xinwenzhong，jixujieshaofishshengqiannaguodejiangxiang，tabeichengweidangdaizuiyoutianfudeyanyuan，shiqisuichudao，ershiersuijiudengshangledianfeng，wushufensizhuipeng。
tadelishi，jiguojiyulequanzaochenghendahongdong，henduoyirenfabiaodaowen，chengtadelikaishiyulequandejudasunshi。
tongshihaiyouhenduojietoucaifang，fensimenzifazuzhidaonianhuodong，shenzhiyourenkuyunguoqu。
“ai，zhenshimeixiangdao，tadeaizhengshiyinianle。”
yuzhuligantan，duiyuzheiyangyigetiancaiyanyuandelishi，napabushifensiyehuigandaowanxi。
“十三年。”
yizhijingmokandianshidesuyuturanshuoleyiju。
“什么？”
“癌症，十三年。”
meiyourenbitagengqingchu，tashishenmeshihouhuanshangdeaizheng。
neiyiniantacaijiusui，jiqihanjiandebeizhenduanchuweiai，yizhijieshouzhiliao，shisannian，tatenglezhengzhengshisannian，benyiweiyijingmamu，ketiqihaishihuirenbuzhuzhandou。
yuzhulikanzhedianshizhongmingmingshuodeshiyinian，buguotameizhengbian，erxiaojieshangletou，kenengshihouyizheng。
tayuguangtoutoupielesuyuyiyan，erxiaojieshangletouhou，zongganjuebuyiyangle。
buguozheimeyikan，“erxiaojie，ninfameifaxian，tagenninhaitingxiangde。”
dianshishangmanpingdoushifishshengqiandexiangpian，ruguosuyuzaishouyixie，zhendeyoujifenxiangxiang。
“嗯。”
suyuxingguolaideshihoujiufaxianle，zheigeshentigenyuanbendetayouwuliufenxiangsizhichu，huoxuyeshiyinweilianggerenxiangsi，tacainengzaizheigeshaonvdeshentizhongzhongsheng。
dianshijixubofang，quandoushiduifishdegezhongjieshao。
“laotian，tahaishichaojihaomenjichengren，jibaiyimeiyuan，juranquandoujuanchuqule。”yuzhulijixugantan。
fishzuiweishuzhideshenfenshiyanyuan，chulepaixibujierenheguanggaodaiyan，bucanjiarenhehuodong，yixiangdidiao，meirenzhidaotashihaomenjichengren。
baodaozhongcheng，tazhidaozijishiriwuduo，jiangquanbushenjiajuanxianchuqu，zhendedoujuanle。
suyukanzhedianshizhongguoneiwaiduitadegezhongchengzan，zhijuedehaoxiao。
napadaolezheigeshihou，doumeirenzhidaotazhenzhengdemingzi。
bushifish，ershisuyu！
taruxingshi，jingjirenshuotazheigemingzibuhaoting，rangtagaiyingwenminggengrongyibeijieshou，congneiyihou，suyulianggezi，jiuwurenzaitiji。
“erxiaojie，ruguo……”
“嗯？”
yuzhulixiangwenwenyouneimeyitian，nihuibuhuibacaichandoujuanchuqu，kandaosuyuhuajiushuobuchukoule。
suyuningleningmei，“shuo。”
“keke……jiushi，huanchengshini，nihuibaquanbushenjiadoujuanlema？”
jibaigeyi，haishimeiyuan。
putongrendouxiangxiangbudaoneishiduoshaoqian，jiuneimejuanchuqu，buxintengma？
yuzhuliguangshixiangxiangjiuxintongdewufahuxi，tajuedezijishiputongren，meineimeduoqian，caihaoqisuyuzenmexiang。suyushisujiaerxiaojie，suiranmeineimeduoqian，sujiayeshihaomen。
wenyan，suyuchunjiaogouqiyimoruoyouruowudexiao，huidadeshifenkending，“buhui。”
几百个亿很多？
naxierenyiweizheishitaquanbudeshenjia？
maitongtadezhuzhiyishengzaitayaolixiadu，jiuxiangtuzheiyidianqian，zhenshikexiao。ruoshitamenbiaoxianguaiyixie，zaiaotajinian，shuobudingtaxinqinghaole，zhenhuiloudianqian。
现在？
呵！
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suyuzhulesantianyuan，chuleyuzhuliwai，meiyourenherenlaikanguota，kexiangerzhizaijiazhonghegongsidediwei。
chuyuanneitian，jiedaodianhua，rangtahuijiayitang。
sujiazaishenchengsuanshimingmenwangzu，zhangguanzhejigexingye，qizhonghaichanpinjinchukouhesushiyulezuiweizhuanqian，qianzheshisujiafajiadegenben，zaisuyushengfusujinshouzhong，houzhezaisujiadaxiaojiesucaiweishouzhong。
buguosujiazhenzhengyouhuayuquanderen，shisuyudeyeyesushuo。
“dongshizhang，ninbiejidong，erxiaojiemashanghuilaile。”
“chulezheimedadeshi，weishenmemeirentongzhiwo？”
“xianshengshipanindanxin，erqieerxiaojiemeiyoushenmedashi。”
“meiyoudashi？nikankanzheitupian，womenxiaoyutoushangliuleneimeduoxue，haibujiaodashi？nihewoshuoshuoshenmecaijiaodashi？！”
guanjiabeiduidebuganhaikoushi，suyucongwaimianzoulejinlai。
“爷爷。”
congjiyizhongdezhi，sujiaduisuyuzuihaoderenjiushiyeyesushuo，ruguobushisushuochongzheta，tazaisujiagengmeiyoudiwei。
jiandaosuyu，sushuomashangchongguolai，“xiaoyu，kuairangyeyekankan，haitengbuteng？shangdezheimezhongzenmebujiyeyedadianhua？sucaiweibushishuoyaozhaoguni，jiushizheimezhaogude？”
mianduisushuodeguanxin，suyuyouxiebuzhisuocuo。
tabenshendejiyizhong，zhiyoufuqinduitahao，kefuqinzaitahenxiaodeshihoulishi，jitaliuxialepangdadejiachan，tongshiyeliuxialeyiduijiyuneifenjiachande‘qinren’。
meigerenjiejintadoudaiyoumude，budanmeirenguanxinta，haizaiyizhipanzhetaqusi，neiyangcainengguafenneifenjiachan。
“爷爷，我没事。”
“nibuyongyinman，yeyedoukandaole，liuleneimeduoxue，yihuirangzhouyishengzaijinijianchajiancha，yihoufashengzheizhongshiqingyidingyaojiyeyedadianhua，yeyetinichutou。”
suyunengganshoudao，laorenshizhendehendanxinta，“xiexieyeye。”
“biezaizheizhanzhele，kuaidianzuo，nimazaijiniduntang，liuleneimeduoxue，keyaohaohaobuyibu。”
sushuodehualuo，chufangfangxiangxiaopaochulaiyigenvren，“xiaoyu。”
suyutaitoukanqu，yujiyizhongduishanghao，tajiushiyuanzhudemuqinwulingyu，dangchusushuozuozhu，sujinmingmeizhengqudeqizi。
wairenzhizhisujiayousangehaizi，quebuzhidaosangerenbingbushitongyigemuqin。
sujinzaidaxueshiyouxihuanderen，kesulaoyezibuxihuan。neigenvrenshijingchengheheyoumingdechujianver，gaoaodehen，shuailesujin。sujinhuijiahou，qulesushuotitazhaodeqiziwulingyu。
kehunhouzaiwulingyuhuaiyundeshihou，yougenneigenvrengaozaileyiqi，haiyouledisangehaizi。
zheijianshisushuogenwulingyudoubuzhidao，zhidaochujiakuatai，sujinjiangneigenvrenhelianggehaizidailehuilai。
sujingenbenbuxihuanwulingyu，jingchangmawulingyupohuailetadexingfu，liandaizheduisuyuyebuhao。
yinweizheiyidian，suyuyizhizeguaiwulingyu，tongyangrenweiwulingyushixiaosan，pohuailefuqindeaiqing，zongshijiwulingyushuailianse，gaosuwulingyu，buzhunrangrenzhidaotamenshimunvguanxi，miandelianleita。
suoyitazheicizhuyuan，wulingyuzaidanxinyemeigandaoyiyuanqu。
suyubenshendejiyizhong，meiyoumuqindexingxiang，kanzhecongchufangpaochulai，jiaojiguanqiekanzhetadewulingyu，ganjueyichangdeqinqie……