第1章
liezhijiujingzainaozidexueguanlihengchongzhizhuang，luyuantoutengyulie，jiannanzhengkaileyanjing。
“zhei，zheishi......”
kanzheyanqianjingxiang，tayixiazidaizhule。
yingruyanliandeshiyijianbudaoshipingmidelaojiutupeifang，jiubaozhihuchengdetianhuabanshang，guazheyizhixiujibanbandediaodingdianfengshan。
shenxiadexiaotukanghaiyouxiewenre，sihuyourenganggangzaigebidezaotaizuolezaofan，sanfachuyigumeiweidechuangpuduimian，shiyizhanghuanghesedejiumuzhuo，yongboliyazhejizhangheibaizhaopian，shangmianhaibaileyitaishisancundexiongmaodianshiji......
yiqiedoushineimedemosheng，bu......shishuxi，zheibushisanshinianqianjiuyijingchailedexiangxialaojiama？
“wozhongshengle，haishi......zaizuomeng？”
zhengzhazhecongtukangshangpaqi，luyuanhenhennieleyibazijidelian。
wubizhenshidetengtongganchuankai，naozilidexuanyunxiaosanxuduo，yigumomingdejiyiruchaoshuiyibanyongxian。
ta，luyuan......nianqingshihouzaofengjubian，erhouyijuebuzhen，meijinianlaopodaizhenveryuanzoutaxiang，congciyinxunquanwu。
zhidaoxinshijichulaojiachaiqian，nadaoleyibifenghoudebuchangkuan，weilezhaohuiqizinver，tatazushanghai、xinkudapin，zuihouyongyouleyijiazichanjibaiyidedagongsi。
jiyizaizheilizhongzhi，luyuanlengzaiyuandi，kanzhemianqiankongdangdangdetuqiang，naozilifangfoshanguoleyidaodianguang！
土墙......
tajidehenqingchu，chuangduimianqiangshang，yuanbenguazhetamendejiehunzhao，zaiqizidaizhenverlikaishi，bazhaopianyiqinazoule。
现在，照片还在。
jiehunzhaopangbianhaiyouyibenhuangli，riqisidaole11yue11ri，shi1987niannongli......jiuyueershi。
“zhendezhongshengle，wohuidaoleershisisui，1987nian！”
zheiyike，luyuanzaiyemeiyourenhehuaiyi。
nonglijiuyueershi，zheigerizitayongyuandoubuhuiwang，shizijiheqiziqinyuroudejiehunjinianri，yeshitabugaoerbie，daizhenverxiaoshiderizi。
zijidequezhongshenghuilaile，huidaolebashiniandai，qizihenverhaimeiyouzou。
“yurou，xiaotong......”
monianzheliangrendemingzi，qingxingwubideluyuan，xintouqueyongqijudadeneijiugan。
tajiqizijigaozhongbiyehou，zaiyijianzhongxuedanglejiniandaikelaoshi，yeshineigeshihourenshideqizi，sannianqianchuyumouzhongyuanyinlilezhi，xiahaihefaxiaoyiqipaodongbeiquzuomaimai，ranerquezaoyubuce，faxiaodangchangcansi，zijiyilulangbeitaowanghuilai。
zineiyihou，zijizhenggerenchedituifeile。
zheiliangnianduolai，jialideriziquankaoqiziqinyurouzaizhicheng，zhongzhezijiadeyimusifendi，haiyaozhaoguyayaxueyudehaizi，nongxianshihou，yibianjielehuozuoshougong，yibianhaizoujiechuanxiangjicunlirenbangxianzhuanjiayong......
zhengzhengyousannianshijian，liangkouzijihumeishenmejiaoliu，zhidao1987niandenonglijiuyueershi，yejiushijintian，luyuanyouyicimingdingdazui......
xinglaihou，zaiyemeiyoujiandaotamennianglianger。
zongranhoulaiyongyoujibaiyishenjia，danliangmunvjiugenrenjianzhengfayiyang，zhaoxunjishinian，lewuyinxun。
zheijianshichengleluyuanzuidadeyihan，huoxu，laotianrangzijizhonghui1987，zhengshiweile......
“爸爸，你醒了？”
yigezhiqiweituodeqingcuinvtongsheng，daduanleluyuandefenluansixu。
youxiefaheidefangmenkou，xiaonvhaitoushangzhazhelianggeyangjiaobian，hongpupudexiaolianxiangpingguo，yifuxidehenganjing，shangmianhaixiuzhehaojizhongbutongyansedexiaohua。
neixiehuaduo，doushiyuroujitafengshangdebuding。
luyuanlenglengdekanzhexiaonvhai，yankuangyixiazihongle。
shizijidenver，nianjinsisuidexiaotong。
shangyibeizi，nverzailuyuannaohaizhongdejiyi，jiudinggezailedangqiandemoyang。
neizhongkuijiuhezize，zairihoudejishinianli，wushiwukebuzaikunraozheta，meimeiyebanjingxing，qizishangtongdeshenqing，nverdezhinenmianrong，jiuhaoxiangyibalinglijiandao，yibianyouyibiancuicanzhetadeneixin。
meixiangdao，laotianjingranjilezijiyigezaijianqinv、mibuyihandejihui。
“baba......mamarangwolainashubao。”
kandaoluyuanzhengzhengwangzheziji，xiaoyatoulianshanglanmandexiaorongfeikuaixiaoshi，liangjingjingdedayanjingxiemanleweiju。
taxinjingdanzhandewangheiqiqidewulizoulejibu，jieguoyibuxiaoxin，caidaodishangsanluodeyigekongjiuping，jiaoxialiangqiang，“a”deyishengwangqianbianshuaiqu。
“xiaotong......”
“biepa，youbabazai。”
luyuandeshixianyizhimeiyoulikaiguoxiaotong，feikuaicongchuangshangtiaoxia，qiangxianyibubatabaozailehuaili。
yizhanghuxulazhadelianpangjinjintiezailenverrouhuadexiaolianshang，luyuanxintouredefatang，yanleijingbuzhujiuliulexialai。
zheimeyigejiandandeyongbao，shangyishi，tapanledabanbeizidoumeinengpandao，neizhongkegumingxindeyihan，zhongyuzaidangqian，dedaolemibu。
“晓彤，怎么了？”
menwaijiushitangwu，qinyurouxianrantingjianleliwudedongjing，shoulinazheyipiandiguagan，daizheyisijinghuangpaoleguolai。
zaijiandaoluyuandeneiyike，liangrentongshilengzhule。
jiyili，luyuanyijingyouxiaosannianmeibaoguoxiaotong，meitianbushihejiu，jiushizaizuixunxunqumaijiudelushang。
erdunxiashenzideluyuan，yezaitaitoukanzheqinyurou。
yanqianzheigeqiaoshengshengdenvren，hejiyizhongzhujianmohudeqizishenyingchuxianlezhongdie，lianjiadehuagezishangyiyangaibuzhutadeqingchunmeimao，yuanbenjiaonenbaixideshouzhizaiweiweizhandou，shangmianyibumanlehoushidejianzi。
“yurou......”
luyuanxinzhongwuweizachen，zongyouqianyanwanyu，huadaozuibianqueweinengshuochukou，zuizhongzhihuichenglesigezi：“haojiubujian。”
qinyuroushoulidediguagandiaozailedishang，haojiutacaihuiguoshen。
tabuzhidaojintiandeluyuanzenmehuishi，weishenmehuituranshuochuzheimeqiguaidesigezi。
yuanbenqinyurouyijingdasuanhao，jintianbusongxiaotongqushangxuele，chiwanzaofanshoushiyixia，jiucilikaizheigebatashangtoulexindenanren。
keyanqiansuojianzheiyimu，yourangtadeneixinchuxianlejifendongyao。
整整三年了。
luyuanbudanbaolexiaotong，jingranhaizhudongkaikougenzijishuolehua？
“zhiqian......rangnishoukule。”
baoqixiaoyatou，luyuanshangqianzoulejibu，shuangyanjinjinzhushizheqizi，shengyinconglaidoumeiyouxiangxianzaizheimewenrouguo：“womeijicuodehua，jintianshiwomendejiehunjinianri。nizaijiahaohaoxiuxi，woqusongxiaotongqushangxue，wanshangwomenyiqihedian，qing......ng，jinianjiehunwuzhounian。”
zheiyige“zhu”zi，shizenmedoushuobuchukou。
yiqi......hedianma？
luyuanzaishuoshangbanjudeshihou，qinyuroujiangyingdeqiaolianzhujianbianderouhe，ketingwanxiabanju，tadelianseyixiaziyoubiandeshabai，lianshangluchuyimoqiranxiaorong。
gangcaichuxianhuanjue，haiyiweitayaogaitouhuanmianzhongxinzuoren，yuanlaizaidazheigezhuyi？
zhengtianbuganhuo，yitiandaowanhejiumaizui，shoulihuoxushimeiqianle。
zenme？yaojiezhejiehunjinianridehuangzi，rangzijibaqiannachulaimaijiu？
xiayishide，taganggangdongyaoleyisidexin，dunshizhongxinbiandejianding。
“nifangxin，wobuhuizaihejiu，wanshangheyinliao，huozhe......chashuiyexing。”
kanzheqiziluchudechaonongshenqing，luyuanzhidaotakendingshiyouwuhui，lianmangyaotouxiaolexiao。
shenshouyimokoudai，taochujinyoudezhoubabadesimaoqian，tayoudianbutaiqueding：“xianzaizheigeniandai，hezuoshelinenghede......haoxiangzhiyouqishui、xiangbin、laoniankang？zheixieqianyinggaigouba？wojibutaiqingchule。yurou，niyaoheqishuihaishixiangbin？wohuilaideshihoumai。”
zheixia，qinyurouchedilengzhule，kanzheluyuanyibenzhengjingdeyangzi，manlianbukesiyi。
他是认真的吗？
bushiweilegenzijiyaoqianmaijiu？
daodishizhendehaishizaiyanxi？
haiyaobuyaodaixiaotonglikaizheigenanren？
yishijian，qinyurouzhijuedetounaohunchenchende，youshixiangzou，youshibushe，zhanzaimenkouwanquannabudingzhuyile。