第1章
suiyuanyuanxinglaideshihouerbiantingdaoleneihaojiudoumeitingdaoguodeshengyin，yinweitadefumuyijingzaijinianqianqushile，erqiesidetebiebiequ，chengletayibeizidetong。
danshixianzaiquetingdezhenqie，haoxiangjiushizhendeyiyang。
“niersaoyetaiguofenle，yuanyuandouzheimedale，zenmehaidongshoudarenni，nikanzhelianzhongdezachuqujianren。”
“sheizhidaoni，nishuoyuanyuanhelililianggehaizidajia，tayigedarengenzheshenshenmeshouni，yaobushizanmadengwoyiyanwojiujiyanle。”
erbianshibabahemamadeshengyin，tamendeshengyinhaonianqing，rangsuiyuanyuanjuedetebiedehuainian，xiangzhezheixienianzijidetongku，buzijuedejiuliuxialeyanlei。
yiqiantadeshenghuosuiranqingkuyesuanshimanzu，meikaoshangdaxue，19suijiuchuqudagong，meiniannazheqianhuijiaguoniankeyishuoshitazuixihuandeshiqing。
keshimeixiangdaoturanyouyitian，didihetashuo，zijizhisuoyimeikaoshangdaxueshiyinweitadeluqutongzhishubeirenjidingtile，renjiaxianzaibujinshenghuofuyu，hunyinyeyuanman，hesuiyuanyuanjianzhijiushitianrangzhibie。
tababatingdaozhihoudangshiqidejiunaochuxuezhuyuan，meiduojiujiuqushile，ertamamayinweifuqinzhuyuanqianxiadejuezhaiwuyeyuyuguahuan。
ermashangyaojiehundedidiyinweizheixietubianhunshiyegaochuile，tayiqizhixiaquzhaolezuikuihuoshou，quebuxiangtamenfeichangdeaomanwuli。
“nizijideluqutongzhishuzijibukanhao，beiwonadaoleshinihuogai，zheiyiwankuaiqiansuanshiwojinihaochu，yihouzailainaowojiubaojingle。”
beishuaizailianshangdeqianxuehuasidediaoluozaidishang，suiyuanyuanbuganxinxiangyaohetamenpinle，quebuxiangbeituidaozaidi，zhenghaoyazaileganguolaidemamashenshang。
suihouyoushijijiu......shenghuodezhongdanyakualebenlaijiuxuruodemama，yingchengleyiniantayetongkudelikai。
30suishisuiyuanchengleguer，tadedidiyeyuanzoutaxiangqudagong，liangjiedijiuzheimetiannanhaibeidingbuxialai，zhidaogangcai，taweilejiuyigeyaogaokaodehaizijiangzijijisongdaolekachelunxia。
kuxiaoleyixia，zheiyexujiushigelunhuiba，taderenshengconggaokaohoubeigaibian，tabuxiwangbiedehaiziyebuzijidehouchen。
sixuzhengchenjinzaibeishangzhong，jiubeiyizhenwennuandechupengjidaduan，zheizhishouhaowennuan，shenzhilianshangmianxuehuagaodeweidaodourangtahuainian。
“nikankanjihaiziweiqude，shuizhelehaikuni，”chenwenjiexintengdekanzhenver“buxing，wofeidezhaozhangaiyingsuanzhangqu。”
zhihouyoushiyizhendelachequanzusheng，zheizhongganjuetaizhenshile，ruguoshimeng，tashibushinengkandaobamadelian？
yushidangtazhengkaiyanjingdeshihou，kanzhenianqingdefumu，cishitamensanshiduodeyangzi，zhengshizuihaodenianji，rangsuiyuanyuanbuyouzijuedekudegenghuanshile。
“ba，ma......”
suiyuanyuanhanchulaijiulengzhule，zheishengyin......yetaiqingcuileba，ditoukanlekanziji，zheixinennendexiaoshou......
bugufumuhaoqideyanshen，suiyuanyuanhuanshizhecikedewuzi，zheishitajiyizuichudefangzi，zaizheilitaduguolezuimeihaodetongnianhewuyouwulvdeshaonian，keshizouchuquzhihoucaizhidaozheilishitawufahuilaideguxiangle。
yangshigulaodeyanghuanglishangminghuanghuangdexiezhe1986，tahuidao1986nianle？neishita15suideshihou。
shentiyuelaiyuezhandou，shenqingyeyuelaiyuejidong，ta......tazheishihuidaoleyiqiandeshiguang？
naoziliganjueyijiubuxin，tashenzhihaihenhendeyaoleyikouziji，neiqingxidetengtongganbujinmeirangtananshoufanerkaixindexiaolechulai。
ta，huilaile，zhongshengdaoletaxiaoshihou，zaitayoubabamamazuixingfudeshiguangli。
“zheihaizizashuiyijueshenshentaotaode，bieshibeizhangaiyingjihedaole。”
chenwenjieguanqiedemolemosuiyuanyuandetou，youshimomaoyoushijiaomingzide，danxindebuxing，erzuozaikangbiandebabasuiliminyegenzhediandiantou，ganjinpaochuquzhaorenkankan。
meidengsuiyuanyuanbaogouchenwenjieni，jiutingdaomenkouyizhenchaonaodeshengyin，neishuxidejianruideshengyinkeruletadegusui，benlaixingfendeyanshenturanjiubiandefennuwubi。
“woshuonimeiwanleshiba，gangcaijiwojitoubailiande，xianzaiyouzhaozanmashuoyuanyuanhedaole，wobujiupengleyixiame，zhiyuzheimejinguia，nijiadehaizishizhihudeme？”
zhangaiyingdeneimanbujianglidedasangmenrangzuozaiwulidechenwenjietinggezhengzhe，yiqizhixiazhuaizhesuiyuanyuanjiuchuqulilun。
“shenmejiaozhihude，nimeikandaohaizilianshangdebazhangyinme，nihaodaiyesishiduole，dahaizibuzhidaobunengdalian，”chenwenjiejiangsuiyuanyuandelianbaidaodajiadounengkandaodejiaodu“nimenkankan，bigangcaigengzhongle，zheishiwomenjinguime。”
suiyuanyuanmeishuohua，zhishifeichangchouhendedingzhezhangaiying，jiushitahetadenversuilili，tamentouletadedaxueluqutongzhishu，dingtiletademinge，xiangshouletabenlaigaixiangshouderensheng。
haihaidetajiaporenwang，xianzai，kanzhetazheizhanglian，suiyuanyuanhenbudezhijiepuguoquyaoyikouhuotunle。
yexushitadeyanshentaiguotuwu，zhangaiyingkanleyileng，bujiushidaletayibazhangme，zhiyuzheimehenzijime，guozhenzheixiaoyatoupianzisuiletamaneisiyang。
yijiarenzaimenkouchaochaorangrangde，zhongyubachuqumodouzidelaotaitaixushuzhenjihanlehuilai。
kanzhexiaoerziyijiaheererxifuchaodebukekaijiaojiuzhoulemeitou，jiangbeishangdebeikuangjiwangdishangyirengfachulebudabuxiaodexiangsheng，ganghaobatamendezhuyilidoujixiyinleguolai。
“wohaizaihutongkoujiutingdaonimenchaochaobaerhuode，zade，gangguojitianhaorizibuzhidaoxingshaleshibushi，chidetaibaojiuqujiwojianchaihuoqu，yigegederangrentinglediubudiuren。”
xushuzhenzhongnianshougua，baliugehaizixinxinkukulacheda，haichengjialiye，bushiyibandeyaoqiang，xinggegengshileilifengxing，yijiarenmeiyoubupatade。
kanzhetashengqilazhangdelian，dajiadounianbale，zhangaiyinghenhendedengleyiyansuiliminyijianiushenhuilehouyuan。
“ma，bushiwomenzhaoshi，nishibuzhidao，gangcaiyuanyuanhelilizaiyiqiwaner，buxiaoxindaqilaile，benlaihaizidajiameisha，danshiwoersaozhijiejitayizuiba，dangshijiushanmengle，zhangzheimedawomendoubushededongyishouzhitou。
gangcaishuixingleyoukuyouxiaode，wopatahezhele，wanshangzainaomaobing。”
shenweizuixiaodeerxifu，chenwenjiehexushuzhenyigefangdongxiwuzhuzhe，pingshipoposhuoshashisha，danshijintianshiweilehaizi，zenmeyedebaichemingbaile。