianeixiaozi，hexinghuneibuyaoliandexiaonizigunlechuangdan！”
“zheiguangtianhuari，buyaolianbuyaopide，jianzhishimeixiumeisaode！”
yiweizhongnianfunvjianruideshengyin，dapoleqingchendejijing。
语气里头。
jieshixingzailehuo，yijideyideyiwei。
xianranyifu，kanrenaobuxianshidadejiashi！
“si....wodetouhaotong，sheizaichaochaonaonaode...”
wangjunhuanhuandefuzhetou，tingdaochaonao，changshizhezhengkaishuangyan。
zuiliyigujiuqi，chongdetanaoguazizhifaweng。
yanpizi，yehaosibeiguanleqianside，chichizhengbukai。
fangfoxiangshiheleyiyededajiu。
yaobudesuantonggan，xiangshibeitaokongleshenzi，gengrangtayouxiebumingsuoyi。
“wobushiyinggaizaiqianwangdongfengshanghuidelushangma，weishenmehuichuxianzaizheili？”
tashenxileyikouqi，zongsuanshikanqingchuleyanqiandeyiqie。
laoshidetupifang，sansanliangliangchenjiudejiaju，shenshanghaigaizheyichuangxiuhuahongsedamianbei。
zijiqueguangzheshenzi，sanfazheyigu...
dushuyuqingsenvrendeqingxiang。
erchuangbian，laoshidemuzhizhongchuang，huhudeguazhefeng，yidaohanfengchuijinlai。
cairangtanaozishaoweiqingxinglexie！
“zheili...zakanzhezheimeyanshu？”
wangjunziyanziyu，fuzhejutongdenaozi，danzaikandaoqiangjiaochudunzheyigenvzi。
zhengjiangtoushenshenmairuliangtuizhijian，shenzishibushizhandouchoudong。
像是在啜泣！
zheihanlengdedongtian，shenshangquezhipileyijianbobodetanzi，shenshangdapianxuebaidepifubaoluzaiwaitou！
光是看着就冷！
nvzidecelianhenhaokan，gaotingdebiliang，xiuzhangdejiemao，dancishiyankuanghongtongtongde。
像是刚哭过！
zheishuxideyimu，mengliede**zhewangjundeshenjing，neibeiyangaidejiyi。
像潮水般袭来！
“hu...wanrong...”
tazuiliniantaozheshuxidemingzi，youxiebukezhixin。
“wozheishichuanyuele！？”
zheiyimu，tadangnianjingliguo。
mianqiandenvrenbushibieren，zhengshihuwanrong，yimingxiaxiangdenvzhiqing！
xianzaiyebushi21shiji！
ershishangshijide1979nian，zhengshizhiqingxiaxiangfanchengdeshijianduan。
huoxushitingdaowangjundeshengyin，huwanrongyaozhezuichun，shuangyantonghongdetaiqitoulai。
yisifaji，qingqingchuizaieqian。
qingxiurushui，chuidankepodejifushang，manshiweiquhejuewang，zhengsisidedingzheta。
“dui...duibuqi...”
wangjundasidoumeixiangdao，zijihainengjiandaozheiyimu，banshanghou，zhongyukaikoushuochuleyijuhua。
zheijuhua，tawushugeyeli，douxiangshuochukou。
kequemeiyoujihuile..。
meixiangdao，zheiyici，laotianyejiletayicizhongtouzailaidejihui！
dangnian，huwanronganzhaozhengcexiaxiang，yinzhangxiangjingli，henkuaibianyinfaleyixienanzhiqing，hexiangxiananqingniandezhuiqiu。
ercunlidedahudeerzilidebiao，tongyangshikanshanglezheichengshilidepiaoliangnvzi。
zheilidebiaobenshendaizhehunyue，shuohaolechengnianzhihou，jiuyucunliyangshendenverjiehun。
kezheixia，tulaidezhiqingxiaxiang，dapoleyuanyoudeanpai。
yangshenshunjianjiujile，jingzaiyifanmimouzhixia，bawangjunhehuwanrongdoujiguanzuile。
suihoujiunongjinleyijianwuzilitou！
zheigunanguanvduchuyishi，youshijiujingshangtou，mimihuhuzhijianbagaizuodedoujizuole。
eryidaqingzao，yangshenjiuzaimenkouhaoleqilai，yinzherenguolaizhuajianzaichuang。
zheigeniandai，nvzidezhenjiejiqizhongyao。
haimeichenghunni，jiuhenanrenshuizaileyiqi，shidajizhongdedaji！
erdangniandeziji，yinhaipachengdanzeren，jingbuganmianduizheiyiqie。
直接离开了家乡！
jingshoubuzhuyalidehuwanrong，zaimeiduojiujiuxuanzelezisha，erhoulaitagengshidezhi。
dangshisideshiyishiliangming，huwanrongduzili。
已经有了他的孩子！
jinguanhoulaidewangjungongchengmingjiu，daxiayifujudadeshangyejituan，danyijiunanyiyanmaixinzhongdekuijiu！
“kuailairenkanna，zheigunanguanvdedangzhenbuyaolianwa，xianglixiangqindekuailaie！”
yangshenchezhegedasangmen，zaimenwaishijinghaozhe，shenzhihaiyouxiexingfen。
henkuai，yuanneiderenjujideyuelaiyueduo，kaishiqizuibashedetaolunzhe。
“shiwangjianeixiaozima？zheixiaozitiantianbuganrenshi，jingranbarenjiahuanghuadaguinvjishuile！？”
“neixinghudeyebushishahaodongxi，zhangleyishuanghumeiyan，tiantiangounanren，zheibuchizaodeshima？”
nongcunyizhijiduhuwanrongyangmaodefunv，cishikejingjiaozheshegen，pinmingluojingxiashi。
yankanshiqingyuenaoyueda，menwaideyangshenpoweideyi，kaishichongwuneihandao。
“kuaidiankaimen！kuaidiankaimen！”
“zheiliwudeyuanzikeshiwode，rongbuxianimenzheiduigounannv！”
shuohuajian，yangshenjingrandairenkaishichongzhuangqilemen，xianranshixiangbujitamenyidianhuolu！
xiangbazheiqingxing，chedibaoluzaidajiamianqian！
mumendechashaohuanggebuting，ruoshizheiyangxiaqu，bachengyaobulejixiajiuhuibeidingkai。
wangjunnaozilidesixuzhuandefeikuai，dangjifanshenxiachuang，zhijieguangzhebangzidizhulemen！
zijihaodaichuanletiaokuchazi！
ruoshibeirenkanjianle，yesuanbudeshenmedashi，danhuwanrongcishishenshangjiupilekuaitanzi！
zheiyaoshibeirenchoujianle，yihouhairuhezuoren！？
shangyishideyangshen，jiushizheiyangdaizherendingkailemen，ranghuwanronggenbenmeiyoulianmianhuoxiaqu！
gandeyagenjiubushirenshi！
“xianbayifuchuanshang，woyidingjinigejiaodai！”
wangjunyongjianbangdizhumen，huitouchonghuwanronghandao。
huwanrongmurandetaiqitou，shihunluopo，xiangshidiulehun。
danxingdonghaishizhaozuo，huanhuanjiangyifuchuanshang，zuozailechuangtabianshang。
zhenggerenxiangshiyifuxingshizourou。
yanshenkongdong，andanwuguang。
“zheimenzadingbukai，laijigenianqingxiaohuozi，jidaniangbamenzhuangkai！”
“wanshangdaniangqingnimenhejiu！”
yangshenjianmenchichizhuangbukai，jingyaoheqilai，xiangshitielexinxiangyaohuwanrongwangjunliangrenchuchou！
jianwuneiyijinganpaituodang，wangjunyebuzaidingmen，yibajiangchashaobadiao，mengdilakailedamen！
zijizhengguangzhebangzi，yangshenlianshangxianshizhenjing，suijilianshangluchudaxidebiaoqing！
“aiyouyou，yifuhaimeichuanshangna，rangwokankanneigebuyaoliande**，shibushiyehaiguangzhena？！”
yangshenshenzhegebozi，jiuwangwulitouchou，tongshiyaohezhejirenkaishizhunbeiyingchuang。
“woqunimade！wanglitouzouyibuwokankan！”
wangjunduzhudamenyishengdahou，taishouyigedaerguazichaozheyangshenneizhanglanlian，mengdijiuchouleguoqu！
又快又狠。
xiangshibadangniandenuqi，quanbuxuanxielechulai。
“nitmzhaosini？masheishi**ni！？”