第1章
“放开我！”
“zhuangshenmeqinggao？zheibushiniyizhixiangyaodeme？ruobushinidezheizhanglian，nizenmehuiyouzheigejihui？”
ruyandejinshiyipianshenshoubujianwuzhideheian，nanrendedongzuotanbujirenhedewenrou。
tajiuxiangyigerenrenbaibudekuilei，wufazhengtuonanrendezhangkong。
chunjianchuanlaitengtonggan，sunianhaimeilaidejidaoxiyikouliangqi，xianxuejiuyijingmimanzailechunshezhijian。
nanrendebochunhaosiyibafenglidedaozi，“hua”shangletashenshangmeiyichujifu。
yueguangxia，zhanjitingjunlanglengmodeliantouluzhejizhidelengmo。
neishuangshanshuozhehongguangdeyitonggengshirangtakansixiangxingzouzaiheiyezhongdeguimeiyiban。
sunianwulifankang，xuruodemeimouzhongtouluzhedandandezichao，shenshangdegutoudouhaosibeiniansui。
tabenyiweizijihuisizaineipianhengshibianyedeluanzanggangshang。
meixiangdaozaicixinglaideshihou，tazhongshengle，zhongshenghuidaolesuoyouemengkaishidezheiyitianwanshang。
tahezhanjitingqingmeizhumashisannian，yejiuzuoletashisanniandeweihunqi。
kesuoyourendoujuedetashiyigebeiweidexiaochou，weilezhanjiting，tashenmedouzuo。
weilejianhuizhanjitingrengdaobinghulideshoubiao，taerhuabushuo，zailingxiashijisheshidudeshihou，tiaorubinghu。napashizhihuanlaitayiju‘shoubiaobeinipengle，buyaole，duoshi。’，tayexinganqingyuan。
yinweizhanjitingsuikoushuoleyijuxiangchiguowaizhengzongdehaixian，tafazheshaozuofeijiquguowaiqinzixiahaizhuahaixianhuiguonongjitachi，binglezhengzhengyigeyue，jieguozhihuanlaitayiju‘ninongde，buxiangchi。’。
shenzhiweilezhanjitingshenshangteshudebing，taquzhuanmenxuexilewushudeyixuedianji。
qianshi，tayecenghezhanjitingqingmiyiye，tahaishahuhudedengzhezhanjitinglaiquta。quebuliao，zuihoudengdaodequeshibeirengquluanzanggang，bugansiqu。
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huo，xiangshizhaodaoleyichufaxiedemimizhidai，fengkuangdelvejin。
jiuzuimirenye，weiqingshichan。
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diertianzaoshang，wennuandeyangguangtongguoluodichuangsazaichuangshangjunmeidenanrenlianshang，yangguangsihuyenuanbuhuatalianshangdebingshuangheyinmai。
zhanjitingzhoumei，zhengkaideyitongrangrenhaipa。
tatianshengyitong，yourenshuotashidiguotianshengdewang！yeyourenshuo，tashidiguodexueyanwang！
baisechuangdanshangdeyimoyinhongyourushengkaidexuelianhua，yingheletadexuesezhitong。
jianqiyifulengmoliuxia，zhiliuxiayijuhaowuganqingdehua。
zuzuyiwandezhemo，sunianhunshendeqingzidouwuchuxiaosan。
tabumingbai，jirantabuaita，weishenmehaiyaozheiyangduita？
nandaojiushiyinweineisuoweidehunyue？
zhonghuoyishi，sunianbunengzaixiangshangyishiyiyangzuoyidaibidedengsi，tabixuyaotao！
taolizheili，taochuzhanjia。zhiyouzheiyang，tacainenggaibianzijibisidejieju。
keshizhanjiashouweisenyan，tayongjinlesuoyoudebanfadouwufataoli。
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直到——
她怀孕了。
“quzhunbeisuanshiheyisheng，tayaoshizaitu，nimendougenzhetayiqitu。”zhanjitinghechizheyongrenxialing，shouqingqingcashizhenvrendeyingchun，neishuangmanshiyushadeyitonglimanshiwenrou。
suniandichunanrendechupeng，yikouyaoshangchunbianshouzhi，xianxuemimanzaikouqiangli，didadidazhuizaidimian，ranhongbaisedecizhuan：“biepengwo。”
zhouweideyongrenhedebuganhuxi，zheigenvrenjingganyaoshangzhanye！yaozhidao，yiqiandesuniankeshijianzhezhanjitingshoushangdouyaoxintengbantiandezhu。
erqie，zhanyebenjiujiweiyanesunian，xianzaitaganyaozhanye，gujimashangjiuyaobianchengyijushitihengzhelikaile。
xiayimiao，rangrenmudengkoudaideshifashengle。
“guai，yujuhaiyingduiwomeiyong，xiacizaiyao，wokebunengbaozhenghuifashengshenme！”zhanjitingwenroudefumozhenvrendenaodai，shuochudehuaquebinglengwuqing。
suniandejujue，zainanrenyanli，jiushishichongerjiao。
tananbuchengzhendeyiwei，huaiyunzhihoutajiuyoufangsijiaozongdezibenle？
henkuaisunianjiuzaicibeikanguanleqilai，suoyoudedongxi，tadouwufapengchu。
更不要提离开这里。
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“jiejie，nibuhuizhenyiweinikeyijiezhehaizimupingziguiba？nibuhuizhenyiweiyoulehaizi，nijiunengchengweizhantaitaiba？”
nvrenshenchuanheisejinshenlianyiqun，changkuangbuyidechongsuniantiaoxin。
tajiaofangwu，shizhanjitingzaiwaidefeiwennvyou，xihuanzhanjitingdeqiancaiquanshi。zhikexi，zhanjitingcongbujitarenhejihui。
yanxiajiansunianhuaiyun，tanalihaizuodezhu。
“zongbimouxieduzikong、ganzhejiderengengyoujihuibushime？”suniandandansaoleyiyannvren，xinlidexiaosuanpanyedaleqilai。
renmendoujuedesunianshizhanjitingdeyitiaogou，huizhizelaizhaozhizequdeneizhong！gandouganbuzou，sheinengliaoxiangdaoxianzaidesunianquemannaozixiangdezenmelikaizhanjia，zenmelikaineigejueqingwuxindenanren。
“ni！he，biebairizuomengle，nijiushiyigetishen！zhangegegenbenjiubuaini，ruobushinizheizhanglian，nizenmeyoujihuichengweizhangegedeweihunqi！”
sunianjiaoxiaodeshenxingweizhiyizhan，zuanxinyibandetengtongcongxinzangchuchuanlai。
quandiguoderendouzhidao，zhanjitingdechulianshiyigebingyangzi、mingbujiuyi，ertashengdeyoubafenxiangtadechulian，caihuibeizhanjitingliuzaishenbian。
jiranfangwulaitiaoshier，neitakebunengbaibaicuoguozheiyangdehaojihui。
suniandeshouqingqingwuzaiyijinggaogaolongqidedaduzishang，jiayichaonvrenkaoqu：“bukeneng，woyouwomendehaizi，wozenmekenenghuizhishiyigetishen？”
“haizi？jiejie，nibuhuizhenyiweiniduzilidehaizishinimenaiqingdejiejingba？shihuagaosuniba，nidehaizizhishiyige“yaoyinzi”eryi。”
fangwuhuanzheshuangbeilengxiao，suoshuodehuaquejujuyinsencigu。
“dengdaonidehaiziyichusheng，jiuhuibeirenbaozou。zaibudarenhemazuijidexiaoguoxia，huoshengshengchouzouyingyouerdejisuiye。
zheijiushinihaizidesumingheyongchu，niyiweizhangegehuitengxinihetadehaizi？hehe，nizhidaozhangegebuxizhemoni，xishengdiaozijihaizixingmingyeyaochouqudejisuiyeshiweilesheima？”
tayibububijinsunian，“weilejiuzhangegexinaidenvren，weiletadexingmingheanquan，nihehaizidexingmingzaitayanli，jieshiyongwansuishoukediudelaji。”
he，zhenshigehendudenanren！
sunianyibazhuazhufangwudeshou，zhuangzuozhaofangwulilun，suijizaiyifantuibozhulanxiaguyishuaidaozaidi。
tayanguangpieleyanmenkoutingzhedeche，zhanjitinghuilaile！shijilaile！
sunianbaozheduzi，tongkudejiaoleqilai：“a！fangwu，wobuguohenizhengbianliangju，niweiherucihendudexiangyaomouhaiwoduzilidehaizi！”
fangwukandaojijiangjinmendezhanjitinghemengle：“sunian，nixianhaiyuanwangwo！nizhibuzhidaowohuisizaizhanjitingshoulide。”
donglezhanjitingdehaizi，taququyigeerxianmingxing，zenmekenengnenghuozhecongzhanjialikai？
“fangwu，zhiyaonidayingwoyigetiaojian，wobaozhengninenghuozhelikai。”
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yiyuanshoushushiluanchengyituan，congmangjian，yigemanshenshixuedeyishengcongshoushushixiaopaoerchu。
tashenshangdexue，doushisuniande。
“zhanzong，yunfuzaochandachuxue，xianzaishengmingweizaidanxi！darenhehaizizhinengbaoqiyi，ninshixuanzeyaobaodahaishibaoxiao！”
zhanjitingyonglandezuozaizoulangwaidezhangyishang，mingmingshisuiyideshenzi，kanqilaiquejinxianruyajingui。
tafangfoshenwaizhiren，haosicishiweizaidanxideyunfuzaochandachuxuedeshishidouhetameiyourenheguanxi。
cishideta，wanruoyigezhuzaizhe。
tadeyijuhua，jiunengzhuzaishoushushilinvrendeshengsi。
yexushiyousuoganying，hunmizhongdesunianhuanhuanqingxingguolai，sichengzheyikouqitongguotoumingbolikanxianglewaimianlengmogaoguidenanren。
shangyishitayejingliguodachuxuenanchan，zuihoubeidiuqizailuanzanggangersi。danneigeshihoutameinengsuxing，yemeinengtingdaozhanjitingdexuanzehehuida。
tashenzhihaizaiqidai，qidaizhezhanjitingdedaan。ruruotanengpianxiangtayici，jiuyici，neimetajiunengbujiqianxianzaiyicipinlemingdebenxiangta。
“tadeshengsibuzhongyao，buxiyiqiedaijia，baoxiao。”