第1章

huixiangqiwoderensheng,cengjiheshi,yeshenrenjing,queyoushizuiweihuoyuedeshifen。woshiameng,laizihunanhengyangdezuojia,neigebeishuhaibaoweidelinghun,xiguanlezaijijingdeyewan,yongbijixiaxinzhongyongdongdeqingganyusikao。meidangyelanwoting,yueguangtouguochuangliansazaizhuomianshang,sihudouyouxieshenmidezhaohuan,qushizhewofenbijishu。raner,zhengshiyinweizheiyangderezhong,woquefuchulejudadedaijia。

neiyiye,woyouaoyexiezuo,maitouzaishijiandeshenyuanzhong。buzhibujuejian,waimiandeshijiejianjianchenshui,wodeyanpiqueyufachenzhong。nongyudekafeixiangweigouqiyisijuanyi,buzijuedi,wodeyishimanmanmohu,zuihouzaiwenzidexuanwozhongjingjingdichenxianlexiaqu。jihushishunjian,zhixibandeganjuejiangwolongzhao,fangfozhenggeyuzhoudouzaizheiyishunbengta。yucitongshi,jiyidezuihouyimu,shiwosuishoufangxiabi,touyiwai,ranhouheianjiangyiqietunshi——wosile。

zaizhengyanshi,yanqiandeshijiequedourangaihuanlemoyang。wobuzaishineigezaixiaowuzhongfenbibutingdezuojia,sizhoudeyiqiedoubiandemoshengeryouchongmanyiguoqingdiao。yangguangtouguochuanghusazaiwodelianjiashang,kongqizhongmimanzheredaizhiwudefenfang。wodeerbianchuanlaizhenzhenshuozhejianyudehaitongxixiaosheng,neixiefayinrutongxinidesixianzaierbianqingqingyaoye。

huangusizhou,wofaxianzijitangzaiyizhangjiandandemuchuangshang,qiangbibanbo,dimianshiliangshuangdeshuini,chuangwaishimaomideredaishulin。touguochuangling,yinyuekejianyizuojinsedesimiaochulizaiyuanchu,mimanzhezhuangyandezongjiaoqixi。wodenaohaizhongturanshanxianchuxuduoyujianpuzhaiyouguandepianduan:wugekudeweidayiji、youjiudegaomianwenhua、cengbeizhanhuocuicandelishi……wozhidao,wozhongshengle,shijianshi1990nian,zhunquedishuo,wochuanyuedaolejianpuzhaidelishihongliuzhong。

zhengzhazhecongchuangshangpaqi,wokanxiangchuangwai,shiyekaikuo,muzhisuojishixuduomanyanlvyidetianyeyushulin,jizhisecaibanlandeniaoerzaikongzhongaoxiang,shenghuozaizheigedifangderenmensihujiandanerchunpo,jinguanzhanhoudechuangshangyiranzaizheigeguojiademeigejiaoluoyingrao,danyangguangyiranmingmei,shenghuoyiranjixu。woanzisisuo,zijigairuhezaizheigemoshengdeshijielishengcun、fazhan。

wozouchuxiaowu,zhouzaodechangjingyuxiangxiangzhongdejianpuzhaijieranbutong。xiaocunzhuangmisanzhedaogudeqingxiang,mujizaiyuanluolidanao,cunminmenzaihexiedefenweizhongmangliuzhe,ouerchuanlaijishengxiaoyu,jianpodeshenghuochongmanledazirandeningjingyumeihao。suizheshijiandefazhan,jianpuzhaizheigeguojiawuyihuizailishidelunhuizhongtuotaihuangu,woturanganshoudaoleyizhongqiansuoweiyoudeshiminggan。wobixuzhuazhuzheigejihui,yongzijidezhihuiyucaihuaqushuxiexindepianzhang。

kaozhezhongshenghouqitedejiyi,wokaishigousiruhezaizheigexinhuanjingzhongshizhanwodecaineng。xiangdaozheiyidian,wodeneixinshunjianbeijili,wojuedingxiancongjianliyudangdirenlianxikaishi。woxiangcunzilideyiweinianzhangzhexunwenlegezhongrichangshiwu,jinguanyuyandezhangailingjiaoliubiandeyouxiekunnan,dantayouhaodezitairangwoganshoudaolewennuan。

“woxiangzhidao,sheizaizheilinenggoubangwoxuehuizheimenyuyan?”woyongbutailiulidegaomianyuxunwen。

laozheweixiaozhe,kanwoyiyan,dishengshuodao:“duogenwomendehaizimenzaiyiqi,tamenhuibangzhuni。”woxinzhongyinuan,xiangbizaizheigexinshenghuozhong,huiyouhenduodongwoxinyideren。

wojuedingxianzaicunzilijuzhuyiduanshijian,yibianmanmanrongruzheigeshehui。zaijiexialaiderizili,wonulixuexigaomianyu,yekaishilejiezheipiantudidelishiyuwenhua。wolejielejianpuzhaidelishi,conggaomiandiguodehuihuang,daohongsegaomiandekongbu,zhidaorujinzhongjiandenuli。jiediguanlijieshi、caitanjiaoliu、yucunminhudong,wobuzaishineigeduzixiezuo、gushenyirendezuojia,ershinulizhuanxingweizheigexinshijiedeyifenzi。

meidaobangwan,xiyangsaxiajinsedeyuhui,zhenggecunzhuangdoubeiranshanglenuannuandesediao。haizimendehuanshengxiaoyuhuidangzaikongqizhong,fangfoshiduiweilaidechongjingyuxiwang。wokaishixiang,wonengfouzaizheilizuoshengyi?nengfouliyongzijidezhishiyutezhang,jiangzheipiantudideziyuanyujihuilianxiqilai?

zheipiantudifangfoyezaixiangwochuandazheshenme,erbiandefengqingfu,yizhongqiansuoweiyoudedongliyongshangxintou。wodexinzhongjianjianranqilexiwangdehuoyan,wulunzaizenyangdeshikong,zhiyaojianchibuxie,jiudingnengkaichuangyipianshuyuzijidetiandi。

jiuzaicishi,yizhenjicudejiaobushengconghoufangchuanlai,huitoukandeshunjian,wofaxianyiweinianqingdenvhaizhengxiangwopaolai,qingcheerchenglangdexiaoshenglingworenbuzhuxindong。tadechuxianrutongshandianbanhuapolewodechensi,fangfoyouyicianshizhexindetiaozhanyujiyujijianglailin。

“nihao,youxingquyiqiwanma?”tadexiaorongrutongchenxibancanlan,budaiyisiyouyu。

wozhidao,zaizheigexindeshenghuozhong,xuduoweizhidemaoxianyezaiqiaoranjianglin,erwodezhongsheng,huoxuzhengshiweilezhankaizheichangbupingfandelvcheng。