zhongshenghoushousilvchaguimi，jiesuozhichanggaoguangrenshengdiyizhangzhongshengbaojifenbihuisusuluozailunwenfengmianshang，
「linwan」lianggezibeiyinchengmohudemotuan，xiangjileqianshisiwangzhengmingshangneitanyunkaidexueji。
wodingzhejiangtaishangzhengzaixuanducehuaandenvsheng，zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin——zheishi2018nian5yue12ri，
wodaxuebiyedabianderizi，yeshiwobeiguimishenzhiyipiaoqiechuangyidediyitian。「suoyiwomentuanduirenwei，
xiaoyuanluyandehexinshiqinggangongming……」shenzhiyideshengyintiannirunaiyou，
querangwoweilifanyongqiqianshijiabandaoweikuiyangdezhuotong。tashenshangchuanzhewoshengchijianyongmaidemisezhenzhishan，
xiukouhailiuzhewofengbushiwaiwainiuniudezhenjiao。「dengdeng。」womengdizhanqishen，
muyizaidimianhuachucierdeshengxiang。dabianjiaoshihoupaichuanlaidaoxilengqideshengyin，wokanjiandaoshifulefuyanjing，
jingpianfanguangzhezhuletajingyadeyanshen。shenzhiyidexiaorongjiangzailianshang：「wanwan，nizenme……」
「shentongxuedecehuaanyinyonglehuanyujituan2017niandexiaoyuanshujuba？」wozhuaqifenbizhuanshenbanshu，
zhijianchudaocucaodeheibanmian，liangsisidefenchenshenjinzhiwenfeng。「dangenjutamendangniancaibao，
qiujixiaoyuanhuodongshijizhuanhualvzhiyou18%，bushinishuode35%。」taixiachuanlaiciqibifudediyu。
shenzhiyideliansecongfenbaitunchengqingbai，
taxiayishiqumobozishangdeyinxianglian——neishiqianshiwopeitatiaodeshengriliwu，
lianzineicekezhe「bestfriend」。ciketadezhijianzaijinshushangcengchushashadeshengxiang，
xiangjileqianshitazaiwocizhixinshangqianzishidebifeng。「ni、niluanshuo……」tadeshengyindailezhanyin，
gaogenxiezaicizhuandimianqiaochujicudejiezou。wowendaotashenshangshuxideyinghuaxiangshuiwei，
hunzhejiaoshihoupainanshengtoudaidelatiaowei，weisuanyoukaishizhuoshaoshidao——zheiju22suideshenti，
haimeixiguanhoulaiwushugekaobuluofenxumingdeshenye。shoujizaikoudailizhendong。wotaochupingmu，
muqindexiaoxitiaochulai：「gebixiaomindoudinghunle，nishenmeshihouhuilaikaobian？」
beijingshilaojiaketingdenuanhuangsedengguang，shafashangdazhewochuzhongshidefensemaotan。shixianmohuqilai，wozhazhayan，
kanjianduanxinkuanglihaitangzheweifasongdecaogao：「ma，woshengzhile」
——neishiqianshiwolinsiqianzuanzheshoujidadezi，zuizhongmeilaidejifachuqu。houtouxiangsailetuanjinshuidemianhua，
woditoumodaofanbubaolimuqinjiwozhidelanbaigeziweijin，maoxianwenlulihaichanzhejigenyinbaidefasi。
zhijianturanbeishenmedongxiluoleyixia，taochuyikan，
shimeishengxiudehuixingzhen——qianshiwoyongtabieguowushucibeishenzhiyisihuidecehuagao。
「shujulaiyuankeyichahuanyujituanguanwangdecundang。」wobahuixingzhenpaizaijiangtaishang，
jinshuyumuzhizhuomianxiangzhuangfachuqingcuide「ding」sheng。shenzhiyimengdihoutuibanbu，zhuangfanleshenhoudetouyingyizhijia，
baisemubu「huala」yishengzazaidishang，yingchutacanghuangdedaoying。
daoshikesouliangshengdapochenmo：「linwantongxuejiranyoubutongyijian，burunilaichanshuyixiacehuaan？」
wofankaibijiben，zhiyejiandiaochuyizhangzhoubabadeshouju——shiqianshijintianmaijianbingguozizhaodelingchao。
youmoweihunzhejiyilideconghuaxiang，rangwoyankuangfatang。chuangwaiturangunguoyizhenmenlei，
yudiankaishipilipalazazaibolishang，xiangjileqianshiwocusineiwandebaoyu。
「wodecehuaanhexinzhiyouyigeci：zhenshi。」wotingjianzijideshengyinzaifadou，
quebiqianshirenheshihoudouyaoqingxi，「daxueshengbuxuyaoxujiadeqinggangongming，tamenxuyaodeshi……」
huayinweiluo，jiaoshimenbeituikai。chuanxizhuangdenanrenjiazhewenjianjiazoujinlai，
heisepixiezaijishuidedimiancaichuliluodeshengxiang。tataitoukanxiangwo，meixinweizhou，
youyanjiaoneikeleizhizairiguangdengxiaweiweifaliang——shizhoulin，woqianshideshangsi，
neigezaiwobeiheiguoshilengyanshuochu「zhichangbuxuyaoyanlei」denanren。shenzhiyiturankuaibuzoudaotashenbian，
shengyintiandefanian：「zhouzong，ninzenmeqinzilaile？」zhoulinmeilita，muguangluozaiwoxiongqiandexiaohuishang，
bochunweiqi：「linwan？」wozuanjinweijin，
zhijiaqiajinzhangxindeyueyaxingbahen——neishiqianshiwozaibaoyuyekuangbenshishuaide。cikechuangwaideyuyuexiayueda，
zoulangchuanlaixuedixuemeidanaodexiaosheng，hunzheyuanchugongdidedazhuangjihongming。zhoulindexizhuangshangzhanzheximideyuzhu，
wowendaotashenshanglengliedexuesongxiangshuiwei，yujiyilibangongshishenyedekafeiweizhongdie。「zhouzong，
zheiweitongxueshuowodecehuaanshujuyouwu……」shenzhiyideshengyinxiangjinleshuidemianhua，ruantatade。
zhoulintaishoudaduanta，taochushoujihualejixia，pingmuliangqihuanyujituandeguanwangyemian。
tazhijieqiaoleqiaopingmu：「2017nianxiaoyuanhuodongshuju，queshishi18%。」jiaoshilixiangqichouqisheng。
shenzhiyidezuichundongledong，quemeifachushengyin。wodexintiaodelihai，erjianfatang，
nengtingjianzijijicudehuxisheng。muqindeweijincengguoxiaba，maoxiandechugancucaoquewennuan，
xiangtacongqianmowotoufashidelidao。zhoulinheshangshouji，muguangzaiciluozaiwoshenshang，
daizheshenshideyiwei：「nidecehuaan，wonengkankanma？」wogangyaokaikou，koudailideshoujiyouzhenleyixia。
zheicishitiaoxinwentuisong：「gongxiangdancheyajinnantui，yonghu**wumen」。
kanzhepingmushangshuxidechengsedanchetubiao，woturanxiangqiqianshijintian，wozhengshiyinweibangshenzhiyizhuitaoyajin，
caicuoguolezhongyaodemianshi。「keyi。」wobabijibentuiguoqu，shouzhihuaguozhiyeshangwaiwainiuniudexiugaihenji，
neishizuowanaoyedaosandiandechengguo。zhoulinjieguoqushi，wozhuyidaotaxiukouluchubanjiefanggebijiben，
bianyuanjuanzhemaobian——houlaiwocaizhidao，tazhiyongzheizhongbenzijibiji，
yinwei「fanggezhinengrangshujupailiegengzhengqi」。shenzhiyituranzhuaqibaochongchumenqu，
gaogenxiezaizoulangliqiaochuhuangluandejiezou。wowangxiangtadebeiying，
kanjianzhenzhishanhoulingluchubanjiecangbaidehoujing——neiliyoukeqianshiwobangtatiaozhexiagaoshifaxiandexiaozhi。
yushengjianda，dazaibolishangfachupilipaladexiang，xiangwushukeyanleizazaidimian。
daoshiqingleqingsangzi：「neilinwantongxue，nijixuchanshuba。」wodiandiantou，taitoukanxiangjiaoshihoufangdeshizhong。
zhizhenzhixiangjiudianshiwufen，julishenzhiyiqianshibeipanwo，haiyouzhengzhengsangexiaoshi。chuangwaideyuyuexiayueji，
womolemokoudailidehuixingzhen，bingliangdejinshudizhezhangxin，turanyouzhonghuangdandetashigan。zheiyici，
wobuhuizairangrenherentouzouwoderensheng。dierzhangxitongjuexingdabianjiaoshidemenzaishenhouhelongshi，
wozhongyugankaozheqianghuazuozaidi。zoulangdecizhuantouzhehanqi，touguofanbuxiedishenjingutoufeng。
yuanchuchuanlaishiyanshideyiqiwengming，hunzhemougejiaoshichuanlaide《chengdou》jitadanchang——2018niandexiatian，
liankongqilidoupiaozheweijingshehuidudadeqingse。shoujizaizhangxinzhendong，
shimuqinfalaidesanzhangjiaozizhaopian：baicaizhurouxian、jiucaijidanxian、xianggujirouxian。
xiaoxikuanggenzhedanchu：「xiabanzaodehuahuijiachifan，nibadiaolejiyu。」wodingzhe「xiaban」lianggezi，
houlongfajin——cikedewo，lian「shangban」douhaimeizheluo。fanbubaodelaliankazaiweijinmaoxianshang，
wochechuweijinshi，yizhangzhoubabadechuandandiaochulai。fanhuangdezhimianshangyinzhe「huanyujituanzhaopinqishi」，
youxiajiaodekafeiziyunchengbuguizedeyuan，xiangqianshiwopozaicizhixinshangdeyanlei。zhijianfuguo「pinpaicehuagang」
deziyang，turantingjiandianliucilashengzaierbianzhaxiang。「ding——」womengditaitou，zoulangkongwuyiren。
shengyinzaicixiangqi，daizhelaoshishouyinjidezayin：「jiancedaosuzhuqianglieqiushengyizhi，
zhengzaijiazai『ziwojinhuaxitong』……zizi，jinggao，
benxitongbutigongxunihuobi、jinengwaiguahuoyuzhiweilaifuwu。」「shenmegui？」wocengdizhanqilai，
hounaoshaozhuangdaoqiang。cizhuanbingliangdechuganhunzheyinyuedemeiwei，rangwohuaiyishibushidabiantaijinzhangchuxianlehuanting。
「xitongyibangding，suzhuketongguomonian『xitongmianban』chakanrenwu。」dianliushenglijiazazhexisuidezayin，
xianglaoshidianshijisoubudaotaidexuehuaping。woyanlekoutuomo，guishishenchadimonian。
yanqianturanfuxiandanlanseguangping，zitibianyuandaizhemaoci，
gongshituidao）2.mingri10:00qiantoudihuanyujituancehuagangjianli【jiangli】jiesuo「duanqijiyiqianghua」
jineng（chixu12xiaoshi）【chengfa】wu（dansuzhukenengyongyuanwufagaibianmingyune~）「……wanwoni？」
woduizhekongqitucao，shengyinzaizoulanglijiqiweiruodehuiyin。yuanchuchuanlaigaogenxiedeshengxiang，wohuangmangguandiaoguangping，
kanjianshenzhiyibaozhewenjianjiazoulai，yanjingzhongdexiangliangkeshuimitao。「wanwan，ni、niweishenmeyaoneiyangzuo？」
taxilexibizi，yinghuaxiangshuiweilihunzheleishuidexianse，「neicehuaanwogaileyizhengye，
nizhidaowoyouduonulima？」wodingzhetazhandoudejiemao，xiangqiqianshitazaiwobingchuangqiankuzheshuo「doushiwodecuo」
shi，jiemaoshangyeguazhezheiyangdeleizhu。zhijiaqiajinzhangxindebahen，
wotingjianzijiyongpingjingdeyuqishuo：「suoyininulidefangshi，jiushitouwodechuangyi？」tadetongkongmengdishousuo，
zhijiandewenjianjiahualuo，a4zhisanleyidi。wowanyaobangtajian，
kanjianzuishangmianneizhangzhishangdeziji——hewobijibenlidecehuaan，lianbiaodianfuhaodexiugaihenjidouyimoyiyang。
「ni……」tadeshengyinturanjianli，「niyiweizheiyangjiunengyingma？zhouzongbuhuiyaonide，
tazuitaoyanziyiweishidexinren！」wozhanqishen，jiangwenjianpaijintahuaili：「shishibujiuzhidaole。」zhuanshenshi，
wendaotashenshangruoyouruowudenanshixiangshuiwei——hezhoulinshenshangdexuesongweixiangsi，queduolejifentianni。
zheigefaxianrangwoweiliyichen，jiakuaijiaobuzouxiangloutijian。chuzuwudetiemenchaxiaokadayishengheshangshi，
qiangshangdeguazhongzhixiangqidianlingwufen。laoshitaidengzaishuzhuoshangtouxiahunhuangdeguangquan，dengpaoshibushifachu「zizi」
sheng，xiangjilexitongdedianliuyin。wocongchuangdituochuluohuide《pinpaicehuashishouce》，
suliaofengpishanghaitiezhedaxueshidekechengbiao，2018nian3yue15rineilanxiezhe「bangzhiyimaitongjingyao」。
chuangwaipiaolaikaolengmiandexiangqi，louxiadebianlidianzhengzaibofang《haicaowu》。woyaokaiyibaoguoqibangeyuedebinggan，
tiannidenaiyouweihunzheyoumowei，rangwoxiangqiqianshizaigongsijiabandaolingchenderizi。shoujipingmuliangqi，
muqinfalaixiaoxi：「nibashuonixiaoshihouzhuazhou，baozhejisuanqibukenfang。」houlongturanfasuan，
womochuweijinchanzaibozishang，maoxianmocalianjiadechuganrangwoxiangqimuqinzhimaoyishidesuisuinian：「nvhaizijia，
xueshenmecehua，zuobangongshihainengzuochuhualai？」cikezheijuhuaquexiangnuanshuidai，yuntiezhehoujingdepifu。
fandaoshoucedisanzhang，mimimamadegongshirangwotaiyangxuetutuzhitiao。
xitongmianbanturandanchutishi：「wenxintishi：suzhukexuanzefangqirenwu，jixuzhongfuqianshirensheng。」
wozhuaqiqianbizaikongbaichuhualegedadadecha，bijianhuapozhizhang，
luchubeimian2017nianderili——neitianyonghongbiquanzhe，xiezhe「zhiyishengri」。lingchensandian，
taidengturanximie。wozaiheianzhongmodaoshouji，pingmuguangzhaoliangshuzhuoshangdebingganzhahepailiezhengqideqianbi。
zoulangchuanlailinjufuqidezhengchaosheng，nvrenjianlidesangyinhunzheshuaipanzidecuixiang，
xiangjileqianshiwoheshenzhiyijuelieneiwan。「ding——」dianliushengturanxiangqi，
guangpingzaiheianzhongliangqi：「jiancedaosuzhuwanchengrenwu1jindu98%，qingjiakuaisudue~」
woroulerousuansedeyanjing，modaoweijinmoduandemaoqiu——neishimuqinzhicuozhenshifangongliuxiade。shenxiyikouqi，
zhongxinfankaishouce，di78yedeyonghuzengzhanggongshizaishiwangmoshangzhongying，quejianjianqingxiqilai。shoujituranzhendong，
weizhihaomafalaiduanxin：「mingtianshangwushidianmianshi，daisanfenzhizhicehuaan。」shumingshi「zhoulin」。
wodingzhepingmu，tingjianchuangwaideyuyouxialeqilai，didashengqiaozaifangdaowangshang，xiangmouzhongdaojishi。
xitongmianbanzaicidanchu，renwu1jindutiaodao99%。woyaosuizuihouyikuaibinggan，xiansedesuixiediaojinweijin，
turanxiaole——zheiyici，woyaokaozijidenaozi，zouchubuyiyangdelu。
disanzhangzhichangchuzhanhuanyujituandexuanzhuanmenzaiyangguangxiashanzhelengguang，
zidongganyingqituchudelengqihunzheqiantai**jiedetianchengxiangshuiwei。wozuanjinfanbubaojiandai，
zhifuchudaomuqinfengzaibianjiaodexiaokoudai——limianzhuangzhetasaidehushenfu，yizhangyinzhepusaxiangdesuliaokapian，
bianjiaobeimodefamao。「lin**，zhouzongzai18loudenghou。」qiantaidilaifangkepai，
zhijiashangdeshuizuanguaguoyakeliban，fachuxisuideshengxiang。diantishangshengshi，
wodingzhejingmianlideziji：baichenshanlingkouyouxiefanhuang，
shiqunian**zuojiajiaoshimaide；toufayongmuqinzhidelanbaigezifaquanshuzhe，faquanmaoxiangoulesi，
xiangtuanjueqiangdexiaoshou。18louzoulangpuzheshenhuiditan，zoushangqumeiyoujiaobusheng。
huiyishimenshangdedianzipingxianshi「zhoulinyuyuemianshi」，youxiajiaodeshijiantiaodongzhe：09:58。
womochuwenjianjialidecehuaan，zhizhangbianyuanbeiwofanfumosuo，qilemaobian。tuikaihuiyishimen，
xuesongxiangshuiweipumianerlai。zhoulinzuozaizhangzhuojintou，mianqiantankaiwodejianli，youshouwozhezhigangbi，
bijianzai「hunyinzhuangkuang」yilanqingqingqiaoji。tachuanzheshenhuixizhuang，xiukouluchubanjiefanggebijiben，
hezuotianyiyang。「zuo。」tazhilezhiduimiandeyizi，gangbijiantingzai「ziwopingjia」bufen：「luojiqingxi，
shujumingan，shanzhangcongxijiewajueyonghuxuqiu。」tataitoukanwo，leizhizaichenguangzhongweiweifaliang，「shuoshuokan，
zenmezhengming？」wolakaiyizizuoxia，jinshuyituizaiditanshangtuochumenxiang。congfanbubaoliquchusanzhanga4zhi，
tuiguozhuomianshi，zhuyidaotamianqiandekafeibeiliyousankuaibing——hechuanwenzhongyiyang，taheheikafeibijiasankuaibing，
duoyikuaishaoyikuaidoubuxing。「zheishiwozhenduihuanyujituanxiaoyuanluyandeyouhuafangan。」
wodiankaishoujilidejisuanqi，「yuanbanfanganyusuan15wan，zhuyaofeiyonghuazaiwutaidajianhemingxingjiabin，
dangenju2017nianshuju，xueshenggengguanzhu——」「shijitiyangan。」taturandaduanwo，
gangbizaizhishanghuaguo，jixiayichuanshuzi，「jixu。」woshenxiyikouqi，wendaotabeizilipiaolaidekafeixiang，
hunzheditanqingjiejidedandanlvwei。xitongmianbanzaishixianbianyuanruoyinruoxian，「duanqijiyiqianghua」
jinengzhengzaishengxiao，neixiezuowanbeidegungualanshudegongshituranbiandeqingxikejian。
「wojianyikandiao60%dewutaiyusuan，gaiyongkuaishandianmoshi。」wozhizhecehuaanshangdeshouhuicaotu，
「zaishitang、jiaoxuelousheliudongzhanwei，meigezhanweipeibeihudongzhuangzhi，biruyongarjishumonichanpinshiyongchangjing。
」zhoulindegangbijiantingzai「arjishu」ziyangshang：「2018nian，zheixiangjishuchengbenhengao。」
「dantouruchanchubigenggao。」wodiaochushoujilidexingyebaogaojietu，「moumeizhuangpinpaiqunianyongarshizhuang，
xianxiazhuanhualvtisheng217%，ertamendeyusuanzhiyouchuantongluyandeyiban。」tatiaomei，zhongyufangxiagangbi，
shentiqianqingshidaiqiyizhenfeng，chuidewocehuaandezhijiaoqingqingfandong。
wokanjiantachenshanlingkoudeniukoufengdehenzhengqi，zhenjiaoximi，buxiangnanrendeshouyi——houlaiwocaizhidao，
tamuqinshiweicaifeng。「nizenmezhidaowozuotianzaichaarjishudeziliao？」tadeshengyinturandichen，
xiangbengzhideqinxian。woxinliyijing，xitongmianbanshangdejinengdaojishixianshihaisheng7fenzhong。
zhijianwuyishidimosuozhefaquanmaoxian，
turanxiangqizuowanbeidaolingchendexingyedongtai：「yinweihuanyujituanguanwangdezhaopinyaoqiuli，
『chuangxinjishuyingyong』biaolexinghao。」tadingzhewo，chenmolesanmiao。qiangshangdeguazhongfachu「dida」sheng，
fenzhenzhixiang10:05。wotingjianzijidexintiaosheng，xiangleigubanzhenzheermo。
muqindehushenfugezhefanbubaoluozheleigu，turanjilewoyongqi。「zhouzongduinvxingcehuashiyoupianjianma？」
huatuokouerchushi，wozijidouheleyitiao。tatongkongweisuo：「weishenmezheimewen？」
「yinweiningangcaizai『hunyinzhuangkuang』lantingliule17miao。」wozhishitadeyanjing，
「ergenju《2018nianzhichangxingbiepingdengbaogao》，
nvxingcehuashizhudaodexiangmupingjunroibinanxinggao17%。」taturanxiaole，ditouzaijianlishangxiexiashenme。
gangbijianhuaguozhimiandeshashashengli，wowendaozoulangpiaolaidewucanhefanwei——shiyuxiangrousi，
heqianshigongsilouxiadewaimaiyigeweidao。「nidecehuaanli，loudiaoleyigeguanjianshuju。」
tajiangjianlituihuijiwo，yemianshangyonggangbixiezhe「tongguo」lianggezi，litouzhibei，
「buguowokeyijiniyigemibudejihui——xiawusandian，genwoqujiankehu。」wolengzhu，
shouzhiniejincehuaanbianyuan：「keshiwo……」huiyishimenturanbeituikai，shenzhiyiduanzhekafeipanzoujinlai，
shenshanghuanlejianheiselianyiqun，lingkoubiezhemeiyinsehudiexiongzhen——neishiqianshizhoulinsongtadeshengriliwu。
tademuguangluozaiwojianlishangde「tongguo」erzi，zhijianmengdiyizhan，kafeipozaituopanshang，fachu「zi」
deshengxiang。「zhouzong，zheishininyaodelanshankafei。」tadeshengyintiandefanian，queyanbuzhuzhandou，
「zheiweishi……」「xintongshi。」zhoulinzhanqishen，xizhuangxiabaisaoguozhuomian，wodecehuaanbeidaiqiyijiao。
tajingguowoshenbianshi，xiukoudexuesongxiangshuiweigengnongle，hunzheshenzhiyishenshangdeyinghuaxiang，xiangtuanfuzadewuqi。
「xiawuliangdianzaidating**。」tadiuxiazheijuhua，kuobuzouchuhuiyishi。shenzhiyikanzhetadebeiying，
yaoleyaoxiachun，zhijiashenshenqiajintuopanbianyuan。woshoushidongxishi，
tingjiantayongzhiyouwomennengtingjiandeshengyinshuo：「niyiweiguolemianshijiuyingle？zhouzongzuitaoyande，
jiushizizuocongmingderen。」wotaitoukanta，yangguangtouguobaiyechuangzaitalianshangqiechuminganjiaocuodetiaowen，
xiangjileqianshitazaijiankonglishanchuzhengjushidebiaoqing。fanbubaolideshoujituranzhendong，
xitongmianbandanchutishi：【renwuwancheng】jiesuo「duanqijiyiqianghua」
jineng（yishengxiao）【xinrenwu】1.xiawumeetingqian，
kehufangsuoyoucanhuirenyuandegongkaiziliao2.chenggongnaxiahezuoyixiangshuzoulanglichuanlaizhoulinhemishudeduihuasheng，
tadepixieshengchenwenyouli，meiyibudouxiangqiaozaiwoxinshang。shenzhiyizhuanshenshi，hudiexiongzhenzaiyangguangxiashanleshan，
wokanjiantahoujingdexiaozhi，turanxiangqiqianshitakuzheshuo「womeidexuan」shidemoyang。zheiyici，woyoudexuan。
wozhuaqifanbubao，genzhezhoulindejiaobushengzouxiangdianti，faquanshangdemaoxianzaifengliqingqingyangqi。
muqindeweijinsaoguoshoubei，daizhejiadewendu。yuanchudedayinjichuanlai「wengweng」sheng，hunzheqiantaidedianhuayingda，
2018niandezhichangchuzhan，caiganggangkaishi。disizhangluyanweijixiaoyuanluyanxianchangpiaozhejuziqishuidetianxiang，
chongqigongmenzaiweifengzhongqingqinghuangdong，fachusuliaomocadexisusheng。wozuanzheduijiangji，
zhifucengguojishentiezhi——neishimuqintiede「pingan」xiaohonghua，bianjiaobeimodefabai。「linjie，
wuliaobuduijing！」shixishengxiaowudeshengyindaizhekuqiang，chuanguocaozaderenshengchuanlai，
「xuanchuandanshangdehuodongriqiyinchengle2019nian，kehuneibianyijingyourenzaiwenle！」wokuaibuzouxiangzhanwei，
fanbuxiecaiguomandidexuanchuandan，youmoweihunzheqingcaoxiangzuanjinbiqiang。tankaishoulideyanggao，
duibiyanqiandeyinshuapin，houjingmengdicuanqilenghan——youxiajiaodeerweimabeitihuanchenglemoshenglianjie，
saochulaijingshijingpingongsideguanggaoyemian。「zenmehuishi？」zhoulindeshengyincongshenhouchuanlai，
xuesongxiangshuiweiguozhehuwaiderelang。tachuanzhebaisepoloshan，xiukouwanqiluchuwangu，
fanggebijibenbansaijinkudou，bianyuanluchuxiemanshuzidezhijiao。
wodiaochushoujilideyuanshiwenjian：「zuowanquerenguosuoyouxijie，yinshuafangjintiansonglaidehuoquancuole。」
zhijianhuaguopingmushangdeshijianchuo，23:15，「erqiezheigeerweima……」「shiworanghuande。」
turanxiangqidenanshengdaduanwo。chuanhuachenshandenanrenhuangzheyaochizoulai，bozishangdejinlianzizaiyangguangxiashandeciyan，
「womenjuedehuanyudehuodongzhutitaibaoshou，bangnimenzuoleshengji。」worenchutashiyinshuagongsidewangjingli，
zuotianqianhetongshi，tafanfuniantao「xiaoguniangbudongshichang」。ciketashenshangdegulongshuiweinongdeqiangren，
hunzheyuanchushitangpiaolaidezhajituixiang，rangwoweiliyizhenfanyong。「hetonglixiedehenqingchu，
weijingyunxubudeshanzixiugai。」womochumuqinfengzaifanbubaocedaideluyinbi，hongsezhishidengqiaoqiaoliangqi，
「ninzheishuyuweiyue，womenyouquan——」「aiaiai，biezheimejiaozhenma！」wangjinglipailexiawodejianbang，
younidezhangxinzaibaichenshanshangliuxiahanyin，「nimenzhouzongzuotianhaishuoyaolinghuochuli，duibazhouzong？」
wozhuantoukanxiangzhoulin，tazhengdingzheshouji，muzhizaipingmushangkuaisuhuadong。yangguangchuanguotadejiemao，
zaiyanxiatouchuxisuideyinying，leizhibeishaidefahong。yuanchuchuanlaixueshengdexiaosheng，
mougezhanweideyinxiangzhengzaifang《haicaowu》，hezuowanbianlidiandeyinlezhonghe。「linwan，nijuedegaizenmechuli？
」zhoulinturantaitou，gangbibuzhiheshiwozaishouli，zaibijibenshanghuazhebuguizedeyuanquan。wofankaicehuaan，
zhijiantingzai「yingjifangan」neiye：「qidongbeiyongwuliao，sanshifenzhongneidaowei。」
muguangsaoguowangjinglituranjiangyingdebiaoqing，「tongshi，woxuyaochakanyinshuachejiandejiankong。」「kanshenmejiankong！」
wangjinglitigaosangmen，yaochichuanzaishoulihuangdehualaxiang，「xiaoguniangbiejilianbuyaolian，xinbuxinwo——」「xin。
」zhoulinheshangbijiben，gangbijianqiaoleqiaowangjinglidegongpai，「danwogengxinjiankong。」tazhuantoukanxiangwo，
「daitaqudiaojiankong，shunbianbahetongweiyuetiaokuandayinsanfen。」yinshuachangdejiankongshichongchizhelaojiujiqidewengming，
kongdiaochufengkouguazhecenghuiwang。wangjinglizhanzaimenkou，yaochichuanbutingpengzhuangxigai，fachujiaolvdejiezou。pingmushang，
lingchenliangdiandechejianli，yigechuanheiyifuderenliujinyinshuajian，
xiukoushanguoyimofense——heshenzhiyijintianchuandezhenzhishanyanseyiyang。「zheigerenshishei？」wozhizhepingmu，
houlongfajin。jiankonghuamianyouxiemohu，danneirenshouwanshangdeyinseshoulianhenyanshu——shiqunianshenzhiyishengrishi，
wopeitatiaode「guimikuan」。wangjingliturankesouqilai：「zhei、zheizenmekandeqinga，
chejianwanshangdoumeirende——」「neijiurangjingchalaikan。」zhoulindeshengyincongmenkouchuanlai，tashouliduolefenwenjian，
「gangshoudaodexiaoxi，guigongsishanggeyueloujiaodezengzhishui，shuiwujuyijingzaichale。」wangjinglidelianshunjianshabai，
yaochichuan「danglang」diaozaidishang。wowanyaojianqi，jinshuyaochicengguozhangxin，
liangdexiangqianshishenzhiyidilaideneibeidukafei。muqindehushenfugezhefanbubaoluozhexiongkou，turanjilewoyongqi。
「shi、shiyourenjilewoliangwankuai……」tashengyinfadou，shixianpiaoxiangbiechu，「shuozhiyaogaigaiwuliao，
buhuichushide……」zhoulindegangbizaiwenjianshanghuachucierdeshengxiang：「shei？」wangjinglibizuibushuohua，
zhishidingzhezijidepixiejian。chuangwaiturangualaiyizhenfeng，juanqidishangdexuanchuandan，hualaladeshengyinli，
wotingjianzijidexintiaosheng。
.yiquerenwuliaobeicuangai（60%）2.daihuoqumuhouzhishizhexinxi（0%）shoujizaikoudailizhendong，
shishenzhiyifalaidexiaoxi：「wanwan，luyanhaishunlima？」houmiangenzhesangeguanqiedebiaoqing。
wodingzhepingmushangdefensetouxiang，xiangqijiankonglineimofensexiukou，zhijianmanmandachu：「tingshunlide，
jiushiyudaodianxiaochaqu，nizhidaoshisheima？」fasongjiananxiadeshunjian，wangjinglideshoujixiangle。tahuangmangguaduan，
pingmuliangqideshunjian，wopiejiansuopingbizhi——shigechuanzhefensezhenzhishandenvrenbeiying，
heshenzhiyidefaxingyimoyiyang。zhoulinturanshenshouduoguoshouji，pingmushangdeweijielaidianxianshi：「yiyi」。
tatiaomeikanxiangwangjingli，gangbijianzaiwenjianshangdianledian：「xianzaiyuanyishuolema？」
yinshuachangwaidewutongshuyeshashazuoxiang，yangguangtouguozhiyezaidimianzhichusuijin。wozhanzaizhoulinpangbian，
wenzhetashenshanghunzhehanweidexuesongxiangshuiwei，turanxiangqiqianshitabangongshiliyongyuanbingzhedeheikafei。
wangjinglideshengyinduanduanxuxuchuanlai，tidao「shen**」shi，woganjuezhoulindejianbangweiweibengjin。
「xianchuliluyan。」zhoulinjiangwenjiansaijinwohuaili，zhuanshenshixizhuangxiabaisaoguowoshoubei，
「jiankongshipinbeifensanfen，mingtianzaoshangfangdaowobangongshi。」wodiantou，
kanjiantaerhoufanqidedandanhonghen——neishishaide，haishibiedeshenme？yuanchuchuanlaixiaowudehuhan，
shuobeiyongwuliaoyijingdaowei。womochumuqindefaquanzhongxinbangjintoufa，maoxiangouzhujigensuifa，tengdezhenshi。
shenzhiyideduanxinzaicifalai：「buzhidaoni，nibietaidanxin，zhouzongneimelihai，kendingnengjiejuede~」
moweidebolangxianxiangtiaoshe，zaipingmushangniulainiuqu。wotaitoukanxiangzhanlandetiankong，2018niandexiatian，
yangguangchiliederangrenzhengbukaiyan，quezhaobuliangmouxieyinandejiaoluo。
bandanchuxintishi：【yinzangrenwuchufa】jiekaiwuliaocuangaishijianmuhouzhenxiang【jiangliyulan】jiesuo「renjidongcha」
jinengzhoulindeshengyincongqianfangchuanlai：「linwan，guolaiheduibeiyongwuliaoshuliang。」tazhanzaichongqigongmenxia，
baichenshanbeifengchuideguqi，xiangsoujijiangqihangdechuan。wozuanjinshoulideluyinbi，jinshuwaiqiaoshangningzheyicengbohan，
hunzhemuqintiezhidewenre。zheiyici，wobuhuizairangrenhe「yiwai」huidiaowodenuli。
diwuzhanganchaoyongdongluyanxianchangdexuannaoshengxiangtuanmohudebaizaoyin，wodunzaizhanweijiaoluozhenglibeiyongxuanchuandan，
zhijianbeizhizhangbianyuangechuxihen。yuanchuchuanlaixiaowudexiaosheng：「linjietailihaile，
juranxiangdaoyongheibanqiangrangdajiaxiezhufu！」wotaitoukanxianglinshidajiandehudongqu，
xueshengmenzhengweizhemolvseheibantutuhuahua，fenbihuizaiyangguanglifeiwu，hunzhejuziqishuidetianxiang。「linwan。」
zhoulindeshengyincongtoudingchuanlai，yinyinglongzhaoxialai。tashouliniezheguankele，lahuanlakaishifachu「puchi」sheng，
qipaofangundeshengxiangli，wowendaotashenshanghunzhehanweidexuesongxiangshuiwei。「zhouzong。」wozhanqishen，
fanbubaocengdaozhuojiaodemakebi，
zainiuzikushangliuxiadaojusehenji——heshenzhiyichangyongdekouhongyanseyimoyiyang。
tadilaizhangzhijin：「yinshuachangdejiankongbeifenhaole？」wojieguozhijincashou，cucaodewenlucaguoshangkou，
weiweifateng：「yijingfangzaininbangongshile。」dunledun，youbuyiju，「wangjinglitidaode『shen**』，
kenengshi……」「wozhidao。」taturanningkaikeleguan，qipaoshengturanbianda，「shenzhiyishiwozhaodeshixisheng。
」zheijuhuaxiangkuaibingrengjinfeishuili，zhakaixixiaodeshuihua。wodingzhetahoujiegundongdedongzuo，
xiangqiqianshitazaishenzhiyideshengzhibaogaoshangqianzishi，yeshizheiyangdeshenqing。muqindeweijinsaoguoshoubei，
maoxianyijingyouxieqiqiu，queyiranwennuan。「suoyizhouzongdasuanzenmechuli？」wotingjianzijideshengyinyouxiefajin，
xianggenbengzhidexian。tataitoukanwo，yangguangchuanguokeleguan，zaitalianshangtouxiadanjinsedeguangying。
leizhizaiyinyingliruoyinruoxian，xiangdiweiluodemo。yuanchuchuanlai《chengdou》dejitadanchang，
hedabianneitiantongyigexuanlv。「anliuchengzou。」tabakeledijiwo，lvguanbiaomianningzheshuizhu，
dizaiwoshoubeishang，「buguozaineizhiqian，nixuyaowanchenglingyigerenwu。」xitongmianbanturandanchu，
woxianxiemeizhanwen。zhoulintiaomei，wohuangmangwenzhubiaoqing，
tingjianxitongdianliushenglijiazazhexiaoyuanguangbodezayin：【xinrenwu】1.jinwanbadianqian，
zhenglichukehufangcanhuirenyuandeshencengxuqiufenxi2.mingriluyanjieshuqian，
rangzhishao200mingxueshengsaomaguanzhuhuanyugongzhonghao【jiangli】jiesuo「kuaisugoutong」
jineng【tishi】suzhude「renjidongcha」jinengyijinrulengqueqiwoniejinkeleguan，qipaozaihoulonglizhakai，
tiandefaku。zhoulinzhuanshenshi，fanggebijibencongkudouhuachuyijiao，
wopiejianfeiyexiezhe「2018.5.13」，xiamianshichuanshuzi——heshenzhiyideshengriyimoyiyang。
「zhouzong！」shenzhiyideshengyincongzhantaifangxiangchuanlai，tachuanzhefenselianyiqun，qunbaishangzhanzhefenbihui，
「xueshengmenshuoxiangyaochoujianghuanjie，wozhunbeilexiexiaolipin……」takanjianwoshoulidekeleguan，xiaorongjianglejiang。
wozhuyidaotashouwanshangmeidaineitiao「guimikuan」shoulian，querdaizhideshizhoulinsongdeyinseshoubiao，
biaopanshangdezuanshizaiyangguangxiashandeciyan。「anlinwandefanganzhixing。」zhoulinjieguotashoulidelipinqingdan，
saoleyanhoudijiwo，「tafuzedebufen，nibuyongchashou。」shenzhiyidezhijiaqiajinzhangxin，
fensezhijiayouboluoleyixiaokuai，luchudixiacangbaidejiachuang。wowendaotashenshangxinhuandemeiguixiangshuiwei，
hunzhezhoulindexuesongwei，xiangbeidiaocuolebilidejiweijiu。「wanwan，
wozuotianzhendemeikanqingshisheizhaodewangjingli……」taturanzhuanxiangwo，yanlifanqileiguang，「nibuhuiguaiwoba？」
wodingzhetazhandoudejiemao，xiangqiqianshitazaibingfanglikuzheshuo「duibuqi」shi，yeshizheiyangdeyanshen。
muqindefaquanzaishouwanshangmochuhonghen，womochushouji，diaochutazuowanfalaideduanxin：「tingshunlide，
jiushiyudaodianxiaochaqu，nizhidaoshisheima？」「guainishenme？」woyangqishouji，pingmuguangzhaozaitalianshang，
「guainiguanxinwo，haishiguaini……」「linwan，kehulaile。」zhoulinturandaduanwo，
shouzhixiangyuanchudexizhuangnan，「zhunbeiyixia。」shenzhiyichenjizhuanshen，qunbaisaoguowodefanbuxie。
wokanjiantahoujingdexiaozhishangzhanzhefenbihui，xiangkuaixibudiaodewuzi。xitongmianbandanchudaojishi，「kuaisugoutong」
jinengxuyaobeisong《xiaofeizhexingweixue》dishizhang——youshigexuyaoaoyedeyewan。luyanjieshushi，
tianyijingcahei。wozuozaitaijieshangjimuqinfaxiaoxi，pingmulanguangyingzhemandidexuanchuandan，
youmoweizaiwanfenglijianjiandanqu。shoujizhendong，muqinfalaizhangjiyudoufutangdezhaopian，
fuyan：「liuletangzaibingxiang，huilaireyire。」houtoufajin，womochuweijinguozaibozishang，
turantingjianshenhouchuanlaizhengzhisheng。shizhoulinheshenzhiyi，tadeshengyindaizhekuqiang：「weishenmebuxinwo？
wozhendemeiyou……」「zhengjubiyanleikexin。」zhoulindeshengyinlengdexiangbing，「mingtianquxingzhengbubaobei，
yihoubiepenglinwandexiangmu。」jiaobushengyoujinjiyuan，wohuangmangditoukanshouji，
quezaiheipinglikanjianzijidedaoying——yanjingliyoushuiguang，buzhidaoshiyinweimuqindetang，haishiyinweizhoulindehua。
xitongmianbandanchurenwujindu：85%。womochu《xiaofeizhexingweixue》，
shuyejiandiaochuzhangfanhuangdedianyingpiaogen——shiqianshiheshenzhiyiyiqikandeneichang《houlaidewomen》，
takaozaiwojianshangkudexilihuala，shuo「yihouwomenyongyuanbufenkai」。yefengjuanqidishangdexuanchuandan，
hualaladeshengxiangli，wotingjianyuanchubianlidianyouzaifang《haicaowu》。shoujipingmuliangqi，
shenzhiyifalaixiaoxi：「wanwan，womenhaishihaopengyouma？」wodingzhepingmu，shouzhixuanzaijianpanshang。
muqindeweijincengguozuichun，maoxianliyouguyangguangdeweidao。yuanchudeludengcidiliangqi，2018niandexiaye，
chanmingshengciqibifu，xiangjileneinianwomenzaisushelouxialiaotiandeyewan。xitongmianbanturanzhendong，
danchuyinzangrenwutishi：【zhongyaotixing】qingzhuyizhoulinyushenzhiyideguanlianshuju，
yichangzhida37%womengditaitou，kanjianzhoulindeshenyingxiaoshizaitingchechangfangxiang，xizhuangwaitaodazaibeiwanli，
luchulimiandebaisepoloshan——zuoxiongkouyoukuaidansewuzi，xiangdijianshangdekafei，youxiangduokaibaidehua。
zheiyiwan，zhudingwumian。diliuzhangyetanzhenxiangbangongshideriguangdengguanfachu「zizi」sheng，
woroulerousuansedeyanjing，pingmushangdekehushujufenxibiaoyijingzhongying。qiangshangdeguazhongzhixianglingchenyidian，
muqinfalaide「zaodianshui」xiaoxijingjingtangzaitongzhilan，fudaiyizhanggaizhebaoxianmodejiyudoufutangzhaopian，
tangmianshangfuzhedeyouhuaxiangmeijinsedeyueliang。「linwan？」zhoulindeshengyincongmenkouchuanlai，wohuangmangzuozhi，
zhuangdeyizifachu「zhiya」xiang。tachuanzheshenseweiyi，shoulilinzheliangbeikafei，xiukouluchubanjiefanggebijiben，
zhijiaoxiezhe「shenzhiyi」sangezi，houmiangenzhechuanshuzi——hetadeshengrifenmiaobucha。「zhouzonghaimeizou？」
wojieguokafei，zhibeichuanlaidewenrequsanlezhijiandeliang，zhenguoweihunzhetashenshangdexiyiyeqingxiang，
bibaitiandexuesongxiangshuigengrouhe。tasaoleyanwodepingmu：「xuqiufenxizuodebucuo，
youqishixueshengdui『zhichangchutiyan』detongdianzhuaqu。」gangbizaibijibenshanghualejixia，sixiayiyedijiwo，
「zheishikehufangfuzerendeguowangfangtan，kenengyoubangzhu。」wojieguozhiye，zhuyidaotazijilengjiaofenming，
「tongdian」lianggezibeiquanlesanci。zhijiaocanliuzhekafeizi，xingzhuangxiangduoxiaohuakaizaizilixingjian。
xitongmianbandanchutishi：「kuaisugoutong」jinengshengxiaozhong，fangtanguanjiancizidongbiaohong。「zhouzongweishenmebangwo？」
huachukouhouwojiuhouhuile，houlongfajin，kafeizaizuilibiandekuse。tatiaomei，
zhifumosuozhekafeibeigai：「yinweinizhide。」dunledun，youbuyiju，「erqieshenzhiyi……」
chuangwaituranhuaguoyidaoshandian，leishengzhaxiangdeshunjian，bangongshixianruheian。wojinghuyisheng，kafeibeiqingxie，
heseyetipozaizhoulindebijibenshang。taxunsuchouhuibenzi，queyijingwanle，mozizaishuiziliyunkai，「shen」
zidesandianshuibianchengmohudeyituan。「baoqian！」woshoumangjiaoluandizhaozhijin，xigaizhuangdaozhuojiao，
tengdedaoxilengqi。heianzhongchuanlaitadeqingxiao，daizhejifenwunai：「zuozhebiedong，woqunashoudiantong。」
jiaobushengxiaoshizaizoulang，womozheheidakaishoujishanguangdeng，
guangxiansaoguozhoulindebijiben——gangcaibeikafeipodaodeyemian，yinyueluchu「jiankong」「2017.10」
deziyang。xintiaoturanjiasu，wopingzhuhuxifanye，quezaizheishitingjiangaogenxiedeshengxiangcongloutijianchuanlai。
shoujiguangyingchushenzhiyidelian，tachuanzheheisediaodaiqun，shoulibaozhewenjianjia，kanjianwoshimengditingzhujiaobu。
xianglianzaisuoguchushanleshan，shizhoulinsongdeneikuanhudiediaozhui。「wanwan，nizenmehaizaizheier？」
tadeshengyindaizhejingya，queyanbuzhuzhandou，「zhouzongni？」「qunashoudiantongle。」wowojinshouji，
shanguangdengzhaoliangtashenhoudelouti，yinyinglifangfozangzhewushumimi。tadeshixianluozaiwoshoulidebijibenshang，
tongkongturanshousuo，xiangkanjianliewudeshe。「nizaikanshenme？」takuaibuzoulai，gaogenxieqiaochujicudejiezou，
「zheishizhouzongdedongxi，nizenmenengsuibianfan？」wozhanqishen，fanbubaodaigouzhuzhuojiaodemakebi，
jusehenjizaiheianzhonggewaixingmu。shenzhiyidemuguangsaoguowodeniuziku，lianseshunjianyinchen——neidaohenji，
hetajinzaochuandelianyiqunyanseyimoyiyang。「shenzhiyi，wuliaocuangaideshi，nizuihaojigejieshi。」
wotingjianzijideshengyinqiansuoweiyoudelengjing，xiangkuaicuilebingdetie。tadunzhujiaobu，
xianglianzaixiongqianqifu：「nipingshenmehuaiyiwo？jiuyinweiyitiaoshoulian？wozaojiubudaile！」
「haiyoujiankonglidefensexiukou，henizuotianchuandezhenzhishanyiyang。」shoujiguanghuangguotashouwanshangdeyinseshoubiao，
「yijiwangjinglishoujilide『yiyi』。」tadezuichundongledong，turanxiaole：「jiusuanshiwo，
ninengnawozenmeyang？zhouzongbuhuixinnide，ta……」「buhuixinshenme？」zhoulindeshengyincongshenhouchuanlai，
shoudiantongdeguangshuzhaoliangtazhouqidemeixin。shenzhiyimengdizhuanshen，fashaosaoguowoshoubei，daizheyefengzhongdeliangyi。
「zhouzong，wo……」tadeshengyinturanruanxialai，xiangtuanhuadiaodemianhuatang，「wodanxinlinwanyigerenhaipa，
guolaipeipeita……」zhoulindeshoudiantongguangluozaitashoulidewenjianjiashang：「zheishishanggeyuedexiangmubaobiao，
ninatazuoshenme？」shenzhiyideshouzhijiaojinwenjianjiabianyuan，zhiyefachubukanzhongfude「kaca」sheng。
wokanjiantahoujingdexiaozhizaiguangyunlitiaodong，xianggebuandejuhao。yuanchudeleishengjianjianpingxi，
bangongshilizhishengxiawomensanrendehuxisheng，ciqibifu，xiangchangwushengdezhanzheng。「meishidehua，huiquba。」
zhoulindakaitaideng，nuanhuangsedeguangli，tadecelianxianderouhexuduo，「mingtianhaiyaoluyan。」
shenzhiyizhanglezhangzui，zhongjiumeishuohua，zhuanshenshigaogenxiezaidimianqiaochuduqidejiezou。
wozhuyidaotawenjianjiadefengmianshangzhanzhekuaifenbihui，hezuotianluyanxianchangdeyanseyizhi。
「tayiqianbushizheiyangde。」zhoulinturankaikou，ditoucashibijibenshangdekafeizi，「gangbiyeshi，
tazongshuoxiangchengweixiangnizheiyangdecehuashi。」wolengzhu：「xiangwo？」tataitoukanwo，
shoudiantongdeguangshuzaitatongkonglihuanglehuang，yingchuxisuideguang：「tashuonidaershinalequanguocehuadasaiguanjun，
lianaosangetongxiaogaifangan，zuihouzaibanjiangdianlishangshuizhele。」jiyituranfanyong——neishi2016nian，
wozaihoutaikaozhejiangbeidadun，xinglaishishenzhiyijiwopilejianwaitao，shuo「yihouwoyeyaozuonidedadang」。
cikezhoulindehuaxiangbayaochi，dakaimougeluomanhuichendehezi，limianzhuangzhewomencengjingdanchundemengxiang。
「houlaini？」wotingjianzijiwen。tachenmopianke，jiangbijibentuijiwo。zai「shenzhiyi」demingzixiamian，
heranxiezhe：「2017nian10yue，shujuzaojiashijianguanlianren」。chuangwaideyuyouxialeqilai，
didashengqiaozaibolishang，xiangwushukeyanlei。womozhebijibenshangdekafeizi，
turanxiangqiqianshishenzhiyikuzheshuo「womeidexuan」shidebiaoqing。
xitongmianbandanchuxintishi：【yinzangrenwujindu】faxianshenzhiyishujuzaojiajiuan（30%）zhoulinzhanqishen，
weiyixiabaisaoguowodezhuomian：「youxieshi，dengluyanjieshuzaishuoba。」zoudaomenkoushi，tadunledun，
「buguoyoujianshinigaizhidao——shenzhiyideshixihetong，mingtiandaoqi。」menqingqingheshang，
wodingzhebijibenshangdeziji，turantingjianmuqinfalaidexinxiaoxi：「tangrehaole，huilaijiunenghe。」
shoujipingmudeguangyingzhekafeibei，beibishangningzhedeshuizhu，xiangjileshenzhiyizaijiankonglideyanlei。
2018niandezheigeyuye，youxiezhenxiangzhengzaipotuerchu，erwozhanzailimingqiandeheianli，
zuanjinlemuqinzhideweijin。zheiyici，wobujinyaoying，haiyaorangsuoyoudemimi，doushaizaiyangguangdixia。
diqizhangzhenxiangliehenluyanshouguanrideyangguanggewaiciyan，chongqigongmenzaiweifengzhongfachu「huahua」deshengxiang，
xiangjileqianshishenzhiyisihuiwocehuaanshideshengyin。wozhanzaihudongqu，kanzhexueshengmenzaiheibanqiangshangtiemanbianqian，
juziqishuidetianxianghunzhefenbiwei，qiangderenyankuangfasuan。「linjie，saomaliangyijingchaoguo200le！」
xiaowujuzheshoujipaoguolai，pingmushangdeshuzitiaodongzhe，「zhouzongshuodengjieshuyaoqingdajiahenaicha！」wodiandiantou，
mochumuqinzhidefaquanzhongxinbangjintoufa，maoxiangouzhusuifashideqingweicitong，
rangwoxiangqizuowanzhoulinbijibenshangde「2017.10」。xitongmianbanxianshi「kuaisugoutong」
jinengjijiangshixiao，ershenzhiyideshixihetongdaoqishijian——jiuzaijintianxiawusandian。「linwan。」
zhoulindeshengyincongshenhouchuanlai，tachuanzheqianlanchenshan，xiukouwanqiluchuwangu，shoulizuanzhefenwenjian，
「zheishishenzhiyi2017niandexiangmubaogao，nikankan。」zhizhangbianyuandaizhebeishuijinguodezhezhou，
wojieguoshiwendaodandanmeiwei——heyinshuachangjiankongshideqiweiyimoyiyang。
baogaolideyonghuzengzhanglvshujubeifanfutugai，zuihouluobideshuzi「35%」，
heshenzhiyidabianshiyongdeyimoyiyang。「zheishitadiyicishujuzaojia。」zhoulindeshouzhihuaguobeiquanhongdeshuzi，
「dangshitashuoshinibangtazuode，suoyiwo……」tadeshengyinturangengzhu，wotaitoukanta，
faxiantaerhouhonghenbizuotiangengmingxian。yuanchuchuanlai《haicaowu》dexuanlv，hebianlidiandeyinlebutong，
zheicishixueshengmenzijizaichang，paodiaodeyinfuhunzhexiaosheng，xiangbayaochi**huiyidesuo。
「suoyizhouzongkaichulewo。」wotitashuowan，zhijiantingzai「linwan」lianggezishang，bijilitouzhibei，
xiangdaoyongyuanwufayuhedeshangkou。muqindeweijinsaoguoshoubei，woturanxiangqiqianshijiedaocituixinneitian，
yeshizheiyangdeqingtian，yangguangshaiderenzhengbukaiyan。tamengditaitou，
gangbizaiwenjianshanghuachucierdehenji：「nizenmezhidao？」「yinweiwojidesuoyouxijie。」
wotingjianzijideshengyinpingjingdekepa，「jidenishuo『zhichangbuxuyaoyanlei』，
jideshenzhiyiduozailoutijiandadianhua，shuo『zhoulinguoranhaopian』。」zhoulindetongkongmengdishousuo，gangbi「danglang」
diaozaidishang。yuanchudekuoyinqituranxiangqidianliusheng，wokanjianshenzhiyizhanzaizhantaipang，
chuanzhezuotiandeheisediaodaiqun，bozishangdehudiediaozhuihuangderenyanyun。「zhouzong，
kehufangshuoxiangzengjiagejixingyanjianghuanjie！」tadeshengyintianni，quezaikanjianwomenshouzhongdewenjianshibiandiao，
「nimenzaikanshenme？」zhoulinwanyaojianqigangbi，
bijianzaishenzhiyidemingzishangdianledian：「zaikannideshixipinggu。」shenzhiyidexiaorongjiangzailianshang，