第1章
“这是哪？”
zhangyunchentoutengyuliedexingguolai，jiannandezhengkaiyanjing，faxianzijishenchuzaiyichupojiuhunandexiaowuzi。
yigumeiweizuanjinbizi，rangtahunchendetounaoshaoshaoqingxingyixie，jingenzhehunshendetengtongxilai，fangfoquanshendegutousuidiaoleyiyang。
“wobushizaijubanyongchipaiduima？zenmehuizaizhei...si！！！”
yizhencuoluandejiyiturancuanrudanao。
liangjiu，zhangyunchenxiaohuawanzheixiejiyi，zuijiaoluchuqikudecanxiao。
“竟然重生了！”
huiyizheganggangdedaodexinxi，zhangyunchenmeixiangdaozhongshengzheimechedandeshiqingjingranfashengzaizijideshenshang，erqiehaishizhongshengzaibierendeshenshang。
1993年。
meixiangdaozhongshenghuidao90niandai，fumudoushinongmin，haiyouyigedugaosandemeimei。
zheijushentiyuanlaidezhurenyejiaozhangyunchen，22sui，chuzhongbiye，chushennongcun，meiyouzhengshigongzuo，weihun，zuizhongyaohaiyouyigehaoduchengxingdedie。
shentiyuanlaidezhurenzhengshibeizhaizhujidaside，zhangyunchenxilihutudezhanjulezheijushenti。
“太惨了点。”
zheijushentideyuanzhurengenzhongshengerlaidezhangyunchenchajushizaitaidale。
meizhongshengqian，zhangyunchennianshaoyouwei，shigebaishouqijiadefuyidai。
36suiyijingshishangshigongsidedongshizhang，renrenxianmudezuanshiwanglaowu。
gengshidengshang2021niancaifuzazhi，yi30yideshenjiachenggongjishenhuaxia40suiyixiafuhaobangdeqian50ming。
zhenglizhehunluandesixu，zhangyunchennulidecongdishangpaqilai，jieshouleyanqianzheiyiqie。
shentideyuanzhurenshigexiaozi，yinweifuqinshiduruming，jialiderizikeyiyongqicanlaixingrong。
zhangyunchenzaozaotuixue，daoxianshangdagong，weifuqinhaiduzhai，gongmeimeidushu。
jintianzhangyunchenchuaizhexinkukanghuozhuanlaidesanbaiduoyuanqianhuidaojiali，xiangbangfuqinhaiqingduzhai。
sheichengxiangzhangyunchendaihuilaideqiangenbenbugouhaizhai，fangzhaidesunsanjingranjiale5fenqiandelixi。
zheiyeshidezhangyunchenjiweibuman，tabianzhaosunsanlilun，sheichengxiangyiyanbuhejiudongqishou。
zaisunsandedipan，zhangyunchennanengzhandaobianyi，beiduifanghuotongjirenhenhendexiulileyidun，rengjinlexiaoheiwu。
youyubeida，xinliyoubiequ，qijigongxinbianlinglehefan，zheicaiyoulexianzaidezhangyunchen。
menwaidexiangdongdaduanlezhangyunchendehuiyi，tazuozhishentixiangmenkoukanqu。
pojiudemumenbeidakaile，yigeshouruodeshenyingpaolejinlai。
“erzi，nimeishiba。”
yimingtoufahuabaidezhongniannvrenpaoleshanglai，yishuangjieshideshoujinjinlouzhuzhangyunchendejianbang。
nvrenzhuazhezhangyunchendejianbang，kanzhetamanshenshishangdeyangzi，leiyandunshiliulexialai。
kanzhechongjinlaibaozhuzijidenvren，zhangyunchenlengzhule，youxiebuzhisuocuo。
shangyishizhangyunchenshigeguer，genbenbuzhiqinqingshihewu，gengshicongweiganshouguoshenmeshimuai。
cishikanzhemanyanleihuadenvren，kanzhetajiqiedeyanshen，kanzhemanlianguanxindeyangzi，zhangyunchendexinlihuranmomingdebeichudongleyixia。
“妈......”
buzhidaozijizenmezhangkaidekou，zhangyunchenshangyishicongmeihanguodezi，beitaqingshengdehuanlechulai。
laidezhengshizhangyunchendemuqinsunxiulian，takanzhezijiaerzihunshenshishang，youqilianshangbeidaqicandeyangzi，dunshiyanleijiurutongduanlexiandezhuziliulexialai。
“nizheihaizi，zenmezheimejue，burangnilaizhaosunsan，nifeiyaolai......”
zhimaiyuanleyiju，sunxiulianjiurenbuzhuyoukuleqilai。
“nigemeiyongdebaijianiangmen，kushenme！haibuganjinbaerzifuhuiqu。”
yigeshencaiaixiaoganshoudeshenyingchuxianzaimenkou，shoulihainiezheyigenzhijuandehanyan。
cirenyichuxian，zhangyunchendemeitoujiushiyizhou。
zheigekansiputongbunengzaiputongdenanzijiushizhangyunchendefuqinzhangshu，yigerangqianrenzhangyunchentoutengbuyi，kubukanyandedie。
zhangjiayuanbenzaisunjiabaoshenghuodetingfuzu，zhangyunchenmuqinsunxiuliandeniangjiagengshisunjiabaodedahu，shidezhangjiazaicunzilihenshifengguang。
jialibudanyouniu、mazheixieshengkou，niannianliangshiyeyoushengyu，shicunzilirenrenxianmudefuzuhu。
rizifuyuqilai，budanrangrenxianmu，hairangrenyanhongjidu，sunsanjiushiqizhongzhiyi。
sunsanshisunjiabaolidelaoguanggun，zhengriyoushouhaoxian，30duosuiyemeinengqushangxifu，jialideguangjinggengshiyitahutu。
zheisunsanqianxienianquxianchengguihunlejinian，biedemeixuehui，xueleyishenkengmengguaipiandegoudang。
qunianxiatian，sunsandeshushusunlirendangshanglecunzhang，tajiucongxianlipaohuidaolecunli。
zheixiaozizhangzhetashushudemingtou，kaishizaicunziliyaowuyangweiqilai，poyoucunbadeweifeng。
yiciourandejihui，sunsanyujianlezhangyunchendemeimei，yishijingweitianren，congcizheixiaozijiudianjishanglerenjiaxiaoguniang。
danshizijiyoujijinjiliangsunsanhaishihenqingchu，tazhidaozhangjiazhidingbuhuitongyibanverjiajiziji，suoyizheixiaozijiudongqilewaixinsi，zuizhongbatupodianfangzailezhangshudeshenshang。
tazhidaozhangshuxihuanduqian，jiuzhaojiekoujiejinzhangshu。
xianshiqingkechifanlajinguanxi，dengzhangshumabidayihou，bianzhaorenzuoju，lazhezhangshuduqian，yixiazijiubazhangshuxianlexiaqu。
zhangshuxianshibajialidehaoburongyizanxiadejixushugejingguang，houlaigengshibajialideshengkouyequandoushulejinqu，rangyuanbenfuyudejiatingluopoxialai。
zhangyunchenweilechanghaizhaiwu，zheicaijinchengdagong，kezhenglaideqiangenbenjiudubushangjudadekulong，zheicaishidezhangyunchenlaizhaosunsanlilun，beibaozouyidun，rengjinlexiaoheiwu。
cishikanzhezijidebianyilaodie，zhangyunchenzhishikanleyiyanjiushouhuilemuguang，duizheirenmeishenmehaogan。
kanzhezhangyunchenlengmodeyangzi，zhangshujuedelianshangyouxieguabuzhu。
tabadazhehanyan，duizhezijixifucuicudao：“kukutitizuoshenme，ganjindaizheerzilikai，yihuisunsanhuilaijiuzoubuchengle。”
sunxiulianyitingzijizhangfuzheimeshuo，yejuedeyoudaoli，ganmangmoleyibayanlei，fuzhezhangyunchenzhanleqilai，haianweidao：“erzi，genmahuijia。”
“这是干什么呢？”
jiuzaizheishihou，yigeyinyangguaiqideshengyincongmenwaixiangleqilai。
shouzaimenkoudezhangshulianseningzhongxialai，suihouganmangxiaozhedao：“saner，nihuilaile，gelaidaiwahuijia。”
zhangshuxiandehenbeiwei，tayuanbenjiubugaodeshentiganjueyouaixiaquyijie。
cishiyigeqimaobuyangdenanzichuxianmenkou，guangzhebangzi，manmiantonghong，yishendejiuqi。
tamizheyishuangxiaoyanjingxiangwulikanleyiyan，duizhezhangshulengxiaodao：“shuge，niyetaiqiaobuqiwodesunsanle。
wosunsanjiashixianglaijiulai，xiangzoujiuzoudedifang？
nierzilaiwojiadanaoleyichang，bawojiadouzalanle，xiangzheimejiandanjiulikai？zhenshibairizuomeng。”