第1章
“挖了她的心脏！”
“ma，yishengshuowodexinzangbuxingle，wobuxiangsi，manijiujiuwo，xianzaizhiyouchuzhiyaonengjiuwole......”
weiweichangkaidebingfangmenli，chubaidanpuzaimuqinlishumeidehuailixiaoshengkuqi，xiangzhuazhujiumingdaocaoyiyangjinjinzhuazhelishumeideshou。
“jiranruci，neijiuwaletadexinzangjinihuanshang！”lishumeiyilianxintengdimozhechubaidancangbaideliandan，zuilidehuaquegewaideyinhen：“wotiwojiejieneigejianrenhaochihaohedisihouletazheimeduonian，yanglezheimejiu，tayegaibaodawomenle！”
chubaidanxinxileyishun，yougengyandao：“takendingbuhuitongyide，taxianzaiyuelaiyueyouqianle，takendingbuyuanyiquside，luanyebuhuitongyide，tamenxianzaizoudeyuelaiyuejinle，tamenshibushiyoujiuqingfuranle？dangchuhaoburongyicairangtamenfenshou，wocairuyuanjiajiluan，mama，nibangbangwo，wobuxiangsi，buxianglikailuan......”
lishumeiyandijianjianfuxianyimoliqi：“pashenme，tabuyuanyisi，neiwomenjiunongsita，jiuxiangnongsitaneiduishuangbaotaierziyiyang，fangxin，makendingjiuni，mazuitengnile，niyiqianbuyuanyihetayiqizhuzailujia，marangtalihun，tajiulihun，tajiushizhigou，marangtaganmatajiuganma。”
“mama，niduiwozhenhao，nizhenlihai！”
bingfangwai，chuzhiyaotingzhemunvliangdeduihua，hunshenlengdefadou，zhijiankouzaishuiguolanshang，xianxuelinli。
limianshuohuaderenshitadehoumahejiejie，zheihoumabuzhishihouma，haishitadexiaoyi，tamamashengtadeshihounanchanqushi，lishumeijiulikedaizhechubaidanshangmen，dazhezhaogutademingyijiajiletabachuaiguo。
xiaoyichenglemama，biaojiechengleqinjiejie，tayiweitamenshitabuxingrenshenglideyidaoguang，shizuitengta，zuiaitadeqinren，quebuxiangtasuoyoudebuxingdoulaizitamen！
shibasuigaozhongbiyehou，tazailishumeidecuohexiaheqingmeizhumaluanzaiyiqimeiduojiu，jiuzaiqukanwangwaipodelushanghuranyundao，zaixinglaibianyishanbuzhengditangzaixiaoshulinli，shenshanghaipizhenanrendewaitao。
hunhoumeijitian，nanrenyinweiyiwaishangdaoleshuangtui，lishumeigaosutashuoluqiongyancanfeile，zaiyezhanbuqilaile，yaotalihun，qichutabuyuanyilihun，kehoulaibuzhiweihe，luqiongyanzhudongtilelihun。
cihou，tajiuchenglebierenkouzhongdepoxie！！
yinweizheigeyiwai，taheluanfenshou，jiajilezhudonglaitiqindeluqiongyan。
lihunsangeyuehou，tafaxianzijihuaiyunle，tabugusuoyourendefanduibahaizishengxialai，shilianggehenkeaidehaizi，dangshitaheluqiongyancaigangyoufuhundedasuan，tamenwugeyuedadehaizijiubeirenbangjia。
haizisile，lishumeigaosutahaizishiluqiongyanchoujiashaside，tahenluqiongyan，yebutingtadejieshi。
houlailuqiongyanlikaile，tayezhongxinzhenzuo，zuoqileyaocaishengyi。
chuzhiyaohuixiangqilianggehaizicansishidemoyang，zaikanlimianneiduimunvhunshendoushiguangxianlianglidedapai，neidoushiyongtadexuehanqianmaide。
chuzhiyaozhenggenaozibeihenyizhanman，yanlishinongdehuabukaidehairenhenyi，tahena！
“lishumei，nigan，qusiba，wohuirangnidehaiziqupeinide！”
chuzhiyaochouchushuiguolanlidedaozi，chuaikaimen，zhijiewanglishumeibozishangmo，xianxuepenyong。
kanzhewanrueguibandechuzhiyao，chubaidandunshihedexinzangbingfazuo，zhijiebeihesile。
“baobao，shimamataibenle，mamaduibuqinimen，laishi......ruoyoulaishi，haizuomamadehaizihaobuhao？”
chuzhiyaocaizaiershijicenglougaodechuanghushang，zongshenyiyue！
tasihoumeirenjitashoushi，linghunyizhitingliuzaitingshifang，zhidaoneigegaodatingbadeshuxishenyingchuxian。
shiluqiongyan，shenchuanheisexizhuangdenanrenmianrongqingjun，jushoutouzujianzidaiyongrongeryadelinguiqichang，suiyuebingmeiyouzaitalianshangliuxiaduoshaohenji。
tazhanzaitingshifang，mimangdikanzhetadeshiti，shenchuxiuzhangbairuyudeshouhuanhuantuiletayixia，yanjingyihong，xianglaijunmeiqinglengdelianshangchongmanbeitong。
xiazangneitiankongzhongpiaozheximixiaoyu，luqiongyanbatazangzailianggehaizishenbian，yidayixiaolianggemubei。
tazijiyezaitafenqianzuolesantiansanye，shoulihaizhuazhelianggeerzidemanyuezhao......
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一九八零年
纺织厂宿舍楼
“niyezhenshide，zaizenmeshengqiyebunengdayaoyaoa，haizibenlaijiuzailujiashouweiqule，huijiajiushixiwangniangjiarennengjitachengyao。”
“weiqushenme？bierendoushuotashigepoxie，jiarenlehaibulaoshi，zhengtianhezijidexiaozhizigougoudada，huogaitabeilujiarenma！”
“ai，dandanheluanyezhunbeijiehunle，woxianzaijiupayaoyaoduiluanhaiyouganqing。”
fangjianli，tangzaichuangshangdechuzhiyaowuzhepengpengluantiaodexinzang，anjingditingzhewaimianneishuxideshengyin，muguangsisidingzhexiaoshuzhuoshangderili，shangmianqingqingchuchudexiezheyijiubalingnianbayuebari，chuanghubianhaitiezhejizhanghongsedexizi。
tazhongshengle，tahuidaolegangheluqiongyanjiehunhoudedisantian。
chuzhiyaohaijidezheijitianfashengdeshiqing，xinhunyeguohouluqiongyangentashuotadeqingbaihaizai，haishuoqitazhudongqutadeyuanyin。
jiutaderenjiushiluqiongyan，hunhoudiertiantazailujiazhengzhongshuomingtahaishiqingbaiguniang，shihouluansixiawentazheishishi，qiahaobeirenkanjian，chuanlechulai。
luqiongyanshiluandexiaoshu，tabitaheluandabasui，taduiluanmeiyouganqing，ziranbuhuiheluanfashengshenme，kebierenquebuxiangxin，luqiongyanyoushigejunyi，shichangbuzaijia。
tayigerenhuimendeshihouzhijiebeichuaiguodaleyibazhang，caizhidaowaimianchuanbianletaheluandexianhua。
taweiquduodaofangjianli，lishumeiyepeizaitashenbianmoyanleishuotitiehua。
tatinglishumeidehuazaijiazhulejitian，dasuandengluqiongyanhuilailezaihuilujia，jieguojiuzheijitianli，luqiongyanzhongshangguilaizaiyiyuanqiangjiu，wurenzhaogu，lujiajiugengjiakanbushangtale。
xianzaixiangxiang，dangchuluqiongyanzhongshangzheimedadeshiqing，lishumeizenmekenengbuzhidao，tajiushiguyibataguanzaijiali，burangtazhidao，haoranglujiayaneta，zheiyangtaheluqiongyanlihundejihuijiugengjiadale。
xiangdaozheili，chuzhiyaomomolianshangdebazhangyin，haiyouxieteng，zuijiaoluchuyimolengxiao。