第1章
qixueqinbeipohongxingchuqiangle，neigenanrenyibangzhutaduohuijiayeweiyoudeletadeshenzi，bingqieyaoqiutameitiandouyaoqupeita，jiusuanshilailedayimayeyaoshuizaitadechuangshang。
ertayezunshoulenuoyanbangtaduohuilejiaye，benlailiangrendeguanxidaocijieshu，quemeixiangdaozaizheishitaquefaxianzijihuailetadehaizi。benlaixiangtoutoudedadiaokeshiqueshebude，tuolaituoqudequebeineigejingmingdaobiantaidenanrenchajuele。tayaoqiutashengxiazheigehaizi，yaoqiutahetajiehun。
tatongyile，weilehaiziyougewanzhengdejia。
meiyouxiangdao，zaiheneigejiehunsanniandezhanantichulihunhoutajiubeineigezhanandeqingfucisizaigongsidemenkou。
linsizhiqianqixueqinkandaoneigejingmingdenanrenbaozhetakule，bingqieyirutamendangchuhainianyoujiechuhunyueshishuozhetongyangdehua：“aqin，nizhiyaobulikaiwoshenmedoutingnide。”zheigeshihoutazongsuanshimingbaile，yuanlaitazuozheiyiqiebushibulebaofu，zhishiyinweitahaiaita。
guaibude，tasuiranzhengtianshuotapeibushangtaquezongshiyibianyibiandeyaota。
guaibude，tasuiranzonghuannvpengyoukeshihetazaiyiqideshihourengshidiyici。
guaibude，ta......
“dui......buqi。”qixueqinmoleyixiatajunmeierlengmodelianpang，neishangxindebiaoqingyijingshidiercikandaole。diyicishitamenjiechuhunyuedeshihou，diercijiushixianzai。liangcitashuoletongyangdehua，keshiliangci，tadoulikaile。
bishangyanjingdeshihoutaxiang：ruguokeyizhonglai，neimesongqingzewojiangbuhuizaixuanzelikaini。
ranhouyanjingyibiyizhengtaderenshengjiuzhongqile。
一九七六年秋！
neiyiniantaqingchunjingli，youduwanlechuzhongbingqieshanglegaozhong，benlaizheishijianshifengaoxingdeshiqing。
danshiruguoyinweishangmianyouguiding，xiangchengweigongnongtuijiandedaxueshengbixuyaoyouliangnianhuosanniandegongzuolaodongjingyan，fouzenijiusuanbushizhenzhengdegongnongbing。
dangshitayoulianggexuanzeyishiduwanlegaozhongbuzaishangdaxueranhoujiukeyicanjiagongzuole，ershiguangrongdexiaxiangdaonongchangqulaodongliangnian，canjiazuixinkudelaodonggenbenbuyongsannianjiukeyihuilaibeibaosongjindaxuezuoyiweiguangrongdegongnongdaxuesheng。
fumudouxiangtanengshangdaxue，suoyianpaitazheigeyuechuxiaxiangdaofuqintongxuejiazhuliangnian，yinweitamenzhijiandingguowawaqin，suoyizhangzhuyeshikeyide，zhenghaohainengranglianggehaizijiaoliuxiaganqing。
dui，zheijiushitarenshengdefenchadianle。
qianshitadasibutongyixiaxiang，yinweitayijingzaixuexiaolijiaoleyigenanpengyou。tamenshitongxue，renshiyousannianduole，erqiejiaowangyeyouyinianduole。taxianghetayiqiduwangaozhongjiugongzuo，ranhoudengdaochengnianhoujiukeyijiehunle。
danshifumuquebutongyihuilezheijiancongxiaodingdelehunshi，renweineiyangzuoshibeixinqiyi。suoyiqiangpotaxiaxiang，weicitanaoleliangsantianhaidayutiandepaodaoneizhananyoudeshenbiankusuxiangrangtadaizijizou，keshiduifangrenweitamenbunengzheiyangzoule，neijiaosiben。
sibenduitamingshengyouhai，suoyijiujiangtasonghuilaile。
哈！
名声有害？
buguoshineinandejuederuguojiangtaguaizoulejiuwufazaicongtamenjialaodaohaochule，suoyizuogehaorenjiangtasonghuilai，shunbianshualeyixiatafumudehaogandu，yerangtayiweitazheiyangzuoshihaoxin。
zijiqianshihaizhendeshigoubende，yongleneimeduoniancaikanqingleneigenanrendezhenmianmu。
touhaoyun，yinweibeiyulindaosuoyoubingleliangtian，jideqianshizheigeshihoufumusonglekourangtaheneigenanrenxiangchule，buguotiaojianshi......
zhengxiangzhedeshihou，fuqinqijianshehemuqinsunyuerongzoulejinlai。
qijianshehaiyoudianbieqi，jiudao：“nishuoba，zheihaiziwoyeshimeiyoubanfale。”
kandaonianqinglehaoduosuidefumuqixueqinhengaoxing，yixiazipudaosunyueronghuailidishengdekuqi。qianshifuqinhedidibeizhananhejiannvhaisi，zuihouzheigemuqinjiufengle，daozuihoutarengshifengfengzhanzhande，keshijiandaotadeshihouquezongshifeichangpingjing。
“ma......”qianshiduibuqinimenle，zheiyibeiziyidingyaobaohunimenbuzaibeibierenhaisi。
“xiaoqina，mahenishanglianggeshier。qishiwomenyekandaole，xiaogaoneihaiziqishihaibucuo......ruguonixianghetachuduixiangyebushibukeyi。danshi，dangchuwozaixiaxiangdeshihoushengninanchanyaobushisongqingzeneihaizidefuqinmaozhefengyusixialiqinglegedafujiwojieshengzhipajiumeiyouwomenniangliangerle。yinweizheishiersongyuyejiushinibadetongxuedabingleyichang，keshijishibingdebuqinghaijiangtadeyingyangpinnaguolaijiwobushenti，zheizuorenbunengwangbena。”
jideqianshizijishizenmeshuodele？
e，henjidongdetuikaimuqin，dahanzhe：neigenanrenbiwoda，haishigexiangbalao。
zheigeshihousihumeiyoubiyaobiaoxiandetaiduo，burushunqizirandexiaxiangba，daoshihoujiubulikaitale。
“keshi，tabiwoda。haishige......”xiangbalaomeishuochulai，songqingzeyaoshixiangbalaoneizhendejiumeiyoushayouyaderenle。
heqianshichabuduodeyiju，zhibuguomeiyoujidongershiwenwennuonuode。zheirangliangfuqiyuefakelianqizijidenverqilai，bijingxiaxiangzuohuozhendeshihenleihenku，tayigexiaoguniangzhendeyoudianrangrenxinteng。
sunyuerongmolemozijinverdetouding，buzhidaoyaoshuoxieshenmehao。
“nanrendalezhidaotengxifuer，wobinimahaidasisuini，nikanwomenbushitinghaodema？zaishuolesongyudeerzizhunmeicuo，neixiaozicongxiaojiuzhangdehao，haidongshi。”qijiansheyigedananrenbuzhidaozenmehongnver，suoyishengyinlvedaleyixie。
“nibiehan，guinvquxiangxiabenlaijiutingkudele，yiqieshangliangzhelaibuxingma？”sunyuerongshuowanzhihouyouduinverdao：“haolebiekule，qishiwohenibadoushangliangle。ruguonixiaxiangzhihoujiuquheneihaizichuyiduanshijian，yaoshibuxihuanhuilaiwomenjiujiechuhunyuehaole。dangran，zheishierwohenibadouhuixiexinhetamenmuzishuomingde，nikanzheiyanganpaikeyima？”
“xing，jiutingbamade。”heqianshiyiyang，dangshizijijuedeheneizhananyoudeganqingneimehaoyidingkeyijingguoliangniandekaoyande，jieguomeixiangdaoneiliangnianzhongtaquehezijidebiaomeigaodaoleyiqilianhaizidoudadiaoleyige。
dangchutaxiaohuaguozijidebiaomeibuzhixiu，caishiqisuijiubeibuzhimingdenanrengaodaduzi，jieguoquecongmeixiangguoneigenanrenjiushigaoxuming。
zhengxiangzhedeshihouyigeruoruodeshengyindao：“bama，xuminggegelaile。”
shile，dangchuzijijuedingxiaxiangdeneiwangaoxuminglaiguo，shenzhihaiduoquletadechuwen。shenzhihairangtazhanlebushaobianyi，liyoushitayoudianpatahuibeibiedenanrengoudazou。
哈！
zhanan，zheicinengrangnizhandaobandianbianyitamingzidaozhexie。
“rangtazaixiaohuayuanneilidengwoyixia。”heqianshiyiyangdedifang，buguozheiyicitaqueyaotachibuledouzhezou。