第1章
guogongfu，tingwuyuannei，anxixiangniaoniaozhishang，jinranzheyishifulidezhuanghuang，shenzhetaohongruqundebinvqingdazhulian，xiaoxinyiyidiguizaichuangtaqianmian。
“**，**，ninkuaixingxing，chunyanmashangkaishile，zaibuzouwomenyaochile。”
chuangqianguizhedebinvbanbianlianfanzheqingzi，zhengqienuodihuanzhechuangshangdeshushuidenvzi。
“不要——”
guxuejiaojingjiaoyisheng，congmengzhongxinglai，tazuoqishenlai，kanzhejingzhongzijimoshengyoushuxidelian，huanhuancongjingjuzhonghuiguoshenlai。
活着......
她还活着。
santianqian，tahaishibojuefuzhangfangdeqieshi，linxuyao，beirentuixiashanyahou，tazhongshengle，danshiquezhongshengdaolezheiweijiaosheyinyideguogongfu**shenshang，sanrilai，emengqinxibuduan，meicikaitou，doushicongtabeibizhepalehechenzhidechuangkaishi。
shiwusuishiweijiufuxiongweishenyuren，benyiweihuibeiweirunitu，keshihechenzhizaichuangtashangheshangtazixingjiekaideyishang，yuqiwenrou，
“hebizigan**，woqunijiushi。”
keshihoulaizhongzhongtacaimingbai，quta，shiweilerangtaneishenjiaotiruodexinshangrenmianshoushengyuzhiku。
bojuefuzhong，tacaochiduonian，yecengdanyuzisi，duanzandexingfushiguangli，tayejianghechenzhishiweikeyituofuzhongshenzhiren。
keshi，xiejiaojiaorumenzhiqian，zidaoziyanleyichuhaoxi。
tarangjianrenjiangtaluzou，zaibeihechenzhijiexia，ranhoujiangzheiyiqietongtongjiahuojilinxuyao。
jinguanpozhanzhongzhong，hechenzhizhangguanxingbu，yaozhizhenxiang，yirufanzhang。ketahaishidongledaxingbiwenta，renpinglinxuyaobaibanbianjie，tazhishishuo，
“zhiyaojiaojiaoshuo，wojiuxin。”
bukenrencuodetabeiqiuyuhejianeigefeiqideyuanzili。
ziyiweizhenxinfuchudeganqingquanbuyinweihechenzhideyaneershengbian，binvgairenxinzhu，fuqinweipanfuhejiadangzhongrumata，jiuliantatengxiduoniandebaomeiyebugankaojinta，
“ajiedezuilehejia，womenlinshideguniangmenkongpananyizaijia，ajieruoshiguxiwo，yingdangyisimingzhiyizhengqingbai。”
nanchanyiyecaishengxiadeyouziganggangzhangda，queyexianeta，tanadanwandapoletadeetou，yuqizhinen，huaquexiangdaozi，
“niruobushiwoxiaonianggaiduohao，woyaoxieshizuowomuqin。”
tashilinshiyizudeqizi，shibojuefudeqifu，tabaibanfuchu，huanlaideshitamenxiwangtasi。
不！
tapianyaohuo，haiyaohuodehao。
“hutudedongxi，kuaiquqingfurenlaoyelai。”
binvdechizeshengjiangguxuejiaolahuixianshi，guogongdarenzhengzhanshachang，weijirenchen，ertaxianzaiyiranchengweiletadeyangnv，guogongfudeqianjindinv。
shangcangduojiletayicijihui。tazenmekeyigufu。
shangyishidejinglirangtashenshenmingbai，renxinliangbo，suoweiqingyi，buguoshikeyiweiquanlisuozuoyoudedongxi。erxianzai，tashenchuquanlizhongxin。
xinianweijiazu，weifujun，weizisi，tabeiweirucaojie，jinshengjinshi，tayaoweizijierhuo。
tayaorangcengjinggufuguotaderen，doubaochangtasuoshoudeziwei。
“xueeryoumengyanle？kuaibagonglidetaiyijiwojiaolai，ruoganchile，wodaduantamendegoutui。”
guxuejiaoyitaitoubiankanjianpingrilizhuangyansumudeguogongdarenfengfenghuohuodijiaorangqilai，yanyujianduiyugongzhongdetaiyijiweibujing，guxuejiaoshangyishiyousuoerwen，gudarenxingshifangdang，piqibaozaowubi，bubishuoshitaiyi，jiushilianhuangdibixiayejingchangchuyandingzhuang。
“不必了。”
顾雪娇佯装恼怒，
“gonglidetaiyizhihuiluosuo，wojingyijingjiuhaole。”
sanriyilaitalengyanqiaozhe，guogongfusuiruliehuopengyou，danqizhongduoyoukuikong，qieshangyishitazaojiuconghechenzhineilitingshuo，bixiaduigujiazaoyoubuman。
suoweifeiniaojin，lianggongzang，jiaotusi，zougoupeng。
yanxiazhanshipingxi，ruguoguogongfuyizaimaofan，luodegemanmenchaozhandexiachangyebushibukeneng。
tabunengzairangguogongdarenhunaole。
shuohuajian，zhijiangufurenyishimanlianjiaojidiweileshanglai，tayongshoupaweiguxuejiaoshiquetoudehan，shenqingwenrou，danyandiqueshiyabuzhudeyanfan。
guxuejiaobingfeigufurendeqinshengnver，ershigujiangjunzhanyoudenver，wunianqianqishengfuzaiyichangdazhanzhongweibaohugujiangjunzhansi，gujiangjunzhongshishouzuqingyi，yushijiangguxuejiaojierugujia，renzuodinv。
gufurenxixialiangzi，bingwunver，duiguxuejiaoshirujichu。
qiegujiangjunxinzhongyoukui，duidaitabiduidaiqinshengnverhaiyaochongaiwanfen，zheiyezongdeyuanshentianbupadibupa。
weilezhengmingzijidediwei，tajihushisanriyixiaonao，wuriyidanao，naodegujiajifeigoutiaodebudeanning。
“haohaizi，nijibuxiangqucanjiachunyan，wozheijiuqianrenrugongqu，gaosutamennibuqule。”
gufurenqingtanyikouqi，suanshituoxie。
suoweichunyan，jingzhongguinvrenrenjiezhi。
sanyuechusanshitaihoudeshengchen，neitingsiweijitaihouheshou，meiniandouhuiyaoqingjingzhongdeguinv，daogongzhongdeyuyuanyanyin。chuyanyinwai，haihuiyouneitingzhidingyichangbisai，nvjuanmenjiekecanjia，juechushengzhe，youtaihouqinciheli。
zhenzhangzhida，kexiangerzhi。
chunyanmingeyouxian，shouyaofuyannaishijidadeendian。gujiabenyidayingyaoqu，danjiriqianguxuejiaobuzhiweishenmenaoqilepiqishuobuxiangqu。
gufurenbaibanquandao，kenalinaidezhuguxuejiaoyoushizhuangbingyoushimengyan，fuqiliangyinweizheishiyouxiebieniu，douyijingjirimeiyoushuohuale。
yanxiakanzheguxuejiaoyounaoleqilai，tazhihaotuirang，zhishixiangdaoyaoqinzirugonggaozui，xinzhongbumianhaishiyizhenfanzao。
gufurenzhengqiangyaxinzhongnuhuo，shenceyiweichuanzheqianbiseruqundenvziyingshanglai，zhijiantaduanzheyaowan，yanboliuzhuan，xiaoyiwenrou，
“fuqin，muqin，nveryuanyidaitijiejieyigufudeshenfen，canjiacicigongyan。”
cirenshigujiadeshunvguxueqing，xiaoshihouyinkesileshengmubeisongdaolexiangxia，rujinganghuigufusanyue，yanyujianquejiqiguijushouli，titiewenrou。
tazheibanzhengqu，daoyeyouyuanyin。
yuqishuoshiyanhui，chunyangengxiangshihuangshineiyichangbuzhehenjidexuanxiu，huanghou，taihou，yijigeweiyouzisidefeipindouhuizuozaishangshou，kanzheguinvmenbishi。
guxueqingyiguolejijizhinian，tichuyaotijiejiequ，yeyouxiangchenjixiangkandeyisi。
guxuejiaokanzhegufurenyouyudeyanshen，lianmangyaoleyaotou，
“wufang，fuqin，muqin，nveryaoqu，nverzhengxiangcoucourenao，qiegongzhongyangqisheng，nverquyizao，shuobudingmengyanjiuhaoleni。”
gufurenshenseyizheng，sishimeixiangdaotahuizheiyangshuo，danxinxiahenkuaimingbaiguolai，guxuejiaobuxibeibierenqianglefengtou，suoyizongranbuxiangqu，weilehemeimeizhenggaodi，yeyidinghuiqu。
suiranbuxizheiweishunv，dankanzhetayinchayangcuodihongdeguxuejiaodaying，yesuanshiyijianhaoshi。
“haibukuaisihou**shuzhuang。”
suizhegudarenyishengfenfu，binvmenjinshuweileshanglai，youshishuzhuangyoushigengyi，gudarenduizhemamagengshiqiandingwanzhu，buxunverzaigonglishouleweiqu。
zheiyifanzheteng，zhizhigongzhongzherenlaiqingcaisuanbaxiu。
yankanjiaozitailai，guxuejiaozhengyaolikai，zhitingjianshenhouyidaojiaoruonvshengdao，
“fuqin，muqin，jiejieshenzidanruo，qingeryuanyigenzhejiejieqianqu，shihoutangyao，zhiyuanjiejiecicichunyan，nenggoupinganwuyu。”