“wo，wobushiyijingsilema？zenmehaizaiyiqianxiangxiashuxidelaofangzili？！”
tanaozilixunsudeguoleyibian，yebuqingchuzheijiujingshishenmeqingkuang。
ruguoshizainaiheqiao，zenmezheiyiqiedouheyangjiandeyiyang？
erqie，tajiuzaizijidefangjianli，bujuhebaishedoumeibian。
“nishengyinxiaoyidianer，biezaibarenjichaoxingle，daoshihoudacaojingshe，shenmeyelaobuzhe。”
waimianshishenzhigangkezhideshengyin。
shenqingtanghuitoukandaolebaifangzaizhuozishangderili，shangmiantingliuzai1986nian。
tanaodailibashengpingsuoyoudeshiqingdouguoleyibian，haiyouxiebukesiyidekanleyiyanzijideshuangshou，huanhuandecongchuangshangzhanleqilai。
“wo，wozheishizhongshengle？”
erqieshizhongshengzailediyicibaxudachuandaihuijiajianfumudeneitian！
waimianzhaomeipingheshenzhiganglianggerenmimoude，jiushirangxudachuanchengweishenqianroudelaogong。
shenqingtangdeyizhishouzaidatuishangyongliningleyiba，tachitongxianxiedoukuaiyaohanchushenglai，shenshangdetengtongrangtadeyikexinzangkongzhibuzhudekuangtiao。
“我真的没有死。”
tanannanziyu，suiranjuedeyouxiemomingqimiao，danshihenkuaijiuzhenglihaoleqingxu。
laotianyejiranjiletazhonglaiyicidejihui，tajiujueduibunengzaibashoulidepaidadeneiyangxilan。
waimianderitouhaijiandi，zaoshangdetaiyangganggangcongshantouchulai，shenqingtangdefangjianzaiyinmian，benshenjiujianbudaoshenmeyangguang，taiyanggangchulaihexiashandeshihouwuzilijiuxiandegengjiahunan。
shenqingtangyizhishouqingqingdienzailezijidetaiyangxueshang，shiqingfashengdetaituran，tanaodaiyinyindezhangtong，haoxiangyoushenmedongxiyaocongnaodailizhakai。
zheiyiqiedoubushicuojue，mingmingshangyimiaolinsidezhixiganhaizailongzhaozheta，taqueshishisizaileyiyuanlide。
“shibushiwolinsiqiandanaobushoukongzhichuxiandehuanxiang，wodeqinshengfumuzenmekenenghuizhaodaoyiyuanliqu？tamenmeiyouwodexiaoxi，yinggaishiwodangshizhuangkuangtaizaogao，xiangdeyeyouxiemozhengle。”
xiangdaozijiqinshengfumu，shenqingtangzhijuedeyouxiehuangmiu。
suiranzhongshengdeshiqingshizhen，keshifumuzhaodaoyiyuanlidagaishijiade。
taneishihoudeyanpizijiuyijinghenchenzhongle，fumujiujingzhangdeshenmeyangzitayemeiyoukanqingchu。
tingshuorenzaijiangsideshihoukandaoderendoushizijinaobuchulaide，henduolaorenzaiqushideshihouyehuikandaozijidefumu。
shenqingtangyouxiewunaidetanleyikouqi，youkanxiangchuanghuwaimian，“wulunwodeqinshengfumushishei，woyidinghuizhaodaotamende！”
tabushibeiyiqidehaizi，huoxufumuyijingzhaoletahenzhangshijian，fumunianlingjianda，liujitajinxiaodeshijianbuduo，dengjiejueleshenjiazheiyiwozisheshuchailang，xunzhaofumudeshiqingyeyaotishangrichengle。
tashenxileyikouqi，zhanqishenlaideshihouyoujuedezhangxinliyichen，ditoucaifaxianshouzhangliqueshiyouyimeilianhuadeyupei
shenqingtangnaqilaizixiduanxiangleyifan，hemengzhongqinshengmuqinjitadeneiyimeiyimoyiyang。
taxinlibuyoudefanqiledigu，“nandaowodeqinshengfumuzhendezhaodaolewo？fouze，zheiyimeiyupeiyoushizenmedaowoshenshangde？”
shiqingfashengdetaiguoyuxiqiao，keshenqingtangweiyiqingchudejiushizheidongxijueduishimamajitade。
“这东西很重要。”
shenqingtangxinlimomingjiuyouzheimeyigeniantou。
huoxuzheigejiushitamenmunvkeyixiangrendepingzheng。
taxinliyire，laotianyezaimingmingzhizhonghaoxiangyouyizhiyintayiban。
“mama，niyidingyaodengwozhaodaonimen。”
taxunsudezhenglileshangyishizijicongshenqianrouneilidedaodexinxi，zhaomeipingyilianyanedishuotazhishitamenjialijianlaidehaizi。
qishicongqiantadexinliyehuaiyiguo，keshijieshouguodejiaoyurangtabuyunxuzhiyizijidefumu。
zhaomeipingmeiciyaodaodebangjiadetadeshihou，douhuishuocongqianshengtadeshihouyouduometongku，yangtayouyouduomeburongyi。
dangchutazhiyiweitashijiejie，jiulisuoyingdangdeyaoduofuchuyixie，keshishibingfeiruci，tabenlaijiubushishenjiadeqinshenghaizi，zhaomeipingfufuhoucibibo，ziranyejiunenggoushuodeguoqule。
zhishigenjucongqiandedaodexinxi，shenqingtangyishuangshoujinjindewozaileyiqi。
“shenzhigang，zuihaobuyaorangwozhidaowohezijifumufenli，shinimenzuochulaidehaoshi！”
taxinliyouyugan，zhaozhigangfufuxingxuhuizhidaozijifumudexialuo，ketabunengzhijiequwen。
biqizhaomeipingshichangdekeze，fumushizhongdoumeiyoufangqizhaota。
“tangtang，ruguoyouzhonglaiyicidejihui，babamamajueduibuhuizainongdiuni。”
linzhongzhiqiandeneijuhuashizhongdoupanxuanzaishenqingtangdenaodaili。
tamengranhuiyiqineijiurutongdijuanqixuededingzhu，“jizhu，mamajiaozhouxiangwen，babajiaoshenhuaizhou。”
shenqingtangdeyankuangtonghong，yanleimohuleshixian，taxiaoxinyiyidewozheshoulideneiyimeilianhuayupei，qingqingdemosuozhe。
“bama，yuanlaiwobushiguliwuyuanderen，woyizhiyiweixiangwozheiyangderenbupeidedaoai，yuanlaitamenbingbushiwozhenzhengdejiaren，yuanlainimenzhaolewoneimezhangshijian，wobeimengzaigulizheimejiu，beitamenyijiarenpiandetuantuanzhuan。”
tashengyingengyan，houlongfajin。
zhiqianshenqianroujitadebazhangtadaoxianzaidouhaijideyouduoteng，neiyigeerguangbujinshidazailetadelianshang，gengshichedidedaduanletaheshenjiadelianxi。
tawuzilidechuanghushichaozhehouyuande，qianmianyoushenmedongjingkanbudao，zhinengtingdao。
zhaomeipingheshenzhiganglianggerendeshengyinyuelaiyuedi，buguoshenqingtangyongjiaozhitouxiangyezhidaotamenzaimimoushenmeshiqing。
shangyishi，xudachuanheshenqianroushuizaiyiqi，tayizhidouyiweishiouran，zheijianshiqingchengletaxinlideyigeshangba，daolinsiqiantacaizhongyumingbaishiqingdezhenxiang。
shenqingtanglengxiaoleyisheng，“shenqianrou，jirannizheimexihuanqiangnanren，nei**cuijiubazheigelajirangjini！”
lianggerendougundaoleyikuaiqu，neijiubuyaoguaitahuirangtamenshenbaiminglie。
shangyishishenqianroujiushiyinweidashanglexudachuancaiqulechengli。
tazaichengliluolejiao，xudachuanyoujitazhaoleheshidegongzuo，yuanbendajiadouyiweitanengzhizule，jiulianzhaomeipingfufudoukaishizaixiangxiadasidexuanyao。
zheishihaorizihaimeiyouguoshangbanniandeguangjing，shenqianroujiubangshanglegengyouqiandenanren，yijiaochuailexudachuan。
xiangdaocongqiandezhongzhong，shenqingtangdeyanshenshanguoleyisiqingmie，“shenqianrou，zheigeshijieshangnaliyouneimeduodedayurangnidiao？jirannifeijinxinsideyaodedaoxudachuan，neiwojiujinimenlianggerendeguanxilaolaodeshangyibasuo！”
shenmeguopeishenmegai，zheiyishi，wulunruheyeyaorangtamenlianggesuosi。