第1章
ningqingganjuezijishenshangyouqianjinzhong，erbianchuanlainanrendeshuohuasheng，bansuizhezhuoredehuxipensazaierce。
tabennengdehuishou，’pa’deyigeerguangdalechuqu，erbianshunjianqingjingle。
嘶！手怎么疼了？
ningqingmimihuhudezhengkaiyan。
huanghujianduishangleyishuangshensuiyouhaokandemouzi——
“zhan......chuyao？”
ningqingyingmoujuzhen，buganzhixin。
他不是走了？！
haiyoutabushibeierzishasile？zenmeyizhengyanjiuhechuyaozaiyiqi？
难道他也死了吗？
turan，waimianxiangqileshuxiyoumoshengdekouhao：“nuligengyun，shouhuo！“
ningqingmouzimengranzhengda，taitou。
tazhenjingdexingyanzhongdaizhejudadecuoe。
tapianlepiannaodai，zhuanyankandaofuyouniandaigandehuaxiang，haiyouguazhederilishangxianshideshi1980nian9yue......
等等！
1980年九月？！
ningqingdexinzangpengpengzhitiao！
tazheishi......zhongshengle？！！
erqiehaishihuidaoletalihundeqianliangtian？！！！
ningqingqingchudejide，shangbeizizheiyitiantabeiningmeimeitiaosuo，shuokandaozhanchuyaodaizheyigenvrenhuijia，tajiuhuojihuoliaodeganhuijia。
suiranmeikanjianshenmenvren，dantarengranhuaiyizhanchuyaochugui，hetadachaoyijia，hainaolihun，zuizhongbarenqizou。
ningqingxianglaotianzhenshiduitabuboa，juranyougailetayicijihui，zheicitajuebuzaizhongdaofuzhe，shangbeizitashizhidaosi，caifaxiantazheigehaomeimeidezhenmianmu，kexi，neishihuizhiwanyi。
zheibeizitayidinghaohaohetaguorizi。
ningqinghuishenhou，xiayishidipengzhulezhanchuyaodelian，xiaoxinyiyidefushangnanrendemeigu，nongmidemeimaoxiashiyishuangshensuideyanjing，fangruozangzhewanqianxinghe。
zhanchuyaoyizhangliantonghong，danhaobuyingxiangtadeyanzhi，hepingshidetawanquanbuyiyang。
pingshizhanchuyaobuzhidaoweishenme，zongshibanzhelian，qichangyeheren。
zaijiashangliangrendiyici，jiningqingliuxialeyinying，suoyi，cengjingdetayizhidouhenhaipata。
kexianzaideningqing，neixinzhiyoujidonghekuijiu，haiyouyayidehuainian......
“真的是你？”
nvrendeshengyinshunjiangengyan，lianshangmanshishierfudedejingxihequerentashifouzhenshidexiaoxinyiyi。
zhanchuyaosuihunshenzaorenanren，danhaishiqingxingde，nvrendefanyingrangtabujinzhoumei，zhijuedetayanshenhaoxiangnalibuyiyangle。
“niyouzaigaoshenmebaxi？”
ningqingjidongdeyaozhetou，pengzhetaliandeshuangshouxiahua，mengdibaozhutadebozi，xiaoxinshitandiqinletadechun......
zhanchuyaonaohailizhishunjianbengta，benjiuwangshengdehuoyezaishunjiangaozhang。
zaibuguanneimeduo，fankeweizhu，henhendeyaoleshangqu。
kangshangliangrendeyishanyuefalingluan，zhouweidekongqishunjianshengwenbiandeaimei，kejihujiuzaishuidaoquchengneike，ningqingmodisesuoleyixia。
qianshidiyiciliuxiadeyinyingrangningqingshentibennengduizheifangmiankangju，dangchunanrenqiangyingyoubadaodexiangzhiyeshou。
yejiushineiyici，ningqinghuaileyannan。
gangcaitayiweizijiyijingwangjilediyicidekongju，meixiangdaohaishimeirenzhuxindidekangju，dantashiyaohezhanchuyaohaohaorizi，suoyibizheyanyouqinleshangqu。
zhanchuyaoyezaitongshiganshoudaolenvrendesesuo，kanzhemingminghaipaquehaiyaomianqiangyinghezijidenvren，rangtaxinzhongdechongdongdouhuachengleliqi。
“niweileta，zhenshishenmedounengzuochulai！”
ningqingbeinanrenchaofengdesangyinlahuishen，yujieqingzhandezhengkaiyan，mouzilibujinyouqingdongshidemili，haiyoushenshendehaipa。
“他？谁啊？”
tadezheifufanyingluozaizhanchuyaoyanzhongjiubianchenglexinxu！
被拆穿之后的心虚！
“ningqing，nijuedewoshishazima？”zhanchuyaoqiangxingyaxiaquanshendezaodonggan，“shouqinidebaxi，bubixinkoubuyideqiangxingyinghewo，gengbubiweilenidemudeerweiquziji。”
kanzheyilianyinchendezhanchuyao，ningqingcongmimangfanyingguolai，“laogong，bushinixiangdeneiyang！”
tingjianlaogonglianggezi，zhanchuyaojiangleyishun，tawojinlequantou，muguangbuluohenjisaoleyanzhuozishangdejiu。
xiangqihaoyousongtajiushineiaimeibuqingdeyanshen，tayanzhongdecuobaiganyishanerguo。
ruguotazhendexiangyaoyicilaihuanqulihundechouma，neitajuebuhuipengta！
xiangdaozhei，zhanchuyaoqishen，chuanshangyifu，touyebuhuidewangwaizou。
ningqingjimangpaxiachuangquzhui，“laogong，niganmaqu......”
zhanchuyaotingdaonvrenzaicihan‘laogong’lianggezideshihou，shenxingweidunleyixia，danyezhishipianke。
xiayimiao，tazoudegengjiajianjuele！
“砰！”
ningqingkanzhenanrenshuaishangdemen，beiyingjuejue，yizhenshiluo。
“......”
tazhidaozhanchuyaoshiwuhuitaweileluweiyouzaisuanjitale，keneiyouyoushenmebanfatazuodenie，meishenmehaoweiqude，youxiangqitashangbeizilinsiqianyanzhengzhengkanzheluweiyidaociruerzidefubu，jiangtatuodaozijidemianqian，kanzhedangshierziyanshenlidejuewangheneiju’mama，jiuwo，wocuole’ningqingdeshuangquanjiubuzijuewojin，xiongqiangyongshangleyituanxiongxiongnuhuo。
“ningmeimei，luweizheibeizinimenzheiduigounanzhu，nimenjiwodengzhe。”
zhengzaizheishi，yuanwaituranchuanlaiyishenghuhuan——