1982nian9yue,shanbeijunqujiashuyuan。
songxushengcongminzhengjushenqingwanqiangzhilihunhuilaihou,jiukaishizijidedongxi。
zhanzaijingziqianshi,takanjianlimianzijidemiankong,nianqingyouyiqifengfa。
zheiyike,tacaizhendeshishizaizaiganjuedaozijizhongshengle,zhongshenghuidaolesanshinianqian。
neigehaimeiyoubeifenmuyibandehunyineshade,xianhuomingliangdeta!
shangbeizi,tahechengjingjiehun,liangrenshenghuoleyibeizi。
ketadeyixinyiyiquehuanlaitadelengdanhemoshi,shenzhisanshinianlaitadoujiangtashirukongqi、danrumoluren,guanxihaiburuzuolinyoushe。
siqiantacaizhidao,yuanlaidangchudehunyin,shitadefuqinyongenqinghuanlaide。
chengjingbushixinganqingyuanjiajita,xinliyehaiyouzhebaiyueguang。
zhonghuoyihui,yidingshishangtiankantabeiku,jitadeyicijihui。
suoyizheici,tazaiyebuyaohechengjingjiuchanle。
suishuoqiangzhilihunhaiyaodengshangbangeyue,danzaicizhiqian,yeyaotiqianshoushihao,gaidabaodedabao,gairengdiaoderengdiao。
dengdaoshijianyidao,tabianshuozoujiuzou。
qingwanyiju,gangzuohaofan,chengjingbianhuilaile。
tashenxinggaotiao,meiyanpiaoliang,shenchuanjunzhuangshizuiweiyingzisashuang。
meijiehunqian,tashijunqulinantongzhizuixiangqudenvren,shangbeizisongxushengyeshiyinciduitayijianzhongqingde。
weilebubeichajue,tazoushangqian,xiangjitatuoquwaitao。
chengjingquetuihouyibu,shensedandan:“shenshangzhanlehui,biezanglenideshou。”
huayugongjingderangrenbunengzhizhaibanfen,yebinglengshengshudehaoxiangtamenbushijiehunsanniandefuqi。
ruoshiyiqian,songxushengyidinghuidangzuotingbujian,yijiushenshoudashangtadeyijin。
chengjingyehuirenyoutadongzuo,buzaijujue。
danshitaneishuangruxingdexingmouliyidinghuifuchubinglengdeyane。
songxushengjiushibeineiyangdeyanshenshenshencitonglesanshinian,cidexinshangdeshangbayongyuanyebuhuihao。
danzheici,tazhidianlediantou,jiushouhuishouzhuanguoshen,quchufangduancaichulai:“wozuolenizuixihuandechaojidan,nilaishishihebuhekouwei?”
chengjingtuoquwaitao,buweisuodong:“woshuoguo,womeiwanhuizaishitangchi,nimeibiyaoweiwoxishouzuogeng。”
shangbeiziyeshizheiyang,sanshinianlai,tameiyouchiguoyikoutazuodefan。
songxushengmoranpianke,yuqipingjingquejianding:“wohenxiangnichangchang,jiuyikou,xingma?”
bijingzheishidiyici,yeshizuihouyici,tayaoweizijizuoyigejieshu。
huayinluoxia,tabiankanjianchengjingchuizaishencedeshoumengranzuanjin。
dantashuo:“hao,fucongmingling。”
wenyan,songxushengxintouhenhenyici。
chengjingshishanbeijunqudiyituandetuanzhang,ertasuiranshiwenzhi,danjibiebichengjinggao。
suoyiqianshimeicisongxushengxiwangchengjingzuoshenmeshi,tadouhuishuo“fucongmingling”,qingchudigaosuta,tazhisuoyizuo,shiyinweibunengbuzuo。
而不是因为爱。
chengjingmianwubiaoqingdecongsongxushengshenpangzouguo,zuodaozhuoqian。
yigudandandexiangqicongtashenshanglverusongxushengbixi,tadunledun,xiayishituokouerchu:“nijintianyouqukanlinliangle?”
meirenbitagengqingchu,zheiguxiangqishichengjingdeqingmeizhuma,linliangzuichangyongdexiangzao。
chengjingpingdandeshenseshunjianbianle,sangyingengshibinglengdaolejizhi:“nipairengenzongwo?”
kanzhetaneilinglimuguang,songxushengxinzhongmomingbeiai,daolezuibiandehuazainanchukou。
molepianke,tadandandao:“leileyitian,zaodianshuiba。”
shuowan,tajiuwangwoshizouqu。
buxiangchengjingquegenlejinlai,songxushengbuyoudeyihuo:“nizheishi?”
chengjingyanlitouzhejifenjifeng:“jinrishishiwu,bushinishuozaodianshui?”
songxushengzheicaixiangqilai,shangbeizi,chengjingbuyuanyihezijixingfuqizhishi,tajiuzhineng“mingling”ta,bingbarizidingzailemeigeyue15hao。
chengjingjiangtatuidaochuangshang,huayuqueciren:“silingzhidaotadeerziyongzheiyangdeshouduantongfangma?”
songxushengshenhoudeshouhenhenqiajinzhangxin,tongdaomamu。
xiayimiao,tatuikaitakaojinderouruanshenqu:“jinwanbuyongle,yihouyedoubuyongle。”