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zhidaoyichangyu，chedizuoshilezheichangmorizhishuo。
25riye，kongzhongkaishipiaoqisisixiyu。
zuikaishirenmenduizheichangyubuyiweiran，houlaidajiaturanfaxian：
这雨，有腐蚀性。
yelilinleyuderenmen，jiechudaoyushuideshentibuwei，wuyibufashengkuilan。zheikuilanbuyangbutong，zhishijiqicuiruo，shaoweiyipengdaobianhuitunxiayicenglanpi。
duicizhengzhuang，yiyuanyebiaoshimeiyouyaofang。
xiyuyizhibuting，zaimeirenganchumenjiechudaoyudi，quanbudouwozaijiali。
yelishiyidianshi，youxuduorenjiafanyingdianluhewangluoxinhaobuwending，menchuangbeiyushuifushi。
dajiadouzaiwangshangjiaoliuzhejiazhongchuxiandeyiyang，quanwangrendunshihuangkongbuan。
kanzhewangluoshangjingkongderenmen，wozhidao，zheiyiqiejixianghaizhishiganggangkaishi。zheiguguaideyuhuilianxuxiahaojitian，daoyutingdeshihou，zhouweijizuochengshidedianluquandouhuibeiyupohuai。
guojiahuipaichujundui，husongrenmenqianwangbeifang，dangranhuiyi**renyuanhefushangyouxian，henduobaixing，zaihaimeibeijunduijiezouqian，jiuyijingmingsanghuangquan。
cengjingweijuyixiandeyanhaichengshi，jiuzheiyangbeidiuqi，zhujianbiandehuangliang。
……
shangyishi，wojiushigenzhejujieyijiabeihusongdaolebeifang，haishizhanlejujiedefu，tajiujiushiweiyoumingdekeyanrenyuan。zheiyilushang，silebuzhidaoduoshaoren，womenbuzhidaopengjianduoshaoqixingguaizhuangdehezhongshengwu。
yichanglianxuxialehaojitiandeyu，daizhehewuranyuan，beisaxianghaojizuoyanhaichengshi，jifalehenduolingrenyixiangbudaodeshengwuganran。
taodaobeifangnengbunenghuo，wobuzhidao。
yinwei，shangyishi，wozaididashoudoudediyitianjiusile。
buzhidaoshenmeshihou，wodejiaohuaibeihezhongzhiwugeshang，faxiandeshihou，shangkouyijingkaishikuilan，zuiduoguobuleliangtian，jiuhuibeichediganran。
neishunjian，shiwodiyicizhenzhengyiyishangdezhimiansiwang，neixinwubicanghuang。
wobuxiangbianchengrenburenguibuguideyangzi，suoyi，zailizhibeitunshideqianyimiao。
我选择了自杀。
ranhouxinglai，jingyiwaihuidaolelinguopaifanghefeishuiqian。
……
8yue30ri，hefeishuipaifanghoudediliutian，yuzhongyutingle。
zairenmenhaizaiweizheiguguaideyujieshuergaoxingdeshihou，tamenquefaxian，yuelaiyueduodehezhongshengwukaishichuxian。
beiyushuijinshidedongwumen，quandouzhangchuleyuhezhongyuleisideduya，xinggebiandebaozao，jiuliantuzizheibanwenshundedongwudoukaishiwuchabiegongjirenlei。
kaishiyouxuduorenbeihezhongdongwuyaoshang。
waimianderenmenhuangchengyituan，chengqunjieduitaowangbeifang，shoudouyoudapidejunduizhushou。
wangluoxinhaoshihaoshihuai，yulunzhixia，limogaibianlexiangfa。
takaishiquanshuowomenyiqiqianwangshoudou。
“baijie，chenxianzailuhaimeibeiwanquandusi，womenyiqilikaiba！”
woyaoyaotou，“buxing，jiexialaizheijitian，kendinghuiyougengduodehezhongshengwuchuxian，qubeifangdelushang，buzhidaoyouduoshaoyijingbeiyaolederen，zhixujitiandeshijian，tamenjiuhuibeichediganranchenghezhongren。”
wohaiqingchudijide，zheitiaominzhongzifazuzhidetaowangzhiluyouduomeweixian，zuihouanquandaodashoudouderenquzhikeshu。
jiupingwomenzheijigeshouwufujizhilidexiaonianqing，haidaizhebasuidenvhai，xiangyaodaodabeifang，jianzhishitianfangyetan。
yuqimangmuditaowang，haiburuzaiyuandidengdaijunduilaijiuyuan。
hewaimiandebinghuangmaluanbutong，zheidongbieshuliderizianningduole。
limozhufan，xiejinganhuo，woheyanyanjiufuzetangping。
maodunzaicibaofashiyinweiyizhimao。
moutianqingchen，mimihuhujian，wotingjianfangjianwaimianchuanchujishengmaojiao。
我顿时头皮发麻。
bieshulizenmehuiyoudongwu？
nandaoshihezhongdongwuwenzherenweiguolaile？
wonachuchuangdidebishou，qingshengtuikaifangmen，shunzhejiaoshengzouxialouchakan。
kanqinglouxiachangjingdeshihouwochadianmeiqisi。
zhijianlimohexiejindouzai，tamenliangzhengnazhemaojinjiyizhibaisedemaocagan。
wochayidao：“nimenzaiganshenme？”
dishangdunzhedeliangmingaichongrenshizhuanguotoulai，limoxiaoxinyiyihuida：“zaoshangdeshihou，zheizhimaomiyizhiduozaimenkoujiao，wokantataikelian……”
xianrantayeganshoudaolewodeqifen，shengyinjianjiandilexiaqu。
meixiangdaoxiejinyelaicourenao，tayilianbushekaikou：“baizhi，woyijingjianchaguole，jiushiputongdemao，meiyouweixian。”
neizhimaotongtidoushibaise，shizhihenpiaoliangdebuou，yiduilansedeyanjingnengbarenxindoujikanhua。
woquebeitamenqidefadou，“diuchuqu！”
limozhouzhebizibuqingbuyuan，“baijie，jiushizhimaomieryi。”
xiejinyeningzhemeidingzhewo，yiyanbufa。
shi，taxianzaikenengzhishiyizhirouruopiaoliangdemaomi，keyidanshenmeshihoubianchenglehezhong，neijiushinengchirendeguaiwu。
woshenxiyikouqi，renxiaxiangwangzheiliangshengmulianshangbangbangliangquandechongdong，liangchushouzhongdebishouwen：
“nimenshiyaowobazheimaoshale？haishinimenbatadiule？”
xushijianwozheihuabusizuojia，limoyizhangpiaoliangdexiaoliankudelihuadaiyu，gengyanzhekongsu：“baizhi，bujiushiyizhimaoma？niyaobuyaozheimehenxin。”
wolengxiaoyisheng：“he！woshusangeshu，1——2——”
limodiukaishoushangdemaojin，kuhan：“diu！wodiuhaibuxingma？”
limokuzhebamaoyoudiuchulemenwai。
我这才松了口气。
ai，dangchujiubugaibaxiejinjiaoguolai，buranzenmehuizhaoredaolimozheigefanrendongxi。
woxinshenpibeihuidaofangjian，bujiuhouxiejinyegenleguolai。
wonamendao：“zenmele？nihaiyaojiumao？”
tayaoyaotou，kunhuodao：“baizhi，nishibushihenzaojiuzhidaohefeishuihuiganrandeshi？”
wohaoyihuiermeishuohua，nabuzhunyaobuyaogaosutawozhongshengledeshi。
chenmoxujiu，tatanlekouqiwen：“haoba，neijiexialaiwomenyaozenmeban？zongbukenengzaizheiliduoyibeiziba？”
zenmeban，chuleduozhe，woyebuzhidaogaizenmeban。
yanqiandelu，haoxiangjiuzhiyougenzhejunduizouzheiyitiao。
kexianzailianjunduideyingzidoumeikanjian，zenmezou？
wodingzheta，chenshengdao：“zaiguoyiduanshijian，kenenghuiyoujunduilaijiuyuan，daoshihouwomenkeyigenzhejunduizou。danshi，xianzaizheishidao，renmendexingmingjijikewei，youkenengzaimouyitian，ni，wo，limo，haiyouyanyan，jiudousile。”
xiejindixiatou，qingshengtanxi。
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zicongwobaneizhimaoganzouyihou，limojiuhewomenkaiqidanfangmianlengzhan。
chulezuofanchifandeshihou，qiyushijiantadouduozaizijifangjianli，buhewomenjiaoliu。
我也乐得自在。
yilianlengzhanlebangeyue，jiuyuezhongxundeshihou，tacaibiebieniuniudikaikouhewomenliaotian。